[Lu Hua] Blind Phoenix

The haggard face suffered a whole circle.

"Qitong Qitong..." He could only call his name in a very low voice, like a child who has made a mistake and timidly begged for forgiveness "Qitong..." The voice became smaller and smaller, even he himself could not hear Lu Xiaofeng Not daring to approach a foot away, he was trembling slightly, the first time he was so scared.

The room was dead silent.

"What is the color of Phoenix pink?" The voice that broke the silence and filled the building crashed into the air word by word

"What?" After taking a breath, Lu Xiaofeng looked at Huamanlou who was lying on the bed.

"I said that I have already forgotten what peach red looks like. In fact, it is more than flower green gamboge, stone green ocher, chrome yellow, crimson purple, red, red, willow yellow.. All the colors of my childhood have slowly receded in my memory. For 17 years, there is only black in front of me." Hua Manlou smiled wryly, "I can grow flowers but never know what color it is. I can hear you but never know what you look like."

"Qitong is fine, we...I..."

"I always thought that as long as I work hard to be excellent, I can make up for my shortcomings. You won't look down on me, treat me as a class, and don't treat me as a drag. I will be your pride, but I seem to have forgotten one thing. No matter how hard I try to change and how good I am, I'm still blind."

"Then how can you have me? Who dares to look down on you?" Lu Xiaofeng approached the bed and saw that Hua Manlou's pillow was wet

"But you don't understand that I have been learning how to be strong for 17 years. I always have to make up for this defect. But you see, this time I still burned my hand and made you worry and worry. I didn't expect me to be so fragile sometimes..." Shun Tears still overflowed from the corners of my eyes, "I don't want you to see my fragility, I don't want you to see my unbearable condition, I'm afraid that one day you will wake up and realize that the person you love is just blind"

Lu Xiaofeng raised Hua Manlou's hand and sat there by himself, resting his head on his chest with the other hand gently wiping away the tears on his face, "Qitong, listen to my heartbeat here, you have to trust me" put him Put his ears in the place of his heart, "I, Lu Xiaofeng, like Jiangnan Hua Ruling, the youngest son of the Hua family. Huamanlou is not someone else. No matter what Huamanlou becomes, blind or not, I like Huamanlou all the time. both"

"I may become your burden in the future...I don't want to drag you down"

"What are you talking about? How did you become my burden? From now on, no matter where we go, we will go together. Even if we forget the color of vermilion, then I will tell you. The sound of the sea, I carried my back to the high mountains and touched the appearance of the sea of ​​clouds, my seven children, being with you is my greatest happiness, can you understand?"

"Well, Phoenix, thank you for always being by my side"

Looking at those out-of-focus eyes, the red one who just cried is like a little beast Lu Xiaofeng hugs Huamanlou in his arms distressedly

"Can I not go?" Lu Xiaofeng turned the wine glass in his hand

"No, this time the imperial court has sent people down to call names, you want to go with me"

"Is it okay to delay for a few days?" Frowning

"No, the case is urgent, the other party is from the Tang Sect."

"It must be now? Qitong just went to get the flower seeds and wait a bit..."

"Let's go, there are so many people waiting for you outside." Sikong Zhaixing was obviously restless and snatched the wine glass

"why me?"

"Who else but you!"

"cough.."

Lu Xiaofeng sighed lightly and flew out..

Qitong is waiting for me to come back.

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3, 7~9

7.

It has been ten days since I left.

Tang Zhiqiang from the Tang Sect was poisoned to death. More than [-] members of Prime Minister Zhang's family have been brought to justice by the master. The one waiting for him may be Ling Chi's execution, and this time Lu Xiaofeng made another great contribution.

"I'm going back." Lu Xiaofeng wanted to bid farewell to Sikong Zhaoxing but was held back

"Why are you in such a hurry to finish drinking the celebration wine and return before it's too late?"

"It's okay if I'm missing one"

"Then let's have two drinks together. I haven't had a drink with you for a long time."

"Okay then." Lu Xiaofeng thought that if he was with Qitong in the future, it would be difficult to drink with Sikong again.

Furong Building.

The two sat down.

"Xiao Er, bring your best wine."

"okay"

Lu Xiaofeng looked up at the sky, obviously not in his mind

"Standing in a dangerous building, the wind is soft, looking at the extreme spring sorrow, and the sky is full of gloom. In the afterglow of the grass and smoke, who can rely on the mood without words. I plan to get drunk with the picture of Shu Kuang, and sing about wine. Strong music is also tasteless. Clothes belt Gradually wide, but never regretted, I am haggard because of Yixiao." Upstairs, a singing girl sang softly and shallowly. This poem was written by Liu Sanbian when he went upstairs to miss his lover.Integrate the downcast feeling of wandering in a foreign land with the lingering thoughts of the person he loves. "Chunchou" but "Lovesickness" he still refuses to say it, but reveals something between the lines that is about to be written, but stops turning the pen and ink, so vague and confusing After thousands of twists and turns, it was not until the last sentence that "the people are haggard for Yixiao".When Lu Xiaofeng sang to this point, he became obsessed.

give up

"Young master, why do you look at the servant's family like this?"

"I... you.. sing well"

"My family has no one to rely on for a living since I was a child, and I'm the first one to say this, I'm afraid it will arouse your worries..."

"It's either because you sing well or because I'm too tired..." Lu Xiaofeng felt a little at a loss when he said that.

"The slave's family will drink with the young master to thank the young master for his kindness."

"Okay." Lu Xiaofeng smiled and his mind was full of flowers...I didn't expect someone to write such a good word

The girl wanted to put down the pipa, but she didn't want the pipa to reach out to pick it up, spilling the wine on Lu Xiaofeng's face

"How did you do it? Putting on a pipa can overturn the wine!" Sikong Zhaixing took the wine glass in her hand and helped her put down the pipa

"Ah! Damn you, damn you!" The woman bowed repeatedly and hurriedly took out a handkerchief to wipe Lu Xiaofeng's face.

"It's okay." Lu Xiaofeng's voice was a little hurried, "I didn't expect the wine to get into my eyes so spicy, what kind of wine is this?"

"My 18-year-old daughter is red. When will you, Lu Xiaoji, still cry out for pain..."

"I don't know how bad the pain in the eyes is...just..." Lu Xiaofeng grabbed the woman's hand

"It's just that you don't need to wipe Tang Yan." The woman dropped her handkerchief in fright

"How do you know who I am?" the woman lost her voice and cried out

"Even if you cover it up well, it's useless. Your Tangmen's handkerchiefs are made of thin fabrics. How can a singing girl who has no one to rely on since she was a child afford such expensive handkerchiefs?" Miss Tang held the tea on her eyelashes

"Hehe, that's fine.... It's okay to let you know. Lu Xiaofeng, I know I can't kill you, I know... It's just that I smeared poison on the handkerchief... Hmph, you can't keep your eyes, haha, let's see what judgment you will have in the future How can I see that you killed my brother, how can I not avenge me..." Tang Yan gritted her teeth and said every word, tears rolling down like this

"It really hurts, brother Sikong." Lu Xiaofeng smiled calmly and let go of her hand.

"Why did you let go? You could have killed me." Withdrawing his hand, it was obvious that his wrist had been scratched so badly that it wasn't normal for him to endure such pain...

"He's probably not just your brother..." Lu Xiaofeng paused and touched his eyes, which really hurt. "It should be your lover."

"How do you know?" Tang Yan exclaimed

"How can you sing so sadly without being separated from the one you love? How can you die so recklessly and resolutely if you don't give your life for love? Life is like tea, and I know that I think I can understand your feelings." Lu Xiaofeng muffled Eyes closed, "Although Tang Zhiqiang's crime cannot be redeemed, after all, he has no grievances or enmity with me, and now you should be like this."

"Lu Xiaofeng was right. I didn't expect you to be the first person to understand me since we've never met... But since you let me go, don't regret what you owe me. I'm coming back. We don't owe each other anything. You go away. Yang Guan said that I will have no time after I walk on my single-plank bridge!" Tang Yan said and jumped out of the window

"It's unreasonable." Sikong Zaixing got up and chased after him.

"Don't follow her." Lu Xiaofeng touched his swollen eyes and couldn't help but smile wryly

In the darkness, everything looks like pain.

Will you be afraid of Qitong in such a world?

8.

In the courtyard at dusk on the slender moon, the language is dense and the teaching is shallow.Do you know that heart?Old hate and new love.

who see?who see?Shan pillow tears red Xuan. ——Nalan Xingde [Like a Dream Order]

Where?Where am I in your heart?

Can I feel and hear?

What kind of look is that smiling or angry?

What kind of scene was that? Where was the first time I met you?

tell me like listening to you

It seems to hear you say, put your ear close to you, try to get close to you

Get closer, closer, don't miss a single word

I just want to hear you say I just want to hear you say slowly in front of me

I want to hear you say I just want to hear you say

say you know me

say you remember me

say it's nice to meet me

say you want to be with me

Say you don't separate don't leave

Say you're willing to wait no matter how long no matter when

I just want to hear from you

How do I look like in the dark world

What kind of color and what kind of expression

want to know more want to know

want to know

how i want to know...

"Qitong..." Waking up in pain, eyes burning

"Lu Xiaoji, you've finally woken me up." Sikong Zhaixing's voice came sharply from the air, as if he hadn't heard a clear voice for a long time. Even his last slight gasp could be heard clearly, as he bumped his head and buzzed. So is this the state of being blind? Can you hear the voice so clearly?

"This is..." Touching the gauze on the face, covering the eyes layer by layer, the hair was pulled and stuck to the face, Lu Xiaofeng didn't even dare to think