The ex-boyfriend is fierce and cowardly

It was very enthusiastic, as if he wanted to use this behavior to vent his ecstasy or anxiety.

Chi Yan has always been pampering him, in life, on the bed, anywhere, he understands Gu Ji's current emotions, manic, or depressed, he even knows that Gu Ji needs a channel to vent, so Gu Ji can do whatever he wants Yes, so when Gu Ji couldn't help biting his ear and said a few words, Chi Yan nodded without thinking:

"it is good."

……

After venting out, Gu Ji's emotions finally calmed down. He recovered his normal heartbeat and basic sense, but his memory was very clear, and he clearly remembered the promise Chi Yan made to himself just now.

Gu Ji turned his head to look at Chi Yan, Chi Yan was pulling out a tissue to wipe his mouth, and the corners of his eyes were a little red, noticing his gaze Chi Yan smiled and asked him:

"Has the technology recovered a bit?"

In Haicheng, Gu already said that Chi Yan should practice certain skills before recovering his hands, but that is to say, Gu Ji was not really willing to torment him, it was because his emotions were out of control today, although It is right to say that there is nothing wrong between two people, but Gu Ji still feels sorry for Chi Yan.

He reached out and touched the corner of Chi Yan's mouth, it was moist red:

"Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt." Chi Yan smiled, opened the door and got out of the car, threw the tissue into the trash can not far away, and returned to the car after a while wrapped in a cool breeze, without saying that she wanted to go upstairs.

In the empty underground parking lot, two people were sitting in the car. Perhaps they had just undergone a technical training, so no one spoke for a while. Occasionally, a car passed by, but it did not disturb them.

What are they thinking?

Chi Yan didn't know what Gu Ji was thinking, but he was sure that he was laughing at himself at this moment.

Before coming to Gu Ji's side, I swore that I would leave after a year, and I finally compromised.

In fact, he should have known that this would be the result. The person who left ten years ago seemed to be cut from his heart, but now that he is back, how can he be willing to leave?

It's not that he can't bear the pain, it's that he is too attached to this tenderness.

He believed more and more, believed that there was no perfect secret to cover up, it was just a matter of time, and Gu Ji would know sooner or later.

If I don't come back, after the contract between Gu Ji and Li Jun expires, I'm afraid it will be a fierce battle. Chi Yan doesn't really believe that Li Jun can keep his secrets from back then.

Li Jun met him when he left this city seven years ago. That was the last time they met. For Gu Ji, it was the last clue he had to find Chi Yan. Li Junbao might use this to continue tying him up. Looking at Gu Ji, let him renew his contract and continue to be controlled by her.

Gu already will?

Yes, Chi Yan can almost imagine what kind of compromise Gu Ji will make to Li Jun because of this clue.

But when he came back and compromised himself, then Gu Ji would not compromise again.

This is enough.

As for the secret back then, Chi Yan is ready to tell Gu Ji personally at the right time.

If you can't hide it, let him say it himself.

He guards him, protects him, heals him.

There is nothing that cannot be overcome.

Chi Yan thought a lot by himself, but Gu Ji, who was also quiet next to him, really just let go, and just escaped from the loss of control, he was completely distracted and didn't have any thoughts, but there were some things he wanted to tell Chi Yan.

"I have anxiety disorder." Gu Ji said.

Chi Yan glanced at him sideways and smiled slowly: "I know."

He has seen the medicine that Gu has taken, checked it, and asked the doctor. Mental illnesses are normally the same as normal people. A full-body examination in the hospital could not find anything, and most of the physical indicators were normal.

The etiology is not yet clear medically, but it cannot be ruled out that it is related to adverse events, psychological pressure, living environment and other factors.

Gu already had such an illness, Chi Yan was not surprised, before he left, Gu already had been abnormal for a while, sleepwalking.

"I just got sick." Gu Ji said.

Chi Yan looked at him with a distressed expression: "I know too."

After Chu Yiqi said that he had called Gu Ji, Chi Yan had a guess.

Gu Ji didn't want to meet Li Jun himself, so Gu Ji will definitely come back when he finds out that Li Jun is coming. He hasn't left for a long time, and he should be back quickly enough, but they have been arguing in the corridor for so long Gu Ji didn't come up when it was time, so Chi Yan was inevitably a little worried.

Worrying that he came, but didn't show up, and just happened to hear something.

Worried that he had an accident on the way.

Chi Yan was already in the elevator when Gu Ji called. Hearing Gu Ji calling his name loudly on the phone, Chi Yan noticed that he was abnormal and understood some things.

Gu Ji had indeed returned a long time ago, but he didn't go upstairs, he might not have known to go up, since only Chu Yiqi knew that he would come back, he would hear something he wanted to know.

But he didn't, don't you want to know?No, Chi Yan is very clear about how stubborn Gu Ji is on that answer.

He didn't go up because of himself.

I don't want him to know.

Because of his fear, he knew the truth. He was in a bad state and had nightmares every night. His heart ached, his heart softened, and he compromised.

He didn't want that poor Chi Yan to come back.

Therefore, he may not know the answer.

Even though it was a thorn in his heart.

But even if he doesn't know the answer, he will definitely say something to Li Jun, so Gu Ji must be waiting for Li Jun to go down in the parking lot, and he and Li Jun must have said something, the heavy breathing on the phone made Chi Yan realize that Gu Ji's anxiety attack may have occurred, and he was worried.

Seeing Gu Ji lying on the steering wheel trying his best to bear it, and hearing him ask the question that he cared about but didn't dare to care about, Chi Yan had a feeling at that moment:

That's it, no matter what, he won't be separated anymore, he never wants to see Gu Ji holding back by himself.

So he promised Gu Ji: "I will never leave."

It's not a lie, he really isn't leaving.

At this time, Gu has been honest with him about his illness. Although Chi Yan didn't expect it, he was not surprised. He didn't even say a word of comfort. He just reached out and held his hand, telling him:

"I am your medicine."

"The medicine is for eating." Gu Ji's mood should have improved a lot, otherwise he wouldn't be joking at this time.

Chi Yan smiled and squeezed his hand: "I'll eat it for you, whatever you want."

Gu Ji also laughed and said nothing more.

The two held hands in silence for a long time, so long that Gu Ji was about to fall asleep in such an atmosphere, but he didn't, because he felt that Chi Yan scratched his palm very lightly, like a cat scratching, so Gu Ji opened his eyes. Glancing at the hands tightly held by the two, before he had time to look at Chi Yan, he heard Chi Yan's voice first, and he said:

"Brother Ji, I left ten years ago... Let me tell you when I have a chance."

Gu was stunned.

He never thought that Chi Yan would let go of that year, he even thought that Chi Yan would hide that secret until his death, although it was unlikely that he would not know that secret in his whole life, but the determination that Chi Yan had always passed on to him made him feel confident. Sometimes doubts.

Gu Ji believed that he would know the truth one day, but he never thought that he would learn from Chi Yan one day.

"you……"

"It's not a big deal." Chi Yan looked at him with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, as if the matter was really unimportant: "It's not that I can't tell you, when it's right, let me say, before that, don't listen to others How to say, okay?"

Gu Ji didn't speak, looked at Chi Yan as if he didn't know him, Chi Yan didn't say anything, just took his hand and pulled it to his mouth, and kissed the back of his hand.

"Chi Yan." Gu Ji said: "If it's really not a big deal, but you have been away for ten years, do you know how I will deal with you?"

Chi Yan smiled nonchalantly:

"Let's clean it up, it's impossible for the left and right to break up, so just come along."

Gu Ji leaned over and hugged him, and Chi Yan hugged him back without any surprise, silent for a few seconds and opened his mouth to confirm:

"Brother Ji promised me that you can only know what happened back then from me."

"I promise you." Gu Ji bit him, and Chi Yan smiled and pampered him, and when Gu Ji let go of him, he felt Gu Ji kiss the bitten place, and then said: "What did you say?" Yes, it is impossible to be separated in this life, and we must die together."

Chi Yan smiled and replied, "Okay."

For two people who love each other and have not forgotten each other after ten years of separation, there is nothing more important than being together.

Now that they have solved the most important part, every next step and every little thing that happens can make them stronger and closer.

When Chi Yan and Gu Ji went upstairs, Chi Yan thought of grandma's matter and said:

"Grandma knows about our relationship."

Gu Ji looked at Chi Yan, even though he didn't explain the process, he still understood instantly:

"I'm going to talk to grandma."

"No need." Chi Yan said, "Grandma is staying by herself now, and it will take her a while to accept it."

Now Gu Ji listens to Chi Yan, he listens to what Chi Yan says, and nods when he hears the words: "Okay, if there is anything that needs me to come forward, please tell me."

Chi Yan felt that there was nothing in this matter that required Gu Ji to come forward, but he didn't think it was necessary, and grandma might not think it was necessary either. At this moment, the two of them had just stepped out of the elevator when they ran into grandma who also happened to come out from the opposite door. They didn't expect to meet two people by such a coincidence, and they both froze for a moment.

Especially Gu Ji, he held Chi Yan's hand immediately after he stepped out of the elevator. Although the two of them have been together these days and have done many intimate things, there is still something different after the conversation just now. The feeling in my heart is that I don't want to be separated from Chi Yan for a second, but Gu Ji didn't expect to meet grandma just after holding hands.

Although grandma's eyes are not good, she can't even see the two of them holding hands. The two of them let go without panicking. No one spoke for a while. When Chi Yan was about to speak, the old lady withdrew her gaze , walked to Gu Ji's house like a normal person, and asked Chi Yan by the way:

"Didn't it make you think about what to have for lunch? Have you figured it out?"

The ordinary tone made Chi Yan understand something, and smiled instantly: "Thought it out."

"What are you eating?"

"I will eat whatever grandma does."

The old lady smiled and didn't speak, she stood at the door and raised her hand to knock. Both of them knew the password, but at this moment, no one pressed it, and just quietly waited for Chu Yiqi to come to open the door. During the waiting time, the old lady The wife looked back at Gu Ji again, and asked him with a smile:

"I asked Homura to ask you what you want to eat, did he ask you?"

Gu Ji glanced at Chi Yan and shook his head:

"No."

The old lady clicked her tongue and looked at Chi Yan: "Why don't you ask?"

"Forgot." Chi Yan said.

"I've forgotten so much, what do you still remember?" After the old lady said this, her eyes fell on the hands of the two hanging down her body, and she smiled: "You just remember to hold hands?"

Chi Yan was helpless and funny: "Grandma..."

The old lady didn't respond to him, she stretched out her hand, took the hands of both of them, looked at Gu Ji, then at Chi Yan, and said with a smile:

"Since it is so important to hold hands, then hold it well and never let go."

After speaking, he overlapped the hands of the two, Gu Ji glanced at the hands of the two, smiled slowly, and held Chi Yan.

At this time, Chu Yiqi opened the door and poked his head out. He saw three people standing face to face with their hands still together. He blinked and came over curiously:

"What are you doing? Count me in."

As he spoke, he was about to put his hand up, but all three of them withdrew their hands in a tacit understanding at the same time, and entered the room without looking back, leaving a disgusted Chu Yiqi standing in the corridor and shouting Call.

But none of them noticed the very happy smile on Chu Yiqi's face who was disgusted.

What they said at the door just now was heard by Chu Yiqi who was lying behind the door.

Hearing grandma's blessing, he also heard that Brother Yan and Brother Ji are going to be together forever.

lifetime.

It sounds like a beautiful word.

very nice.

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