President, he must be me

In the middle of the night, the young man carried a twenty-inch suitcase — that was bought when they went on vacation last time — and walked downstairs.

He is indeed thin and weak, and his physical strength is also poor. Adult men can usually walk like flying with a suitcase, but Tan Shaochen walks very slowly, as if he can't lift it.The man looked at his movements, was at a loss for a moment, then went up to meet him and said, "I'll come..." "No, it's not heavy." Tan Shaochen didn't let him finish speaking, and directly bypassed his hand.

Standing on the stairs, he watched Tan Shaochen go downstairs and reach the entrance without looking back, then took out something from his pocket and put it on the cabinet.

Before Shen Yanwen could follow him, Tan Shaochen had already opened the door without pausing for a second.

"Oh!"

The door was closed, and the whole space suddenly fell silent.

In fact, before Tan Shaochen came, he also lived here alone (except Aunt Zheng).Shen Yanwen doesn't like to be noisy, he is also busy with work, and spends little time at home... So logically, this is just a return to what it was before, and it is not a special change for him.

But when the man looked at the empty porch, his heart seemed to be suddenly soaked in a pool of ice water, and the cold made him panic.

Letting Tan Shaochen leave alone in the middle of the night is not in line with his style at all.

He'd always liked to do things in a decent way, beyond reproach and beyond accountability.Even if it's a divorce, he should arrange a house and a job for Tan Shaochen, drive him to his new home in person, and have a good farewell dinner.

But this incident came too suddenly, and everything exceeded his expectations, which caught him off guard.

Even when looking at Tan Shaochen's back, he couldn't say a word.

In terms of looks, Su Zhou does look a lot like Luo Bei; but in terms of personality, maybe Tan Shaochen is more similar.

After a long time, Shen Yanwen moved and walked to the porch.

There was only a jewelry box on the cabinet, and the man lifted the lid.

Inside are their wedding rings, and the bodhi seeds that grandma gave to the youth.

Shen Yanwen didn't even understand his own mood at the moment, he only felt that his chest was congested, and even breathing was difficult.

When Tan Shaochen came, he had nothing but a few sets of clothes and a dog; but now he left, he still had nothing, even the dog.

-

The wheels of the suitcase made noises on the ground, and from time to time they ran over small stones and had to "click" to shake.

This is the second time for him to go to the suburbs where there is no one in the middle of the night.

Last time he was a little bit scared, afraid of meeting wild dogs on the road and being caught by Shen Yanwen; now it is different, Tan Shaochen walks openly, but the hand that pulls the box is shaken uncomfortably.To put it bluntly, he still has something on him—the only property he brought with him when he came to Shen’s house was the pocket money card that Tan’s family gave him, but after coming here, he didn’t have a chance to pay for it by himself, instead, he subtly kept him from being penniless now. Penny.

It's just that he didn't remember how much there was in Cary.

I have to find an ATM machine, first check how much money I have left; then I have to find a cheap hotel to stay, find a house, and then find a job...

Jiaotang Tuan Dui Jia Zhengli

A series of things are on the schedule, each one is like an insurmountable mountain.

"Hey, it's okay." On the dark road, there was only his voice talking to himself, "Mom, you survived like that, and raised me, so I won't starve to death, right?"

There was no sound behind him, and Shen Yanwen did not chase him out.

From the standpoint of a man, I shouldn't have committed any serious crimes, and even gave him Tan Shaochen this privileged life, so he can be a good person and a good deed, right?

As soon as this idea came up, Tan Shaochen shook his head, unwilling to continue thinking about it.

I don't want to recall anything related to Shen Yanwen, I don't want to remember that face, I don't want to remember his voice.

In this way, he walked alone for nearly two hours, until his feet hurt and his arms were sore, so he stopped temporarily.My physical strength is really bald.Panting for breath, Tan Shaochen frowned tightly and let go of the push-pull lever, preparing to rest for a while on the curb by the side of the road.Who knew that just as he sat down, the suitcase suddenly slid forward—there was a section of slope below, a long, steep slope.

The young man stretched out his hand to grab it, and just in time to grab it, he watched the suitcase run happily along the road.

"I... hey..."

Tan Shaochen, who had just sat down for five seconds, stood up again and ran after the suitcase.As if the heavens were laughing at his paper body, he felt his knees swell as soon as he lifted his legs, his lungs burned and hurt after he couldn't run two steps, and he didn't know where in his flank was also hurting.

At one o'clock in the middle of the night, one person and one suitcase were running on the empty road until the suitcase hit the roadside guardrail.

After finally catching up, he bent down to support the suitcase and began to pant heavily.

——It’s nothing, people want to start a new life, after all, they have to suffer a little bit.That's what the chicken soup on the Internet says.

——It’s nothing, since you can fall in love with someone, you can let go of him, after all, your heart is your own.

--it's nothing……

He comforted himself in this way, desperately adjusting his breathing, trying to quickly escape from the discomfort after this strenuous exercise.Unexpectedly, life is unsatisfactory ten times out of ten. In the late autumn and early winter, it suddenly started to rain in Jingyuan.

One drop, two drops of rain fell on his body and on his neck, making him startled by the cold.

Tan Shaochen raised his head with difficulty, and the rain began to fall.

"...or else, let's just die, right?"

The young man grasped the push-pull lever again, followed the road, and saw the faint lights in front of him: "...just kidding, it's just raining, it's a small matter, don't panic."

No one would respond to him, and the only sound in the world was rustling and raining.

Soon the rain drenched his hair and clothes, making him shiver from time to time.But after a while, the rain did not intend to stop. Instead, it became more and more severe, gradually turning into a heavy rain.

He couldn't walk a few steps, so he had to reach out to wipe his cheeks, otherwise he would be blinded by the rain.

Tan Shaochen walked in the rain for a long time, completely disregarding the time and having no idea.He just walked mechanically until he reached the place where there was a light, and then he saw the first person.

It was a defense worker in a raincoat pushing a garbage truck, picking up trash cans on the side of the road.

At this moment, Tan Shaochen's nose was sore, and he started to cry while walking in the rain.

-

Shen Yanwen couldn't fall asleep.

He was lying on the bed looking at the wedding ring, Tan Shaochen's face couldn't get out of his mind.Usually there were no special details, but on this night when he was suddenly separated, he remembered many things about Tan Shaochen, especially that day in the hospital.

Tan Shaochen lay on the hospital bed and said "I seem to like you".

Although he once said that, after tonight, when they arrive at the Civil Affairs Bureau tomorrow, they will be two irrelevant people.

Time passed by in his thoughts, and before he knew it, it was late at night, but he didn't feel sleepy at all. The rationality he was proud of seemed to ask for leave and leave, leaving him with confusion.

Suddenly, the sound of rain outside caught his attention.

Holding the wedding ring, the man got out of bed and walked to the window, and quickly opened the curtains.

I don't know when this rain started, but it's getting stronger now, and it looks like it will last for a long time.

——Where did Shaochen go?

——Find a place to live first?

——How long does it take to walk from here to the nearest hotel?

—Is he rich?

——He didn't, he didn't even want to take the wedding ring away, let alone prepare money in advance.

Realizing this, Shen Yanwen's heart suddenly ignited a fire, like anger, but more of irritability.He just felt that the Dongchuang incident happened too suddenly, and he was not prepared; but he forgot that Tan Shaochen would never be able to go anywhere alone on such a night.

Young people are just trying to be brave.

Shen Yanwen suddenly opened the closet, grabbed out a coat and wrapped it up.

There were still a lot of Tan Shaochen's clothes hanging neatly in the closet, all of which were bought by him, so Tan Shaochen didn't take any of them away.

The man was stunned for half a second, swallowed his depression, and quickly left the door.

The headlights illuminated the rain, and the man drove out along the avenue while looking left and right to see where there were people.It's just that there is no such convenient thing in the world, he can find someone he wants to find, and he can really have someone by his side instead of Luo Bei; Shen Yanwen knows it better than anyone else, but he still drives the car to find it for a long time.

But Tan Shaochen had long since disappeared.

-

The rain didn't stop until after four o'clock, and Tan Shaochen was still walking.

On the way, he passed several high-end hotels, but they didn't look like the place he should live in. From now on, he had to carefully plan and spend his money. Before he found a job, Cary's money was his last resort.

But he had almost given up thinking about it, and didn't even think about taking a taxi, so he continued walking stubbornly.

Until he walked onto the Jingyuan Bridge and looked at the dark river scenery along the protective railing.

Suddenly, there was a figure at the bridgehead ahead.

A young man was squatting on the ground, facing Jiang in frustration.It just so happened that at that position, the guardrail lacked a gap big enough for people to get through.Tan Shaochen was startled - he wouldn't meet someone who wanted to commit suicide, right?As soon as this thought came out, the figure swayed and leaned forward, and it was about to fall.

"Don't! Don't!!" Tan Shaochen shouted hoarsely.

Whether it's cold, tired, or the heartache of being deceived at this moment, they are all pushed aside.He let go of the suitcase, ran over in a dazed state, grabbed the young man's neck, and pulled him back frantically: "Don't think about it, I can't even think about it!!"

The young man suddenly struggled frantically, as if he was about to jump into the river.

Tan Shaochen didn't know where his strength came from, so he hugged his neck desperately, stopped him and said: "I was sold by my family to marry someone else, and I was cheated of my feelings and my body like a fool, and now I have no home. Gui... I am living well, why are you dying, don't die..."

The young man clapped his arms wildly, and the two of them were in a mess as if they were wrestling on the sidewalk at the end of the bridge.

Until he was really exhausted, the young man broke free from him: "...do you want to strangle me to death?!"

"what?"

"You..." The young man wanted to say something, but just after he said a word, he couldn't help but leaned over to the side of the guardrail, "Ugh—"

"........."

Tan Shaochen looked blankly at the young man vomiting.

The man vomited several times before he finally stopped, took out a napkin from his pocket and wiped his mouth, then turned around: "I was almost strangled to death by you, you know..."

"Eh?" Tan Shaochen saw the young man's face clearly now, "...have we met somewhere?"

"..." The other party was also stunned, and said after a while, "Ah, I see, it was you who knocked me down on the stairs during the exam..."

"Ah yes, that's when..." Tan Shaochen nodded his head, feeling dizzy, "Don't be overthinking..."

"Who the hell can't think about it, I just want to vomit after drinking too much!...Ah, it's much more comfortable to vomit..."

"That's... good..."

Before he finished speaking, Tan Shaochen's eyes darkened, and his consciousness drifted away uncontrollably.

"!" The man rushed up, caught him and shook him wildly, "Hey, are you okay? Hello?? Fuck, why is it so hot???"