Infinite Love ∞

On the weekend, the city is filled with the cool white mist in the morning, and the sun is looming from the clouds, it seems that it will be a sunny day.

M went to the balcony and stretched a lot. Although it was a day when he didn't have to go to work, M still maintained a good schedule. M was leaning on the low fence of the balcony, looking at the short hill behind the apartment without thinking about anything, and there were bursts of birdsong in his ears. Only at this moment can we call it peaceful and quiet, instead of calling the choking person in S's mouth. tobacco.

M turned his head and looked at Yang Terrace where the two households were next to each other. There was only a low fence between them. If he really wanted to, he could climb over here and break through the empty door.

He was in my room too late yesterday, so he must still be asleep now.If he crawled over here and appeared in his room, would he be frightened?

No, why would I do that kind of thing, am I infected by his messy personality?

"Yu Guanjin!"

While thinking wildly, M, who was still complaining about herself, was awakened by a sharp call from behind. She turned her head and looked inside the glass door. On the living room table was a lady's bag with a golden chain, which was particularly dazzling due to the reflection of the sun. The woman with her hands on her waist Standing behind the table, he cast his gaze in the direction of M. M squinted his eyes and was not surprised, these were scenes he was all too familiar with.

"Mom, why didn't you say something when you came?"

I don't know if the shout just now reached S's ears, S opened his eyes half asleep, and sat up on the floor next to the bed; he fell under the bed again. S lazily rubbed his eyes, staring in a daze at the sunlight pouring in from outside the french door.

"I had that dream again..."

S stretched out his hand and scratched his back, bent down and put his head on the floor, as if rolled into a ball.Put down the scratching hand and freeze the frame, close your eyes and look like you are about to fall asleep again.After a few seconds, S bounced up his upper body, closed his eyes and raised his head back, writhing inexplicably, looking like he was just lying on the bed.

"Go out for a cigarette..."

S slowly opened his eyes, and stood up while supporting himself on the edge of the bed.The dizziness caused by the sudden change of posture made S unsteadily pick up the cigarette pouch on the dining table and walk towards the door.

Standing in the corridor, S looked at the deserted streets in the morning of the holiday. He knocked on the cigarette pouch in his hand so that he could take a cigarette directly from the opening of the package. With a familiar movement, he lit it quickly. He took a puff of the cigarette as if Exhaling forward like a sigh, the white smoke mixed with the morning mist and disappeared into the cool air. This was the first thing he did when he woke up every day.

S turned and leaned against the fence, and heard a woman's high decibels coming from M's room.

"Damn, this guy eats three bowls of gong, when did he call his girlfriend?"

S smiled at Mimi and was thinking in his heart that if he met M, he would use this matter to amuse him.The next second, the door of M's room opened, and the woman who came out happened to be staring at S, who was smoking a cigarette, and M was standing behind the woman, and found S in the corridor.

"Morning!"

"morning……"

S greeted M heartily, his eyes couldn't hide the smile that was teasing M.I thought that M would like a girl who is as light and flirtatious as a beautiful woman, but unexpectedly, the one who walked out was an aunt with a face full of signs of time!You don't need to be so exaggerated if you like mature women.

"Sir, can you stop smoking here? My son's living space has been polluted by you."

It wasn't until the woman opened her mouth that S suddenly realized that this was not M's woman, but M's old wood.As soon as he opened his mouth, he aggressively spit out the exact same words as when M first met, which really verified the saying that like a mother, like a son.

"That's really sorry."

S took a deep breath of the cigarette with a smile, and exhaled in the direction of M's mother. The smoked M's mother waved her hand violently, trying to express her displeasure.Then throw the cigarette on the ground and stamp it out with your feet, leaving a full two-thirds of the tobacco flat on the ground.

"Cigarettes are very expensive now."

"Ahem! How can there be such an uneducated person, please stay away from my son."

As soon as these words came out, the corners of S's mouth collapsed instantly and his eyes became cold, especially M's mother stretched out her index finger and pointed at S, which also ignited the anger in S's heart. M noticed the change in S's expression, frowned and cast a concerned look at S, fearing that if S said anything more, the two of them would be on the verge of breaking out.

Probably noticing that M was still behind her, S picked up a contrived smile and looked at M's mother.Not intending to give S a chance to answer the conversation, M then opened his mouth slowly.

"Mom, I'll take you downstairs."

M supported M's mother's shoulders and walked towards the stairwell. S, who was standing behind the two of them, was making a face when he was caught by M who was looking up at S at the corner of the stairs. M has no choice but to flatten her mouth, [-]% of her heart is complaining about S's childishness.But the other party not only didn't stop, but also stuck out his tongue long, with a middle finger as a threat.

"Lin Bei just doesn't have a tutor, fuck you."

S folded his hands on his chest, staring at the two figures downstairs by the fence. M specially called a taxi to give M's mother a ride. It wasn't until the taxi drove away that M turned to look at S in the direction of the second floor, and walked back to the second floor of the apartment at a leisurely pace.

"M, you owe me a cigarette."

M had just stepped onto the corridor on the second floor when he saw S lowering his head and re-lighting another cigarette on his mouth. M sighed and walked in front of S, and smoked the cigarette stuck between S's lips again.

"If you wake up so early during the holidays, why don't you go exercise with me."

"Fuck! What are you doing!"

M purposely held the cigarette up high, because of the height difference, even if S stretched out his hand, he couldn't touch it.S, who was leaning forward, tried to jump up, but M's strong arms pressed his shoulders, and he could only keep waving his hands in the air. S had no chance of winning in terms of body size.

"Didn't I tell you that if you smoke too much, you will be impotent?"

M's calm tone carried a strong threat. The hand that was originally on S's shoulder spread like a pair of wings, and scooped S's neck into the crook of his arm. S was stunned for half a second before recovering.The captured S struggled in M's arms relentlessly. It was fine if he couldn't get back his cigarette, but he began to lean over and was dragged away by M.

"Yang... I can't believe you! Come again!"

"You go to exercise with me, and I will pay you back later."

"Fuck, I don't want it!"

"Thank you for taking me to drink, I should return the gift."

"I'd rather sleep back in the cage! Ahhh!"

The playground is just outside Ertiao Street of the apartment. Since it is a public facility, many neighbors go to use it on weekend mornings.S, who has no habit of exercising, wears a sleeveless vest and loose cropped trousers, and looks very homely; on the other hand, M, who wears a well-fitting sportswear, comes prepared.

M, who had just finished registering at the counter, could not see S's figure if he didn't pay attention. S excitedly ran into the exercise room, sat down on the weight training equipment, like a kid who came to an amusement park and couldn't calm down, fidgeting watching M come in from the door.

"Hey, how do you play this!"

"You come back to me."

M carried S to the side of the treadmill and asked him to stand on it, and instructed him on how to start it and how to operate it. M started S's treadmill slowly and asked him to walk on it first to get used to the feeling of the machine, but S's mouth turned up and he didn't seem to appreciate it.

"You must exercise very little, start with the basics."

"mean."

"If you don't do it step by step, you will get hurt."

Stepping on the treadmill next to S, M starts slowly at the same speed. Of course, the restless S can't walk foolishly like a mouse on the rollers. The wall-mounted monitor in front of it began to turn around randomly.After skipping through a slew of looping news shows, stop at Cartoon Network's brightly colored balls.

"Do you like watching cartoons?"

"Funny, what's the matter?"

M watched the screen stop at the cartoon channel exclusively for school-aged children.

"You don't usually watch porn shows."

"What the hell, can you read the reverse here?! It's annoying to watch the news, but it's easier to watch this kind of brainless stuff."

"No wonder you like watching porn."

M came to a conclusion with a blank face, and pressed the control panel of the treadmill to increase the speed, changing from the original brisk walk to a jog. S tilted his head and raised his eyebrows, thinking about the connection between cartoons and porn, M couldn't help but smirked, and S suddenly realized.

"Go! You think I'm stupid!"

S pushed M hard, his puffy eyes narrowed into two lines, and M didn't withdraw his smiling face, teasing S always brought him a lot of fun.

In the past, he would not joke with other people casually. In his mind, those were just meaningless killing time and did not help his standard operation process; too many words and expressions were a waste.

But now, he felt that it was harmless to smile like this occasionally.

"You mean, why did your mother suddenly appear?"

S turned around and began to walk backwards on the treadmill. M reminded him that it was dangerous to do so, but S still held on to the handle of the treadmill as usual, and his feet slid on the conveyor belt thinking it was fun.

"Come to check the environment. Fortunately, you brought the porn back yesterday."

"What kind of Spartan education did you have, you?"

"She is the kind of well-behaved teacher, you don't have to take her words to heart."

"Hmph, anyway, that's your mother, not mine."

M didn't ignore what happened in the morning, it was the first time he saw S's angry appearance; especially the instantly collapsed expression made him a little worried at the moment.

Mentioning "tutor" in front of him is a landmine, after all, he doesn't have a complete family.

"Your life is a bit casual, but it won't make me hate or stay away from you. In fact, I envy you."

Hearing that M said that she was envious of herself, S looked at M's sweaty profile in surprise.

This stunned him made him forget about his backward legs, and he was just pushed out of the treadmill by the conveyor belt! S stepped on a void!The whole person slipped and fell under the treadmill!The buttocks that had no meat fell heavily on the hard floor, and S sat on the ground in pain and supported his own buttocks.

"Dry!"

"Just tell you not to play like this."

"Damn you! What are you talking about!"

M pressed the emergency pause of the treadmill, stepped back and tried to reach out to give S a hand, but was slapped away forcefully. S propped himself up on the floor and rubbed his sore buttocks. M sighed, turned back and stepped on the treadmill to continue the unfinished exercise.

"What is there to envy? I'm not as smart as you, nor as handsome as you."

S stood outside the treadmill that was still running, with half of his body hanging on the handle of the treadmill, his eyes reflected the cartoon show that was about to end after a few glances, and he muttered about his inferiority complex.

"I envy your bravery and strength."

"...You, are you making offerings to the third child?"

The words of suspected praise made S's ears a little hot, and he even started to speak awkwardly, so he could only complain about the other party to cover up his embarrassment.

"I was so well protected, I lived on the established track every day, I didn't even have the courage to challenge new things...I missed a lot of things."

M, who was running faster, had to take care of breathing, which caused his speech to be a bit intermittent.

"It's okay to watch porn, it's a new challenge."

"Fuck! A normal man would read it, but you are exaggerating!"

Basically, S's daily class is a rare existence for M. It really makes S feel incredible. S shouts at M in the sports field without any taboo, attracting the attention of the surrounding people.

"You only live once, so why bother?" Ignoring the eyes of others, S stepped on the slowly rolling treadmill again.

"Maybe it's going to be a fart tomorrow, and it turns out that I didn't play anything, isn't it miserable?"

"Haha... Carpe diem... Really like your style."

"Laughing fart, am I serious!"

Because he experienced the death of a loved one?Will you choose such a free-flowing way of life?But thinking about it carefully, this is not voluntary, it should be said that he is open-minded about life, or desperate for the future...

M watched S, not to be outdone, gradually speeding up the treadmill, and finally he was willing to lift his feet and move forward step by step, just like he faced his own destiny, even if he fell, he would stubbornly get up by himself, even if people all over the world were making fun of him It doesn't matter to him either.

"S, you are really cute."

"What, you've been talking strange things since just now, so you're running."

S reaches out and presses the button with the arrow up to speed up the treadmill; M's treadmill.

"Hey, don't make trouble."

M smiled and grabbed S's wrist, S still did not give up and switched hands and continued to press, so that M had to keep up with his footsteps and use the other hand to stop S's other hand.The two adults staged the drama of elementary school students on the sports field, and the other sports people behind were speechless.It wasn't until the sports ground administrator came to warn that the farce ended.

Outside the shower room of the sports field, S with wet hair was standing in front of the big mirror, pulling off the T-shirt he had just put on from his chest, revealing half of his belly which had no fat but no muscle, obviously lacking in exercise .

At this time, M was walking from the shower with her upper body naked, and a towel was draped over her shoulders covered with thin water mist, which naturally fell on M's thick chest. M picked up a towel to wipe her hair, and stopped beside S; the two of them in the mirror formed a strong contrast, one big and one small.

"Damn, you're so annoying."

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M was expressionless, watching S jumping around by himself for some reason.

"You look like a civil servant, why are you in such a good figure! You are really hateful!"

S punched M's chest, and the reaction force sent back to the back of S's fingers proved how solid M was usually.

"Don't move your hands and feet."

S jumped onto the table in front of the mirror, leaned against the mirror and sat on it, unable to stop for a moment. M put on a replacement T-shirt and glasses that had just been packed into sweatpants, and then picked up the public hair dryer on the table to blow dry her hair.

"The person who is your wife must be very happy."

"Why did you say that suddenly?"

The sound of the hair dryer buzzed between the two of them.

"I have an iron job at work. I'm handsome and have a good figure. I don't smoke or drink. I can do it! I can cook! It's the legendary life victory group, the locomotive!"

S angrily pushed M with his foot to express his protest. M was already accustomed to S's various childish behaviors, and he didn't intend to preach.Instead, without warning, he stretched out his hand and grabbed S's head!

"Blow dry your hair."

"Wow!"

S's face, which was scooped up, was so close to M's face! S paused for a moment in shock, this scene filled S with a sense of sight.Why did M's actions without warning seem to have happened before, which caught S who was out of the situation by surprise.

Not knowing where to put his eyes, S had to lower his head to blow M's hair.

"I don't earn a lot of money from part-time jobs. I smoke and drink and have no savings. I'm neither tall nor handsome. I can't even cook a meal. Girls don't like people like me."

"You want to have a girlfriend?"

"Wouldn't it be nice to have someone to accompany you?"

Only the sound of the hair dryer remained in the environment, forming a strange silence.Looking at S, who was a little depressed, M's hand, which was gently stroking S's hair, began to rub S's head indiscriminately.

"What! What are you doing!"

S wanted to raise his head to reject M's kindness, but he didn't expect that M pressed his head so hard that he couldn't straighten up.I wanted to wave away M's hand on his head, but M cleverly drew a circle outward, and then put his hand back on S's head.

"These superficial substances, if you want to have it, you can do it, such as quitting smoking and drinking."

"Impossible!" S immediately retorted without thinking, and had no choice but to grab M's arm with both hands and pull M's hand away.

"But you have a lot of qualities that other people want and don't necessarily get."

"Clam?"

M put down the hair dryer and pressed S's hand, stared into S's eyes expressionlessly and said.Picking up the backpack with the tracksuit on his back, he turned towards the door and was about to leave. S still frowned, sitting on the table stupidly thinking about what M just said.

"By the way, go to the supermarket to buy vegetables, do you want to go?"

"Master, can I specify the dishes?"

M looked back at S and pushed his glasses. Hearing the invitation, S immediately gave up circling the unreasonable question in his mind, jumped off the table with a smile on his face, and followed M's footsteps wagging his tail.

The apartment is about two stations away from the supermarket, not far, but not close either.Since it was a leisurely weekend and the weather was sunny and pleasant, the two decided to hang out all the way and walk side by side on the way back.Just as he was approaching the apartment, at the intersection where he was supposed to turn, S suddenly stopped.

"What's wrong?"

Finding that S didn't keep up with the pace, M looked back and saw that Miaomiao cat's expression again. S reached out and grabbed M's wrist, and walked straight into the unknown alley ahead.

"follow me."

"Hey! Where are you going?"

"Just follow me!"

The two walked through a path full of sundries, and the wild cat that was looking for food on the trash can also fled quickly when they heard the footsteps of the two.In front of you is an iron grid frame that is too high, and the door that can pass through is also locked with a rusty lock that is in disrepair. It seems that this place was originally a fenced-off control area.

S stepped onto a wooden box that contained something unknown, put his hands on the top of the iron net and leaned his waist to the edge of the iron net. He was probably not tall enough, so he raised his legs and turned over with a little difficulty. M was still confused about where S was going, and the smiling face on the other side of the iron fence was already urging him to move quickly.

It is not difficult for M's physical ability to climb over the iron net. On the contrary, M is more worried about breaking into areas that should not be approached and causing danger.After crossing the iron fence, the road began to become uneven, like unrefined mud, with unknown weeds growing on both sides.The road began to slope downwards, and S swayed a little, leaning on the stone wall beside him, letting his feet slide down a section of the slope, and landed on a large piece of soft sand.

Oncoming, is the entire surface of the clean sandy beach and the blue ocean.

"I didn't expect such a place to exist."

Although I know that the city they live in is surrounded by mountains and the sea, but usually the apartment seat can't see the sea level, and can only see the barren hills from the back balcony.The route to and from get off work has no chance to pass by, and M almost forgot that there are such natural resources in the place where he lives.

The blue sea water and the light blue sky formed a line, and the vastness in front of him could not find the boundary. Only then did M feel that the world was so big!

The vision that has been nestled in front of the dim desk all day is also instantly liberated.The powerful waves slapped on the shore wave after wave, temporarily washing away M's worries on the road just now.

"Hey, isn't it good? No one comes here so it's clean. It's a secret base discovered during an expedition."

"What do you usually do..."

S proudly squatted down on the beach, put his hands on his knees and looked at the sea in front of him. M habitually complained, but also smiled helplessly, he did not deny that this is indeed a good place.His impression of the seaside is that it is a commercialized area, which is not only as lively as a city, but also hard to keep clean because of too many tourists.

Scanning along the horizon, M noticed that not far behind S, an easel was leaning against a relatively large rock, with other stones under the easel to prevent it from being blown down by the sea breeze.On the easel, there is actually a seemingly completed painting.

M curiously walked towards the easel, which was a sketch of the sea.

"Are you drawing here?"

"Oh shit, I forgot to take it."

It wasn't until M passed behind him that S remembered the belongings he had left behind, and quickly stood up and patted his buttocks to follow.

"S, you are very good at drawing."

"That's just me casually..."

"You can't hear me at all when you're drawing, so it can't be done casually."

Before S finished speaking, M gave S a slap in the face, and S could only scratch his face in embarrassment.

This is also one of the senses of violation that M always feels from S.

He obviously has an open-minded outlook on life, but from time to time he reveals in his words that he has no confidence in himself.Is it because you don't have confidence in yourself that you have an attitude of indifference?On the surface, it looks like you are living an active life, but inside you are extremely negative.

"Is this one finished?"

"Hmm... I always feel like something is missing."

"You drew the sun here, is it the setting sun?"

M points to the half sun on the sea level in the picture. The gray-blue water is dotted with many golden waves, with a little orange, a little purple, and a little red. Guess based on intuition.

"What, it's the sunrise."

"You came here to paint the sunrise at dawn?"

"How is it possible, I came here to smoke in the middle of the night when I couldn't sleep, and I found out that the sunrise was beautiful and accidentally drew it."

"midnight……"

"Does the sound of the unknowingly ocean waves make you feel calm? Pasha——pasha, just listen to it and let your mind go empty."

Hearing the word "sunrise" made M suddenly respectful, even he never thought of chasing the sunrise, let alone S with a restless schedule?But after hearing the reason, it seems to be justifiable but something is not quite right.

When he woke up in the middle of the night, he came to the beach to beg to relax. Did he not sleep well?

"You can't fall asleep in the middle of the night because you lack exercise. You will go to the sports field with me on weekends."

"Hey---can I not! I usually exercise!"

M looked at the sea and pushed up his glasses, and at the same time, S's willful cry came from his ears.

"What sport?"

S rolled up his palms, leaving a little gap in the middle, and the gesture of sliding up and down was immediately exchanged for a tap on the back of his head by M.

"Thank you, S."

"Clam?"

S touched his still slightly aching head, frowned and didn't know why M suddenly thanked him after beating someone. Could it be that he was thanking him for donating his skull to M to vent his emotions?

"You gave me a lot of surprises...although there were also a lot of shocks." After a slight pause, he caught a carbine and sent it back.

"What the hell are you talking about! I'm so embarrassed."

"Aren't you shy about jerking off at my house?"

"Invited by!"

It was so emotional that he was complained vigorously by M. Although he was not sure if it was because of M's caring, this shot did make it easy for S to take it.

"Because no one has ever praised me..."

The clerk who was always yelling in the supermarket, his voice at this time was so low that it was almost covered by the sound of the waves, and his cheeks that had already become hot due to the rapid heartbeat, S thought it was due to the weather.

"what?"

"It's okay, let's go! Big brother, where's the curry udon noodles?"

"Well, let's go home and cook."

M raised his hand and carried the ingredients he just bought from the supermarket on his shoulders, causing the plastic bags to rustle. M turned and walked out of the alley, but S looked at M's back and hesitated.

"Still leaving?"

"M, I know what to add to that painting."

M looked back at the pair of eyes that were shining again, the joy on his face at this moment was like a child who got a treasure.Ah, is that his real smile?Will he reveal his truth only in front of the things he really loves?

"Then show me when you're done."

Unstoppable as if infected, M, who had been keeping a straight face since complaining, unconsciously showed a doting smile.

If only I could see his smile like this all the time...

After returning to the apartment, S still stays in M's room and cuts off the TV, flips through the pile of books on M's bookshelf that he can't understand, or like an old man listening to the sound of the TV, quietly falls asleep on the sofa.It wasn't until the sun was setting that M slapped him awake and asked him to get up and help prepare dinner. We had a pleasant weekend.

"Hehe, watch this today."

"You really enjoy it."

S brought a new porn movie from her room, and spread it out on M's desk with the words "special instruction after school" written on the outer box. After S inserted the CD into the player, he knelt on the sofa sagged due to his weight, and leaned over to block M who was watching a health care program on the sofa.The chest is almost pressed to M's face, just to snatch the TV remote control on the handle of M's chair.

"Wait until I finish reading this."

"Why, don't watch it, every time I watch that kind of thing, I feel that my whole body is also sick."

Ignoring M's protest, S smiled and took the remote control and cut directly to the AV terminal's screen, and the film was running through the pre-screening notes that no one was watching, and the main film was about to start broadcasting.

S happily sat on the sofa, looking at the screen with a smile or a lecherous look. M can't figure it out, why is there such a big difference in what S likes?No matter how you think about it, it is impossible for someone to look at porn with an artistic eye, right?It's all staged, isn't it?Why is there such a market for this kind of film?It can even introduce new ones at any time, and its tricks are even more powerful than those looping news.Will men be excited by seeing the unbearably aggressive expressions of those actresses?On the contrary, the expression of the guy next to him is the most real!

M seriously thought about his incomprehension of pornography, stared blankly at the little guy beside him and started to untie his pants, nestled obliquely in the corner of the sofa to form his most comfortable sitting posture.With his hand gestures in his trousers, and gradually rapid breathing, he licked his dry lips and stopped in a sexy position that was about to be opened.

"Hmm..."

Swallowing his saliva, S groaned softly and raised his head slightly, and from the corner of his eyes, he found an eager gaze that had never been cast on him before.When S turned his head away, his eyes didn't reach M's, but he lowered his head and burst into a smile with unknown meaning.

"What the hell, so you like teacher-student PLAY? Hahahaha."

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"If you have a rare chance, hit me, I won't laugh at you! Hehe."

Mouth that can't laugh but isn't it already laughing?And what is he talking about?

Before M could blurt out his complaints about S, he saw S smiling and pointing to the middle of M's trousers, and M also bowed his head in the direction S pointed, and was completely speechless for a moment!

He got an erection.

The movie I watched just now was obviously not an A movie, but an S movie, wasn’t it? !