Mr. He who can't be captured

In He Shangyue's perception, Tao Luoqing should be the only one in his eyes.

At first, it was Tao Luoqing who clung to him without hesitation, saying that he liked him, wanted to chase him, and tried every means to get close to him.

As a result, after they all fell asleep, Tao Luoqing left as soon as he said he would.

He Shangyue knew that what he said to Tao Luoqing the previous two times was a little too much, but he has always been like this, Tao Luoqing is not ignorant, it's not like he didn't care before, but now he suddenly starts to care.

Why, could it be that Tao Luoqing was just greedy for his own body, and would not want it until he was asleep?

He Shangyue himself thought this reason was ridiculous, but was there any other reason that could explain Tao Luoqing's behavior.Tao Luoqing left and is still living in another man's house.

Soon He Shangyue figured out Jiang Yike's identity, and also understood where his familiarity with the name came from.

When he investigated how Tao Luoqing got into the Griffin dinner last time, he finally found out that Tao Luoqing was brought in by Jiang Yike.

Then we can be right, the person Tao Luoqing called Brother Jiang was also him.

Tao Luoqing said they were just friends, but the more He Shang looked at it, he still felt uncomfortable.

What kind of friends can live together like this, say goodbye in the morning like a couple, Tao Luoqing is still standing at the door to watch them off.

To be honest, they lived together a lot before, did Tao Luoqing watch him off?It seems that there are very few times that they are even delivered to the entrance hall, let alone the door.

Not to mention that in the end, he was Tao Luoqing's backup.

He Shangyue was in a bad mood, looking at everything with critical eyes, he opened Jiang Yike's social account - and saw the latest content, it turned out to be the video taken yesterday holding a duck, and Tao Luoqing was behind the camera.

The place where Jiang Yike took the video is not the same as the place where Tao Luoqing took the video. It can be seen that the interior decoration of this house is not bad.Tao Luoqing stood behind Jiang Yike, as if pouring milk, and then leaned there to drink.

In the camera, his eyes fell on Jiang Yike and Yaya, and he smiled calmly.

It was completely different from the Tao Luoqing I saw this morning.

He Shangyue clicked on the comment section.

Jiang Jiang Jiang Jiang Jiang: @心脸小宝贝Thanks to the baby who appeared on the scene and his little baby [爱心]

Sweetheart: Ducks who are forced to open their doors [laugh] [laugh]

Inexplicably dazzling.

He Shangyue looked at other people's comments again, and these were the first ones that caught his eye.

——Hahaha Yaya is so cute, Jiang Jiang has such a good relationship with the little baby, I envy your friendship!

——Are you two dating? I always feel that you two are a couple? ?

—Gosh, do you live together? ? ! !

——The ones upstairs look like they are newcomers. They have been licensed for several years, and they are already old couples [doge]

——I testify, I was at their wedding [doge]

The less angry He Shang was, the more the veins on the back of his hands were about to pop out.

He felt offended that Tao Luoqing was clearly his.

He tried to find Jiang Yike or Tao Luoqing's response in this building, but he couldn't.

Thinking of the scene where Tao Luoqing watched Jiang Yike's car go away, and the dead duck was still chasing after him, it was hard for He Shangyue to believe that their relationship was 100% pure.

No matter how good a friend is, you can't let others make jokes like this.

At least one of them came out to clarify.

He Shang threw the phone far away, and was upset watching it, so it's better not to look at it.

After a while, he thought angrily again, whatever, since Tao Luoqing wants to leave, let him leave.

He Shangyue also decisively decided to let go, thinking that Tao Luoqing had better not show up again in this life, he didn't need to keep people like Tao Luoqing in his heart at all.He likes to look for spare tires and spare tires, and he wants to find a few.It's just letting go of such a vain person, how difficult it can be, the more He Shang doesn't believe that he can't do it.

He Shangyue no longer looked at Tao Luoqing's video homepage, nor did he pay attention to any news related to Tao Luoqing.

Originally, he was self-willed thinking about how difficult it would be to confuse Jiang Yike, a small Internet celebrity, but in the end he didn't do anything to Jiang Yike—it was unnecessary, and it seemed that he cared about Tao Luoqing.

He couldn't care about Tao Luoqing anymore, he wanted to get rid of such a small accident from his life, and he absolutely couldn't let Tao Luoqing have any influence on him anymore.

He Shangyue began to put all his energy on work, which was originally the most important thing in his life

For nearly a month before the Chinese New Year, He Shangyue didn't bother to listen to anything related to Tao Luoqing. He went on business a few times, both at home and abroad, and the time passed quickly.

Fang Zhengming is here this year, and there are many juniors who come to visit him during the Chinese New Year. Originally, He Shangyue's place is lively, but this year it will be even more lively.

He Shangyue's father also came back to live for a few days. Although Fang Zhengming and him still had a disagreement, the atmosphere was quite harmonious during the New Year's Eve.

But Fang Zhengming was a little sad, he would prepare red envelopes for the juniors every year.No matter how old he is, he is still a child in his eyes.This year he prepared red envelopes for both Wan Li and Tao Luoqing, but neither of these two children came to see him.

He Shangyue saw that he didn't have much energy for the next few days, and his old friends from the community came to ask him out for a walk and didn't go to the big names, so he asked him what's wrong.

Fang Zhengming sighed: "Oh, it's so strange, not only did Xiao Li not come to see me this year, he didn't make any phone calls, did something happen to him?"

He Shangyue's expression was indifferent: "Maybe he has something to do."

"That doesn't mean you don't come to see me during the Chinese New Year." Fang Zhengming said, "I didn't answer the phone call to him. When you have time, contact him and ask him what he is busy with and why he doesn't come to see me. .”

He Shangyue agreed: "Okay, I understand."

"Hey, Xiaotao won't come to see me this year. I called him some time ago to ask him to come to see me, but he didn't come, saying he went on a trip."

This was the first time that He Shangyue heard Tao Luoqing from someone else recently.

It's a very strange feeling, the place where the heart is a little tingling, it's not that the feeling is strong, but it's hard to ignore it.

The more He Shang can do is to suppress this feeling, after all, it has already been a month, and it is about time to forget about this person.

Fang Zhengming continued: "Xiao Tao also said that the lease will not be renewed after the expiration of the house, and he is leaving."

He Shangyue paused.

It's ok to be late, but Tao Luoqing really wants to leave.

"Oh, everyone around me is going to leave, and I'm the only old man left."

"Grandpa, don't say that, I'm still with you."

"What's the difference between being with you and not being with you? You're just busy with work all day long. I thought you could get married early and start a family. Now, you can marry your work."

Fang Zhengming's reaction when he mentioned He Shangyue was the most disgusting, he shook his head and sighed while talking, got up after speaking, and went back to his room.

He Shang became more and more helpless, but during this period of time, Fang Zhengming did not bother to introduce him to someone, which was also a good thing.

After that, I resumed work after the year, and I was busy for a long time.

When He Shangyue thought of Tao Luoqing again, nearly two months had passed since their last meeting.

He Shang felt that he was in a good state, Tao Luoqing hardly had any influence on him anymore - if he didn't suddenly miss the dessert he made, he was too busy to think about Tao Luoqing.

He Shangyue's obsession with desserts is probably something he can't let go of in his life. He feels that even if he becomes an old man in the future, he will probably be the most sweet old man in the world.

But among the many desserts he has eaten, only the ones made by Tao Luoqing are the ones he likes the most.

Especially when he was extremely tired and just wanted to replenish energy with sweets, he missed all kinds of desserts that Tao Luoqing made, whether it was mille-feuille or pudding, it seemed that even the whipped cream Tao Luoqing made was very delicious.

The sweetness is his favorite, no matter how many times he eats it, he will never get tired of it.

He Shangyue allowed himself to think of Tao Luoqing for a while at this time, after all, delicious desserts are one of the few advantages of Tao Luoqing.

Two months later, He Shangyue opened Tao Luoqing's video homepage again.

It's not to see how Tao Luoqing is doing, he just wants to know if Tao Luoqing has made some delicious desserts recently, he can't satisfy his mouth, so let's see the headquarters of his eyes.

On the one hand, I also sighed in my heart, time flies so fast, two months have passed in the blink of an eye.

The coldest winter is over and early spring is approaching.

He opened Tao Luoqing's video homepage in the office, and found that Tao Luoqing had only updated one video in the past two months.

He Shangyue didn't look at the title of the video first, he looked around the cover, and was quite surprised at what he found.

After all, Tao Luoqing works full-time on videos, and if he doesn't update them for two months, in He Shangyue's eyes, it almost means announcing his resignation.

Even though he thought that this had nothing to do with him just a moment ago, whatever Tao Luoqing did.But the eyes still fell on He Shangyue's only updated video honestly.

Then He Shangyue saw the title of the video - "This Winter, I Love Someone Seriously".

His heartbeat seemed to be missing a beat at that moment, and He Shangyue became inexplicably serious, and clicked on this video.

The upload date was half a month ago, and there was a paragraph in the introduction: Although people often call me love koi, I am actually very guilty of this title.Because I didn't catch up with the person I liked in the end, and even messed up the relationship.If the love koi ranks first, then I must be the worst one, or I will be directly expelled.

The video opens with a butterfly in flight in a labyrinthine landscape at a Griffin dinner.

Only this section of the entire video has sound, and Tao Luoqing has the date and subtitles on the screen, but the location is not indicated.

His voice was still the gentleness that He Shang was more familiar with, and he said in surprise: "There are butterflies in such a cold day, so amazing."

Where is Tao Luoqing in the maze? He Shangyue can recall it when he saw the video, because the encounter that night really left a deep impression on him.Tao Luoqing took pictures very clearly, and He Shangyue knew that when he turned another corner, he was standing there.

Looking back at the incident after such a long time, the unbelievable feeling was even stronger. He didn't even know that there was a little butterfly at that time, which seemed to be guiding them.

However, there is not much content in this part.

The part that takes up the most weight in the entire video is when they live together.

Most of the pictures are Tao Luoqing's process of making desserts day after day, with clips of their chatting at that time interspersed.

He Shangyue had never noticed this until he was picked up by Tao Luoqing alone. He realized that every chat was like a chat on Tao Luo's list. It turned out that every time Tao Luoqing made desserts for himself, it was very expensive. Thoughtful.

The original sound was blocked in the following video, and it was accompanied by the lyrical Japanese song "駅" that Tao Luoqing sang during the live broadcast.

The female voice of the original singer is soft and low, revealing a kind of gentle sadness, perhaps because of the BGM, the whole video seems to reveal an unspeakable regret and loss.

The dessert part has been edited, leaving almost only the initial preparation and the final product.

Putting it all together, He Shangyue realized that Tao Luoqing had done so many things for him.

He never thought about how long it would take Tao Luoqing to prepare these things, but after watching the video, he knew that Tao Luoqing woke up very early, would be too sleepy to beat the eggshells in together, and would burn the cake and then cut it silently When pretending the rollover never happened.

He only has one sentence in the subtitles: those mornings are always the ones you can talk about.

Later, He Shang saw himself appearing more, but it was only one finger.

He couldn't remember when, but he only recognized his own hand, probably when he was resting at home, Tao Luoqing put the cake there, and he passed by, scraping a mouthful of cream with his fingers.

The text on the subtitle is: Just a finger, hope he doesn't mind, but he should never see this video hahaha

Then look at the chat records posted by Tao Luoqing.

He Shangyue recalled what he thought in his heart when he received these news. At that time, he didn't seem to have believed in Tao Luoqing. He only felt that all his actions were for ulterior motives, and his original intention was to please and get close to him.

So the replies were all indifferent, or there was no reply at all.

At the end of the video is a clip of Tao Luoqing taking Yaya and Jiang Yike for a self-driving tour during the Chinese New Year.

The color of the picture has been adjusted, and the angle is also very good. Tao Luoqing looks like a character who only appears in movies.

He typed a long sentence: It feels really good to love someone sincerely. You will feel that the world is bright, and everything you do seems to be getting closer to the goal in your heart.Although the result was an unexpected mess, but thinking about the good, it is also a rare experience and lesson in life.

The purpose of posting this video is to let everyone know what level I really am in love. I feel sorry for everyone calling me a love koi, and I deserve it.

Although I was working hard to adjust my state, this incident really hit me hard. I decided to let it go for a long time, and I was sure that I don't like him anymore, but my state still couldn't be adjusted.

I want to say sorry to my friends who have been waiting for my update, because I still can't update the video for a long time.I want to use this time to plan and find my plans and goals. When I make progress, I will tell you [heart].

He Shangyue was silent for a long time after watching the video.

He had to subvert all his firmly believed viewpoints to recognize the fact that Tao Luoqing really liked him, and he treated his feelings sincerely.

If it wasn't true, Tao Luoqing didn't have to stop updating for such a long time, making life difficult for his main job income.

There is no need to release such a video, after all, the material of this video will need to be accumulated for more than a month at least, and it must be very troublesome to edit.

He felt that Tao Luoqing released this video, as if he was saying goodbye to the past seriously.

And once the premise that Tao Luoqing is sincere is established, and when he thinks back on what he has done and said to him, He Shangyue realizes how much he has gone too far.

At that time, he denied the relationship that Tao Luoqing thought, and said those words - if Tao Luoqing was really doing it for his money or something else, it would be fine to say so.But Tao Luoqing was sincere, he denied Tao Luoqing's sincerity, and humiliated him with those words.

So from that day on, Tao Luoqing began to "lose his temper" with himself. He blocked and deleted all his contact information, changed his place of residence, never showed up again, and chose to leave.

He thought Tao Luoqing was playing hard to get, but Tao Luoqing just chose to give up.

The more He Shang couldn't believe that he had committed such a stupidity, how could he be so stupid.

He Shangyue slowed down for a long time and still felt like he was dreaming. He casually clicked on the comment section and saw that Tao Luoqing had replied to many comments.

— Hug my little baby!It's not worth it for a scumbag!

Sweetheart: He's actually pretty good, and he's not a scumbag, he just doesn't like me.

——It makes me so sad to see woo woo woo!

Sweetheart: Don't feel sorry for me. I'm fine now. I'm much better. I'm looking forward.

——Hey, is the baby with Jiang Jiang now?

Sweetheart: Of course it's impossible!He is my best friend, and he often comes to accompany me during this time.

——I hope the baby can come out sooner, and have a sweet love sooner [hug]

Heart and liver baby: I have been in a much better state recently, thank you [心]

The more He Shang looked at it, the more he wanted to knock on his forehead.

Two months have passed, and he only knows the truth now, isn't it too late.

In the two months since he completely cut off contact with He Shangyue, Tao Luo ruled out traveling with Jiang Yike during the Chinese New Year, and never left the house again.

He is thankful that he has a duck instead of a dog.Because the duck does not need to be walked, it is enough to give it a big washbasin to play with water every day.Eating feed is also very fast, not picky eaters at all, no need to coax them to feed.

Tao Luoqing didn't do anything in the past two months, and he didn't shoot a new video, so he only edited the only video.

It's not that he still has old feelings for He Shangyue, it's just that the things he experienced during that time made him so forgetful, and everyone called him a love koi, whether it is in the comment area or private message area, it will always be like a wishing pool, Tao Luoqing There is a lot of pressure, and my heart is also very empty.

He made this video because he wanted to tell everyone that his courtship experience was a mess.Again, it can be regarded as a record of saying goodbye to the self in such a period of time in the past.

He used to like He Shangyue, he really liked it, this liking was serious, and there was nothing shameful about it.

So after cutting this video and releasing it, Tao Luoqing felt completely hollowed out, unable to do anything.

He didn't want to die because of what happened to He Shangyue, but he really couldn't act as if nothing had happened.He Shangyue's misunderstanding of him could not be explained clearly until now, which made Tao Luoqing feel that it was difficult for him to like another person.

If the same thing as He Shangyue happened again, he was afraid that he would really be unable to bear it.

This had a great impact on Tao Luoqing, and even made him start to think abnormally, whether it would be better for him to really go out and find a job.

He is still young, and he still likes his major. Most importantly, after going through this incident, he doesn't want to be the Tao Luoqing who couldn't speak anymore, who was misunderstood and didn't dare to explain forcefully.

He wants to overcome his slight social fear, wants to get in touch with people more, wants to learn to speak, wants to improve, and try to be a completely different self.

But so far, it's just a thought.

Don't say he can't go out, Tao Luoqing doesn't go downstairs very often, it takes a long time to order takeaway here, he doesn't want to start a fire, so he simply doesn't do it.

Even if you eat some snacks and fruits every day, the range of activities is basically locked on the third floor where you sleep and the fourth floor where you can bask in the sun.

The price of being lazy and decadent is that Tao Luoqing has gained weight.

There is an extra circle of meat coming out of the stomach.

Tao Luoqing's stature is not too tall, but his proportions are good and he is thin, so he looks tall and thin when he shoots the video.But if he becomes fat, his advantages will not be highlighted, and he will only become short and fat.

Touching the circle of flesh on his stomach, Tao Luoqing thought that he had nothing to do recently, so he should lose weight.

Jiang Yike has a gym here, which has treadmills and other things. Tao Luoqing bought a few cans of protein powder and two sets of sportswear online, and is going to start formal exercise when the things arrive.

It was a rare time for him to go downstairs these days to pick up the courier.

But when Tao Luoqing went downstairs, he had a hunch that the weight loss was probably going to be yellow, and now he felt tired even walking up the stairs.

And after signing and taking the express delivery, he saw something that he couldn't even imagine - He Shangyue's car.

Tao Luoqing's heart was still clenched.

But he couldn't see the license plate, and he couldn't be sure that it was He Shangyue's car.

He told himself in his heart that it wasn't necessarily He Shangyue, how could he appear here in such a good manner.

He thought it would be better to go back quickly, but the car door opened, and the person he saw coming down was He Shangyue.

The author has something to say: Yaya: Don’t come here, I’ll peck you to death