The ex-boyfriend is fierce and cowardly

The day before leaving Beicheng, Chi Yan and Gu Ji went to see grandma. Chu Yiqi had already decided to go to school again. The old lady was the happiest one. Knowing that Chi Yan and Gu Ji were leaving, she was a little sad, but still happy Indeed, at this age, she can no longer appreciate that kind of hot feelings, but she also knows that their difficulties are not easy, so she sincerely wishes them to be so happy and reckless all their lives.

The old lady said that she had already found a job cleaning corridors in the property, and she was in charge of one building. The work was not tiring, and the monthly salary was quite high, which was enough for them to live in Beicheng, so they could rest assured.

Chi Yan glanced at Gu Ji when he heard the words, but Gu Ji kept talking to the old lady with a smile, and didn't give him any eyes. It wasn't until he was leaving that Chi Yan asked:

"Did Brother Ji arrange it?"

"Beicheng doesn't have any sense of belonging to grandma. It's okay to keep her busy, and it will make her live more securely."

Chi Yan stopped and looked at Gu Ji: "I kind of want to kiss you."

Gu Ji smiled and squeezed his hand: "Well, I feel it."

After watching grandma, the two went back to the villa again. When they learned that they were going to leave tomorrow, Gu Qinghui didn't feel sad at all, but only blessed and comforted. Go anywhere, live the life they want to live.

"We'll come back when we've had enough fun." Gu Ji said.

"Don't." Gu Qinghui said with a smile: "I won't miss you, play with you, don't even think about coming back, I have a son named Xiaoqi now, so I don't need you two to be courteous in front of me."

Chi Yan was sitting on a small bench eating fruit, when he heard this, he looked at Gu Ji:

"We are redundant."

"That's not it." Gu Qinghui looked at Chi Yan: "Where you two are, everyone is a light bulb, and I'm too lazy to illuminate you."

"Tsk." Chi Yan shook his head and looked at Gu Ji: "Brother Ji, so love will really disappear."

"Eat yours." Gu Ji couldn't hold back his words.

Chi Yan smiled and stopped talking.

Li Jun stayed in the room all this time, maybe because she didn't want people to see her disfigured appearance, or maybe she simply didn't want to see the two of them.

Gu Qinghui didn't mention it, and Chi Yan and Gu Ji didn't take the initiative to speak. This woman who should have been closest to them has finally become the strangest and most familiar person in life, but it's nothing, and there is no need to feel emotional. Now Everyone is enjoying their lives and that's the most important thing.

The day they left Beicheng was a sunny day. Ning Xiushi drove them to the airport, and Chu Yiqi followed him. He never thought that he came here to heal Chi Yan, but stayed in the end, and he never thought about it He stayed by himself, but wanted to watch Chi Yan leave.

But he was not sad at all, unlike when Chi Yan left Nanhe City, at that time he could feel that Chi Yan was confused and unhappy, but now he just stood beside Gu Ji, Chu Yiqi I can already feel happy.

Because Chi Yan is happy, she can go anywhere.

"Brother, Brother Ji." Chu Yiqi looked at the two of them with a smile, "Take care of yourself and wait for you to come back."

Chi Yan raised his hand and shook his head: "Don't worry, it's okay, don't cause trouble when I'm not in Beicheng, if you have anything that can't be solved, I can find you Brother Hu."

"And me." Ning Xiushi smiled: "I'm your brother too."

Chu Yiqi looked at them with a smile, feeling extremely helpless: "Why are they all my brother?"

"If you want to call me uncle, it's not impossible."

Before Ning Xiushi finished his sentence, Gu Ji stared at him: "Don't take advantage of me and Chi Yan."

is not that right?If Chu Yiqi called him uncle, Ning Xiushi's seniority in front of them would also have to be raised accordingly, Gu could not let him take advantage of this, but Ning Xiushi was just making trouble with Chu Yiqi, so it couldn't be taken seriously.

The radio is already broadcasting the flight of Chi Yan and Gu Ji, and Ning Xiu looked at the two of them:

"Okay, let's go, go in style, and live the life you want to live."

Chi Yan and Gu Ji looked at each other, smiled slowly, waved their hands and left, neither reluctantly nor tearful farewell.

There is no need, whether it is for Chi Yan Guji, or for Chu Yiqi and Ning Xiushi, their happiness is hard-won, and now it is a good thing to get rid of everything and live their own lives, a great thing, Should be happy, should celebrate, but should not be sad.

When the figures of the two disappeared from sight, Ning Xiushi glanced at Chu Yiqi next to him:

"Let's go."

Chu Yiqi nodded, reluctantly turned around and followed Ning Xiushi's pace.

"I heard that you are going to continue studying?"

"Yeah." Chu Yiqi replied in a low mood: "It may not be possible to pass the exam."

"I can help you." Ning Xiushi smiled and said, "If you work and study part-time, you can also come to my studio. I am currently short of an assistant who does odd jobs, and I think you are very suitable."

"Is this what my brother asked you to do?"

Ning Xiushi shook his head: "No, think about it, it's up to you to come or not."

Chu Yiqi was silent for a few seconds but did not answer immediately: "I thought about it."

"Okay." Ning Xiushi patted him on the shoulder: "Think slowly, there is plenty of time."

-

Chi Yan and Gu have not stayed in Nanhe City for too long. They originally wanted to sell the house, but after arriving here, Chi Yan was a little bit reluctant. After all, it was the place where he lived for nearly seven years. Here I met Gu Ji again.

This is the starting point for him to come back to life, and he suddenly found that he also likes this place because of Gu Ji.

Nanhe City was already hot, and Chi Yan had just finished taking a shower, wearing short-sleeved shorts and lying on the railing of the balcony, looking out of the window, which was reluctant to turn on the street lights at any time, with a smile on the corner of his mouth.

It's dark and nothing to look at, he just laughed because he remembered that Gu Ji seemed to be taking a bath in his bathroom when he was lying here last time, but his mood was messed up at that time, he didn't even want to deal with Gu Ji, he wanted to do it again She wanted to escape all the time, but now she just felt that it was not enough, and wanted to stay by his side all the time.

"What are you thinking about?" When Gu Ji's voice appeared behind him, Chi Yan looked back, Gu Ji hadn't blown his hair, and it was hanging wet on his forehead, which seemed to overlap with the previous scene, Chi Yan smiled, Said: "Thinking of you."

Gu Ji is not surprised by this answer at all, he also does this sometimes, obviously people are right in front of his eyes, but he just thinks, thinks like crazy, thinks like crazy, maybe he still doesn't feel safe enough, the time of parting is too long , The time together is too short, so I worry about gains and losses, so I always feel that it is not enough.

The two of them were lying on the railing together and looking at the night outside the window. It wasn't pretty, but the summer breeze still made people feel comfortable. However, it might not be the wind that was comfortable, but the person who was blowing the wind with them.

"I don't want to sell the house anymore." Chi Yan said, "Keep it, and you can come back and have a look whenever you want."

"Okay." Gu Ji responded, there was nothing wrong with it.

Two days later, they left Nanhe City. Before being discovered by everyone, they drove to Tibet by themselves, stopped and stopped, sometimes stayed in hotels, and sometimes camped anywhere. Make love under the stars, listening to the sound of the wind and the melodious chirping of insects.

This time we traveled together on the roads we hadn’t traveled before. We went to Yamdrok Yongcuo, where the color of the lake changes with the light, to Barkhor Street, which is the most customary, and to the Jokhang Temple, the “eye of Tibet”.

Chi Yan asked Gu Ji: "Did the wish I made here come true?"

Gu already said: "It is being realized."

Chi Yan smiled and said, "Me too."

Go to the Baishou with the person next to you. If you are there, wait for the Baishou.

Tibet was their first destination, but not the last. They stayed for a while, and after getting news about their stay in Tibet on the Internet, they set off to leave, driving casually, stopping at will, climbing over snow-capped mountains, and stepping across grasslands , drank in small bars in the city, rested in remote mountain villages, walked side by side with strangers, and was kindly rescued by enthusiastic people.

Their journey is plain and comfortable, wanton and unrestrained, they can go anywhere and stay anywhere.

As long as this person is around.

It has been a year since I returned to Beicheng, and I met relatives and had drinks with old friends. They still wouldn't stay here too long, because Chi Yan fell in love with a small town in the north and wanted to open a tavern there. Not to make money, but to listen to other people's stories.

Ning Xiushi said: "Is this settled?"

"Not necessarily." Chi Yan said with a smile: "Maybe when I get tired again, I will leave at any time."

Ning Xiushi looked at Gu Ji, but Gu Ji just smiled: "I'll listen to him."

For more than a year, they don't feel tired when they stop and go. On the contrary, they like this kind of life more and more, looking at the beautiful scenery and life.

Ningxiu didn't have their realm, and he couldn't let go of the secular world, but it didn't hinder his envy. He clinked wine with them:

"Regard you."

Before they set off again, the two went back to the villa. The villa was going to be redecorated. Gu Qinghui hadn't touched the things in the room of the two people upstairs, but now they came back and tidied it up in person. This time they met When she arrived at Li Jun, she didn't speak aloud, but when she saw the two of them, she nodded lightly, like strangers.

She seemed calmer and more indifferent, maybe let go, let go of everything.

In fact, there are not many things to tidy up, only some clothes on the left and right, and some souvenirs, such as the admission notice that Gu had saved back then. Chi Yan no longer resisted to read it. At this time, he sat cross-legged on the ground, holding the notice He read the book with relish, and asked Gu Ji:

"Do you think I should take the college entrance examination again? An adult university?"

Gu Ji smiled: "If you want to take the test, take the test, anyway, you will definitely be able to."

The number one scholar in the college entrance examination that year was still the number one scholar even in the past ten years.

Chi Yan raised her eyebrows, and was silent for a few seconds: "Forget it, with this time, I might as well concentrate on making wine."

Chi Yan wants to open a tavern, but he doesn't want the tavern to be full of Tsingtao beer. He said he wants to make his own beer, and he wants to learn the skills of Chi Pingsheng back then. Said it was just rubbing his head:

"what ever."

After finishing speaking, he got up and went out: "I'll go to your room to get something."

"En." Chi Yan responded, still looking at the notice to study, there was no regret in his eyes, only curiosity.

Chi Yan's room has been cleaned by Gu Ji all these years by himself. Now that he hasn't come back for a long time, the room has already collected a layer of dust, but it doesn't matter, he doesn't have many things to take, only a few Chi Yan books in the drawer. Homura read the book.

These books are actually useless to them now, but Gu Ji still wants to keep them, like a habit.

When he left the room, he suddenly thought of something and turned his head to look at the pillow on the bed. He smiled silently for a few seconds, put down the book, walked over to sit down slowly by the bed, and took out the diary under the pillow.

He doesn't write this diary every day. He only writes a sentence when he thinks about Chi Yan and thinks that he can't bear it anymore. Later, he got used to keeping Chi Yan in his heart, engraved it in his bones, and gradually no longer What was relieved in this way, so the date of the last diary stays a few years ago.

Gu Ji flipped through it casually, as if revisiting the unforgettable memories before his eyes. They are very happy now, but thinking of missing ten years, they still feel pity and regret, but all emotions come to an abrupt end on the last page.

He stared at the handwriting that obviously didn't belong to him for a long time, then smiled slowly, put the diary down, got up and went back to his room, he really wanted to kiss Chi Yan and tell him that he loves him very much .

"Hmm..." Chi Yan was kissed inexplicably, but he cooperated very well, and only asked when Gu Ji let him breathe: "What's wrong with Brother Ji?"

It was Gu Ji's kiss that answered Chi Yan, but compared to the hot one just now, it is now gentle and lingering.

When Chi Yan was kissed, she suddenly didn't want to know what happened to Gu Ji, it was just because she liked him too much, he himself would do the same sometimes, he suddenly wanted to kiss him, tell him that he loves him very much.

The early summer breeze passed through the open window, blowing through the two people kissing and loving each other, and blowing through the unclosed diary.

The pages turned and just stopped on the last page.

May 201X

Chi Yan wants to be at ease.

May 201X

Chi Yan is coming back.

Someone quietly added a few words to the originally blank second half of the page:

came back.

—— Chi Yan

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