can i eat your head off

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"I boasted that I taught you how to handle him before, and now I beat him away." Tibao imitated him and buried his face in his arms, looking very remorseful.

"That's why I didn't learn."

"It was my fault."

"It's my fault."

"My fault."

"it's me."

"it's me."

"Obviously it's me, you can't rob me, I'm your brother."

"……"Fine.

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"Are you hungry?" Tibao hadn't eaten yet after grinding his lips all morning.

He didn't even eat the paste, "Hungry."

The two said in unison: "Will you?"

"No." Again in unison.

"Takeaway—"

"No takeaway."

"We're really brothers in some ways," said Thibault.

Tibi nodded, "I'm good at having fun while suffering."

"That's right," Tibao agreed. "The language crash course I've given you seems to be effective. Not only can you use idioms, but the logic is also clear. You can chat with your brother normally."

"We didn't chat normally before?"

"You've been acting like a spoiled child before," Tibbo said after a moment of thought.

Ti Mu blushed, burned to the point of being speechless.

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"By the way," Tibao suddenly remembered, "Didn't he say he was going on a business trip a few days ago?"

"It was canceled early, and we celebrated at home."

Seeing that he was interested, Tibao said, "How did you celebrate?"

He smiled embarrassedly, "Just celebrate like ordinary people."

"Oh—" Tibbo twitched at him with an expression of "I understand", "Then which one of you two has sex with?"

After finishing speaking, he still had a serious threat on his face: "You didn't let him fuck you, did you?"

Titu was at a loss: what?

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When Jing Ming opened the door, he saw two large unknown objects squatting at the door, with their arms hugging their knees, looking pitiful.

"Xiao Ming!" Tibi almost jumped up happily, but he didn't dare to get too close because he was afraid that Jing Ming would be unhappy.

Tibao didn't dare to approach because he was wronged.What's more, he was the one who was beaten.

"The editor-in-chief asked me to go, there is something urgent." Jing Ming explained while changing his shoes.

He didn't even expose the ambiguity, and responded with a "hmm".

"Have you eaten yet?" Jing Ming glanced at Ti Mu, feeling that he had lost a lot of weight after a day.

"Not yet," Tiju said, "Are you feeling better? You've lost weight."

"I am fine."

After Jing Ming finished speaking, he entered the kitchen.

"Why do I feel that he has become so silent?" Titus collapsed on the sofa in frustration.

Tibao jumped up, "Hit him!"

"Don't, don't," was stopped by Tibi, "You can't beat him."

Tibbo also fell down on the sofa in frustration.

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"I think you should have an open and honest talk." Tibbo suggested.

"I don't know what he's thinking at all now," Tibi said distressedly, "I feel like I'm suddenly enlightened, and he hasn't."

Tibao was eager to try, "Then I need to help him."

"How to help?" Although Tifu had given up hope for Tibao's suggestion, he still wanted to hear it.

"Hit him until he is enlightened!"

"Stop, baby brother, you can't beat him at all."

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It never occurred to Jing Ming that the two people separated by a door would guess what he was thinking.

It's not so much that he doesn't know what he's thinking, it's better to say that he doesn't think about anything.For the past two days, his mind has been in a state of emptiness, and after the fight with Tibao, those chaotic and suspicious emotions completely disappeared.

Rather than disappearing, it is better to say that he is very good at hiding emotions.He could feel that the inexplicable anger before was nothing but jealousy.

But he couldn't be sure where the jealousy came from, and he couldn't grasp whether his feelings for Tifu were carnal or lustful.

.

What's more, the ambiguity may not be true to him. Instead of suspecting some vague feelings and putting yourself in a dangerous situation, it is better to give up earlier.He's always been good at giving up anyway.

Uncertain feelings make decisions too early and hastily, and are not responsible to anyone.

Moreover, he could clearly feel that the ambiguity had changed.

It's no longer a little bird who follows his butt every day and only blushes and stammers.

He has his own ideas and things he wants to do.

Then you don't need yourself.

Jing Ming flicked the drops of water from his hand, silently thinking that even if he still needs it now, one day he will no longer need it.

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When Jingming was in a daze, Tifu came in.

With his back turned to him, Jing Ming shivered inaudibly.Although it seemed that he was only throwing a temper tantrum, there would always be some embarrassment between the two of them getting along at this time.

Maybe he was alone in the embarrassment.

Because the people behind are completely unconscious.

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"Xiao Ming," came the vague voice, "I'm sorry, I was just too worried about you."

"understood."

Jing Ming's voice sounded much colder, which made Tibi a little depressed.

The vague voice became softer: "Then why did you leave suddenly? I didn't answer your calls."

Jing Ming put down the ingredients in his hands, and subconsciously choked: "If you don't leave, will you continue to make fun of me?"

Titu froze in place.

Jing Ming was also stunned, the moment he said the words, he knew that the words were too much.

I can only hide my panic by chopping vegetables, the only sound of chopping vegetables in the quiet kitchen.

Jing Ming felt that he was like a fool worrying about gains and losses, he could only think wildly every day.Sure enough, he should go out and have a quiet time, and should not come back, Jingming regretted endlessly.

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"I never made fun of you, never." Tibi said very seriously, like a devout believer.

His voice trembled when he spoke again: "I don't know why you think that."

Tifu stood where he was, never felt so sad. He wanted to express his feelings as soon as possible, but the person involved was extremely resolute in resisting him and still thinking of him that way.

"I just... like you too much."

After speaking, he opened the kitchen door and ran out.

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Jing Ming was shocked.

After hearing those words, it was as if the dark clouds saw the bright moon, and his heart suddenly became clear.

He was pressed down hard again.

The same is definitely true for adults who have lust. If carnal desire is regarded as love, it will be a kind of harm to Xiaopai.

He can't respond.

At least not to respond rashly.

So what should he do?

Jing Ming crouched on the ground in a slumped manner.

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It didn't take long for Jingming to be depressed, suddenly noisy voices and quarrels came from the living room.

Tiju opened the door worriedly, and seeing Tiju holding Tibao's waist, Tibao was still cursing: "Let go! See if I don't beat you to death!"

Jing Ming suddenly felt a headache, "What's wrong?"

"You messy bastard!"

"Me?" Jing Ming pointed to himself.

Ti Bao scolded even more fiercely: "It's you! You've already made it to that point, and if you don't recognize my brother, you're a scumbag!"

Jing Ming remembered the things he helped to solve a few days ago, and his face turned red, "You asked me to help."

"Then you touched him, right! Then you have to be responsible!"

"Brother Baobao!" Titus couldn't take it anymore, "Stop talking nonsense!"

"I'm sorry about that matter." Jing Ming looked at the red circles under his eyes and felt a sharp pain in his heart for some reason.

"Fuck..." Hearing what he said, Tibao became numb and speechless.

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"Tifu likes me. This feeling is too precious, and I dare not respond. Besides, I don't know what liking is, so I'm sorry, Xiaofu."

"It doesn't matter." Tifu said.The tears flowed down uncontrollably.

"how old are you?"

"23."

"23 You don't know what liking is? You're a liar," Tibbo said, rolling up his sleeves, "I hit you until you know!"

The fuzzy hand moved to the bruise on his arm, reminding him not to be impulsive before the injury healed.

"Then you never had a desire for anyone?"

"Yes." This time Jing Ming admitted quickly.

"That's not like it!"

Jingming retorted: "That's called carnal desire."

Ti Bao retorted: "If you don't like it, you can't have carnal desires. It all boils down to the same thing."

"Like is caring, desire is destroying, how can this be the same?"

"Shit." Tibao was furious.

"I've seen through you, a double-minded liar," Tibbo said, pulling his tongue up, "Let's go!"

Unexpectedly, Jing Ming subconsciously grabbed Ti Mu's wrist.

All three people present were stunned.Jing Ming was even more embarrassed and at a loss, and immediately let go of his hand.

Tiqi looked at his wrist, savoring the temperature of Jingming's fingers.

"Hey," Tibao smiled, "Boy, you say you don't like it, but you really don't want my brother to leave."

"It's different." Jing Ming lowered his head.

"Why is it different?" Tibao left without saying anything, and sat down on the sofa, "Then tell me, how do you feel about Little Pasty."

Jing Ming raised his head and glanced at Titu, and said, "It's not convenient to say it."

Tibao understood his hint, and said to Tifu, "Go out and buy me a weapon, I want to have a duel between men with him."

Tiqi opened his eyes wide and refused, "No, it can't be done."

"I say yes." Tibao looked at Jingming, "What do you think?"

Jing Ming nodded and said to him, "Buy one for me too."

Ti was kicked out of the door in a daze.

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"Let's talk about it, now that Xiaofu is gone, you are my brother." After finishing speaking, Tibao gave him a cigarette.

"I want to sleep with him." Jing Ming said honestly.

Tibao had a clear expression, "It's gone?"

"I miss him when I don't see him, I worry about him, and I can't control my jealousy. My calmness and self-control completely collapsed in front of him. I was like a narrow-minded man, and I hated myself."

"When I write, I always think of him. Desire is too scary. I want to obsess him in a place where he doesn't know. I have defiled this spotless child."

"But seeing how clean he is, I want to destroy him and make him dirty again..." Jing Ming looked at Ti Bao ashamedly when he said this, "I'm sorry, just hit me."

Hearing what he said, Tibao almost dropped his cigarette.It's not that I don't like it, it's that I like it and I'm going crazy.

"Okay," Tibao nodded, "I still want to beat you! I'll beat you until you cry, let's see if you know what liking is!"

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When I came back, I saw two men leaning together like brothers.

Hearing the sound, the two turned their heads together, and saw the obvious scars on Jingming's face, they were so shocked that they dropped the "weapons" in their hands.

"Baby brother, did you hit him?"

Tibao didn't answer his question. Seeing the pink "weapon" falling on the ground, he frowned and said, "I don't like strawberry flavored ones."

"What about you?" He poked Jing Ming beside him.

"I like it." Jing Ming didn't look at the lollipop on the ground, but looked straight into Ti Mu's eyes, "Because it's sweet."

"Tsk," Tibao whistled, feeling the atmosphere that couldn't be inserted between the two, "I'll go first, you two have a good time."

When he was leaving, he picked up the candy on the ground, patted it in a daze, and finally winked at Jingming.

?

Mention confused.

When did these two get along so well?

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Jing Ming stood up, strode towards the door, pushed Tibao out, and closed the door with a bang.

"...Xiao Ming?" Tibi was still shocked.

Jing Ming fished his head into his arms, rubbed the tip of his nose against the back of his neck, and wrapped his arms tighter and tighter, "I'm sorry, little paste, I like you."