green mosquito blood

Chapter9

go home?

These two words came out of Zhang Qian's mouth, unexpectedly ironic.

I didn't want Wei Hongxin to hear this, so I made a gesture with him, opened the door and went to the public balcony outside the hotel.

I was silent for too long, which made Zhang Qian a little flustered, so he couldn't help but feed him twice.

I hummed lightly, and instead of answering his question directly, I asked, "Aren't you in the hospital now?"

"The doctor said that the problem is not serious, you can leave the hospital, just take a good rest." Zhang Qian said with some embarrassment: "The nanny has left, and I am left alone at home. I... am a little scared."

"Are you home now?"

"Ah."

"When did you go back?"

Zhang Qian didn't seem to understand why I asked him when he went back, but he tentatively answered my question: "Yes... I went back shortly after you left today."

"It was after nine o'clock in the morning when I went back, which means you will be home by ten o'clock at the latest, right?"

"Yes... yes, what's the matter?"

The wind outside is a little cold.

I spoke slowly, and I didn't know whether I was speaking to Zhang Qian or listening to myself: "The nanny sent me a text message at eleven o'clock, saying that if I really don't plan to hire her, then she I won't do it today."

"Hmm..." Zhang Qian heard me mention the nanny, and started to feel wronged with me: "Yesterday she didn't send me home, she just left, it's useless for me to treat her so well..."

"Then how did you go back?"

When I asked this sentence, both sides fell into silence.

Zhang Qian is not a person who is used to acting like a baby.

He never acted coquettishly or wronged with Wu Chunxian, because it was useless, Wu Chunxian didn't like this, and whether he treated Zhang Qian well or not depended entirely on Wu Chunxian's mood.

He never acted like a baby and felt wronged with me, because it was unnecessary, I would always discover his grievances before him, and arrange everything properly for him.

I never asked him why, never questioned him, never denied him, never ignored him.

That's why he acted like a baby once in a while, and he was wronged by me. He probably thought that I would be the same as before, so he ran over distressedly, hugged his shoulders, and said don't be afraid, I'm here.

But it's a pity that he doesn't know that my heartache has long been divided into two parts, one part is unrequited love, and the other part is extreme despair.

So he ignored one thing, one thing we all took for granted before, one thing I pretended not to see, but he actually existed.

"It was Wu Chunxian who sent you back." I couldn't make an expression because of the cold wind, "You guys had dinner together and spent the whole afternoon and night together, now that he's gone, you only remember that someone is afraid. You are afraid There is no one to take care of you, and you are afraid that no one will take care of you, so you come to me."

Zhang Qian didn't speak, it was a tacit agreement.

I dare not close my eyes, I am afraid to close my eyes, my mind is full of Zhang Qian with a big belly, and Wu Chunxian are like two meat worms, entangled and rolling on the mattress that I have carefully selected for two months.

Then Wu Chunxian pulled up his trousers and left. Zhang Qian stayed for a while feeling lost. Because of his timidity and panic, he had no choice but to call me.

"I will tell the nanny to let her go, and I will pay her today's money." I said, "You can rest."

I hung up the phone and went back to the room. Wei Hongxin had already packed his clothes and looked ready to leave.

"At first, I wanted to leave without saying goodbye so as not to make you sad." He pouted inadvertently, and held up the WeChat QR code to me: "But I think, we must leave a contact information first."

I scanned the QR code to add him as a friend, and he was about to leave. I asked if I should send him off, but he waved his hand in distaste and said, "Do you think I'm a sixteen or seventeen-year-old underage girl?"

I didn't go to see him off, but I was still a little worried. I followed him secretly to watch him get into a taxi, and wrote down the license plate number.

When he got home he texted me saying he was home and I said goodnight to him.

-

The next day I was woken up by the phone ringing.

A colleague called me and told me to come to the company as soon as possible, and said that the vice president in charge of our department was looking for me, the one who took the lead in the meeting yesterday.I don't have a good personality. In my opinion, the few good things that count are probably the sense of responsibility and the inexplicable courage to die.

You see, that's how I treat Zhang Qian.

I stretched out my head and retracted my head, so I didn't hesitate, no matter what the result of my trial was waiting for, I just accepted it.

I washed my face, changed into clean clothes, shaved, and went to the company.

Since I had nothing on me except my phone, I went directly to the vice president's office.

When I passed by, I happened to see the leader coming out of the office, but he quickly left with his back turned to me, and I didn't see the expression on his face clearly.

I knocked on the door, and the inside let me in. After I went in, I called Mr. Lei.

There is another person in Lei's office who is reporting on his work. He said to me, "Excuse me, wait a moment," and asked that person to finish his report quickly.

I sat on the sofa and waited for about 10 minutes, and the person finally finished his report and left.

I sat up straight, ready for what was to come.

In fact, it is not hard to guess, if they want me to leave, they will probably first pretend to care about my personal life, ask whether this conflict can be adjusted, whether everyone can reconcile with each other, and what opinions do you have on the company...

If I have a good attitude and admit my mistakes sincerely, they may consider keeping me under observation for a while.If I want to leave myself, then we will break up with each other amicably.

But I was wrong.

Mr. Lei didn't care about what happened to me that day, but just gave me a file.

I opened it to see that it was the plan that made me scolded during the meeting yesterday.

But now, there are dense comments inside.

"I've seen your plan. You left too early yesterday. I can't say anything more detailed. I've marked the details in it." Mr. Lei crossed his fingers on his chin, and his tone was completely businesslike: "Although It is very sloppy, but the general direction is very good, you can continue to do it in depth. Considering that it is difficult for one person to be directly responsible for such a large project, I asked Yu Jiang and Jin Xu from your department to be in charge of the two teams. I have completed this project with you for half a month, and you will deploy them as the general manager, and all work will be prioritized by your project. In addition, I have already greeted other relevant departments, and you can contact them at any time if you have any questions."

Mr. Lei looked up at me: "Are there any other questions?"

I was at a loss for a while: "But..."

"You'd better have business. This project is very urgent now. I need a person in charge who can handle it for me in one step. I don't have time to listen to your private affairs. You just need to tell me—"

Mr. Lei looked into my eyes and asked word by word, "Can you do it?"

To be honest, I'm a little... flattered.

What does it mean to be a big project leader in a company?

Tong Wu is already the team leader, and the projects he can be in charge of are only small-scale projects.

Let me be the person in charge of such a big project, which means that I am directly responsible for the work of my leadership as the lowest-level staff.

"But let me put my ugly words in front of me. If this project is messed up, you will basically be unable to get along in the company, or even the whole circle. No one will give you the bottom line, so I won't blame you if you don't take this job, just continue. Just go back to your work station, I have seen your work records, and it is very solid, I will ask HR to approve your absence from work yesterday afternoon."

I suddenly felt that the document in my hand was so heavy that my hands were shaking.

——But not because of fear, but because of excitement.

People always say that Geng Jiayou has no ability to climb up. Although he does things steadily and steadily, he is destined not to be a great tool.

That's what they say, and that's what I hear, so sometimes I don't even dare to think about what I would do if I had the chance.

But haven't I thought about it?

how is this possible.

There is no man who has never thought about success and fame.

No one wants to be envied and envied.

If I never had any chance, then I think this is pretty good, just like I have been secretly in love with Zhang Qian for ten years, and thought that his marrying me would be the best ending.

But now, an opportunity is in front of me, and I have no reason to give up.

Even behind him is an abyss.

So I said, "OK, leave it to me."

So what about the abyss, who said I would definitely fall?