President, he must be me

"..." Shen Yanwen didn't know how to respond to this sentence, so he paused before saying, "You still have a choice, come back, everything will be fine."

But I don't know which word these words hit Tan Shaochen's heart. The usually good-tempered young man suddenly couldn't care less about anything. Facing the strange darkness, he cursed in a broken voice: "Is what you're talking about human? What are you talking about?" Are you talking about people?!"

"..."

"Why do you want me to go back to you as if nothing happened?"

Shen Yanwen hates hysterical people the most, the kind who can't discuss rationally and can only vent their emotions by yelling.Shen Yanshu, for example, is a typical example of this kind of person, and it is easy to do some unimaginable things.

But at this moment, Tan Shaochen was not included in this category.

The young man was indeed out of control, but his voice was very low, with a distressing cry, as if he was accusing him of what he had done, but more like he was looking for an excuse to make himself cry less embarrassingly.

"Shaochen..."

"Don't talk! I'm annoyed when I hear your voice! I'm annoyed when I see your face!"

But just now it was clearly that he hoped that Shen Yanwen would not hang up.

The man didn't know how to deal with it - no one around him dared to be so willful in front of him.He could only listen as he said, listening to how Tan Shaochen scolded him, how he poured out all the words that had been held in his heart for a long time like pouring beans.

"I just thought you were too bad, really too bad," Tan Shaochen's voice was weak, mixed with Shen Yanwen's hard-to-ignore gasp, "I thought there was something wrong with this from the beginning, why, why would you run away? A rich man came out and said he wanted to marry me and treat me well... Isn’t that how the pies fall in the sky?”

"..."

"I've told you many times, if you have any purpose, if you need a decoration, you just say it, and I will definitely cooperate. After all, being a decoration with you is better than being sold at Tan's house. go out, okay?"

"..."

"But why do you lie to me? Is it fun to lie to me? You obviously don't like me at all, but you still lie to me to like you. Don't you really think you are too much? Are you human? This is Is it something that humans can do?"

"..."

As Tan Shaochen was talking, he found that he couldn't stop.

It's not that she can't stop accusing Shen Yanwen, but she can't stop crying.He wiped away the tears on his face indiscriminately, and almost forgot that he was in a dark home, and his phone would run out of battery and turn off at any time.

It's just that no matter how tolerant people are, there will always be a day when they can't help it.

If he doesn't speak out about those uncomfortable feelings, he seems to be about to crack.

"I just said, why are you so nice? You are not angry when I mess around so much and run away so many times... I am also really stupid. After all, I am illiterate, so I never thought that I was acting as a substitute for others."

"……not like this."

"What is that? You, Shen Yanwen, dare to touch your conscience and say that you have never regarded me as someone else?"

"..."

"Look, you don't even dare to say that." Tan Shaochen sniffed violently, gasped hard for two seconds, then softened again, "Actually, it's okay to be a substitute, but it's just that everyone knows it well, isn't it? Why did you lie to me..."

"..."

"It's so uncomfortable, really, I'd rather you make it clear from the beginning, saying that I was used as a substitute, and I will definitely cooperate with you..." Dou Da's tears fell down, pattering on his knee On, "Why are you lying to me, give me hope first and then puncture it, don't you think it's too cruel..."

Having said this, Tan Shaochen couldn't continue.

He leaned his back against the wall, leaned on his knees and took deep breaths desperately. He only hoped that he would stop crying, which was really embarrassing.On the other end of the phone, Shen Yanwen seemed to have no answer to his accusation, only silence.Some faint noises came out from the phone, as if to prove that the call was still on.

Suddenly, the phone's flashlight went out.

Tan Shaochen raised his head abruptly, and frantically grabbed his phone.But the phone has been hung up, no matter how much he presses the screen lock button, the screen will not light up again.The phone is out of battery, and there is nothing in this room that can illuminate anything.

Tan Shaochen gasped, lifted the quilt, completely wrapped himself in the quilt, and used the most clumsy way to fight against the darkness.

In fact, there is nothing to be afraid of.

There were no ghosts at all, and no one was waiting in the dark to taunt him, and he wasn't blind... He had corneas donated to him by Luo Bei.Otherwise, how can we say that good fortune tricks people, he became Luo Bei's substitute, and was played around by Shen Yanwen; but he had to be grateful to Luo Bei for his kindness, allowing him to see the world again.

At first there was nothing and it wasn't that painful.

The most painful thing is that he once had it, and then savors the taste of complete loss.

The most painful thing is that he once felt that he and Shen Yanwen liked each other, and they will continue to love each other so much in the future.

The young man curled up on the bed and shivered, and his sense of time was infinitely weakened in the darkness and fear. Maybe a few hours later, maybe only a few minutes later, the door of his house was suddenly knocked hard, sounding like he was trying to find fault the wicked are at the door.

But it doesn't matter, anyone can do it, it's better than him staying here alone.

Tan Shaochen raised his head suddenly, threw off the quilt and staggered to the bed.He couldn't see anything, stumbled and bumped into something on his knee, and grinned his teeth in pain.Immediately afterwards, something fell down like dominoes, and for a while, the house was clanging and clanging, and it was a mess.

He didn't care about anything, and ran over to open the door with his knees in his arms.

The door squeaked, and it was a little brighter outside the door than inside, but it wasn't much better.

It wasn't just that Tan Shaochen's house had a power outage, but the entire nearby area was also out of power.

The world was in darkness, a tall man stood at the door, his outline was vague enough for him to recognize who it was: "Shaochen..."

"!"

The young man slammed into his arms.

At this moment, he could no longer worry about all the things between him and Shen Yanwen, and he hugged the man tremblingly by instinct.

"It's too dark to see anything..."

The man seemed to be running over, his breathing was a little short, and his chest heaved quite a bit.Tan Shaochen could hear his strong heartbeat, and could subtly comfort him at this moment.

Shen Yanwen raised his hand, originally wanted to hug him, but turned around halfway.His hand fell on Tan Shaochen's head, gently stroking his hair back and forth, and said softly: "It's all right, it's just a power outage, it's all right."

"..."

"........."

No one said another word, they just hugged at the door without letting go for a long time.

The sense of fear gradually subsided, and Tan Shaochen gradually calmed down.He realized that the person standing in front of him was Shen Yanwen whom he kept saying he didn't want to see, and he also knew how he threw himself into the other's arms just now... So it was even more difficult for him to let go, as if once he let go, he would have to face reality.

The reality is that Shen Yanwen lied to him, and he hates Shen Yanwen.

Tan Shaochen vaguely hoped that this scene could last a little longer.

Until Shen Yanwen said: "Come back to live with me tonight, okay?"

The young man quickly let go of him, lowered his head and rubbed his sore eyes: "No..."

"Then I'll open a suite in a nearby hotel..."

"don't want……"

"Then what are you going to do?" Shen Yanwen asked quite patiently.

Tan Shaochen said in a low voice, "Wait for the call..."

"What if there are no calls tonight?"

"do not know……"

Shen Yanwen looked at his small, dark apartment, and then turned his head to look outside.Anyway, the outdoors are still a little brighter, although the street lights downstairs have been extinguished.He spoke softly, as if coaxing Tan Shaochen, with a very gentle tone: "I'll wait for the call with you."

"Oh……"

"It's a little brighter in the corridor."

"Ah."

Tan Shaochen didn't try to be brave anymore, or in the face of his instinctive fear, he couldn't be braver anymore, so he could only obediently put on his slippers, and stood outside the corridor with Shen Yanwen.

The sky was a subtle dark blue, and Tan Shaochen stood beside the man, touching him involuntarily.Since the incident in Luobei surfaced, they have never been alone in peace like they are now.

"...that ring," Tan Shaochen suddenly asked after calming down for a while, "where did you get it... I remember I threw it away..."

"Xiao Li picked it up and said that you put a lot of thought into it, so it's a pity to throw it away."

"There are so many things..."

Shen Yanwen looked sideways slightly, and looked at him calmly: "I think he did a good job. Shaochen, can't we have a good talk."

"What to talk about... nothing to talk about..."

"Luobei and I are not what you think." Shen Yanwen suddenly began to talk to himself, "It's just... someone who is very important to me."

Tan Shaochen should refute, "Isn't that a substitute?"; but maybe it's because it's too dark tonight, and the man's voice makes him feel safe... He leaned against the fence of the corridor, bowed his head and didn't make a sound , as if Shen Yanwen was allowed to continue talking by default.

"Remember what I told you about the kidnapping case." Shen Yanwen suddenly took out a cigarette as he spoke, "Sorry, can I have a cigarette?"

"Ah."

He rarely saw a man light a cigarette.

Shen Yanwen has always smoked, but very rarely, almost never smoked in front of him, and never mentioned it.

Tan Shaochen didn't know if it was to avoid getting him smoked.

The lighter blew softly, and the orange light was particularly conspicuous in the dark; the man exhaled heavily, and said hoarsely: "I was locked in the row house...it was near the place where you used to live, and I almost starved to death. That's when a kid saved me...he brought me food for days and eventually even called the police. If it wasn't for him, I would have died there."

Tan Shaochen suddenly opened his eyes wide.

He slowly turned his head and looked at the man's side face; it's a pity that the man was obsessed with the melancholy of the past and didn't notice his gaze.

Shen Yanwen continued: "Later, I wanted to find him and repay him, but he got terminally ill. As for Su Zhou, maybe it was just... I wanted to make up for my regrets. Nothing happened to me and him. I can guarantee that .”

The man spoke softly, as if it was hard to say: "Come back with me, I will treat you as before; I am not what you think, I have no feelings for you."

"..."

"...At least for now, I want you to come back, not only because of Luo Bei." Shen Yanwen said, "It's also because of myself... I want you to come back; give me a chance, okay?"