Loving you is an unrepentant journey

By the 26th of the twelfth lunar month, the commercial building was finally capped.

Chen Mang, the contractor of the construction team, paid everyone part of the wages, and the other wages will be paid later.

At this time, it was too late to buy a train ticket, so I had to go home by car.

The builders in the sheds all come from the same place, if not from the same village, they must be from the same village.

Because I had to pack up and go back to my hometown for the Spring Festival, the work shed was in a hurry.

Apart from the hustle and bustle, many people also tidy up and prepare to go shopping in the mall and buy something for the elderly and children at home.

Lu Feng and five other people live in a work shed. It is very difficult to take a bath here. There is no shower, or let the kitchen boil hot water for bathing, or use a water heater to boil a bucket of water for washing.

Lu Feng got up early in the morning and finally had a good rest. Other workers were still sleeping wrapped in quilts. He carried the bucket and went out. After going out, he closed the door again.

It was daylight outside, and the cold air was like a basin of ice water rushing towards his face. Lu Feng shivered and went to the faucet to get water.

The entire construction site was immersed in silence, only the splash of water leaking into the bucket.

When the bucket was full, he carried the water back to the work shed, put the water stick into the bucket to boil the water.

It was a long process of waiting for the water to heat up. Taking advantage of this time, he brushed his teeth, washed his face, and packed his suitcase. It was a 24-inch suitcase, and all his more expensive things were in it— —Clothes, pens and paper, and books.

He flipped through a few pages of the almost rotten Bobing grammar book, which he bought with a month's pocket money in his third year of high school. He saw the book in the box of his old things at home, and he took it out.

He looked again at the notebook that recorded his working hours, and he calculated his working hours again. He could get a total of more than 2 wages, settled more than 1, and left more than 1.

After putting away the notebook, he took out some slightly clean clothes and returned to the bucket. The water was already hot.

Lu Feng washed his hair and bathed in the temporary toilet, changed into clean clothes, and then returned to the work shed. Only then did the other workers wake up one after another.

Chen Shunwei is an uncle who is nearly forty years old. He always takes good care of Lu Feng. He sees that he is neatly dressed and his hair has been washed. He couldn't help but joked with him, "You boy, are you going out to see girls or something." Lu Feng looks good, and he is tall and straight. As long as he tidies up a little, he will attract attention. It is no wonder that Uncle Chen wants to make fun of him.

Lu Feng put the dirty clothes in a bag and put them on the bed, and said lightly: "I'm going to buy a train ticket, and I'll buy something for the family by the way."

"Oh, that's true. You can buy the ticket for us together. We will pay you back when you come back."

Lu Feng first went to the ATM to deposit the wages he received, and then took two buses to the bus station to buy a ticket. The bus station was crowded with people, and when he finally bought the bus ticket, he came out. It is afternoon.

Take the bus back to the construction site and get off at the bus stop. Not far away is a beautiful shopping mall.

When Lu Feng was building a building, he often saw advertisements played on the LED screens of this building. The noble and elegant men and women in the advertisements lived in a completely different world from him.

He hesitated for a moment, and walked towards the gate of the mall.

The distance he walked was only tens of meters, but it was like thousands of meters to him. Every step he took, he made himself retreat. What did he go to this shopping mall for?Must not be able to afford what's inside.

But he really wanted to go in and have a look. He had been looking at the building for so long, why couldn't he go in and have a look.

He took a good look at himself. Apart from some plaster on his shoes, there was no other faux pas.

He held his head high and walked to the gate. The glass gate was closed, reflecting his face, which looked like an adult man.

The three years in prison seemed to have cut his life apart, turning him from an ignorant student into what he is today.

The doorman opened the door, bowed to him and said, "Welcome."

Lu Feng and him looked at each other. The other person's beautiful eyebrows and clean and obedient uniform made Lu Feng feel ashamed. This kind of shame made him want to run away again, but in terms of actions, he walked away so calmly and expressionlessly. go in.

When he walked to the elevator, he took his hand out of his jacket pocket to hold the escalator. The moment his big hand covered with calluses, frostbite and cement dust that could not be washed off held the shiny escalator, he felt like he was electrocuted. , quickly put his hands back into his pockets.

Although it is approaching the New Year, which is the golden time for people to go shopping, there are still surprisingly few people in the mall. Lu Feng walked through it from floor to floor. He hardly knew the brands inside, and the neatly trimmed plants were so novel. He kept walking, not daring to stop in front of any shop, for fear that the shop assistant would come to entertain him warmly.

He glanced at the samples displayed in the windows of several brands, and the price was even higher than his half-year salary.

A woman wearing a black wrap dress and high heels walked towards him. Her meticulously drawn eyebrows and red lips made her look as delicate as a TV star. The other party glanced at Lu Feng twice, but Lu Feng didn't dare to Seeing her, she quickly stepped aside. She walked into the shop on one side, and the shop assistant greeted her enthusiastically. She glanced behind her again, frowned, walked out of the shop, and called to the side: "Alan , I’m here, why are you so slow.”

Her tone was full of anger and resentment, making people afraid not to step forward to serve her immediately.

Lu Feng saw Yi Qian, and he walked behind.

He didn't wear the suit that day, but a shirt, sweater and jeans. He was carrying a lot of bags and two coats. Although he was embarrassed with too many things, he was still so delicate and beautiful, clean and docile, And it's expensive, to Lu Feng, it's like a man in heaven.

He replied: "I know, you go shopping, I will come right away."

Lu Feng never thought that he would meet him here again, and Yi Qian quickly noticed his sizing up and glanced at him, but he obviously didn't remember Lu Feng, so he looked at him as if he was looking at him. Take a chair and look at a tree without any waves.And he didn't know that when Lu Feng saw him, there was a storm in his heart, which almost knocked him out.

Lu Feng clenched his hands in his pockets, and was about to walk past him. Suddenly, an abrupt music sounded, and it was Yi Qian's cell phone that rang.

When Yi Qian heard the ringtone of the mobile phone, he immediately reached out to fish the mobile phone from his coat pocket in a panic, and the bag in his hand fell to the ground with a clatter. He frowned, but ignored the bags.

He finally got the phone in his hand, and while answering the phone, he fished out the bag. There were a few beautiful balls in a bag, and the balls rolled out immediately, rolling on the shiny floor towards the stairs on one side.

"Fuck!" Lu Feng heard his low curse, but he didn't go to pick up the ball.

Lu Feng hurriedly ran to pick up the balls for him. He ran all the way and picked up the balls before they rolled down the stairs.

Holding it in his hand, Lu Feng realized that the two halves were stuck together. Inside the transparent ball were white, black and pink silk fabrics. Lu Feng took a second look and realized that it was probably underwear. Walking towards Yi Qian's place, he couldn't help but froze for a moment, and his face blushed unconsciously.

He walked over and heard Yi Qian say: "Vivienne still wants to go shopping, I can't go now... why didn't you ask me out earlier... Let me tell you, Fu Fei, I'm not your slave who is always on call ...You don't have time, you want to see me, so I have to satisfy you? ...No way...then...you wait at night..."

Lu Feng heard his voice change from tough to weak at the end, and there was even a hint of coquettishness in the weakness, which made Lu Feng's face turn redder, and he stood stiffly not far from him, almost numb in his hands and feet.

After Yi Qian hung up the phone, he looked at him.

Lu Feng hurried over, and awkwardly said to him in half-baked Mandarin: "You... your things."

Yi Qian thanked him: "Thank you."

He opened the bag, and Lu Feng quickly put the ball in his hand.

Yi Qian saw his hands and the cuffs of his cheap fluffed coat, Lu Feng felt flustered for a while, his hands were stiff with embarrassment and his face was hot, he quickly took two steps back.

Yi Qian nodded to him, packed up all the bags, and went into a shop on the side.

Lu Feng was so close to Yi Qian just now, so close that he could smell the faint fragrance of his body.

His heart beat faster, and he walked quickly. After walking for a while, he wanted to go back and take another look at Yi Qian, but he saw his own image on the bright pillar next to him, and escaped out of the shopping mall.

He went back to the work shed in a daze, and didn't want to eat dinner. Amid the bustle of the crowd, he packed his things and couldn't sleep almost all night.

He didn't even know the man's name. The last time someone called him Ah Qian, this time the woman called him Alan.He lost his temper and acted coquettishly at the person on the phone. That person was named Fu Fei. Lu Feng remembered that Chen Mang and Lao Hu had discussed it before. The young boss who visited the construction site last time was called this name.

We are two people in completely different worlds!

The next day, amidst the hustle and bustle, Lu Feng went to the bus station with others.

The bus station is filled with the smell of urine in the bathroom, the smell of sweat from the crowd, the smell of gasoline... People are pushing each other roughly, shouting and crying...

Lu Feng finally put away his and fellow countrymen's luggage, and when he squeezed into the car, the dirty seat reminded him of Yi Qian again. He looked at the situation in the car, and smiled wryly at his wishful thinking secret love, He thought that he would soon see his mother and sister, and he should be happy.