President, he must be me

In the end, he was carried into the bedroom again.

The man closed the door, took off his tie naturally, and raised his hand to unbutton the collar of his shirt.Tan Shaochen was still thinking about how to open his mouth to talk about laying the floor, but in a blink of an eye he saw the man's open collar.

The Adam's apple is slightly raised, and the shadow between the collarbones is full of artistic sense.During the two seconds that the young man was stunned, the man's slender and strong fingers undid a button, revealing his sexy chest muscles.

Tan Shaochen turned around quickly, turned his back to the man and said, "...I, can I sleep on the floor?"

"It's not written in the contract, of course it won't work." Shen Yanwen said in a deep voice, looked up at the young man, and saw his thin back, "What are you nervous about?"

"Ah, don't be nervous, don't be nervous..." The young man said guiltily, "Isn't it impolite to stare at others changing clothes?"

Shen Yanwen understood what he was thinking in a second.

"But you look nervous," the man's voice approached suddenly, a hand brushed his arm and stretched out in front of his eyes, "Since you can't develop love for men, you shouldn't be nervous about things like undressing. "

"!" At the moment when he was touched, Tan Shaochen was so nervous that he glanced wildly, and shrank to the side, "What are you doing, you don't want to break the contract, do you..."

The supposed touch didn't continue, the man's hand passed by his side and went straight forward.Tan Shaochen heard a faint sneer, and when he looked in front of him again, he realized that he was thinking about his past in front of the closet.

"Isn't it just a coincidence that I broke the contract?" Shen Yanwen said lightly, opened the door of the cabinet, and took out two sets of pajamas from inside, "You signed the contract with me specially to wait for me to break the contract so that you can leave my side."

"I'm……"

"You can't lie either, it's in the contract."

"Well, I did think that way..." Tan Shaochen backed away, keeping a distance from the man.Who knew that upon hearing his answer, Shen Yanwen was stunned: "I guessed it casually, so it's true."

"..."

A set of pajamas was stuffed into his arms, and another set of Shen Yanwen was wrapped around his arms, as if he was not in the mood to tease him anymore, he walked to the bathroom: "Change into this set of pajamas after taking a shower, and you sleep first."

Soon the bathroom door was closed, and the sound of water came out muffled.

Tan Shaochen looked down at the pajamas, then rubbed the fabric again.It was soft and comfortable, not bad compared to the one he brought over; when the man came out of the shower, the situation would only become more embarrassing, it would be better to quickly change clothes and fall asleep quickly.

Thinking this way, he finally gave up struggling, obediently changed his clothes and lay down on the bed, hiding himself in the quilt, leaving only a pair of eyes staring at the warm yellow ceiling.

Tan Shaochen thought he would not be able to fall asleep.

But he was really tired, and he didn't realize how tired he was after a day of tossing until he lay down.If I had to say it, in fact, from the day he knew he was going to marry Shen Yanwen to now, his originally calm, dull and boring life began to be turbulent and turbulent.The tiredness is not only physical, but his heart is also tired.

He is not a person who is good at thinking. The life of being a transparent person in the Tan family for the past eight years has made him used to eating and waiting to die.

The two wall lamps beside the bed were turned on, and under the soft light, Tan Shaochen's eyelids began to fight. After closing and opening them several times, he had no strength left to stay awake.The sound of water in the bathroom served as the background sound, and it didn't make him feel noisy, but it made people sleepy.

The body relaxed on the soft bed, and the defenses were lazily removed.

Some thoughts flashed through his mind - maybe it doesn't matter if he and Shen Yanwen become a real husband and wife so resignedly.Even if he sells himself to Shen Yanwen, 2000 million is more than enough; what's more, the man treats him very well.

Regardless of whether there are other ulterior motives, but the kindness to him is true.

The fireworks in Yuhe Town were true; it was true that they hugged and fell asleep after being drunk; it was true that they protected him in front of everyone.

Once you needed to hide yourself in a shell to block the damage from the outside world, it was difficult to accept the intruder calmly, even if the other party had infinite kindness and tenderness.It takes a lot of time and effort to accept the unfortunate and painful is the norm, and the sudden luck will become fear.

He fell asleep.

-

The man came out of the shower, still wondering what trick Tan Shaochen would do next.

He can understand the young man's mind, and the more he can understand, the more interesting he finds it. It can almost be regarded as a touch of fresh color in his busy and boring life.This idea didn't just appear, Shen Yanwen had thought about it several times, so he felt that his decision was right.

No matter what, it's good to keep Tan Shaochen by his side.

But he didn't expect that when he saw the bed, the young man was already sleeping obediently on one side.Compared with the last time in Yuhe Town, now Tan Shaochen sleeps very well, lying on his side, facing the empty side of the bed, the lower half of his face is hidden, the eyes that made his heart flutter are gently closed, the eyelashes are breathing There was a slight trembling between them, revealing a vague uneasiness.The quilt outlines the curvature of his back, and his slightly curled legs... everything makes Shen Yanwen feel trembling.

He seemed to have seen such a scene before.

The young man is fragile and beautiful, which can arouse his desire to protect, and even want to hold him in his arms in the next second.

It's just that Shen Yanwen is born with a good sense of restraint, in the past and now.

He couldn't help slowing down his steps, as if he was afraid of waking Tan Shaochen up, slowly walked to the other side of the bed, lifted a corner of the quilt, and lay down beside him, filling the vacancy of the double bed.He also turned sideways and looked at the sleeping young man face to face for a long time.

The man suppressed the urge to hug, silently admiring Tan Shaochen's sleeping appearance; he stretched out his hand and brushed the other's brows and eyes from the air, and his mind was full of the glare when these eyes looked at him.

"……I miss you."

The man turned around suddenly and reached out to turn off the light.

The bedroom sank into darkness, only the moonlight filtering through the cracks in the curtains, faintly illuminating the silhouette of the young man.Even if you can't fall asleep with the lights off, if you turn off the lights after falling asleep, you still don't know anything.The corners of Shen Yanwen's lips curled up involuntarily, and he didn't resist the sleepiness any more, just facing the young man and closing his eyes.

But Shen Yanwen did not expect that it was not the alarm clock in the morning that woke him up, but Tan Shaochen in the middle of the night.

"...!!"

In his sleep, a violent panting suddenly sounded in his ears; Shen Yanwen frowned, and was pulled out of his light dream by the noise.He just opened his eyes when the young man who was sleeping next to him suddenly sat up, even throwing off the quilt, the cold air immediately dispelled the drowsiness.

Before Shen Yanwen could stand up with him in the future, he heard Tan Shaochen's panicked words: "...where is the switch, where is the switch?"

"What's wrong..." The man said hoarsely, propping up his upper body on the bed.

However, the young man didn't even have the time to speak, and frantically groped by the bedside against the darkness; Shen Yanwen immediately understood what he meant, and turned to turn on the wall lamp.

The dim warm light became the best comfort at this moment.

He saw Tan Shaochen sitting on the bed, his chest was heaving violently, his eyes were wide open, and his eyes wandered around in fear, as if he was still in a frightened dream and couldn't escape completely.

There was still thin sweat on his forehead, and he didn't know how long he had struggled in the nightmare before he woke up.

"Have a nightmare?" Shen Yanwen asked.

Only then did the young man notice his voice, and slowly looked at him.

Tan Shaochen said hoarsely: "...um, um, it's all right..."

"What dream did you have?" The man was so sleepy, he closed his eyes and asked him in a low voice.

"I don't remember..." The young man spoke very quickly, and his words were not as clear as usual, "I really can't turn off the light to sleep, or I'd better go to the guest room to sleep, just tell your sister, because I can't sleep with the light off That's why..." "Then don't turn off the lights." The man said, "I won't turn off the lights in the future, okay?"

Tan Shaochen was startled, and sat there without moving.

The man lifted his eyelids, glanced at him with his eyes cocked, and said, "Go on to sleep."

"...I'm sorry," Tan Shaochen said, "I woke you up, you have to work tomorrow, and you can't sleep well at night, it will definitely affect you..."

"I'm full of energy, you don't have to worry." Shen Yanwen said, reaching out to pull him.

But when that hand was about to touch the young man's wrist, it stopped awkwardly in the air.The man said again: "Then take it as compensation for waking me up..."

"……what?"

"Let me give you a hug." Before the man could finish his sentence, he dragged the young man back to his side and wrapped him in his arms.

Tan Shaochen knew that if he talked about the contract now, Shen Yanwen would definitely let him go.But for some reason, he neither refuted nor struggled.The man's body temperature imprinted on his skin through the thin pajamas, and the restlessness and confusion that had just woken up were all ironed out by this temperature.

He may still be a little unconscious, still in a half-dream and half-awake, so he feels that this hug is saving him.

The faint scent of Shen Yanwen's body occupied his nostrils, and the young man closed his eyes in his embrace lazily: "...Thank you."

"Do you often have nightmares?" The man whispered close to him, invading his consciousness with inexplicable bewilderment, "That's why you dare not turn off the lights and go to sleep?"

"no……"

It seemed that Shen Yanwen really just wanted to comfort him, holding him still and not doing anything that crossed the line.

He sighed slowly and said, "When I was 13 years old, I suddenly got sick and my eyes broke."

"...Well, then what?"

"Suddenly I couldn't see anything, it was scary."

For so many years, Tan Shaochen has never said these words to anyone - it's not that he doesn't want to show weakness, but that no one can allow him to show weakness.But at this moment, in the dim light, on the soft bed, and in the warmth of a man, the door that was locked to worry was suddenly opened.

He closed his eyes, and spoke very softly, not caring about how ambiguous the atmosphere was: "My mother had leukemia at that time, it seems... it's time."

"Hmm." The man uttered meaningful syllables, signaling that he was listening.

"Didn't I say it, it's not what Bai Sulong said, it's not that they kindly treated my illness..." Tan Shaochen said, "It was my mother who was desperate and took me to the Tan family for help; Bai Sulong said that the Tan family also passed away. The health is not good, and I can't afford to take care of two patients at once. They let my mother choose whether it is her life or my eyes."

"Ah."

"...Why did I say this all of a sudden," the young man said regretfully, "I just want to explain that I'm afraid of the dark because I'm afraid I won't be able to see again."

"I know." The man replied vaguely.

"Let me go, I'm going to sleep, and you are going to sleep too."

"it is good."

Shen Yanwen let go as promised, and he quickly turned his back on the man, as if he didn't dare to face the ambiguity just now.Then he heard a soft comfort:

"I'm here for everything," the man said, "don't be afraid anymore."