The ex-boyfriend is fierce and cowardly

Gu already asked Chi Yan if he regretted it?

regrettable.

But he regretted that he had no other choice. One more time, one hundred times, countless times, Chi Yan would still make the same choice.

But if he could go back to the beginning, where the two of them started, perhaps Chi Yan's choice would be different.

He will not choose to go back to Gu's house with Li Jun, and will control himself to be attracted by that young man a little bit, and walk into his life.

Or, they shouldn't have been wronged in the first place.

But there are so many things that shouldn't be done in this world, so many that everyone feels that they are the most wronged and the one who shouldn't, but God is so busy that he doesn't even bother to look at the various situations and sufferings in the world.

So everyone is suffering.

Chi Yan doesn't care about others, but he can't bear Gu Ji's suffering.

-

Chi Yan called Li Jun in the morning of the next day. Gu Ji left early in the morning. The two of them haven't spoken a single word since Gu Ji's question yesterday. Chi Yan stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows for a long time. Then he took out his mobile phone and called Li Jun.

The call was answered quickly, as if waiting for him.

"I'm Chi Yan."

Li Jun was not surprised at all. After yesterday's shock, it seems that there is nothing that can make her have a particularly clear emotion, and her tone is business-like and severe:

"I'm at the company in the morning, so I'll give you the address."

After he finished speaking, he hung up the phone.

Chi Yan didn't delay, and left the apartment directly after receiving the address.

Judging from the location of Li Jun's company, she has indeed made a lot of money over the years, the front desk should have been informed, and after Chi Yan reported her name, she politely called the secretary to come and take him to the office.

"Mr. Li, your guest has arrived." The secretary knocked symbolically on the door, opened it and said something.

Li Jun was on the phone. Hearing this, he looked over and nodded indifferently. The secretary backed out, and Chi Yan stepped in.

The office is not too big, but it is tidy and tidy. Its style is the same as Li Jun's, without any human touch. Chi Yan stands at the door and looks at Li Jun. She sits there talking and laughing happily with the person on the other end of the phone.

But what Chi Yan could feel was indifference.

But at the very beginning of the acquaintance, Chi Yan also saw her other side, who was very kind to herself, almost flattering, if that kindness was not based on hurting another person, maybe there would not be such a tragedy now, maybe Chi Yan and Gu Ji couldn't even make it this far.

He still remembers the first night when he went to Gu's house, the dinner was well prepared, it was a welcome and a welcome, but when Chi Yan went downstairs, he didn't see Gu Ji, so he asked politely: " Where's Gu Ji?"

Gu Qinghui, who was sitting in a wheelchair, didn't speak, but Li Jun said with a smile: "Who knows where I went to play, don't wait for him."

At that time, Chi Yan thought that Gu Ji did not welcome her to Gu's house. After all, his arrival made the two of them very awkward. But after dinner, Chi Yan came back from a walk and heard Li Jun and Gu Qinghui's conversation at the door. It was only after the conversation that Gu Ji was kicked out by Li Jun.

"Xiaoji didn't show up for dinner, did you say something to him?" Gu Qinghui asked Li Jun while sitting in a wheelchair.

"You can see it all, and you still come to ask me what I do?" Li Jun replied indifferently.

Gu Qinghui was silent for a few seconds: "You do this as if Xiao Yan doesn't welcome Xiao Yan. From now on, the two of them will be brothers. There is no benefit for you to do this."

"Can you stop being funny? What is a brother? Only a first-milk compatriot is called a brother. A child can also be called a brother from childhood to adulthood. Which one is between Homura and him? How can it be a brother? Besides, Today is Xiaoyan's first meal back at Gu's house, let him be present, what if Xiaoyan thinks too much?"

Li Jun said impatiently: "You should also pay attention to Xiao Yan, children of this age are very sensitive, he was not willing to come back, but now that he is back, you still have to say that you have two sons, Didn't it make him feel more uncomfortable?"

"Xiao Ji is also my son." Gu Qinghui said.

Li Jun chuckled: "I've never seen a man who is willing to raise a son for others, what's wrong with you?"

At that time, Chi Yan didn't know how serious the problem between Gu Ji and Li Jun was. He subconsciously felt that his arrival took away what should belong to Gu Ji, so he wanted to make up for it as much as possible, even if he later found out that Li Jun His attitude towards Gu Ji has nothing to do with him, but because he is the son of his father, Chi Pingsheng, he also wants to take care of him.

Perhaps it was from that time that Chi Yan's gaze began to stay on Gu Ji intentionally or unintentionally.

Even if that teenager is gay.

-

Chi Yan waited for 3 minutes before Li Jun finally smiled and said to the other party, "There is a chance to meet and chat", she hung up the phone, looked at Chi Yan, looked him up and down for a few seconds, and then pointed to the opposite chair:

"sit down."

Chi Yan didn't move, just stood in place: "I'll leave after I finish speaking."

Li Jun didn't care either, and said with a smile:

"It stands to reason that I should treat you to a meal, but I'm too busy, and you probably don't want to have dinner with me, so I called you to the office, don't you mind?"

"It's better not to have this kind of hypocrisy between us." Chi Yan went straight to the point: "Why did you promise me before? You said you would never touch him again!"

"I didn't touch him." Li Jun looked at Chi Yan, picked up a cup of coffee on the table and took a sip: "I haven't forced him in the past few years, it's all on his own accord."

"You make him feel that he owes you. You know that he is a person who must pay back as long as he owes you. He can't refuse you at all."

"He already owed me." Li Jun said.

Chi Yan took two steps forward: "What happened to Uncle Gu was an accident."

Li Jun looked at Chi Yan and smiled lightly: "It was an accident, but it is also true that he was permanently disabled because of him."

Chi Yan looked at her and said nothing.

"The thing I promised you at the beginning was that as long as you don't ruin him by his side, I will treat him well. I have been doing this for so many years. It is you who keep my promise to you..." Li Jun stood Looking at the city under my feet in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows: "Why did you come back?"

"It's because Gu Ji doesn't have such a high status in your heart over the past seven years. You feel that you have been wronged by what you did back then, and you want to ruin him to find a balance, or is it that you are short of money?"

"Don't use your disgusting thoughts to speculate on me, I recognize what I do." Chi Yan looked at her: "I'm not like you."

"You really don't look like me." Li Jun looked at Chi Yan: "My son can't be as stupid as you."

-

Although Chi Yan never regarded Li Jun as his mother, but biologically, he really couldn't deny the fact that Li Jun was his mother.

Chi Yan doesn't know if this matter is put on other mothers, will she judge the son she hasn't seen for many years as stupid, but he knows that Li Jun will, in Li Jun's eyes, the son is just a work of hers .

She also cared for Gu Ji wholeheartedly and spent nearly 15 years trying to make him grow up according to her own ideas and become her ideal son.

However, under Li Jun's high pressure, Gu Ji's rebellious period also came prematurely, even in order to resist Li Jun, he did not hesitate to come out in front of the whole school. Perhaps it was from that time that Li Jun gave up on him, and then came The accident made her discover that Gu Ji was not her son at all.

Chi Yan asked Li Jun: "Did you feel relieved when you knew that Gu was no longer your son?"

Li Jun did not deny it.

Chi Yan asked again: "Are you still feeling thankful that this homosexual, this bastard who can't stand up to the wall in your eyes has nothing to do with you?"

Li Jun didn't deny it either.

For her, her son is a work, and it would be a pity if it failed. After all, the work is alive and cannot be destroyed like a sculpture and then repeated. But for Li Jun, she is also lucky, because in After discovering that the existing son was a failure, I found that I still had the opportunity to create another work.

This opportunity is Chi Yan.

Chi Yan believes that Li Jun must have done a series of investigations on herself before deciding to ask her to go back. Whether it is grades or character, she should have some dissatisfaction, but it is generally within the range that she can accept, maybe There are some small flaws, but the city's No.1 senior high school entrance examination results are more than enough to make up for it.

For her, this is at least a good piece of material.

So she tried every means to take Chi Yan back, and wanted to re-carve a perfect work. As for the imperfect one before, she didn't care, and even wanted to throw it away.

But Li Jun probably never expected that this potentially perfect work would be mixed with the imperfect one, and even self-destruct and self-sacrifice.

In Li Jun's eyes, this kind of character is not noble, righteous, or should, but stupid. Li Jun is very disappointed, but she will not be lucky for the third time. She can only choose the better one between the two works. Take it out for an exhibition.

In Li Jun's view, Chi Yan's stupidity was complete, even hopeless, so in the end she only had Gu Ji as a choice.

Even after many years, Li Jun still felt that Chi Yan was impulsive and stupid.

She doesn't need to judge whether Chi Yan is stupid or not, a few words from her can't hurt Chi Yan, and Chi Yan doesn't care at all, the only thing he cares about is Gu Ji.

Li Jun also cares about Gu Ji, but she and Chi Yan don't care about the same thing, Chi Yan cares about Gu Ji's whole person, while Li Jun cares about what Gu Ji can bring her.

-

"Tell me, what do you want when you come back this time?" Li Jun looked at Chi Yan: "I can agree, as long as you leave Gu Ji's side like before."

Chi Yan looked at Li Jun, and felt disgusted when he thought that the blood flowing in his body was the same as hers. He didn't want to stay with her for a second, but when he turned to leave, he thought of Gu Ji's ten years.

Gu Ji's feelings towards Li Jun can only be worse than his own, and he can't stand it after only staying for such a short time, but Gu Ji has been by her side like this, under her nose for nearly 30 years.

No wonder Gu Ji became such a character, no wonder he got sick.

Normal people can become abnormal under Li Jun's strong pressure, let alone Gu Ji.

"I will go." Chi Yan said: "You don't need to ask, but not now, I have agreed with Brother Ji, I will be by his side for a year, and I will leave after a year."

"No!" Li Jun almost flatly refused: "It's too dangerous. Once the past is exposed, you will still destroy him. I can't let him take this risk."

"I can't tell."

Li Jun looked at Chi Yan:

"If you don't say it, I won't say it, but are we the only ones who know what happened back then? Chi Yan, there is no impenetrable wall in the world. The entertainment industry is so big. There are no people who want to take care of those who have fallen from a height." Few, you suddenly appear next to Gu Ji and live with him. If you don’t need it, people will find out. Can things still be hidden?"