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Compared with being sheltered by you, I hope to heal the pain caused by our love with you. ----Xi Fanjing

There is no star in the night sky, it is as black as ink.The wind picked up a little urgently, and the sound of dark clouds flowing seemed to be heard in the silent night.

The leaves of the locust tree planted in front of the building rustled, Fang Shuchu had paced back and forth several times, and finally couldn't help but stop.He raised his wrist and glanced at his watch, but the brows couldn't help sinking a little.

After thinking for a while, Fang Shuchu was about to turn around and go back to get the car keys, but suddenly saw Xi Fanjing approaching slowly under the dim street lights with lowered eyebrows and lowered eyes.

Fang Shuchu's heart immediately relaxed, but immediately a wave of anger rose.He walked towards Xi Fanjing, and he couldn't help but feel dissatisfied in his voice, "Xi Fanjing, do you know what time it is?"

Xi Fanjing suddenly heard Fang Shuchu's voice, and couldn't help but stop.Raising his eyes, Fang Shuchu stopped and stood in front of him, his face frosty.

Fang Shuchu looked at Xi Fanjing, saw that his brows and eyes were haggard and tired, the anger in his heart was replaced by pity, and his voice couldn't help but soften a lot, saying: "If you can't go to Zheng Jin's wedding, you should tell me and call your cell phone I can't get through, do you know how worried I am?"

Xi Fanjing looked at him quietly, the pain in his heart flowed like water.

Xi Fanjing withdrew his eyes and interrupted him: "Shu Chu."

Fang Shuchu looked at him, Xi Fanjing lowered his eyebrows, and asked softly: "Shu Chu, how long has it been since you had dinner with Teacher Fang?"

Fang Shuchu was taken aback.

The rustling sound of the locust tree being blown by the wind rang out quickly, Xi Fan looked up at him, with pain hidden in his eyes, and tried his best to calmly say: "Teacher Fang is hospitalized."

Fang Shuchu was taken aback, and blurted out: "What?"

Xi Fanjing said in pain: "Teacher Fang has a perforated stomach, and he was sent to the operating room for emergency treatment today."

Regret and pain surged in Fang Shuchu's eyes, Xi Fanjing looked at him, but Fang Shuchu immediately avoided his sight, then turned around, and said calmly, "Let's go home."

Fang Shuchu's back was firm and forbearing, Xi Fanjing felt a pain in his heart, but he said persistently: "Do you know why Teacher Fang was sent to the hospital suddenly?"

Fang Shuchu turned his back to him, didn't move, didn't speak, Xi Fanjing closed his eyes, his voice trembled uncontrollably, and said in pain: "It's me, it's because of me, it's because of me!"

Fang Shuchu finally turned around, grabbed Xi Fanjing's hand almost roughly, and said without doubt: "Let's go home first."

Xi Fanjing didn't move, Fang Shuchu looked at him, and the heavy rain suddenly poured down.

The rain wetted them instantly, Xi Fanjing lowered his head, Fang Shuchu's eyes were filled with pain and pity, and he called, "Fanjing."

Xi Fanjing remembered that the last time Fang Shuchu went back to Fang Shuxin's place for dinner was a month ago.It rained suddenly that day, and he was worried about Fang Shuchu's leg injury, so he waited for him at home.But it was nearly midnight when Fang Shuchu came back, but he was covered in rain, and his eyes were full of exhaustion.

At that time, he stood where he was, and could only look at Fang Shuchu in shock and bewilderment.

Xi Fanjing looked up at Fang Shuchu, with pain in his eyes, and said, "Why? Why didn't you tell me?"

After that day, Fang Shuchu no longer went to Fang Shuxin's house on a regular basis, Xi Fanjing faintly felt something was wrong, but did not ask in detail.It turned out that everything was because of himself.

There was remorse and sadness in Fang Shuchu's eyes, but also firmness and affection.He suddenly hugged Xi Fanjing into his arms, and the rain was streaming down his temples. He didn't have any explanation, but just called Xi Fanjing's name in a low and gentle voice: "Fanjing."

Xi Fanjing's eye sockets were flushed, and the rainwater flowed into his eyes along his hair, full of sourness seemed to overflow from his eyes.

At that time, he massaged Fang Shuchu's legs to relieve the pain, and Fang Shuchu just buried his head in his arms, calling his name over and over without any other words.But he didn't hear the deep sorrow and sadness in his voice at all.

The sky was full of wind and rain, Fang Shuchu hugged Xi Fanjing tightly, but out of the corner of his eye, he suddenly caught a glimpse of an umbrella not far away that suddenly fell to the ground. The cherry blossoms painted on the face were also smashed by the rain.Fang Shuchu raised his eyes subconsciously, and when he saw the figure clearly, his body froze suddenly.

Xi Fanjing felt Fang Shuchu's sudden stiffness, and raised his eyes from his embrace, only to see that his eyes were looking straight ahead, the corners of his lips were tightly pursed, and his face was stern.

An inexplicable unease welled up in his heart, Xi Fanjing turned around, only to see Lin Rushi standing under the streetlight amidst the heavy rain, looking at them in disbelief.

In the early morning light, there were faint sounds of birdsong in the garden.The corridor of the hospital is very quiet, only occasionally a nurse in white rushes by.

Fang Shuchu stood tall and tall in front of Fang Shuxin's ward, with lowered eyebrows, his forehead and eyebrows were broken, and his expression could not be seen clearly.

After a long time, Fang Shuchu suddenly let go of his clenched hands at his sides, and then turned around.

Just as he was about to leave, Fang Shuxin's clear but emotionless voice suddenly came from the ward: "What? The majestic prosecutor still dare not enter my ward?"

Fang Shuchu froze, turned around, hesitated for a moment, and finally raised his hand to push Fang Shuxin's door open.Raising his eyes, Fang Shuxin leaned on the soft pillow and looked at him expressionlessly.

Fang Shuchu withdrew his eyes, walked slowly to his hospital bed, then raised his eyes to look at him, and called, "Brother."

Fang Shuxin snorted coldly and said, "Finally thought you have a brother?"

Fang Shuchu felt a pain in his heart, but he just lowered his head without saying a word of excuse.

Fang Shuxin looked at him indifferently, Fang Shuchu said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, brother."

Fang Shuxin didn't speak, just looked at him quietly.After a long time, he spoke, with a cold tone, and said, "That's why you came here to talk?"

The pain spread in Fang Shuchu's eyes, but Fang Shuxin turned his head and stopped looking at him, and said coldly: "Then you can go."

Fang Shuchu looked up at him suddenly, but only his indifferent profile came into view.The pain in his heart instantly drowned Fang Shuchu like a tide, and he suddenly turned his eyes to look out the window.

The soft sunlight poured into the room through the glass windows, Fang Shuchu felt extremely painful, but slowly said: "I remember, when Mom and Dad left, I cried and made noise, but my brother didn't shed a single tear, just Hold me in your arms and tell me that although I can't see, Mom and Dad will always be with me and will never leave."

Fang Shuxin still turned his back to him, Fang Shuchu smiled suddenly, and said: "I really believed what brother said at that time!" With a bit of nostalgia in his voice, Fang Shuchu said slowly: "Brother , do you remember? When I was about ten years old, I broke the window of Uncle Yang’s house. You were afraid that I would be beaten by Uncle Lin, so you insisted that you broke it. Not only ran to apologize to Uncle Yang, but was also beaten by Uncle Lin. Couldn’t sit down for days.”

"When I was in the fourth grade, I threw away Teacher Cong's book as a prank, and it took me all morning to find it. I thought my brother would blame me, but...my brother asked me to beat him with a bamboo stick. You...you said that if I make mistakes again in the future, my brother will ask me to do the same...I was really sad at the time...and I didn't dare to get you into trouble again...

"Later, I got admitted to Q University, but went to F University. I know, I didn't go to Q University because I was worried about me..."

Fang Shuxin said indifferently, "You also know that you have caused a lot of trouble since you were young!"

Fang Shuchu lowered his eyes and smiled lightly, and said, "Yes, it really caused a lot of trouble!"

Looking up at Fang Shuxin, who was facing away from him, Fang Shuchu said seriously: "But at that time, I was able to be so fearless, in fact, it was because I knew that no matter what happened, my brother was behind me." .”

"Brother." Fang Shuchu turned his eyes to look out of the window, and said softly, "Maybe you don't know, I always thought that if one day I betrayed the whole world, my brother would definitely become an enemy of the world for me."

The sunlight outside the window was like golden threads, Fang Shuchu smiled slightly and said, "Because, they are relatives."

Fang Shuxin said coldly: "You think too much."

Fang Shuchu's eyes fell on Fang Shuxin again, and said, "Brother, I'm sorry..."

Lowering his eyebrows, Fang Shuchu raised his hand to cover his eyes, and said slowly: "But, brother, I really can't let go of Fanjing..."

"I used to think that I would forget him, but during the seven years when he left without saying goodbye, I was really... I was really sad... I dare not think about him, I kept my head buried in my studies, I Working non-stop...I come home late because the house is so quiet and I can't help but think of him...my heart aches so badly when I think of him...'

"Brother, do you still remember you asking me why I didn't go back to City A? I'm just afraid, as soon as I go back to City A, I'll think of everything with Fanjing, I can't bear it... I'm sorry, brother..."

Fang Shuchu's voice was choked with sobs, Fang Shuxin looked at the crystal tears oozing from his fingers, couldn't help raising his hand to stroke his hair, and softly called: "Xiao Chu."

Fang Shuchu trembled, and slowly lowered his right hand covering his eyes, only to see Fang Shuxin's loving and caring eyes, as before, looking at him with a smile.Fang Shuxin said: "Okay, brother is teasing you, brother has long since stopped being angry."

Fang Shuchu stared at him blankly, Fang Shuxin suddenly suppressed his smile, and said, "No, I'm still very angry. If I hadn't called you to stop you, wouldn't you plan to come in? Brat, the longer you are Da Yue doesn't know how to respect his brother!"

The corners of Fang Shuchu's eyes were still glistening with tears, Fang Shuxin sighed softly, and then said harshly: "Brother is also at fault. He is full of talent and learning, but he is short-sighted and narrow-minded!"

Looking at Fang Shuchu apologetically, Fang Shuxin said: "I still remember you asked me about my attitude towards same-sex love when you were in high school, but when things come to an end, I have something wrong with you...brother."

Fang Shuchu's expression moved, and he said, "Brother..."

Fang Shuxin suddenly smiled and said: "Brother later realized that there is nothing more important than being alive, and nothing is more important than living happily. So, don't blame yourself."

Dissatisfaction welled up in his eyes, and Fang Shuxin said mercilessly: "I have come so many times, but I dare not come in to see me even once, thanks to the fact that you are a prosecutor!"

Fang Shuchu stared at him blankly, Fang Shuxin patted his head suddenly, and said, "What? Are you crying stupidly? You are so grown up and crying like a child..."

Fang Shuchu covered his head innocently, and said, "Brother, aren't you crying too?"

Fang Shuxin raised his eyebrows and said, "Who is crying? You are the one crying!"

Fang Shuchu said solemnly: "I'm crying, brother is just like a child, not honest at all."

Fang Shuxin was dumbfounded, but Fang Shuchu suddenly threw himself into his arms, just like when he was a child, and said sincerely: "Thank you, brother!"

Fang Shuxin froze for a moment, then stretched out his hand to pat him on the back, raised his eyes and looked out the window, the spring was bright and the winter had really passed.