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Coming out of Hogwarts, Severus held Harry in his arms but didn't know where to go for a while.After all, Malfoy Manor was not their home, and Severus didn't want to bother Lucius and the others; and although Spider's End had their shared beautiful memories, it was more painful.

Finally, Severus thought of a place that few people went to after Harry's disappearance, and no one should bother him.

Inside 12 Grimmauld Place

As soon as Severus entered, Kreacher, a very old elf, appeared at the door: "Oh, the filthy half-breed has defiled the sacred ancestral house of Black, but he is the partner that Harry's little master considers...,, If little master Harry doesn't show up, he is the master of the house, and Kreacher can't drive him away..."

Severus interrupted Kreacher's babbling: "Kreacher, clean up a room."

The old elf raised his head reluctantly, but saw the pale cheeks of the man in Severus' arms: "Oh, it's little master Harry, old Kreacher's master!!" Kreacher was quite incoherent, excitedly following Do what Severus ordered, "The master is back, oh, his breath looks too weak, Kreacher must let the little master have a good rest environment. What does the little master like to eat? Kreacher wants to give the little master a good rest." The master should prepare more things, he looks too thin..."

The old elf babbled and ran upstairs to tidy up the room. Severus carried Harry into the living room, but never put Harry down.Not to mention that Harry was too light, just the separation of these years made Severus reluctant to let go of the baby in his arms.

Severus' heart still ached, and he didn't even dare to hug the person in his arms too hard.There are too many injuries on this person, and there are not even a few intact places.He had just been treated, with plaster casts on his arms and legs and thick bandages on his fingers.

Thinking of the treatment just now, Severus' face darkened again.The pain of breaking the bones again is still painful even in a coma.The face of the person in his arms was even paler than the bandage.

At this moment, Kreacher hurriedly rushed down: "Oh, Kreacher has already tidied up the little master's room, Kreacher has to cook some food for the little master quickly, Kreacher's poor little master's face is too pale... With that said, the old elf was about to rush into the kitchen.

Severus stopped him: "Kreacher, don't make anything too greasy, just make some porridge, Harry can't eat anything else right now." After speaking, he took Harry upstairs.

Hearing what Severus said, the elf covered his tearful eyes: "The little master Kreacher must have suffered a lot, old Kreacher must take good care of the little master..."

Upstairs, in Kreacher's packed room, Severus gently placed Harry on the big bed covered with silver-green sheets.Immediately, he sat on the edge of the bed, stroked Harry's pale cheeks, with deep self-blame in his eyes.

Had it not been for his evasion, Harry would not have disappeared.Had it not been for his escape, Harry would not have suffered so much.He even forgot why he escaped in the first place.Was it because of what Harry had said?Or because of his ridiculously boring low self-esteem?

In fact, he had always doubted the relationship between the two of them in his heart.Harry was still too young, he was 20 years older than Harry.He was always worried about whether Harry would leave him in the future and whether he would give up their relationship.You must know that it is much better for him to choose any girl around him than to choose him, an old man.

It was precisely because of this mentality that Harry's suspicion at that time dealt him a double blow.Because of this, he didn't dodge or evade when Nagini rushed over, and decided to leave this world with despair.