The ex-boyfriend is fierce and cowardly

After Chi Yan came to Beicheng, except for occasional calls to Chu Yiqi and grandma, she hardly played with her mobile phone, and the only entertainment app on her mobile phone, Weibo, has been useless for a long time, after all, everyone is on their own There is really no need to go to the mobile phone to check the news.

So it took a long time for Chi Yan to know the news that Gu Ji was injured by a prop at the recording site that day. He has been chatting with Gu Qinghui and listening to him all these years.

Gu Ji these years.

"You stayed here to hide from Xiaoji, do you also want to hear about him these years?" Gu Qinghui looked at Chi Yan who had been sitting silently beside him, and asked with a smile.

Chi Yan did have such an idea, but he never said it. First, he was not sure whether Gu Ji wanted to let himself know, and second, he felt that he was not ready to understand Gu Ji's years, but Gu Qinghui said Even, he will not resist:

"Will he let me talk?"

"Can't wait." Gu Qinghui smiled and put down the newspaper: "Talk about his poor appearance these years, maybe it will make you love him even more, and you won't want to leave."

Chi Yan smiled and said nothing.

For Gu Qinghui, Gu Ji and Chi Yan are both his sons, even though one is not his own, and the other never calls his father, but in his eyes, they are both sons, when these two sons came together, Gu Qinghui also had a long period of incomprehension. He could accept that Gu Ji liked men, and Chi Yan didn't like girls, but the impact of the two sons coming together was still a bit too big.

In the end, I could accept it only because of Gu Ji's words: I don't want anyone but him. If Dad can accept it, he is my boyfriend. If Dad can't accept it, I will take my boyfriend at ease.

At that time, Gu Qinghui could clearly feel that Gu Ji could only really smile in front of Chi Yan, and it was also because of Chi Yan that the gloomy boy was a little brighter, but even so, Gu Qinghui didn't really believe Gu Ji's words. , an 18-year-old child, even if he is in love, how deep can he go.

But Gu has done it, he has proved with practical actions that he really doesn't want anyone except Chi Yan.

Therefore, Gu Qinghui's old grudges have long since disappeared during the ten years that Gu Ji insisted on, and he has long accepted this fact, but Gu Qinghui did not expect that Chi Yan would go away for so many years and never come back.

"You left suddenly and didn't even say goodbye. Xiaoji himself was a little paranoid. It was reasonable to get into a dead end and couldn't get out. What's more, he was still so dependent on you at that time."

Gu Qinghui looked at Chi Yan who was sitting on the sofa, with his elbows on his knees and his head bowed, but his hands were tightly intertwined. It took him a while before he continued to speak, and the speed of his speech also slowed down:

"He was crazy for a while, and no one could stop him. He went crazy looking for you everywhere. He went to all the places you have been to. He even went to Tibet. He encountered a mudslide and almost didn't come back."

Chi Yan's whole body froze for a moment and did not move for a long time.

Chi Yan and Gu Ji have been to Tibet once, and before Gu Ji decided to follow Li Jun's arrangement to enter the entertainment industry, they escaped once and went to Tibet without telling everyone.

Originally, they thought they would go to many places, such as the Potala Palace, Namtso, Yanghu Lake and Mount Everest, but in fact they didn’t go anywhere, they just stayed in the hotel. Altitude sickness, almost crazy sex/love.

Before leaving, they went to the Jokhang Temple, and both of them promised a secret not to tell each other.

Chi Yan said, "I still want to come."

Gu Ji said, "Okay, we'll come back later."

After Chi Yan left, Gu Ji probably really had nowhere else to look, so he went to Tibet again.

That was his last hope.

Feeling Chi Yan's stiffness, Gu Qinghui patted him on the shoulder, giving him silent comfort.

"After returning from Tibet, it may be the rest of my life. I have stabilized a little bit from a crazy state. I no longer look for you like crazy, but I start to give up on myself. The whole person is decadent to the extreme. I don't even see me. I don't drink or smoke. I learned it at that time. I don’t look like a person. I’m not talking about the things he did, but about him. You haven’t seen him at that time. It’s not an exaggeration to say that he was as skinny as a stick. Like an unwanted street kid."

"I've been in love once in my life, and finally got married. Everything is flat, so I don't know how deep the relationship can make Xiaoji become like that, but since she became the one I saw Your appearance proves that your relationship may be beyond my imagination, I have never experienced it, so there is very little I can do, except to give him enough understanding, it seems that there is nothing I can do to help."

"I was crazy, I gave up on myself, and after more than a year, I finally accepted the fact that you left. He gradually calmed down, but his whole person changed, as if he was empty, and he didn't like to talk anymore. I can look at the time in a daze."

Gu Qinghui looked at Chi Yan and smiled slowly:

"Have you been to your room? It's very clean. He cleaned it up himself. No one is allowed to go in. It's the place he loves to stay these years."

Chi Yan raised his hand and pressed his eyes, but didn't put it down for a long time.

"Xiaoji has never told me about the pain in my heart these years, and I can only feel it from the details, but I know that he has never given up looking for you, and I also know that you are also suffering, although I don't know What happened back then made you feel compelled to leave, but if you had other options, I believe you would never do this."

"Xiao Yan." Gu Qinghui grabbed his shoulder: "You have your reasons, Xiao Ji also has his insistence, you should be together, no matter what happens, after so many years, your hearts are still Only each other, this is enough, there is nothing more important than this, stop torturing each other, two bitterness can be sweetened together."

Gu Qinghui talked a lot that day, but Chi Yan didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, and finally went back to Gu Ji's room and lay down, without sleep all night.

Waking up early was woken up by knocking on the door, Chi Yan was a little unresponsive, after all he and Gu Ji, no matter who was at home, Gu Qinghui would give them absolute freedom, and even the nanny was not allowed to go to the room on the second floor, so Chi Yan Yan realized that when someone knocked on the bedroom door, he thought that something had happened to Gu Qinghui, and immediately got out of bed and opened the door.

The nanny stood outside the door, looking a little apprehensive at Chi Yan's ugly face:

"Well, Xiaoji seems to have had an accident. Mr. Gu asked me to..."

Something has happened to Gu.

These five words were reflected in Chi Yan's mind for only 0.01 second before he realized what they meant. He ran downstairs without waiting for the nanny to finish. Gu Qinghui was waiting for him in the living room. He went downstairs without saying anything else, and told Gu Ji which hospital he was in now.

It was only when Chi Yan stopped the taxi that he got in that he remembered to pick up his phone to take a look. The news of Gu Ji’s injury was already trending on Weibo. What happened last night, the studio also issued a statement saying that there is nothing wrong with timely treatment. It's too big of a problem, but before seeing Gu Ji, Chi Yan couldn't be at ease.

He rushed to the hospital in a hurry, but he never thought that he would be stopped in the hospital lobby when he asked at the front desk which ward Gu Ji was in.

"Are you a fan?" The nurse looked up at him, her eyes full of doubts, maybe she couldn't understand why people like Chi Yan would regard Gu Ji as an idol, but she still pointed to the corner: "The fans are all here." Waiting there, you go too."

It was only at this time that Chi Yan realized that his head might have been flooded. Gu Ji was a celebrity, and it was impossible for people to come in and visit him casually. Although Chi Yan was the closest person to Gu Ji, no one knew about it.

In the corner of the hall, there were indeed seven or eight people around there, waiting anxiously with flowers in their hands. Chi Yan didn't pass by, he was not a fan, but he didn't bother the nurse's work anymore, and stepped aside to give Gu Ji made a phone call, but it was the notification sound of shutting down the phone.

He thought of Ning Xiushi, but before he dialed the phone, he saw Li Jun walking towards him.

Chi Yan was not surprised to see Li Jun here.

The fans all knew Li Jun and his group, and the fans who had been waiting for Li Jun and the others surrounded them when they first appeared, but Li Jun ignored them and left it to the staff around him to communicate, she didn't even look at Chi Yan , walked directly to the direction of the elevator.

Chi Yan stopped her:

"Let me go see him!"

Li Jun looked at Chi Yan with some amusement, and asked: "Who are you? Oh, I forgot, you are the person he likes, you are together, but since it is such a close relationship, why should I take it with you?" Where are you going? Wait for him to contact you."

After saying this, Li Jun wanted to go around Chi Yan and leave, but Chi Yan clamped her arm when she walked by his side, and when Li Jun looked at him with dissatisfaction, Chi Yan was just indifferent. He repeated what he just said:

"Let me go see him!"

"not possible for me……"

"I can always see him." Chi Yan interrupted her: "If you don't take me there, I will find a way by myself. You know, once a person gets anxious, he can do anything, and you don't want me to do it. What happened to let these fans take pictures and post them online, causing unnecessary misunderstandings with Gu Ji?"

Li Jun looked at Chi Yan for a few seconds, then chuckled, "You won't."

"I really don't want to do this." Chi Yan said: "But I don't even want to wait here, I can't even make sure what's going on with him!"

Li Jun stared at Chi Yan for a few seconds, finally compromised, and reluctantly took him upstairs.

There were a lot of people in the elevator, and Li Jun and Chi Yan didn't speak. Her posture seemed to deliberately keep a distance from Chi Yan, and she didn't want anyone to know that they were actually related.

Chi Yan didn't care at all, and he didn't necessarily want to have anything to do with Li Jun.

The ward is VIP, and the whole floor is relatively quiet. The moment Li Jun stepped out of the elevator, Li Jun said to Chi Yan: "There are so many people, I hope you can know what to do and what not to do."

Chi Yan didn't seem to hear it, and ignored it.

It is not that there is no one in the ward. There is a person standing in front of the window who is on the phone, and another person is sitting on the sofa, playing games and playing loudly. It seems that no one cares that there is a patient lying on the bed, but Gu Ji I don't know if I fell asleep or fell into a coma, and I lay quietly on the hospital bed.

Seeing Li Jun appear, the person playing the game immediately dropped his phone and stood up, calling out: "Mr. Li."

With just two words, Chi Yan can be sure that he is Xiao Zhao, the person who insisted on entering the bedroom but was kicked out by Gu Ji in the Haicheng Hotel.

Before, it was just annoying to listen to the voice, but now it is only after meeting face to face that I realize that the appearance is even worse, with a sharp mouth and monkey cheeks.

But Chi Yan didn't care about anything, he stepped over and stood by the hospital bed and looked at Gu Ji, his face was not very good, even though there was a circle of gauze wrapped around his forehead, there was still blood oozing out, although not much, but It is very conspicuous on the white gauze.

"Brother Ji." Chi Yan called out softly, but Gu Ji didn't respond, so Chi Yan didn't speak again, and after a while, he quietly sat down on the chair in front of the bed.

Chi Yan's actions made Xiao Zhao and the caller in front of the window look over. Xiao Zhao was probably curious and asked:

"President Li, this is..."

Li Jun didn't answer, and directly asked the person in front of the window who just finished calling: "How is the work arrangement?"

As before, once something happens, Gu Ji is never the first to worry, but Chi Yan doesn't bother to worry about anything, Gu Ji doesn't need it long ago.

"No problem." The man came over and stood in front of Li Jun: "I have postponed the next few announcements, and I have made an agreement with the radio station and the management. Although it is not a big deal, the injury is not fake. , and they all understand."

"En." Li Jun replied without saying anything, and let them go back first.

Although they were all curious about Chi Yan's identity, Li Jun was the boss after all, so it was not easy to ask, so they all left one after another.

Li Jun didn't stay in the ward for long, he went out once and came back, and then he answered the phone and was about to leave. Before leaving, he looked at Chi Yan:

"when are you leaving?"

Chi Yan didn't turn her head back: "I won't go."

It may be that Li Jun was apprehensive about what he said in the hall before, so even though such an answer made her very dissatisfied, she didn't say anything, just said:

"Then please be careful. This is not a house where the two of you close the door and no one can see it. This is a hospital, and doctors and nurses will come in at any time. You don't want your future, Gu Ji still needs it."

After saying this, Li Jun walked away.

It was only after Li Jun left that the ward became truly quiet, and Chi Yan dared to hold Gu Ji's cool hand that was placed by his side.

This is what Ning Xiushi saw when he came over. Chi Yan subconsciously wanted to put down Gu Ji's hand, but was stopped by Ning Xiushi:

"Hold it, hold it, no one comes in except me."

Chi Yan breathed a sigh of relief, and sat down again.

Every time Ning Xiushi saw Chi Yan's appearance in front of Gu Ji, he couldn't help but sigh with emotion, like a little quail.

"Are you worried?" Ning Xiushi asked with a smile, "I was also terrified. The lighting equipment at the recording site was very heavy, and it fell down for some reason. He didn't work yesterday. Danting went for a stroll, and it just happened to hit him on the head, which is also unlucky."

Chi Yan held Gu Ji's hand tightly again uncontrollably.

Gu Ji's original plan was to leave Gu Qinghui today and be with Chi Yan, but after talking to Chi Yan about the plan yesterday, Chi Yan rejected him, and it was precisely because of this that Gu Ji moved ahead.

If Chi Yan had agreed to him, it is very likely that such a thing would not have happened.

"What did the doctor say?" Chi Yan was silent for a long time before raising her head and asking Ning Xiushi.

Ning Xiushi didn't answer immediately, but glanced at Gu Ji who was lying on the bed, his expression seemed to be indescribable for a moment, but Chi Yan focused all his attention on Gu Ji, so he didn't catch it. He just sighed when he saw Ning Xiu and said:

"It's quite serious. The head was injured this time. You know how important the head is. Not only was it injured, it was also concussed. It hasn't woken up since it was sent last night. The doctor said that it needs to be taken care of. Take care."

Chi Yan listened with a dignified face, Ning Xiushi seemed a little unbearable, and said a few words of comfort:

"Don't worry too much. If you survive a catastrophe, you will be blessed. Gu Ji has been injured a lot in the circle these years. It's nothing."

But these words did not comfort Chi Yan, he just felt that it was dangerous, and he frowned even harder, what do you mean by continuous major and minor injuries?Is he going to film or go to war?

Chi Yan's complexion was not very good, so Ning Xiushi didn't say anything, and stayed with him quietly. When Chi Yan's annoyance and regret faded a little, Ning Xiushi asked Chi Yan to go back first, and get some Gu Ji needed Chi Yan didn't want to leave, but he couldn't let Ning Xiushi make such a trip instead of him, so he could only nod:

"Okay, then please stay here and watch, I'll be back soon."

"Yeah." Ning Xiushi said, "I'm not leaving, so slow down and don't worry."

It's impossible for Chi Yan not to be in a hurry, but he didn't say anything. He glanced at Gu Ji, carefully put his hands under the quilt, and then walked away.

When the door of the ward was closed and only Ning Xiushi and Gu Ji were left in the room, Ning Xiushi snorted coldly and looked at Gu Ji who was on the bed and said:

"Stop pretending, people are leaving."

Gu already heard the words and slowly opened his eyes.

Gu Ji was indeed injured, but it was not as serious as Ning Xiu said. He also had a concussion, but the slight one can be ignored.

At this time, when it was confirmed that there was no Chi Yan in the ward, he even got up and sat up by himself, his movements were very agile, and he did not look like a patient at all. Ning Xiushi kept looking at him, and couldn't help seeing him He snorted again:

"You have the heart to bully your boyfriend like this?"

Gu Ji glanced at him: "He's not my boyfriend yet."

"That's hypocritical." Ning Xiushi shook his head. He really couldn't understand the way the two of them got along with each other. In his opinion, stay together if you like it, and separate if you don't like it. These two people are obviously mutual. Like it, but have to torture each other's drama is really hard to appreciate.

Gu Ji didn't speak, Ning Xiushi didn't know what he was thinking, so he stared at it for a while:

"Is your injury intentional?"

Gu Ji glanced at him, and admitted without hesitation: "Yes."

After returning from Gu Qinghui's side yesterday, Gu Ji was really suffocated, but because he had a good time with Chi Yan these few days, and he didn't want to make the atmosphere too stiff when he got sick again. So it was not sent out.

But it didn’t come out, so it doesn’t mean it doesn’t exist. On the way back, I received a call from my agent, saying that the program team arranged a dinner party tonight. Gu Ji didn’t want to go. Some of the styles are still maladjusted, but Gu Ji still went.

When I went there, the filming of the day was not over yet, Gu Ji stood aside and waited. When the work was over, Gu Ji saw a group of lights that were precarious and could fall off at any time. There was also a program group standing below. I don’t know which job. The children brought by the staff.

On the way Gu Ji ran over, the light had already turned off, but fortunately the distance was close enough, and he had time to pull the child out, but Gu Ji hesitated for a moment, because this moment of hesitation gave Mingming a chance to pull the child out. The chance of pulling out both of them unscathed became the only option to protect the child.

In the end, the child was unharmed, but he was hit on the head.

But now that he is sober, Gu already understands why he did this.

"Why?" Ning Xiushi asked him: "The part hit is your head, you can die if you are not careful."

"I can't." Gu Ji said, "I saw the angle."

Ning Xiushi: "...do you want to make Chi Yan feel bad?"

"Yes." Gu Ji nodded: "He doesn't want to follow me, he wants to hide all the time, I think Li Jun must have said something to him, but I didn't ask him to come back to wait for me at home, I want to be with him, I want to see him all the time so I can feel at ease."

Ning Xiushi didn't feel Gu Ji's strong feelings for Chi Yan, and he didn't want to have the opportunity to experience it. It was too torturous. He was just curious about one thing.

"There's something I want to ask you."

Gu Ji saw that he was silent, and motioned for him to speak.

"Is the reason why Chi Yan left you so important to you? Is it that you care most about the person who came back and still likes you? Although there is some bastard one-year agreement between you, I Knowing that you can't let him go again, one year is just a bait for you to let him come back, so that he can take the bait, after all, if you directly say that you will never let him go in this life, maybe he has already run away again."

Gu Ji didn't speak, which was equivalent to acquiescing.

"Chi Yan insisted on not telling. There must be his reasons. Why do you have to know? Could it be that he said it, and you can't be with him because of the reason? The feeling you give me is that no matter what you did at the beginning If you leave for any reason, you will start over with him, and you don't want to leave him, so why force him?"

"Of course I want to know." When Gu Ji looked at Ning Xiu: "He has been away from me for ten years, not ten months, nor ten days, of course I want to know what is the reason for him to abandon me , If I don't care about anything, then what is the ten years I have been waiting for him? What is the me who has been left behind by him for ten years?"

"you……"

"Let's talk about it." Gu Ji interrupted Ning Xiushi: "Do you think that even if I don't care about it, he can live with me without any grievances? Impossible, the reason for leaving ten years ago, ten years ago The blank space is not only a thorn for me, but also for him, if we don’t, we can only keep stabbing each other.”

Ning Xiushi originally wanted to say something to persuade him, but after hearing Gu Ji's words, he couldn't quite come out. He felt that he was persuaded. If he thought about it in another way, he himself was the one who was left behind. It is also impossible to be indifferent and not care about anything while cultivating.

Don't persuade others to be kind to others without suffering.

Ning Xiushi really shouldn't say anything more, so he sighed slightly: "I also know that he is a thorn in your side, but I'm also afraid that when the truth is revealed, you won't be able to bear it."

"It's not that he doesn't love you anymore, but if he loves you so much, he insists that he can't come back for ten years. Are you really ready to accept it?"

Gu Ji's fingers trembled, but he didn't speak.

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Chi Yan really didn't delay for a second, took some things from the apartment and came back to the hospital, there were not many people in the elevator, two nurses were going to other departments, so they took advantage of this time to chat, Chi Yan didn't What do you want to listen to, but when the name Gu Ji reached his ears, he inevitably drew his attention:

"Should we take a photo with a big star? I like Gu Ji very much."

"Go, he's still the patient I'm in charge of. Do you want me to take you there?"

"Wait a minute, I didn't put on makeup well today, so I can't leave a bad impression on my idol."

"What are you waiting for? You might be discharged from the hospital tomorrow."

"Why, isn't the injury serious?"

"It's not serious, it's just a slight concussion and a bruise on the forehead, but you also know that celebrities always like to make a fuss and get attention from bloggers."

"That's fine, then I'll put on some lipstick later, and you take me there."

……

The two nurses got off the middle floor, and only Chi Yan and two high school students were left in the elevator. Chi Yan stood in the corner without moving. I realized what I hadn't thought about before.

His eyes fell on the two high school students in front. They looked very green in school uniforms. One of them seemed to have injured his leg, and the other was supporting his weight all the time. Chi Yan unconsciously softened his gaze .

At this age, with such friends, everything is good.

When he arrived at the floor where Gu Ji was, Chi Yan walked out of the elevator, and Ning Xiu was still there when he entered the ward. Seeing Chi Yan coming in, he didn't say much to Gu Ji who was already awake sitting on the bed, without even showing any expression, and then Sensitively aware of something, he didn't wait any longer, and ran away with a random reason:

"So soon? I still have something to do in my studio, so you can stay here."

"Okay." Chi Yan nodded and sent Ning Xiu to leave.

Gu Ji sat at the head of the bed, watched Chi Yan wash his hands from the bathroom and then sat back on the chair in front of the bed. He didn't speak for a long time, just looked at himself, then he smiled and asked Gu Ji:

"How does brother feel?"

Gu Ji looked at him and said nothing.

Chi Yan didn't seem to need him to say anything, and continued:

"Actually, isn't your medicine stored in the middle of the suitcase? This kind of medicine is usually carried with you, because no one knows when you will lose control of your emotions. It is still a bit too inconvenient to put it in the suitcase." .”

"You showed it to me on purpose, to let me know you were sick, didn't you?"

Gu Ji looked at him, waiting for him to continue.

"The night before I left the small town, did you know that I went out to find Ning Xiu, right? He came out of the hotel and saw me without any surprise at all."

"Are the things he said to me also what you want him to say to me? The purpose is to get me back to you?"

Many things that I didn't think about at the time, or didn't want to think about it, now seem to be deliberate arrangements.

Chi Yan's eyes slowly fell on the bloody gauze on Gu Ji's forehead, and his voice was very soft, with compromise:

"Brother Ji, if you want me to be by your side, I'll go by your side. I'm obedient. Don't get hurt again, okay?"

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