Brocade tears

Sui'er smiled, didn't continue to dwell on this topic, and went to get the copper kettle that was burning on the charcoal stove by the door, the water was already boiling.

"I boiled some hot water, and you can burn your feet before going to bed. You drank more wine today, so you won't get a headache when you wake up tomorrow morning. Xiao Ai prepared some rice soup with sugar, and I will give it to you." You are warming it on the small copper stove, and you will drink it later." She said while lifting the kettle.

Meng Kuang hurriedly stepped forward, took the kettle in her hand, and said, "I... I will do it myself, don't be too busy."

Sui'er was taken aback by her reaction, and she snatched the water bottle from her hand, and Meng Kuang looked at him eagerly, as if he had done something he shouldn't have done.Then Meng Kuang said sullenly:

"You...you still have an injury in your back, don't lift heavy things. Just let me do something, don't bother with these rough jobs. "

Sui'er laughed, how did carrying a pot of water become such a rough job?

Meng Kuang seemed to want to say something, but finally held back. She carried the pot and walked to the copper basin next to Arhat's bed. Cold water had already been filled in the basin, and she added hot water to it, while poking around with her hand. water temperature, while asking Sui Er:

"Have you ever burned your feet?"

"Ah, I'm not in a hurry. Anyway, I still want to read the book for a while. It's hot now, and it will be cold after finishing the book." Sui'er laughed.

But Meng Kuang turned around, looked at her and said, "It's getting late, go to bed early, don't stay up late. Your body is just in need of nourishment, how can you lack sleep?"

After finishing speaking, without any explanation, Sui Er pulled Sui Er to sit beside Luo Han's bed, and began to help her take off her shoes and socks.Sui'er blushed immediately, and hurriedly said:

"I... I will do it myself."

"I'll do it, let me do it." Meng Kuang insisted unexpectedly, "Just let me do this, or I won't feel at ease."

Sui'er's throat choked for a while, and she didn't answer.

Meng Kuang had already taken off her shoes and socks, holding her feet in warm hands, Sui'er could feel the rough calluses on her hands rubbing against her skin, her face turned redder, and the bottom of her heart seemed to have penetrated Something alive, itching agitated.The hands on both sides of the body subconsciously clenched the sheets on Arhat's bed.Looking down, what she could see was the top of Meng Kuang's hair and eyebrows squatting in front of her. His black hair was like a cloud, and his eyebrows looked like a painting.

This man...is so good-looking... Sui'er can't help but have such thoughts.

Meng Kuang held her feet, which were so thin and small, not much bigger than her palms.There are also traces of frostbite on it, which are the scars left by her running for dozens of miles in heavy snow.Her fair skin was a little red from the cold, her ten toes curled up shyly, and her insteps were tense.

She carefully held her feet into the water and asked her to test the water temperature.

"How? Hot?" she asked.

"No...it's hot." Sui'er spoke incoherently. She bit her lip and turned her head away. The moment her feet entered the water, she felt as if her body was immersed in the warm water for a moment, and was surrounded by a huge and dense happiness. Surrounded by feelings, this beautiful feeling made her dare not show it.

"If it's hot, you must tell me, don't bear it. I have rough skin and thick flesh, and I'm not afraid of being scalded. I'm afraid I'll burn you even if I try the water temperature." Meng Qing warned again.

"You...why are you so nervous, I'm not made of mud, I'll shatter when I touch it." Sui'er tried to divert her attention by speaking.

Meng Kuang was silent for a while, then suddenly said: "You said you were caught in that farm and thrown into boiling water by that rough woman. I...I can't take it...I'm afraid I'll burn you." She said this He paused several times while speaking, and some couldn't continue.It was as if she could empathize as long as she imagined the scene at that time.

Sui'er's nose was sour, and tears welled up.

"If I meet those people who bullied you in the future, I will definitely not let them go." She gritted her teeth and said with a cold brow. The evil spirit surged up around her for a moment, but she suppressed it again.

Sui Er didn't speak for a long time, Meng Kuang silently and gently helped her wash her feet.Suddenly a drop of water dripped from his forehead, and Meng Kuang raised his head involuntarily, but saw that Sui'er was already in tears, seeing Meng Kuang looking at her, she wiped the tears with her sleeve in a panic.Meng Kuang's heart ached, and he hurriedly said:

"Don't cry, don't cry... Did I say something wrong, I'm stupid, I shouldn't mention those things."

"No...no." Sui'er explained with tears in her voice, "I'm just...happy, Sister Qing is still Sister Qing." With longing for the beautiful memories of the past, she went through hardships and finally returned to the Beside that person in my memory, I can still feel how much she loves and protects me. At this moment, it seems that all the suffering has disappeared, and it is not worth mentioning.

Meng Kuang looked at her tenderly, his eyes focused and said:

"I'm not as good-tempered as I was before. I'm really sorry for always being harsh on you. I'm a rough man. I developed a bad habit in the army. Don't take it to heart. I will never be like that again. "

"No, I didn't tell you the truth. I was also at fault. You are Jin Yiwei. I'm so secretive. It's only natural for you to doubt me."

The two were silent for a moment in embarrassment, but then they felt infinite relief and warmth in their hearts, and there was a secret and unspeakable sweetness in this warmth.Meng Kuang continued to lower his head to wash her feet. Finally, when the water was warm, she took out her feet and dried them, and put them on the bed:

"Wrap it in a quilt quickly, do you want me to get you a small heater to warm your feet?" she said.

"Yeah." Sui'er nodded with a blushing face.

Meng Kuang went to wash his hands, took a copper hand stove, filled it with some charcoal, tested the temperature, then covered it with a thick cotton cover, and put it in the quilt that Sui'er covered her legs and feet to keep her warm. bed.On the other hand, he went to get the sweet rice soup warmed on the copper stove, put it in a bowl and served it to Sui'er.

"You also drank wine tonight, it will be comfortable to drink." She said, and then drank her own bowl in one gulp.

"Shall I get you a book to read?" Meng Kuang asked again.

"Well, I just read half of the book on the desk." Sui'er finished drinking the rice soup, curled up on the bedside, wrapped in a quilt, and said half-sleepingly, fading from sleepiness.

Meng Kuang brought her the book again, put a pier of moderate height beside the bed, and put an oil lamp on it to add light to her.

Then she went to wash her face and rinse her mouth, boiled the water again, and sat on a chair beside her to burn her feet.Sui Er opened the book, but didn't read a single word.His eyes followed her, watching her busy herself, and for the first time in her life, she felt that she was surrounded by a very special, huge sense of happiness, and even a little dazed, like a dream.This is completely different from the feeling that her mother or other people gave her. It contains an indescribable strong impact, making her whole heart feel like being wrapped in heated honey, sweet and slightly hot.

After Meng Kuang scalded his feet, he took out the water in the basin and poured it out. When he came back, Sui'er asked her:

"Sister Qing, are you going to sleep next door today?"

Meng Kuang's throat moved, and he said, "I smell of alcohol, and I haven't bathed today, so I won't sleep together."

"I don't mind, you can come and sleep, so you don't have to get into the cold bed, I'm already warm here." Sui'er mustered up her courage and said, the reason was high-sounding, but how could she dare to say that it was because of her embrace of Meng Qing? It is so comfortable to be hugged and slept by her last night. Sui'er hasn't slept as well as last night for many years.She felt that her desire for Sister Qing's arms was really extraordinary, not only for her arms, but also for being intimate with her all the time.This thought tortured herself badly, she felt that she was so strange, and she was even more afraid that Sister Qing would get tired of her always pestering her.

Meng Kuangli hesitated on the spot, and she realized that she had no way to refuse her tonight, and she wanted to give her whatever she wanted.But only to sleep with her, Meng Kuang was eager and fearful in his heart.She realized that she had unusual feelings for Sui'er, and she was very afraid of being discovered by Sui'er, so she kept hiding it carefully, for fear that she would reject or alienate her.He is abnormal, coveting her like a strange person, which makes Meng Kuang feel panic and at a loss what to do.She didn't know if she was really fascinated by pretending to be a man, but she was very clear about Sui'er's unique charm. Could it be that her own feelings for her also belonged to the kind of men who are fascinated by her?Every time she thought of this, she felt ashamed and ashamed, and even wanted to avoid her far away, deeply afraid that if she couldn't control herself, she would hurt her.

Seeing that Meng Kuang didn't return to her for a long time, Sui'er's heart was agitated, and she asked nervously, "Can't you?"

Meng Kuang was immediately defeated by her lovely and pitiful words, and walked honestly to Arhat's bed.Sui'er hurriedly turned her head away, bit her lower lip, and tried her best to restrain the corners of her lips from rising.

"Go to sleep, don't read anymore." Meng Kuang put away the book in her hand, put the oil lamp back on the table, and then blew out the oil lamp.She sat next to Luohan's bed, and seeing Sui'er lying down, she then lay on the outside, carefully turned her body to the side, with her back to Sui'er, trying to convince herself that the person next to her was her little sister, so don't make a fuss .

However, the more she convinced herself like this, the more clearly Spike's breath, temperature and body odor stimulated her senses, emphasizing the fact that she was Spike.Meng Kuang had no choice but to keep ringing the alarm for himself, repeatedly telling himself that Sui'er was intimate with him, and that she clings to him like this only because she was lonely and helpless since she was a child, and she regarded herself as her sister.Every sentence of Sui Er's "Sister Qing" reminds Meng Kuang of this fact. She just regards herself as her sister and is asking for love from her.Don't misunderstand, don't think too much, don't push forward, and don't scare her, Meng Qing, you must never go too far.

"Sister Qing, the quilt is getting windy, so it's a bit cold." Ding Sui'er's voice sounded from the back of his head, startling Meng Kuang.

"How can you get into the wind?" she asked.

"You sleep on your side, your shoulders are broad, you put up the quilt, there is a wind between us." Sui'er said.

"Ah... sorry." Meng Kuang had no choice but to lie flat, Sui'er stretched out her hand to tuck the corners of the quilt for the two of them, stretched her arm over Meng Kuang's body, and leaned over with her whole body, and the two were very close.The scent of her body mixed with the faint smell of alcohol rushed to make people intoxicated.

"Why don't I go and hug another quilt." Meng Kuang said awkwardly with his face burning.

"Are you going to sleep, or should I sleep?" Sui'er's voice rang in his ears, and Meng Kuang's skin around the pinna was instantly numb.

"Of course I'll sleep." She swallowed again and replied.

"No, it's not good for the two of us to sleep on the same quilt. This quilt is already warmed up. You have to warm up the other quilt again. I'm afraid you'll catch a cold after such a toss."

Just as Meng Kuang was about to speak, Sui'er interrupted: "Don't say you're not going to get sick, I'm sleepy, don't bother, we two just sleep like this, it's fine."

Meng Kuang: "..."

After a while, Sui'er's head rested on Meng Kuang's shoulder, and Meng Kuang froze again, asking, "Do I smell like sweat?"

"No, you have the fragrance of herbs on your body, so you feel at ease." Sui'er smiled lightly.

Meng Kuang sweetened his heart, and curled the corners of his lips in the darkness.Then she hastily convinced herself that Sui Er only regarded herself as her sister.Thinking of this, she actually asked:

"You always call me Sister Qing, but you think of me as your sister?"

Sui Er paused, and replied: "You are three years older than me, aren't you my sister?"

Meng Kuang gasped for breath, and his heart ached as if he had been punched.Although she was mentally prepared, she still couldn't help being sad when she heard this answer.

"Could it be that you think I treat you as an older brother?" Sui Er asked in surprise.

"It's not... well... go to sleep." Meng Kuang stopped talking.

Since you regard me as your elder sister, I will protect you like a younger sister, and from now on, I will not let you suffer any more.As for this thought that is not humane, let it be hidden deep in my heart, and one day it will wither and wither and be buried in a grave.