Loving you is an unrepentant journey

Lu Feng followed Yi Zhou into his study, which is a big room in the annex building on the second floor.

It is raining in County X, and cloudy in City Z. Sometimes the sun breaks out of the stratus clouds to cast sunlight, and sometimes hides behind the clouds.

The curtains in the study are wide open, and the room is bright.

On one side are tea tables and sofas for discussing things, and on the other side are several bookshelves. There are only a few flashy tomes on the bookshelves. One is full of file folders, and the other is books with various spines. , Lu Feng took a glance, most of them were about economics, management and law, and there was also a row of books that looked like magazines.Surrounding the bookshelves is a large executive desk with a computer monitor, a laptop, and some documents.

In addition to these, there are only some flower pots inside, and there are some decorations in another cabinet on one side, and some trophies and medals, but I don't know what they are.

This is a place to work, and a down-to-earth place to work, serious and no frills at all.

The study at home is still like this, so it can be seen that his office will only become more office-like.

Although Lu Feng is also such a person, and even his background makes him only more down-to-earth and serious about his work, but he knows that with Yi Qian's character, he will definitely not be able to stand this kind of environment.

Lu Feng has never been to the office of Yi Qian's company, but he knows Yi Qian's study room, which contains a lot of photos taken by him, and the photos have to be changed regularly, as well as various gadgets. The office chair is orange Yes, the table is white, and there are patterns printed on the computer case^

Lu Feng probably guessed that Yi Qian and his father and brother have different personalities. Such a difference in personality will definitely lead to a different way of thinking about many things, but Yi Qian is the youngest son in his family, and his father and brother have the right to discipline him. He will educate him from his own way of thinking, which will definitely make Yi Qian uncomfortable.This is probably one of the reasons why Yi Qian was unwilling to go back to his parents' house, and said that his parents' house was no longer his home.

Yi Qian may not have any sense of belonging here.

When Lu Feng thought of this, he became more aware of his responsibility to Yi Qian, and he had to shoulder the responsibility of taking care of a family for Yi Qian.

Lu Feng stood there without going to sit down.

Yi Zhou sat on the sofa by the window, looked at Lu Feng, and didn't let him sit for a while.

However, Lu Feng was neither cowardly nor arrogant like a young man. He just stood there calmly, calmly and solemnly, scanning his study room without a trace in his eyes.

Yi Zhou said, "What did you see?"

Lu Feng said: "I think elder brother is a person who is strict with himself and diligent in his work."

Yi Zhou snorted inexplicably, and said, "Are you flattering me on purpose? But it's really not a good way to flatter me."

Lu Feng said: "I don't. I'm just stating a fact. If you're flattering, you won't say that. From the layout of the study, it can be seen that you and Yi Qian have very different personalities, and may even be opposite. "

Yi Zhou was taken aback by his words, because it was obvious that Lu Feng had diverted the topic to what he wanted to talk about.Although Yi Zhou looks much more open-minded and friendly than the old man, in fact he is very similar to the old man in character and has a strong desire to control. It is just that his growth period, environment, and age have given him the ability to get along with people humorously, so Just make him look nice and open.

But he is actually used to others following his way of thinking and echoing his thinking.But Lu Feng was completely unaffected by his aura. Whatever he wanted to express, he had to bring the topic over.

Yi Zhou felt a little interesting, and said: "We are brothers, we are essentially the same. Even though Yi Qian is sometimes soft-hearted and emotional, he is essentially a member of the Yi family."

Lu Feng stood there, his expression and tone were very gentle, but he could not be ignored at all. He said: "He must be a member of the Yi family in essence. But what I want to say is not whether he is soft-hearted or not. Sentimental."

Yi Zhou looked at him, and Lu Feng said: "He has a sensitive mind and rich emotions, so he has a strong emotional need. He is more likely to be sad and lonely than ordinary people, so he needs the company of someone who understands him, but I think Brother, you are not his kind of person. You will feel that it is useless and hypocritical for a person to always be sad and lonely, which is very wrong. You will correct the other party’s mistakes, constantly suppress the other party, and express your dissatisfaction with him It’s not right to say that the other party is bad, and let him abandon these emotions..."

Yi Zhou looked at him amusedly, "Do you mean to let Yi Qian feel sad every day like a woman, and also express satisfaction with his appearance?"

Anger flashed in Lu Feng's eyes, but the anger was quickly suppressed by him, and it was fleeting. He said: "With rich emotions, you will feel sad and lonely. I don't think this is a shortcoming, nor is it exclusive to women. And woman is not a derogatory term, why do you think it's bad for Yi Qian to be feminine in some places?"

Yi Zhou was not happy now, but he didn't refute Lu Feng immediately. Lu Feng said calmly: "Yi Qian knows how to control his emotions, even better than those who like to get angry. He is more sensitive and easy Feeling sad and lonely, this doesn't hinder others, and he never shows his emotions outside, he knows that he can't disturb others like this, why don't you encourage him or comfort him at this time, Or just give him a hug..."

Yi Zhou looked at him with the expression of what on earth are you talking about, Yi Qian is such a big man, and he is a big man, not just a child.

Lu Feng didn't care about his angry expression, and said: "I know you think my proposal is absurd, because as Yi Qian's family members, it is difficult for you to notice that his spiritual world needs to be comforted. It is also difficult to comfort him in this way. Moreover, Yi Qian is really old, and he will not tell you about his fragility and loneliness in his heart, nor will he seek these things in front of you."

Yi Zhou sneered: "So, you want to say, you can give him these?"

Lu Feng's bright eyes looked at him without any impurities, and he said, "Yes. Yi Qian has always been able to do everything well, and he has always done everything well. But he actually has no sense of security in his heart, and he likes to act like a baby, but I don't think he would do that to you."

Yi Zhou: "..."

Yi Zhou said: "So you came to me to say that our family did not take good care of Yi Qian and was irresponsible to him? What Fu Fei said to my dad before probably meant the same thing. My dad was so angry that he thought Break Yi Qian's leg. You are really brave."

For Lu Feng, there is no question of whether he is brave or small. In fact, he is really dissatisfied with the Yi family in his heart. They don't know Yi Qian at all, so they start from their own point of view irresponsibly, what should Yi Qian do? How about it.That's why he said those words.

Lu Feng said: "I don't know what Fu Fei said, but this is what I think in my heart."

Yi Zhou said, "Do you know why my dad is so angry?"

Lu Feng said: "Uncle is a successful person with a very strong heart, so he feels that his son must be as strong as him. He doesn't believe in weakness. So if Yi Qian has a weak mind, he will be very angry and feel that Yi Qian Potential disappoints him and makes him unbearable. He must know that everyone has weakness, but at this time, we must overcome it. As long as we have the intention to overcome it, we can still be saved. If we are alone, we will not overcome it at all. , just want to escape, or even need the comfort of others, then this person is hopeless.”

Yi Zhou was very surprised, because he had said exactly what the old man was thinking.

Yi Zhou said, "Do you think it's right for the old man to be so angry?"

Lu Feng lowered his eyelids slightly, and said: "Uncle, there is nothing wrong with thinking this way. But I feel sorry for Yi Qian. In fact, not everyone needs to be like Uncle, facing all the fragility in the heart, constantly overcoming, and even Need any comfort to keep moving forward. In fact, Yi Qian has done well enough, but people are really different. I think when Yi Qian is sensitive and fragile, I can always be by his side, and we can be together face all kinds of problems.”

Yi Zhou sneered, and said, "If it wasn't for Yi Qian, could you guarantee that you would have enough to eat and support your mother and sister? A person who has been in prison for three years because of gang fights and didn't even finish high school , actually said that you can accompany Yi Qian to face all kinds of problems? Don’t you think your words are funny? When Yi Qian encounters problems, the only one who can really help him solve them is the family.”

What Yi Zhou said was like stretching out his hand and slapping him directly in the face.

Lu Feng was speechless for a moment, because everything he said was empty words.

Yi Zhou glanced at him and continued: "I know that you were outstanding when you were in school, and your brain is indeed very bright and intelligent. You were put in prison because you stood on the side of justice and stopped the side of evil. You even prevented others from being hurt more. I know about these things, but I don’t sympathize with you at all. Why did you go to jail and have no future when you were a good person? Even your father Because of this incident, I was exhausted physically and mentally. You must know how many tears your family has shed, how many hearts have been broken, and how many nights you couldn't sleep because of your incident. "

Lu Feng frowned, lowered his head and said nothing, but the hand hanging by his side was tightly clenched into a fist.

"You have gone through those things, I don't believe that you don't resent the world, and I don't believe that you and Yi Qian are together purely because of love, or that you want to comfort and protect Yi Qian, such bullshit, Yi Qian comforts Protecting you is almost the same. What do you like about Yi Qian? He is good-looking, knows how to love others, he has money, family background, connections and power, and he can bring you all the benefits that you don't have."

Yi Zhou's words hit Lu Feng's heart like a knife, stabbing him with a knife.

"Think about it for yourself, how hypocritical you are, what did you say to me before, our family didn't treat Yi Qian well? As Yi's family, he was born to enjoy everything you don't have, shouldn't he treat Yi Qian The family should bear the responsibilities he should have? He can do whatever he wants? To be honest, you have no right to accuse the Yi family. "

"So, unless we stand in the same position, otherwise, I don't have the right to talk to you, right? Human rights, feelings, mood, etc., are powers that have the right to speak, right?" After a long silence, Lu Feng lowered his voice. He muttered in a low voice, but not for Yi Zhou.