The ex-boyfriend is fierce and cowardly
Chapter 65
When Gu Ji turned around to look at Ning Xiu after a while, he didn't pay attention to his words, and couldn't see whether it was approval or refutation, he just said:
"Can I see it?"
"I can see it." Ning Xiushi said: "There is nothing you can't see, you should too."
As Ning Xiu said, he got up from his seat and moved away. Gu Ji stared at the computer screen, and walked over to sit down after a few seconds.
Ning Xiushi really thinks that there is nothing about the content of this video, and there is nothing that Gu Ji cannot watch. This video is indeed cruel, but Gu Ji should also know the love under the cruelty, and let him know that Chi Yan would rather sacrifice himself and hope that he can be well. Wish, this is not bad for Gu Ji.
But there are accidents in everything. Even though Ning Xiushi felt that he should watch it again, he was still worried that there was something wrong with Gu Ji's mood, so he didn't leave. Fierce and tense all over, the veins on his neck were all exposed, watching him gradually calm down because of what Chi Yan said to Li Jun, his eyes turned red.
After the video ended, Gu Ji sat in his seat for a long time without moving, and Ning Xiushi did not urge him. It would take him a while to calm down as an outsider after watching this video. It's hard to describe in words.
I don't know how long it took, but when Ning Xiushi's legs were a little stiff from standing, Gu Ji reached out to turn off the computer and unplugged the USB drive.
Ning Xiushi has only breathed a sigh of relief until now. He is afraid that Gu Ji will explode. Although he knows that it is impossible, after all, even the things that Chi Yan went in can be accepted smoothly, so the process now will not be worse than that day. Even more serious.
But seeing Gu Ji's current reaction, Ning Xiushi also understood Gu Ji's state. It cannot be said that he has fully accepted and adjusted his state, but it is definitely not as bad as everyone imagined.
Everyone is afraid that Gu Ji will be crazy about what happened to Chi Yan back then, because he loves him so much that he can't bear him to suffer a little for himself, but everyone has never thought about it. It can be a good thing to put the person's feelings first no matter what.
Even if there is a demon living in Gu Ji's body because of this incident, in order not to hurt Chi Yan, he can kill it as quickly as possible.
In the past, Ning Xiu couldn't believe that there is really a feeling of loving each other more than himself and everything else in this world, but he really believed it when he saw Gu Ji and Chi Yan.
He still couldn't understand this kind of feeling, but he felt that there was nothing wrong with them having a big fight.
"You just said that Chi Yan has a sacrificial feeling for me. I admit that I can feel it and know why." Gu Ji's gaze slowly looked somewhere outside the window, and his voice was very calm: "Because Chi Yan life."
Ning Xiushi looked at Gu Ji and didn't speak.
"Chi Pingsheng respected Chi Yan's wishes back then and did not exchange us back, but Chi Pingsheng's last hesitation before his death let Chi Yan know that he didn't really want to recognize me back, maybe Chi Yan didn't feel that much at this time , I’m just another innocent person whose identities have been swapped with him. I didn’t enjoy Chi Pingsheng’s paternal love, but he also didn’t get everything from the Gu family. What will he think when he sees my life?"
"He will transfer me from another innocent person to Chi Pingsheng's son. Chi Yan will take care of me as much as he appreciates, likes and respects Chi Pingsheng." Gu Ji was silent for a few seconds, lips There was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth: "So he always sticks to me in everything, and never quarrels with me. He even stands by my side when I have conflicts with Li Jun, and he will subconsciously stand by me at any time." In front of me, he protects me, for himself, and for Chi Ping's life."
Ning Xiushi frowned slightly, and asked, "This, is this a debt, or is it love?"
"It's love." Gu Ji said without hesitation, "If you don't love, how can you feel indebted?"
Ning Xiushi stopped talking, he was convinced by this simple sentence.
"I clearly know Chi Yan's feelings for me, but I never said anything. I think it goes without saying that I will treat him twice as much as Chi Yan treats me. How much he loves me, I have I love him so much, I will never let him down, I will never let him be wronged, but I didn't expect that what will happen later will make him risk everything and don't want anything."
"You're not bad." Ning Xiushi sighed: "You have been waiting for Chi Yan for ten years, and you have been looking for him for ten years. During this period, if you feel a little bit tired, you will not be able to persist till now. Today's reunion, you both love and protect each other in your own way, and this hasn't changed in ten years, and it will get better in the future."
"How could you not look for it?" Gu Ji smiled lightly: "I am really alive when he is by my side."
Ning Xiushi opened his mouth, but did not speak.
Gu Ji also stood up after a moment of silence, and walked towards the floor-to-ceiling windows:
"I know the reason why you guys are hiding it from me. You are afraid that I won't be able to accept it and that I will go crazy, but what qualifications do I have? I am the one who is protected, and I am the one who is safe and sound. If I go crazy again and do something that worries Chi Yan , that is to let him down, I can only guard him and protect him well."
Ning Xiushi shook his head helplessly when he heard the words, and smiled again:
"I still won't fall in love in the future. If all the relationships are like you and Chi Yan, then I'm still fit to die alone."
Gu Ji also lightly hooked the corner of his lips:
"We still have to talk. If you don't fall in love, how do you know that such joy can still appear in your life? It was indeed bitter when we separated, but all our sufferings have passed. From then on, nothing can separate me and Chi Homura is separated, we will be together even in death."
"Can you say something nice? What's not dead?" Ning Xiushi was speechless.
Gu Ji smiled and didn't say anything else. After the two chatted for a while, Gu Ji chased him away. Ning Xiushi clicked his tongue:
"Chi Yan hasn't woken up yet, I have to watch you."
"I'm fine, what are you looking at me for?" Gu Ji said: "Besides, if you don't leave, Chi Yan won't wake up."
"What do you mean?"
"It means you should go."
Ning Xiushi rolled his eyes at him, but he didn't stay any longer, but before leaving the study, he thought of something and turned around to ask Gu Ji:
"How do you and Mr. Li resolve it?"
Gu Ji's feelings for Li Jun are very complicated. For 15 years, even if he doesn't like this person, he still knows that she is his mother. All Gu Ji's imagination and impression of his mother come from Li Jun. Whether she is qualified or not, she It was the mother, and Gu Ji naturally had feelings for her.
But this relationship changed drastically when he was 15 years old. Li Jun seemed to be relieved after knowing that Gu Ji was not his own child, and took back all his feelings from Gu Ji. Woolen cloth?Because of Gu Qinghui and 15 years of cognition, he couldn't handle the coming and going of feelings as Li Jun did.
He needs a process. Now that more than ten years have passed, this process is already enough. Gu Ji has no feelings for Li Jun. If he must say yes, then she is probably Gu Qinghui's wife, and he has no feelings for Li Jun. An elder who lived for many years.
It's natural for him not to like Li Jun, but it's not to the point of resentment, what is the resentment?She just doesn't like herself.
But now Gu Ji knows clearly that Li Jun played the role in that incident back then. Although he was not the culprit, he also concealed it from him for ten years. There may be some reasons for not wanting Gu Ji to go crazy. It was already very important to her company, she didn't want to give up this cash cow, otherwise she wouldn't want Chi Yan to leave after the two met.
Li Jun has Li Jun's purpose, and Gu Ji naturally has his own ideas.
"There is nothing to solve." Gu Ji said: "To me, she used to be the boss, but now she is a stranger I know."
What happened back then happened because Gu Ji entered the entertainment industry. Although Li Jun helped to choose this path, Gu Ji nodded in the end. He was not demented enough to put Chi Yan and his tragedy together. The blame is on Li Jun's head, Wu Zhuo was not arranged by her, nor was Chi Yan's prison.
But that's all there is between them. Being an irrelevant stranger is the best choice.
"Won't the entertainment industry go back?"
"You know I never wanted to be an entertainer."
Ning Xiushi nodded: "Understood."
After Ning Xiushi left, Gu Ji returned to the bedroom. The curtains in the bedroom were not drawn, and the sunlight was abundant. The whole bedroom, including the person lying on the bed, looked warm.
Chi Yan lay on his side on the bed breathing evenly as if he was really asleep. Gu Ji smiled and walked over to get on the bed from the other side. Instead of lying down, he just sat on the head of the bed without doing anything or making a sound. I just kept looking at Chi Yan.
Chi Yan fell asleep as if he didn't feel anything, very deep, but after three or two minutes, he couldn't help but secretly lifted his eyelids, and the moment he met Gu Ji's eyes, he knew he had been discovered, laughed up.
Gu Ji stretched out his hand to touch the top of his head:
"Stop pretending for a while?"
"Stop pretending." Chi Yan moved closer to Gu Ji: "I thought Brother Ji would do something to me while I was asleep. If I had known you wouldn't do anything, I would have stopped pretending."
Gu Ji flicked Chi Yan's forehead lightly with his hand:
"What's been going on in your mind lately?"
Chi Yan smiled and yawned, she was really sleepy at this moment: "What did you say to Ning Xiushi?"
"I didn't say anything." Gu Ji also lay down from the sitting position, and gently wrapped Chi Yan in his arms: "He wants to make sure that I'm really healed, or just pretending?"
Chi Yan looked up at Gu Ji:
"Then Brother Ji is really healed, or is he pretending?"
"It's not all good, but it's not pretending." Gu Ji kissed Chi Yan: "I didn't lie to you, don't worry."
"En." Chi Yan replied, with a waxy voice, it seemed that he didn't care about the answer, and everything was fine, so he moved closer to Gu Ji and said, "I'm sleepy, Brother Ji will sleep with me for a while Son."
"Okay." Gu Ji stroked the back of his head and closed his eyes.
After this day, Chi Yan felt relieved a lot about Gu Ji. He watched him all the time, and would sleep in late in the morning.
This day was like this again. When Gu Ji walked into the bedroom, Chi Yan exposed the top of his head under the quilt. Gu Ji frowned slightly and walked over to pull off the quilt a little. Gu Ji smiled:
"Brother already."
The voice was muffled and soft, and Gu Ji couldn't help but feel soft when he heard it: "Breakfast is ready, can't you get up?"
"I don't think about it." Chi Yan turned over and lay on his side facing Gu Ji, holding Gu Ji's hand that was slightly cold from cooking and hugging his chest: "I'll keep Brother Ji warm."
Gu Ji can be the only one in this world who can see that Chi Yan, who looks a bit vicious and is not easy to provoke with the naked eye, looks like a lazy big cat in front of him. He will not get angry if he touches or teases casually. Gu Ji is the only one.
Although Chi Yan's hands were not particularly cold, Chi Yan was crawling under the quilt, and his body temperature had dropped a lot after all. Gu Ji wanted to pull it out, but Chi Yan grasped it even tighter, squinting at him with hazy eyes:
"Is it because I'm really unattractive, or is it that my chest muscles are hard to touch?"
Gu Ji stared at him for a few seconds, then squeezed with a smile: "It's easy to touch."
"My abdominal muscles are also easy to touch." Chi Yan grabbed his hand and walked down, Gu Ji let him make trouble without stopping him, wiped his stomach, nodded: "Well, it's easy to touch too. "
"Is it hard?" Chi Yan asked him.
Gu Ji didn't speak, looked at Chi Yan, with a smile on his mouth, Chi Yan just lay there lazily, with an extremely lazy look:
"If brother Ji thinks it's not hard enough, there are more hard ones underneath, do you want to feel it?"
"Can I see it?"
"I can see it." Ning Xiushi said: "There is nothing you can't see, you should too."
As Ning Xiu said, he got up from his seat and moved away. Gu Ji stared at the computer screen, and walked over to sit down after a few seconds.
Ning Xiushi really thinks that there is nothing about the content of this video, and there is nothing that Gu Ji cannot watch. This video is indeed cruel, but Gu Ji should also know the love under the cruelty, and let him know that Chi Yan would rather sacrifice himself and hope that he can be well. Wish, this is not bad for Gu Ji.
But there are accidents in everything. Even though Ning Xiushi felt that he should watch it again, he was still worried that there was something wrong with Gu Ji's mood, so he didn't leave. Fierce and tense all over, the veins on his neck were all exposed, watching him gradually calm down because of what Chi Yan said to Li Jun, his eyes turned red.
After the video ended, Gu Ji sat in his seat for a long time without moving, and Ning Xiushi did not urge him. It would take him a while to calm down as an outsider after watching this video. It's hard to describe in words.
I don't know how long it took, but when Ning Xiushi's legs were a little stiff from standing, Gu Ji reached out to turn off the computer and unplugged the USB drive.
Ning Xiushi has only breathed a sigh of relief until now. He is afraid that Gu Ji will explode. Although he knows that it is impossible, after all, even the things that Chi Yan went in can be accepted smoothly, so the process now will not be worse than that day. Even more serious.
But seeing Gu Ji's current reaction, Ning Xiushi also understood Gu Ji's state. It cannot be said that he has fully accepted and adjusted his state, but it is definitely not as bad as everyone imagined.
Everyone is afraid that Gu Ji will be crazy about what happened to Chi Yan back then, because he loves him so much that he can't bear him to suffer a little for himself, but everyone has never thought about it. It can be a good thing to put the person's feelings first no matter what.
Even if there is a demon living in Gu Ji's body because of this incident, in order not to hurt Chi Yan, he can kill it as quickly as possible.
In the past, Ning Xiu couldn't believe that there is really a feeling of loving each other more than himself and everything else in this world, but he really believed it when he saw Gu Ji and Chi Yan.
He still couldn't understand this kind of feeling, but he felt that there was nothing wrong with them having a big fight.
"You just said that Chi Yan has a sacrificial feeling for me. I admit that I can feel it and know why." Gu Ji's gaze slowly looked somewhere outside the window, and his voice was very calm: "Because Chi Yan life."
Ning Xiushi looked at Gu Ji and didn't speak.
"Chi Pingsheng respected Chi Yan's wishes back then and did not exchange us back, but Chi Pingsheng's last hesitation before his death let Chi Yan know that he didn't really want to recognize me back, maybe Chi Yan didn't feel that much at this time , I’m just another innocent person whose identities have been swapped with him. I didn’t enjoy Chi Pingsheng’s paternal love, but he also didn’t get everything from the Gu family. What will he think when he sees my life?"
"He will transfer me from another innocent person to Chi Pingsheng's son. Chi Yan will take care of me as much as he appreciates, likes and respects Chi Pingsheng." Gu Ji was silent for a few seconds, lips There was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth: "So he always sticks to me in everything, and never quarrels with me. He even stands by my side when I have conflicts with Li Jun, and he will subconsciously stand by me at any time." In front of me, he protects me, for himself, and for Chi Ping's life."
Ning Xiushi frowned slightly, and asked, "This, is this a debt, or is it love?"
"It's love." Gu Ji said without hesitation, "If you don't love, how can you feel indebted?"
Ning Xiushi stopped talking, he was convinced by this simple sentence.
"I clearly know Chi Yan's feelings for me, but I never said anything. I think it goes without saying that I will treat him twice as much as Chi Yan treats me. How much he loves me, I have I love him so much, I will never let him down, I will never let him be wronged, but I didn't expect that what will happen later will make him risk everything and don't want anything."
"You're not bad." Ning Xiushi sighed: "You have been waiting for Chi Yan for ten years, and you have been looking for him for ten years. During this period, if you feel a little bit tired, you will not be able to persist till now. Today's reunion, you both love and protect each other in your own way, and this hasn't changed in ten years, and it will get better in the future."
"How could you not look for it?" Gu Ji smiled lightly: "I am really alive when he is by my side."
Ning Xiushi opened his mouth, but did not speak.
Gu Ji also stood up after a moment of silence, and walked towards the floor-to-ceiling windows:
"I know the reason why you guys are hiding it from me. You are afraid that I won't be able to accept it and that I will go crazy, but what qualifications do I have? I am the one who is protected, and I am the one who is safe and sound. If I go crazy again and do something that worries Chi Yan , that is to let him down, I can only guard him and protect him well."
Ning Xiushi shook his head helplessly when he heard the words, and smiled again:
"I still won't fall in love in the future. If all the relationships are like you and Chi Yan, then I'm still fit to die alone."
Gu Ji also lightly hooked the corner of his lips:
"We still have to talk. If you don't fall in love, how do you know that such joy can still appear in your life? It was indeed bitter when we separated, but all our sufferings have passed. From then on, nothing can separate me and Chi Homura is separated, we will be together even in death."
"Can you say something nice? What's not dead?" Ning Xiushi was speechless.
Gu Ji smiled and didn't say anything else. After the two chatted for a while, Gu Ji chased him away. Ning Xiushi clicked his tongue:
"Chi Yan hasn't woken up yet, I have to watch you."
"I'm fine, what are you looking at me for?" Gu Ji said: "Besides, if you don't leave, Chi Yan won't wake up."
"What do you mean?"
"It means you should go."
Ning Xiushi rolled his eyes at him, but he didn't stay any longer, but before leaving the study, he thought of something and turned around to ask Gu Ji:
"How do you and Mr. Li resolve it?"
Gu Ji's feelings for Li Jun are very complicated. For 15 years, even if he doesn't like this person, he still knows that she is his mother. All Gu Ji's imagination and impression of his mother come from Li Jun. Whether she is qualified or not, she It was the mother, and Gu Ji naturally had feelings for her.
But this relationship changed drastically when he was 15 years old. Li Jun seemed to be relieved after knowing that Gu Ji was not his own child, and took back all his feelings from Gu Ji. Woolen cloth?Because of Gu Qinghui and 15 years of cognition, he couldn't handle the coming and going of feelings as Li Jun did.
He needs a process. Now that more than ten years have passed, this process is already enough. Gu Ji has no feelings for Li Jun. If he must say yes, then she is probably Gu Qinghui's wife, and he has no feelings for Li Jun. An elder who lived for many years.
It's natural for him not to like Li Jun, but it's not to the point of resentment, what is the resentment?She just doesn't like herself.
But now Gu Ji knows clearly that Li Jun played the role in that incident back then. Although he was not the culprit, he also concealed it from him for ten years. There may be some reasons for not wanting Gu Ji to go crazy. It was already very important to her company, she didn't want to give up this cash cow, otherwise she wouldn't want Chi Yan to leave after the two met.
Li Jun has Li Jun's purpose, and Gu Ji naturally has his own ideas.
"There is nothing to solve." Gu Ji said: "To me, she used to be the boss, but now she is a stranger I know."
What happened back then happened because Gu Ji entered the entertainment industry. Although Li Jun helped to choose this path, Gu Ji nodded in the end. He was not demented enough to put Chi Yan and his tragedy together. The blame is on Li Jun's head, Wu Zhuo was not arranged by her, nor was Chi Yan's prison.
But that's all there is between them. Being an irrelevant stranger is the best choice.
"Won't the entertainment industry go back?"
"You know I never wanted to be an entertainer."
Ning Xiushi nodded: "Understood."
After Ning Xiushi left, Gu Ji returned to the bedroom. The curtains in the bedroom were not drawn, and the sunlight was abundant. The whole bedroom, including the person lying on the bed, looked warm.
Chi Yan lay on his side on the bed breathing evenly as if he was really asleep. Gu Ji smiled and walked over to get on the bed from the other side. Instead of lying down, he just sat on the head of the bed without doing anything or making a sound. I just kept looking at Chi Yan.
Chi Yan fell asleep as if he didn't feel anything, very deep, but after three or two minutes, he couldn't help but secretly lifted his eyelids, and the moment he met Gu Ji's eyes, he knew he had been discovered, laughed up.
Gu Ji stretched out his hand to touch the top of his head:
"Stop pretending for a while?"
"Stop pretending." Chi Yan moved closer to Gu Ji: "I thought Brother Ji would do something to me while I was asleep. If I had known you wouldn't do anything, I would have stopped pretending."
Gu Ji flicked Chi Yan's forehead lightly with his hand:
"What's been going on in your mind lately?"
Chi Yan smiled and yawned, she was really sleepy at this moment: "What did you say to Ning Xiushi?"
"I didn't say anything." Gu Ji also lay down from the sitting position, and gently wrapped Chi Yan in his arms: "He wants to make sure that I'm really healed, or just pretending?"
Chi Yan looked up at Gu Ji:
"Then Brother Ji is really healed, or is he pretending?"
"It's not all good, but it's not pretending." Gu Ji kissed Chi Yan: "I didn't lie to you, don't worry."
"En." Chi Yan replied, with a waxy voice, it seemed that he didn't care about the answer, and everything was fine, so he moved closer to Gu Ji and said, "I'm sleepy, Brother Ji will sleep with me for a while Son."
"Okay." Gu Ji stroked the back of his head and closed his eyes.
After this day, Chi Yan felt relieved a lot about Gu Ji. He watched him all the time, and would sleep in late in the morning.
This day was like this again. When Gu Ji walked into the bedroom, Chi Yan exposed the top of his head under the quilt. Gu Ji frowned slightly and walked over to pull off the quilt a little. Gu Ji smiled:
"Brother already."
The voice was muffled and soft, and Gu Ji couldn't help but feel soft when he heard it: "Breakfast is ready, can't you get up?"
"I don't think about it." Chi Yan turned over and lay on his side facing Gu Ji, holding Gu Ji's hand that was slightly cold from cooking and hugging his chest: "I'll keep Brother Ji warm."
Gu Ji can be the only one in this world who can see that Chi Yan, who looks a bit vicious and is not easy to provoke with the naked eye, looks like a lazy big cat in front of him. He will not get angry if he touches or teases casually. Gu Ji is the only one.
Although Chi Yan's hands were not particularly cold, Chi Yan was crawling under the quilt, and his body temperature had dropped a lot after all. Gu Ji wanted to pull it out, but Chi Yan grasped it even tighter, squinting at him with hazy eyes:
"Is it because I'm really unattractive, or is it that my chest muscles are hard to touch?"
Gu Ji stared at him for a few seconds, then squeezed with a smile: "It's easy to touch."
"My abdominal muscles are also easy to touch." Chi Yan grabbed his hand and walked down, Gu Ji let him make trouble without stopping him, wiped his stomach, nodded: "Well, it's easy to touch too. "
"Is it hard?" Chi Yan asked him.
Gu Ji didn't speak, looked at Chi Yan, with a smile on his mouth, Chi Yan just lay there lazily, with an extremely lazy look:
"If brother Ji thinks it's not hard enough, there are more hard ones underneath, do you want to feel it?"
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