The ex-boyfriend is fierce and cowardly

It is impossible for Chi Yan to sleep, sitting on the sofa, looking out of the window where he can't see his fingers, Chi Yan's mind is full of the image of Gu Ji rushing up to protect himself in his arms tonight.

And that bottle of medicine, why did Gu Ji want to use the god-like medicine?What's up with him?

Chi Yan was fidgeting and couldn't stay any longer. He needed to solve the problem, but he didn't know where to find an answer. Gu Ji could give him the answer, but Chi Yan didn't take the stray cat with him again. Courage to be around.

At three o'clock in the morning, Chi Yan carefully opened the door of the master bedroom. The room was not lit, and it was so dark that even the outline could not be seen clearly, but Chi Yan still stood at the door and listened quietly to Gu Ji's breathing. long time.

Chi Yan's breathing rate was as fast as Gu Ji's.

But then he closed the door cautiously, it was too dark, so he didn't see that Gu Ji who was lying on the bed was watching him from the beginning to the end.

See him standing there, listen to his inaudible sigh, and then leave quietly.

Like Chi Yan, Gu Ji also didn't feel any drowsiness.

The door of the living room opened and closed. Although he was careful, he could still hear it very clearly on a quiet night, and to those who hadn't fallen asleep. Gu Ji probably knew where Chi Yan had gone. He sat up and told Ning Xiushi made a phone call.

At five o'clock in the morning, Ning Xiushi checked out and walked out of the hotel. On the steps in front of the hotel, he saw Chi Yan sitting on the ground. There was an empty mineral water bottle beside him, and there were already many cigarette butts in it. Ning Xiushi thought it was a bit funny to think about not causing trouble to the sanitation workers.

Stepping over, Chi Yan turned his head first, saw that it was Ning Xiushi, even got up from the ground, threw the mineral water bottle with cigarette butts into the trash can next to him, walked in front of Ning Xiushi again, and opened the door. hello:

"morning."

Maybe it's because he didn't sleep all night, maybe he smoked too much cigarettes, Chi Yan's voice is much hoarse compared to yesterday, Ning Xiushi smiled:

"Morning, wait for me here?"

"Yeah." Chi Yan said bluntly, "I want to ask you something."

"About Gu Ji, you might as well ask him." Ning Xiushi walked towards the parking space: "Although I have a good relationship with him, I don't have a hobby of talking about sex, not to mention that we are also a cooperative relationship. If I say I shouldn’t have said it, maybe I will lose such a client.”

Chi Yan followed behind him without saying a word, until Ning Xiushi opened the car door, and Chi Yan stood beside him motionless.

Ning Xiushi looked at Chi Yan and let out a slight sigh:

"We originally had one day and were not in a hurry, but at this point in time, we have to go to the airport which is almost three hours away from here to catch a plane, get in the car, I'm going to pick up Gu Ji, and take you back by the way. "

Chi Yan got into the car, fastened her seat belt, looked at the road ahead and said nothing.

The county seat is not very big, and it takes less than a few minutes from the hotel to Chi Yan's home. Ning Xiushi thought that Chi Yan would ask about Gu Ji's affairs in this limited time, but he didn't, he just sat quietly in the co-pilot Looking at the road ahead, try to be as transparent as possible.

At a traffic light, on the contrary, Ning Xiushi couldn't hold his breath:

"You really don't like to talk."

When Chi Yan glanced sideways at Ning Xiu, he smiled lightly: "Really?"

"Yes." Ning Xiu said affirmatively.

Chi Yan has no language barriers, no social fear, he just doesn't have the desire to speak, in ten years, most of the time he stayed alone, at first he wasn't used to it, even crazy Talk to the air, but gradually get used to it, get used to the quiet, and get used to the silence.

"You came to me and said a lot of things that you should say, but you didn't. Are you waiting for me to speak?" Ning Xiu asked him.

"No." Chi Yan said: "I just came here to try my luck, and there is a high probability that I know you won't say it."

"Then you're still here?"

"It's always an opportunity." Chi Yan said.

Ning Xiushi sighed: "You and him are quite similar in some respects. Don't the two of you complement each other? When you were together before, you didn't quarrel, did you?"

Chi Yan was silent for a few seconds: "No noise."

Ning Xiushi looked unconvinced, but didn't say anything, and asked Chi Yan:

"Do you know where we came back from yesterday?"

Chi Yan looked at Ning Xiushi.

"We've arrived in Beicheng, at the airport." Ning Xiushi sighed again: "I don't know why I'm crazy, I just said that I have a bad feeling, my eyelids keep twitching, and I have to buy a plane ticket to come back. Usually it’s fine, but this afternoon there is an event he has to attend, everyone is waiting for him, but you probably know what he looks like when he is stubborn, I don’t want to come back, it’s too much trouble, but if you really let If he comes back by himself, maybe he will really release everyone's pigeons."

Hearing this, Chi Yan was silent for a long time. He knew very well that it was because he saw his destroyed motorcycle when he left yesterday morning that made him uneasy, but Gu Ji acted so resolutely yesterday that Chi Yan never expected that he had already arrived in Beicheng I have to toss back to come back, just for an illusory premonition.

Ning Xiushi thought that Chi Yan would be quiet until the end, but when he was about to reach the road in the community, Chi Yan suddenly said:

"Did you know he's been taking medicine?"

"I know." Ning Xiushi was not surprised at all: "This kind of illness is nothing, but sometimes you can't control your emotions, you can't sleep all night, and the most serious thing is chest tightness, difficulty breathing and trembling all over the body. Well, don't be surprised."

"Many years?" Chi Yan frowned slightly.

"I have been taking medicine intermittently since I met him." Ning Xiushi glanced at Chi Yan: "I don't need to lie to you, if you are really worried because of this, then you don't have to, people in this society, Who doesn't have any stress and emotional problems, especially the nature of his job."

Chi Yan didn't say anything, neither did Ning Xiushi. The car drove into the community and stopped downstairs. Chi Yan thanked him and was about to get off the car. He also didn't know what thoughts he had just said that made him feel, and whether it had affected him, if not, then he might have said it in vain.

So when Chi Yan pushed the door to get out of the car, Ning Xiushi stopped him:

"Chi Yan."

Chi Yan stopped and looked back at him.

"Outsiders can't get involved in emotional matters. It's a matter between the two parties involved. But as a bystander who has been by Gu Ji's side for so many years, I think I am qualified to say something. He is a star, but his life is very painful. At least I have never seen him smile from the bottom of his heart. We have known each other for 7 years. In such a long time, there must be a few things that make him happy? But no, not once."

"When two people are together, they only need to talk to each other. To separate, only one person needs to leave. I believe you have your reasons, but if possible, please give him a time. You left too fast at the beginning, so fast that he spent ten years. If possible, give him a buffer period, which no one can give except you, and let him slowly accept that you have separated."

Chi Yan didn't speak for a few seconds, when Ning Xiushi thought that Chi Yan would be as silent as before, he suddenly asked:

"How? We have already separated."

"Together again, then slowly separate." Ning Xiushi smiled: "It's just a suggestion, you can think about it yourself."

Chi Yan was silent for a few seconds, opened the door and got out of the car.

Stepping upstairs, Ning Xiushi's words were still echoing in his mind. Chi Yan didn't understand why Gu Ji did this before, but Ning Xiushi's words reminded himself.

He doesn't want to pay him back anything, he just wants to give himself a year to slowly accept the fact that Chi Yan no longer belongs to him, and he himself is still the fact that no one wants him after all.

This realization made Chi Yan feel as if someone had stabbed him in the heart, and the pain made him unable to move while holding on to the handrail of the stairs.

He knew that his departure had hurt Gu Ji deeply, and he also knew that Gu Ji's personality was very stubborn, but Chi Yan at that time also believed that there was no wound in this world that could not be healed by time, and if there was, it was because there was not enough time.

But it has been ten years between him and Gu Ji.

It's been ten years.

Ten years, isn't it enough for him to forget himself, those pains, those involvements?

Is it not enough?

Not enough, if it was enough, Gu would not be what he is now.

He stabbed Gu Ji ten years ago. He thought that Gu Ji could heal his wounds and heal himself, but Gu Ji didn't. It wasn't because of his special physique, nor because of his outstanding memory. Open your own wound, let yourself hurt, let yourself remember.

Gu Ji is a ruthless person, he is ruthless to others and even more ruthless to himself, but to Chi Yan, he gives all the softness.

But this softness turned into the sharpest knife in Chi Yan's hand, hurting him severely.

There was the sound of a door opening overhead, Chi Yan looked up and saw Gu Ji coming out, and seeing him standing in the corridor, he didn't have any look of surprise, he just kept silent for a few seconds before stepping down with his luggage Lou stopped in front of Chi Yan:

"Back to you."

A key lay quietly in Gu Ji's palm, Chi Yan looked at it quietly, but didn't pick it up.

Gu Ji waited for him for a few seconds, but before he could make a move, he grabbed his wrist, half-forced the key into his palm, didn't even bother to say goodbye, and walked away, but Chi Yan was here Time grabbed his wrist.

"Brother Ji." Chi Yan said in a hoarse voice.

Forced to stop, Gu Ji looked down at Chi Yan's hand. He probably didn't know how much effort he had used, but Gu Ji didn't remind him.

He was waiting, waiting for Chi Yan's next words.

"I promise you." Chi Yan said: "I will go back to your side, and when the matter on my side is resolved, I will go to you."

Gu Ji raised his head suddenly, looked at Chi Yan in disbelief, his eyes were burning:

"Can you say that again!"

"One year..." Chi Yan said softly, "I will be by your side for a year, according to what you said."

"According to what I said?" Gu Ji stared into his eyes without blinking: "Then do you know what I will ask you to do?"

Chi Yan raised her eyes to look at Gu Ji, met his gaze, and slightly curled the corner of her lower lip:

"Go to bed, don't you? Brother Ji can go to bed if he wants to. Actually, I really want to."

Just as Chi Yan finished his sentence, Gu Ji slammed him against the wall next to him, raised his hand to pinch his chin, the distance was too close, and even his breath was entangled:

"What do you say you want?"

Chi Yan still maintained that smile at the corner of his mouth, looked at Gu Ji, saw his eyes, and said seriously, word by word:

"I want you to fuck me."

Chi Yan saw the occlusal muscles on both sides of Gu Ji's cheek move, and in the next second, he kissed him fiercely!