President, he must be me

It would be a lie to say that he is not in love, Tan Shaochen is sure that anyone in the world who is proposed by a man like Shen Yanwen on his knees will definitely need a quick-acting heart-relief pill.

He could even hear the sound of his heart beating wildly, his reason was completely drowned out by that sound, no matter how much he yelled "calm down" and "exhale", he couldn't stop the frequency of his heartbeat.What the excessive heartbeat and shock brought him was not the urge to run away, nor did he immediately agree in a daze.

What these brought to Tan Shaochen was completely uncontrollable, self-concerned and wet eye sockets.

He couldn't look directly at the person in front of him and the sparkling diamond ring. Before he lost control, Tan Shaochen suddenly raised his hand to cover his mouth, turned his face to the side to look at the moldy wall in the apartment, and blinked a few times with all his might. Let the tears be stained by the eyelashes, don't flow down hastily.

Shen Yanwen didn't urge him, just maintained that posture, looked at him, and waited for his response.

With great difficulty, Tan Shaochen suppressed the throbbing in his heart, and directly lowered his head and said, "Get up."

"I won't get up unless you forgive me," the man said decisively, "unless you agree to marry me again."

"Get up!"

"...as long as you forgive me."

"Do you have to play awkwardly? Mr. Shen?" Tan Shaochen suddenly raised his voice, with a soft nasal voice, and said fiercely and softly, "I won't forgive you, forget it, don't bother It's over... I, Tan Shaochen, won't fall twice in the same pit."

As he spoke, he reached for the ring box.

Before Shen Yanwen could react, Tan Shaochen quickly and ruthlessly closed the ring box.

The young man may have never acted so swiftly in his life. He first closed the ring box, then grabbed Shen Yanwen's wrist, and pulled the man up from the ground with all his strength; then he used both hands together, almost You want to push Shen Yanwen's chest up and down, and forcefully push him out of the door.

"Shaochen, Shaochen..."

Seeing that Shen Yanwen's feet had crossed the threshold, Tan Shaochen withdrew his hands and backed away without even thinking about it, turned around and closed the door, a set of movements so smooth that Shen Yanwen didn't have time to resist at all.

"Shaochen...!"

The man still knocked on the door unwillingly.

"Don't shoot you!!" Tan Shaochen leaned his back against the fragile door panel and yelled ferociously, "If you say no, you won't! No matter what you say!"

"Shaochen..."

"I know, I'm married to you, I eat delicious food, drink spicy food, and spend my whole life waiting to die," he roared, "I also know that my broken body may disappear someday..."

"Stop..." "Stop barking!! Listen to me!!"

Tan Shaochen yelled with all his strength, he was about to lack of oxygen: "But I'm too lazy to care so much! Even if I don't live to be thirty, I still want to live a comfortable life, and I don't want to be a rich man for some rich family!"

"........."

"If you understand it, go quickly!! Otherwise, I will call the police!!"

After he yelled this sentence, it really became quiet outside.

——After all, the man is still the president of the Shen Group, he has done so many shameless things, but he didn't give him any good face; now he must be gone, right?

Thinking of this, Tan Shaochen took a few deep breaths to calm his clamoring heart, then slowly turned his head and looked out from the cat's eyes.

And Shen Yanwen was still there.

Not only is it still there, but it is also standing motionless at the door, like a wax figure.

Just when he didn't know what the other party was going to do, the man said solemnly: "I know."

Tan Shaochen's heart, which was still clamoring just now, suddenly missed a beat in these four short words.

—what the hell, what is going on in his heart?

——It’s me who clearly rejects people, I’m the one who pushes people out, and I’m the one who never forgives.

——But why did he suddenly feel as if he was suffocating when he heard Shen Yanwen's words of retreating despite difficulties.

Only now did Tan Shaochen realize that apart from being delicate and weak, he was also a genius - he knew better than anyone how much he liked Shen Yanwen, even if he divorced decisively, he rejected Shen Yanwen's advances several times; he My liking has not weakened a bit.

But he still refused, once or twice.

Because he was indeed afraid, afraid that he would have to face that kind of despair in the future.

But when Shen Yanwen really said to give up, he was very sad.

It's either fine work or green tea. While refusing it, at the same time wanting to hang people and not let go.

Tan Shaochen didn't dare to look out of the peephole any more, and just pressed against the door panel silently.

"... I still say that, I respect your choice." The man said again, "I want to say a few words to you in the end, if you are listening, can you answer me, just the last few words."

The young man hesitated again and again, opened his mouth but could not make a sound, finally he could only bend two fingers and knock on the door panel.

Shen Yanwen, who received a response, continued: "I will go abroad at the beginning of the year."

"..."

"I wanted to ask if you would like to come with me."

——Wait, why does this plot look so familiar?

——Ah, Wei Wan is going abroad too.Why are expatriates with families all the rage now?Why do both of them want to go abroad, and they still have to ask him if they want to go.

The young man still didn't speak, and the man didn't force it, he continued on his own: "I guess you won't agree to go out with me now, but I still want to tell you. I will leave in the middle of January, and there is half a month left." For more than a month, if you change your mind, feel free to contact me."

"...Aren't you coming back?" Tan Shaochen asked in a low voice.

On the other side of the door, Shen Yanwen was stunned for a moment, and replied: "I won't be back in the near future... I'm going to work. Next, the group will develop externally. In the short term, it will take half a year, and in the long term, it may not return to China. I originally wanted to To take you there, in fact, this matter has been settled long ago, but I have never had a chance to tell you. It is useless to talk more now, anyway, I will not change my mind, just wait for your word. "

"..."

"When I'm away, if there is anything I can find Zhu Li, she will stay in Jingyuan."

"..."

"I'll tell you before I leave," Shen Yanwen said, "I'll wait for you."

Tan Shaochen didn't say anything, or he didn't know how to answer this sentence at all.He just listened to a heavy sigh outside the door, then the sound of footsteps started and gradually receded until the world became quiet, as if responding to the fact that he was about to be alone.

Wei Wan is leaving too, and Shen Yanwen is leaving too.

Everything was a little sudden, but not so sudden.Only he has no one to rely on and no one to worry about, so he just muddles along, has no dreams to pursue, and no one to love.

No, mainly because I dare not love.

After a long time, Tan Shaochen slid down with his back against the cold door panel, gradually losing strength.He sat on the floor, ignoring how cold the ground was in the cold winter months, but couldn't help hugging his knees, lowering his eyes and letting go.

-

After a few days, Wei Wan left.

Before leaving, Tan Shaochen had a meal with him, together with his friends who played in the band.Most likely, Tan Shaochen is a poor little boy who needs to be taken care of forever in the eyes of others. Wei Wan also told him the same sentence as Shen Yanwen, asking him to find his buddies in the band whenever he needed something, and he would come back within three years at most.

After going to the airport, the band members were smoking outside, and Tan Shaochen accompanied Wei Wan to get a boarding pass and stood in line.

Wei Wan asked him suddenly: "That Shen, is he still looking for you?"

"……No."

"Is this good," Wei Wan said, "If you are still single after three years, you will stay with me."

"... Huh?" Tan Shaochen was startled, and looked at him blankly.

Wei Wan blushed instantly, raised her hand to touch her earlobe, and fiddled with the loose diamond earrings a few times: "I mean, if I don't look for it after three years, I can still take care of you..."

"Thank you," Tan Shaochen said, "but you will definitely find it, and you will definitely find someone who can at least read music, unlike me who is tone-deaf."

"...Forget it," Wei Wan understood the refusal in these words, and said instead, "Actually, Shen Yanwen is okay, I asked my brother, at least he is not someone who plays around outside; if you still like him... "

"It's your turn, it's your turn..."

"oh oh……"

It was mid-December when Wei Wan left, and as soon as he landed there, he sent a message to Tan Shaochen to report his safety.A few days later, Tan Shaochen quit his job at Live House, searched around the Internet, and finally found a second-hand bookstore, where he took care of the store for the elderly boss and sorted out old books; although the salary was not as high as that of Live House, most of the time he spent most of the day. Being able to sit is not tiring.

There are more and more decorative lights on the streets of Jingyuan every day, and some students are talking about who to give gifts while reading in the store; Tan Shaochen just remembered that Christmas is coming soon, but this has nothing to do with him.

When he was a child, he also received a few presents that "Santa Claus" stuffed into the stocking.

After so many years, he has not celebrated Christmas for a long time.

"...Xiao Tan, this is for you." On the night of Christmas Eve, the bookstore owner gave him a bright red apple, "I don't know how to celebrate this kind of foreign festival. My granddaughter said that eating apples today means nothing. An'an, you take it."

"thank you boss……"

It was only after seven o'clock, and it was already dark. Just as Tan Shaochen was picking up the apples, someone outside suddenly shouted: "Uncle Zhou, the express delivery is here."

"Hey, good!" The boss responded, and walked out slowly to have a look, "I didn't buy anything, yo."

Tan Shaochen looked at Apple in a daze, when the boss walked in and shouted, "Xiao Tan, it's for you."

"what?"

When he looked up, the boss was holding a bouquet of delicate roses in his hand.

—Really, no matter where he went, the man could always find him.

He didn't know whether he should feel happy or bored.With the mood at this moment, I have to say a little more about helplessness.He hurried over to pick up the flowers, the scent of roses was very intoxicating.A pale yellow letter was inserted between the flower branches, presumably it was a greeting card or something.

Tan Shaochen carefully opened it, but there was only a piece of A4 printing paper inside.

Only a text message was printed on it.

[Fangjing Airlines] Tan Shaochen, the international flight MDHC1 you took on January 20th has been issued a ticket, Jingyuan Airport T666-XXX airport, please check in at the airport two hours in advance.