Song Yuwan Tang
Chapter 50 Sending red envelopes to my friends~Thank you for your continued attention.
Chong Jian put away his expression, leaned on the hilt of his sword, and knelt on one knee.
"I want you to devote all your wisdom and courage to protect the safety of Shangguan Wan'er for me. She is the most important person to your mother. You swear!" Song Yu made no secret of her most sincere feelings in front of everyone. emotion.
This was Song Yu and Taiping's first time to be so frank in front of the courtiers. When Shangguan Wan'er was startled, her face was flushed with embarrassment, and the hand held by her slightly tightened.
"I swear! I will do my best to protect my aunt." Xue Chongjian's face was tough, like a general about to go to the battlefield.
"And you, no matter what the final result is, no matter how the history books will be written in the future, I want you to remember." Song Yu turned to look at Wan'er, and suddenly at this moment, she had some kind of impulse, excited to want to To show something, she took Wan'er's hand and let them watch, "She is my world."
Song Yu just said what she wanted to say the most. For Shangguan Wan'er, it meant decades of expectations and passionate feelings, and finally she had a self-deceiving but clearest answer.
Tears soaked her eyes and gurgled down. Shangguan Wan'er's eyes were dim and she wanted to see her clearly. This was her Song Yu and her Taiping.She finally did the method mentioned to Li Dan. At that time, Song Yu was not completely like Taiping. She was weaker than Taiping, afraid, fearful, and retreated, so she was not sure if Song Yu would be like Taiping. Use the only possible way.
Now Song Yu is more and more like Taiping, the Taiping who can be arrogant for her.
Country and beauty, she wants it all.
Then she wouldn't have to die.
Seeing Shangguan Wan'er smile with tears in her eyes, Song Yu held her hand tightly and said to the surprised crowd, "Do you all understand?"
The sound of clothes rubbing against one another.
"I respectfully wish your mother a long life!"
Everyone knows who the new king will be in the future, and they all know what the words "new king" mean.Most of them have a kind of tacit understanding that does not need to be stated. In the minds of all the courtiers of Datang, the name Shangguan Wan'er has actually become synonymous with Datang.
She once stood beside Gaozong, Li Dan, Wu Zetian, Li Xian, and she has always stood beside the emperor.
How can everyone not understand?Princess Taiping is using the throne as a condition, asking the courtiers of the Tang Dynasty to recognize this "legal system" that is not in the plain text classics.Of course they are willing, this has long been a consensus, but they are more or less alarmed, moved by the simple eight words of Taiping.
Li Longji was the most excited person among them, leaving behind his brothers and chasing after him, "Auntie, let my nephew and auntie enter the palace."
Song Yu and Shangguan Wan'er stopped together.
"My nephew will devote his whole life to protecting my aunt just like protecting my aunt." Li Longji's face was resolute and resolute, as if he really wanted to defend this preciousness with his life.
However, Song Yu seemed to have a chill, rising from the soles of his feet to the top of his head, and flatly refused, "No need, it's fine with Chongjian." Looking at the surprise and disappointment in Li Longji's eyes, she felt that her tone was a bit heavy , remedied: "Aunt still needs you here."
"Sanlang, you pretend to be Wanqijun and follow General Chen." Shangguan Wan'er promised Li Longji to give him a chance, and this is a chance.Xue Chongjian can be a guard but not a general.
"What?" Song Yu looked back at her in surprise, suddenly a little anxious, and almost said that Li Longji would kill her.She held back, history is no longer history, why is she still so afraid and worried?Wan'er had already nodded in agreement, and she didn't want to annoy her.
"Chen Xuanli." Shangguan Wan'er summoned Chen Xuanli and told him to prepare a set of military uniforms, and asked Li Longji to change them.
Li Longji held the clothes that Chen Xuanli handed over, and looked at Song Yu expectantly.
Song Yu couldn't see the slightest hatred for Wan'er on Li Longji's face, but there was a kind of righteousness that would give up his life, bit his lower lip, and nodded.But he said again: "Longji, you also kneel down."
Li Longji was shocked and knelt down in front of them.
"What do you want to say?" Song Yu didn't order Xue Chongjian to make an oath, but let him say it himself.
Li Longji looked at Shangguan Wan'er's smile, leaned over and kowtowed: "My nephew protects my aunt with his life."
"Okay, you have to remember your words, so that aunt can rest assured." Song Yu told him with a hint of warning.
Li Longji was taken aback, he knew that his aunt was so annoyed with him because of his relationship with Wan'er before, and he made up his mind to protect Shangguan Wan'er no matter what, so that his aunt would change her view of him.
Shangguan Wan'er helped him up and asked him to change his clothes.
Song Yu didn't want her to leave, so he found an excuse to send her into the palace, and when he got to Yanxi's gate, he talked all kinds of useless things and refused to change to the carriage.
"Taiping, after passing this hurdle, we will have a brighter future." Shangguan Wan'er untied the mortal knot, she was naturally full of ambition, she didn't think that in the current situation, no one else could stop the two sisters from joining forces.
Only the Emperor of God understands that she is the emperor's woman, and the new emperor needs to use his courage to stop the long mouth of eradicating the remnants of the previous dynasty, so His Majesty the Emperor of God once said that Li Dan's reclusive heart is the same as Li Xian's. Cowardice and incompetence cannot guarantee her safety, only Taiping can, unless Taiping can choose between Jiangshan and her.
Wan'er still remembers that she had a fight with the Emperor of God over this. She didn't want Taiping to be the emperor, and she didn't want Taiping to follow the old path of the Emperor of God. She only wanted Taiping to get better and be happy.But when Taiping realized that if she wanted power, she had to give up love, which would harm her, Taiping hid. At that time, she wished Taiping could cheer up.
Now that Song Yu has made a choice, it doesn't mean that she knows the responsibility and bloodshed she will bear in the future if she embarks on this road. Those courtiers who could not tolerate the power of the new dynasty, how did the emperor eradicate them one by one.
Wan'er originally thought that she would feel very uncomfortable, because once Song Yu embarked on this road, all those who opposed in the future, clamoring to kill people from the old forces of the previous dynasty, Song Yu must be like His Majesty the God Emperor, with his As the emperor's courage, to solve these difficulties.This is the weight to protect her. She really doesn't want Song Yu to stain her hands with blood because of her. She is still so immature and still has so many beautiful longings in her heart.
But with Song Yu in his arms now, does it matter?
Shangguan Wan'er also looked at it at this moment, she thought, after Song Yu became the empress, she would tell her all these things.
The author has something to say: I want all the beauties in the country
I want to ~ give me ~ give me
☆, peace
On the zigzag lotus pond, there are fields of leaves, and among the layers of green leaves, some white flowers are dotted here and there, and the breeze blows, sending wisps of fragrance.
Shangguan Wan'er accompanied Li Xian's family to walk around the Taiye Pond for half a circle, surrounded by willow trees far and near, and when the wind swayed, she put on all kinds of charming poses, which instantly looked good.
In the cool of the night, Yuan Xiang sent Feng Hui to put it on for her. Shangguan Wan'er led the palace servants to light up the river bank with palace lanterns. She deliberately fell back a few feet, and ordered the palace servants to light the slings standing on the bank of the Taiye Pond. palace lantern.
One by one street lamps were ignited, illuminating the long and winding road to the north, the halo of yellow lights accompanied by the evening stars and bright moon, reflecting the path on the shore, and guiding people in the direction of progress.
Li Xian didn't ask her to draft the imperial edict immediately, and Shangguan Wan'er didn't ask him either. After all, it was a matter of state affairs, and it was also a matter of life and death.Wei Shi and An Le were not surprised by her entry into the palace. No matter what the imperial edict was, wouldn't it be counted only through her pen?
"Look at what you did. As the king of a country, you actually made fun of yourself like this." Webster's voice was not too loud, and Shangguan Wan'er, who fell behind and looked at the blue and black veins, could hear clearly , Sister Wei's tone was a little earnest, not like blaming, but more like comforting.
"You used to make all kinds of messes in the court, but now you open a market, and you still say that in the court, not to mention that the ministers think you have no prestige, even your own daughter looks down on you."
"Of course you look down on me. The courtiers want a majestic king, and I can't satisfy them; you want an emperor, but I can't do it; Bao'er wants a father who can pass on to her world, and I can't do it, and I don't want to be satisfied." She! Because I am just an ordinary person, I just treat myself as an ordinary person, I am not capable of solving bigger things, and I am not suitable to be a qualified emperor. I am not confused, and I am not stupid! I know that Datang needs What kind of people govern, it needs fresh blood, young and surging passion, to lead the whole empire positively, and we are all old, we will only lead it to the endless dark abyss, and it will only make it older relying on crutches to survive." Li Xian was extremely sad, maybe he was still young decades ago, and when he first came to the throne, he still had blood and endless energy, but he missed it and did it. wrong.
Hearing his words, Webster didn't know how to answer for a while, turned his head to look at Shangguan Wan'er who was not far behind, and heard Li Xian say again: "In those years, you and I were too young and energetic, thinking that the power we got Let us do whatever we want. Wan'er persuaded us, but we didn't listen to her, what happened? As a result, I was pulled down from the top by my mother and assigned to Fangling."
"Are you blaming me?!" Webster turned around in surprise.How can you blame her?That was Wu Zetian's domineering and cruel heart.
"No, I don't blame you. You just want your family to get the honor it deserves as a relative. I don't blame my mother anymore. As an emperor, I really shouldn't have promoted your father to be prime minister. He He is just a member of the army and unable to understand the powers and responsibilities of a prime minister. I should give him an idle title and let him spend his old age peacefully. This is the greatest filial piety to him." Li Xian squeezed the sachet in his hand and said sadly.
"You're still blaming me. After all, it was my proposal. But obviously, don't bring up those old things again. Haven't we survived these years?" Thinking of the past, Webster couldn't stop his eyes from moistening. The young and frivolous indeed paid a heavy price for this.
"So Fang'er, I decided not to be the emperor anymore. I took off this dragon robe in exchange for a lifetime of refreshment...Let's choose a good place, plant flowers and grass, study and raise children, stay away from these disputes, and stay away from the satisfaction that this brings us. Where the body hurts."
Webster looked in disbelief at Li Xian, who was sad but slightly excited, and gradually disappointed, "Is this your final decision? Is this the final reward you gave me for sharing weal and woe with you for 30 years?"
"Yes, this is actually my long-cherished wish for many years. I don't want to go back to Chang'an. In fact, I just hoped that my mother could change us to a beautiful place like wind, flowers, snow and moon." Li Xian looked forward to and longed for himself.
Wei Shi closed her eyes, and two lines of tears fell from the corners of her eyes. Suddenly, she opened her eyes, turned sideways and glanced at Shangguan Wan'er behind her from the corner of her eye, and said sadly: "You don't need to ask me or your daughters' feelings. , but have you asked her? How did she persuade you earnestly when you first became emperor? You didn’t listen, you acted willfully, so she had no choice but to tell Emperor Wu to let you live in Fangling. After 14 years of inhuman life. It is not your courtiers, nor me and Bao'er who most hope you can be a good emperor. On the contrary, it is the woman who betrayed you. You really want to pass on the throne To Taiping? Let her continue to be a slave to power by Taiping's side? Is this how you repay her?"
Li Xian turned his head to look at Shangguan Wan'er, with vague emotions in his eyes.
"I... sorry for her..."
Shangguan Wan'er stopped in her tracks and looked at the two of them. The land of the Tang Dynasty was going to be handed over to a reliable emperor, so she could live the life she wanted and share the true sense of peace with Taiping. Jiangshan, but such a simple wish cannot be realized.
"Wan'er doesn't blame you." What could she say?She really didn't blame Li Xian. Everyone pushed him up because of their own selfishness. Now he just did something he wanted to do. Isn't that okay?
"What about me? You are so selfish, have you ever asked me how I feel? Who was with you through the most terrifying and bleak period of your life, have you forgotten everything we have done for you? Obviously, you really It is so disappointing to me. I have been with you for 30 years, and this is how you treat me? Well, don't say any more, I am just not reconciled...well, I am not reconciled..." Wei Shi was extremely disappointed, weak She waved her hand, and continued to walk forward, the wind blew the skirt of her clothes, raising a lonely and lonely arrogance behind her.
"Sister Wei." Shangguan Wan'er chased after her. She wanted to get rid of Wei Shi, who was getting more and more crazy, but it didn't mean that she hated her or blamed her. She just wanted her to restrain herself and stop imitating God. Emperor.
"Wan'er, I can set you free, only I can." Wei Shi stopped, stared at her, and looked straight into her heart.Wu Zetian tied Wan'er all her life, Li Xian refused to let her go, Taiping, Taiping is like Wu Zetian, but she is different, she thinks she doesn't need her, so she can give her the freedom she wants.
Her eyes seemed to be pierced with a knife in her heart. Shangguan Wan'er pouted her eyes and shed tears. She wanted so much to enjoy the nature written in her poems, which was the place she longed for and longed for.
"Sister Wei, by Taiping's side, that is Wan'er's freedom."
"Heh—" Webster smiled sadly, "I see."
Except for the whirring of the wind, there was a deadly silence.
"Zuo'er?" Li Xian's voice broke the silence of the night.
An Le walked down from the rockery on the left with a gloomy face, looked at them, and finally set his eyes on Li Xian. "I heard it all." Without waiting for them to speak, she interrupted, "Do you know what I think of you?"
Li Xian stepped forward to hold her hand silently, but she threw it away vigorously. Regardless of the presence of dozens of palace servants, she roared: "You are a weak man, an incompetent emperor, and you will live up to me!" Responsible father. You let everyone who loves you and treats you well pay a price that cannot be retrieved and scars that cannot be healed because of your incompetence. All of us are covered in scars because of you. , and then you said you don't want us anymore!"
She cried as she spoke, her beautiful face distorted with anger: "I have been wandering with you since I was born, and when I first returned to Chang'an, even a little lady dared to secretly laugh at my Fangling accent! I have been afraid of you since I was a child, for fear that one day Ah Wu will kill us all. When I was just sensible, I saw you hugging and suffering with your mother, and your mother put you down from the beam again and again. You are afraid, I am more afraid than you!"
"I don't want to die yet, I haven't tasted the joy of life yet! You keep talking about Ah Wu, Taiping, you always use Taiping to suppress us, and you dare not show even a sporadic dissatisfaction in front of her! You know me What do you think of you? I think Taiping is amazing, she restrains all of you, stands on top of the emperor's head and dictates, even if she hides in the princess mansion, the emperor can't do anything to her."
The more An Le spoke, the more excited she became, her face was bluish and black, and she looked very strange in the hazy night.
"Later, I gradually understood. Even the position of emperor was given to you by Taiping, so you are afraid of her, afraid of this woman who is as ruthless as Ah Wu! My father is a timid and incompetent man, selfish. Leigh, I hate you!"
With a crisp sound of "snap!", An Le's face was imprinted with five fingers by Li Xian. Li Xian shouted angrily, "Shut up! Repay you with the power you have gained through hard work in your life! You have done so many illegal and disciplined things, but I have tolerated you all the time, and you have made me a foolish king ridiculed by the courtiers, do you still think that I have not repaid you enough?"
"Zuo'er." The palm woke Shangguan Wan'er up, and he stepped forward to take her hand to comfort her.
An Le threw it away, looked at them one by one viciously, including Wei Shi, and sneered: "Since you can't protect your own world and your own family, I will protect them! Taiping has already taken away my father-in-law and husband." , I can't let her deprive me of everything left, just wait and see!" After finishing speaking, he ignored Webster's shout and walked away again.
The three adults looked at me and you, feeling quite headache and helpless.
"Sister Wei, go and persuade her." Shangguan Wan'er said worriedly, she was really afraid that An Le would do something stupid again.
"How can I persuade you? Oh, look at you, your daughter is so arrogant, why don't you say something nice?" Wei Shi looked at Li Xian reproachfully.
Li Xian said: "Have I not said enough good things? It is because I indulged her too much that she became what she is now. It's all my fault. I can't give her a stable childhood and turn her into such a horrible woman. I can't let her Go on like this. Wan'er, find someone to take her out of Chang'an."
The author has something to say: The ending~~~This is not the ending~~You guys are just guessing~~~
☆, Destiny
Wei Shi's face was ashen, he pointed at Li Xian, and said angrily: "You really plan to do this? You let so many people mock us in front of us, and now you want to get rid of your own daughter because of Taiping?! Even if you want to give up, you You can't treat us like that!"
Li Xian looked at her, pondered for a moment, his eyes softened, "Forget it, let her go."
His low and helpless voice made Shangguan Wan'er feel sad and sad for him, "Brother Xian, go and persuade Wu'er, she is still young after all."
Li Xian hesitated for a while, nodded, turned around and waved his hands back.
Watching them leave, Shangguan Wan'er lowered her head, the black and white light rhythm floated in the dark Taiye Pond, as if the entire Daming Palace was shrouded in negative precipitation.
"Auntie, Fengliang, why don't you go back first?" Xue Chongjian asked with concern after taking three steps away.
Shangguan Wan'er nodded, but did not move. Looking at the hazy lake island in the distance, she wondered whether she should wait any longer, but she still couldn't bear to ask Li Xian under such circumstances.
"What's the news from your mother?" She couldn't avoid Song Yu's worries, and asked Yuan Xiang to bring her news every day.
Xue Chongjian replied in a low voice: "Xue Ji, Xiao Zhizhong and the others go to visit every night. The palace and Wanqijun are all ready, and mother just misses you."
"En. Tell Longji to be more vigilant and go back." There are courtiers and Cui Shi, Song Yu is clear about the court situation, but in fact it is not a big deal, everyone is just looking forward to Li Xian's resignation An imperial edict, but Shangguan Wan'er instinctively felt that things were far from going so smoothly.
For several days in a row, she couldn't sleep peacefully, and her heart was always heavy, like a big rock pressing down, unable to let go.There was no disturbance inside and outside the palace, but there was a raging undercurrent. In the past few days, many members of the Wei family were sent to various places. Although it was Li Xian's order, it seemed that the Wei family was released to prepare for a smooth transition, but she Faintly aware that Webster is actually manipulating behind the scenes.
Those members of the Wei family did not hold high official positions, but they each had soldiers and horses from the prefectures and counties. They often said that distant waters cannot save nearby fires, so it all depends on how Webster used to create opportunities.
When Song Yu got the news, he dispatched Cui Shi and Liu Youqiu to write a letter to inform the old ministers of the former dynasty far away, such as Song Jing and Yao Chong, asking them to take precautions.
Song Yu himself didn't have much contact with them, and it was all for his own sake. After all, they were more or less the sages of Kaiyuan recorded in history.The news brought back by the two of Cui Shi made her very excited, and the foreign officials who received her letters expressed their hearts.
Song Yu was wondering if he had stolen history. The feeling of creating history was exciting. He remembered that when he first came here, he planned to be a rice bug in Datang, hugging Shangguan Wan'er's thigh, and continue to live her white life. rich life.
Thinking about it now is really ridiculous, it seems that it is the funniest joke in the world.The identity of Princess Taiping reminds her all the time that she can't live the leisurely life she wants, and the power and status brought to her by this identity force her to work hard to become Taiping.
For a period of time, she felt that there was nothing wrong with being Taiping. She had an awesome mother, two emperor brothers, and Shangguan Wan'er.
She doesn't want to be emperor, and she doesn't even have the ambition to be the emperor, but if she doesn't fight for it, she is likely to die in the power struggle, and even lose Wan'er.
At one time, I thought that I would not want that position, and at one time I was afraid that others would mention it, but when I made this decision, I felt that I let go of this heavy burden and felt relaxed.
She knew that she had mentioned it to Wan'er countless times, and from the first time she mentioned it, in her subconscious, she had actually started to think about it.But she is not for anything else, she just wants the power as emperor, to use it to protect Wan'er, and the love between her and Wan'er.
Looking at the bright moon hanging in the sky.Song Yu suddenly laughed at herself, probably because of her feelings for Wan'er?Wan'er doesn't know that she is Song Yu, and has always regarded her as Taiping, so will he never have a chance to tell Wan'er who she is in this life?
I wouldn't say it, I'd rather keep it a secret from her all my life, and I don't want to see her sad and sad.She has paid for peace for 30 years and endured so much suffering and pain. The resentment and sadness she saw in her eyes for the first time were deeply imprinted in her heart. wholehearted joy.
Whether selfishness or reluctance, Wan'er regards her as peace, so be it...
Wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes, Song Yu couldn't help but put on a gentle smile. She didn't know why she got stuck in it, maybe when Wan'er said she didn't deserve her, or maybe when she knew that woman When Shangguan Wan was a child, some things were predestined, and she was destined to meet her and fall in love with her.
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"aunt."
Shangguan Wan'er leaned on the pillars of the corridor of Lingyue Pavilion and looked up at the starry sky. After hearing the call, she turned her eyes to the visitor after a while, with a faint smile on her face.
"Sanlang, why are you here?"
"I'll accompany you." Li Longji, who was dressed in the military uniform of Wanqi, was even more manly, with a pair of sword eyebrows lightly raised, and starry eyes deep.
"En." Shangguan Wan'er did not refuse, she motioned for him to sit beside her, knowing what he was thinking, and ordered the palace people to retreat.
Li Longji pursed his lips and clenched his fists, as if mustering up his courage, he stepped forward, sat down beside her, and looked up to the sky with her.
He hated this woman, hated her for humiliating himself, for colluding with the Wu family and Webster, and getting rich among the courtiers.In his mind, she used to be pure and noble, and also worthy of respect and love. He saw how hard she was in those ten years.However, he couldn't understand that when Li Xian ascended the throne, she could completely make decisions for herself, so why would she get involved with Wu Sansi and others.
So he hated her, hated her to the core, hated her for ruining his most beautiful dream and most ardent hope when he was young.That was almost the whole of his life. When one day, when his dream was shattered, such a kind of destruction to the soul was extremely important, and even almost affected his whole life.
He still remembered that night when it was raining heavily, he angrily tore the history book she sent into pieces, and ran into the heavy rain, hoping that the heavy rain would wash away his broken heart.
For this reason, he went to his aunt and threatened to kill her and Wu Sansi, but the aunt kept silent and locked him up. Later, she came to find the aunt and released him.
That was the first time he left Chang'an and was sent away.
At that time, he blamed her for all his faults and hated her for being cruel.
It wasn't until he almost killed her that day that he realized that this woman was still the Shangguan Wan'er whom he had admired since he was a child.
"I'm sorry." After all these years, he still said these three words to her.
Shangguan Wan'er was startled, and turned to look at him, seeing him sitting on the railing neatly, with her head lowered. "That's not your fault." It was indeed not his fault, he was carried into the palace when he was very young, like a piece of white paper, she carved marks on that white paper, forming a Many different influences, some traces of wrongness she discovered, but she didn't erase it for him in time.
"I used to scold you so badly, I scolded you, you are... oh! I figured it out, I figured it out in Luzhou, really, I came back not only for my aunt, but also for you. "Li Longji never showed his vulnerable side in front of others. He held his head and regretted repeatedly.
"Sanlang, I should thank you. You are the child of whom I have put in a lot of effort. My expectation of you is far stronger than that of Cheng Qi and the others, so what I hope most is your understanding. Alright, let me show you You have the courage to say those words when you left me, now is not the time for you to frown." Shangguan Wan'er smiled and hugged him on her shoulders, as if she was still pampering him when she was young, half-joking.
"Do you still remember?" Li Longji couldn't believe it. It happened more than ten years ago, and it was just his cry when he was most sad and angry.
"En, of course." Shangguan Wan'er looked down at him with a smile, and straightened his temples.
"You'll be with your aunt, right?" Li Longji raised his head, his eyes focused.
Shangguan Wan'er nodded lightly, "Sanlang, I have something to tell you, that child Lingxiu has been waiting for you, I want to make a marriage with you."
"I can't give her the position of concubine." Li Longji's eyes darkened, a little disappointed.
"I think that's not what Lingxiu is looking for." Shangguan Wan'er said with a smile. The life of their generation is rough and rough, so they naturally hope that their children can have lovers and family members.
"What would you think if my aunt became the empress and would like to be favored by men like my grandmother?" Li Longji asked suddenly.
Shangguan Wan'er was startled when she heard the words, then she smiled and patted his head and said: "She won't."
"How can you be sure? Grandma loves you so much, she will inevitably fall into worldly desires." Li Longji asked her back, both curious and unbelieving.
Shangguan Wan'er's hand stopped, slipped down his back, smiled and slowly withdrew her hand, "Sanlang, are you making excuses for yourself, or are you feeling worthless for Lingxiu?" She didn't directly To answer Li Longji's question, there is no need to explain to him.That was a matter between her and the Emperor, and it was not enough for outsiders to understand.
"No, I'm just giving you an example. Lingxiu is different from you. She will do whatever it takes to achieve her goals. So if I can't give it to her, don't marry her." Li Longji said firmly.
Shangguan Wan'er was stunned for a moment, then smiled, "In this case, you should know what Lingxiu wants. Sanlang, concubine status doesn't mean anything. She wants your love and to be with you. Can you give it to her?" ?”
Li Longji thought for a while, nodded and said: "Yes." Then he stared at her and said, "Sanlang understands, this is why you follow your grandmother and aunt?"
"Probably." It's not just because of this, this period contains too many emotions, Li Longji, or Wu Lingxiu, they haven't experienced it, how can they understand.
Love is not all about feelings.
The author has something to say: Sister Wan'er is right~
☆, return to heaven
The night is hard to end, and the night is even longer.
Webster anxiously paced back and forth, talking in low voices with the palace servants who came and went back and forth.Ever since An Le was slapped angrily by Li Xian that night, she has kept the door closed and no one is seen. Today Wei Shi and Li Xian went to look for her together, but there was no one in the bedroom, even if people went to An Le Mansion to ask about her, she was not there.Knowing his daughter's temper, Webster was very worried that something would happen to her, so he ordered her trusted palace servants to find her in secret.
Sitting in the throne of Zilan Palace, Li Xian let out a long sigh, he felt that he was indeed a failed father, An Le was lawless, all because of his connivance and his poor teaching.
I don't know when, the relationship between their father and daughter, and even the relationship between husband and wife with Fang'er began to change, and the distance between people's hearts became more and more alienated.They are no longer a family who help each other and love each other, and their yearning and ideas have become completely different.
It's all to blame for this throne. Without this throne, they might still be as loving as ever in Fangling. Whether it is Li Dan or Taiping who inherited their mother's country, they might be far happier than they are now.
"Have you found it?" Wei Shi asked eagerly without waiting for the servant who had just trotted in to speak.
The waiter shook his head, Wei Shi beat his chest and stamped his feet, anxious like ants on a hot pan.
"Let Wan'er look for it." Li Xian said.
"Don't ask her to worry about our own family affairs." Wei Shi sent his cronies to look for it, just to hide Shangguan Wan'er, and she was also afraid that Anle would really do something. If Taiping found out, I'm afraid it won't end so well this time.
The servant didn't get Webster's approval, so he bowed his head and retreated, asking someone to look for him again.
"Don't look for it, I'm back." An Le flashed out of the hall door, covering his gloomy face in the thick night, holding a food box in his hand, his beautiful eyes shone with a strange luster.
"Where have you been?" Webster said reproachfully.
"I didn't go anywhere, I just went to cook something to eat." When she walked in, An Le put on a smile. She was naturally beautiful, and she was the most beautiful in the world, and this smile immediately made her radiant.
"Wo'er, come here, I'll talk to you." Li Xian was also relieved to see her, and beckoned her to come over.
"Stop talking, I know what you want to say, isn't it just a cliché?" An Le stood there looking at him coldly, and said contemptuously.
"Don't talk about your father like that." Wei Shi stepped forward and pulled her towards Li Xian. He was used to pampering this daughter. When it came time to really want to say something, she and Li Xian didn't know how to communicate with An Le.
Li Xian gave up his seat, stretched out his hand to sit beside her, and sighed: "I just haven't looked at you carefully for a long time, and I haven't talked to you. I know you feel wronged, but..."
"I'm not wronged... Forget it, don't mention it. Father, this is the pastry I made for you with my own hands. Would you like to try it?" An Le interrupted him, put the food box in his hand on the table and opened it, He put the dishes inside on the table one by one, and handed Li Xian the chopsticks.Her movements were very slow, and the hands holding the chopsticks trembled slightly.
"Really? Then I have to eat." Li Xian took the chopsticks with mixed surprises, and said happily: "I still remember when you were in Fangling, the first time you cooked, the fire didn't even start. It made my face covered in black smoke. Fang'er, do you remember?"
Wei Shi smiled and sat on the other side of him, nodded knowingly: "Of course I remember, it was winter, you said you wanted to eat dough."
"No, it's your mother who is sick, so I had to come." An Le said indifferently, how could she not remember?Once the mother fell ill, the whole family had to rely on her, and her hands, which were originally in good shape, had already worn calluses.When I came back to Chang'an, I managed to make my hands not look so old-fashioned through various means. The places that are still slightly hard to the touch are the sufferings of those ten years that will never be erased.
"Father, please try it quickly." An Le urged softly, staring at Li Xian's hand holding the chopsticks expectantly, his eyes flickered with light, bloodthirsty strangely.
Wei Shi noticed her strangeness, followed her eyes to look at it, and then scanned the small dishes on the case, his heart was shocked suddenly, and his face turned pale instantly.She knows her daughter too well, is this child crazy?He calmly grabbed Li Xian's hand that was about to pick up his chopsticks and said, "Xian, it's better not to eat, you see you have gained a lot of weight recently."
An Le didn't speak, she stared at Li Xian with a smile, and then glanced at her mother again, with indifference and ruthlessness in her eyes, which made Wei Shi tremble with shock.
"Zou'er hasn't made anything for a long time, you should try it too." Li Xian picked up a piece of pastry with a smile.Wei Shi watched the movement of his hand, and wanted to stop him, but when he thought of what Bao'er said, did ten years of suffering come to such an end?She is not like Waner
"I want you to devote all your wisdom and courage to protect the safety of Shangguan Wan'er for me. She is the most important person to your mother. You swear!" Song Yu made no secret of her most sincere feelings in front of everyone. emotion.
This was Song Yu and Taiping's first time to be so frank in front of the courtiers. When Shangguan Wan'er was startled, her face was flushed with embarrassment, and the hand held by her slightly tightened.
"I swear! I will do my best to protect my aunt." Xue Chongjian's face was tough, like a general about to go to the battlefield.
"And you, no matter what the final result is, no matter how the history books will be written in the future, I want you to remember." Song Yu turned to look at Wan'er, and suddenly at this moment, she had some kind of impulse, excited to want to To show something, she took Wan'er's hand and let them watch, "She is my world."
Song Yu just said what she wanted to say the most. For Shangguan Wan'er, it meant decades of expectations and passionate feelings, and finally she had a self-deceiving but clearest answer.
Tears soaked her eyes and gurgled down. Shangguan Wan'er's eyes were dim and she wanted to see her clearly. This was her Song Yu and her Taiping.She finally did the method mentioned to Li Dan. At that time, Song Yu was not completely like Taiping. She was weaker than Taiping, afraid, fearful, and retreated, so she was not sure if Song Yu would be like Taiping. Use the only possible way.
Now Song Yu is more and more like Taiping, the Taiping who can be arrogant for her.
Country and beauty, she wants it all.
Then she wouldn't have to die.
Seeing Shangguan Wan'er smile with tears in her eyes, Song Yu held her hand tightly and said to the surprised crowd, "Do you all understand?"
The sound of clothes rubbing against one another.
"I respectfully wish your mother a long life!"
Everyone knows who the new king will be in the future, and they all know what the words "new king" mean.Most of them have a kind of tacit understanding that does not need to be stated. In the minds of all the courtiers of Datang, the name Shangguan Wan'er has actually become synonymous with Datang.
She once stood beside Gaozong, Li Dan, Wu Zetian, Li Xian, and she has always stood beside the emperor.
How can everyone not understand?Princess Taiping is using the throne as a condition, asking the courtiers of the Tang Dynasty to recognize this "legal system" that is not in the plain text classics.Of course they are willing, this has long been a consensus, but they are more or less alarmed, moved by the simple eight words of Taiping.
Li Longji was the most excited person among them, leaving behind his brothers and chasing after him, "Auntie, let my nephew and auntie enter the palace."
Song Yu and Shangguan Wan'er stopped together.
"My nephew will devote his whole life to protecting my aunt just like protecting my aunt." Li Longji's face was resolute and resolute, as if he really wanted to defend this preciousness with his life.
However, Song Yu seemed to have a chill, rising from the soles of his feet to the top of his head, and flatly refused, "No need, it's fine with Chongjian." Looking at the surprise and disappointment in Li Longji's eyes, she felt that her tone was a bit heavy , remedied: "Aunt still needs you here."
"Sanlang, you pretend to be Wanqijun and follow General Chen." Shangguan Wan'er promised Li Longji to give him a chance, and this is a chance.Xue Chongjian can be a guard but not a general.
"What?" Song Yu looked back at her in surprise, suddenly a little anxious, and almost said that Li Longji would kill her.She held back, history is no longer history, why is she still so afraid and worried?Wan'er had already nodded in agreement, and she didn't want to annoy her.
"Chen Xuanli." Shangguan Wan'er summoned Chen Xuanli and told him to prepare a set of military uniforms, and asked Li Longji to change them.
Li Longji held the clothes that Chen Xuanli handed over, and looked at Song Yu expectantly.
Song Yu couldn't see the slightest hatred for Wan'er on Li Longji's face, but there was a kind of righteousness that would give up his life, bit his lower lip, and nodded.But he said again: "Longji, you also kneel down."
Li Longji was shocked and knelt down in front of them.
"What do you want to say?" Song Yu didn't order Xue Chongjian to make an oath, but let him say it himself.
Li Longji looked at Shangguan Wan'er's smile, leaned over and kowtowed: "My nephew protects my aunt with his life."
"Okay, you have to remember your words, so that aunt can rest assured." Song Yu told him with a hint of warning.
Li Longji was taken aback, he knew that his aunt was so annoyed with him because of his relationship with Wan'er before, and he made up his mind to protect Shangguan Wan'er no matter what, so that his aunt would change her view of him.
Shangguan Wan'er helped him up and asked him to change his clothes.
Song Yu didn't want her to leave, so he found an excuse to send her into the palace, and when he got to Yanxi's gate, he talked all kinds of useless things and refused to change to the carriage.
"Taiping, after passing this hurdle, we will have a brighter future." Shangguan Wan'er untied the mortal knot, she was naturally full of ambition, she didn't think that in the current situation, no one else could stop the two sisters from joining forces.
Only the Emperor of God understands that she is the emperor's woman, and the new emperor needs to use his courage to stop the long mouth of eradicating the remnants of the previous dynasty, so His Majesty the Emperor of God once said that Li Dan's reclusive heart is the same as Li Xian's. Cowardice and incompetence cannot guarantee her safety, only Taiping can, unless Taiping can choose between Jiangshan and her.
Wan'er still remembers that she had a fight with the Emperor of God over this. She didn't want Taiping to be the emperor, and she didn't want Taiping to follow the old path of the Emperor of God. She only wanted Taiping to get better and be happy.But when Taiping realized that if she wanted power, she had to give up love, which would harm her, Taiping hid. At that time, she wished Taiping could cheer up.
Now that Song Yu has made a choice, it doesn't mean that she knows the responsibility and bloodshed she will bear in the future if she embarks on this road. Those courtiers who could not tolerate the power of the new dynasty, how did the emperor eradicate them one by one.
Wan'er originally thought that she would feel very uncomfortable, because once Song Yu embarked on this road, all those who opposed in the future, clamoring to kill people from the old forces of the previous dynasty, Song Yu must be like His Majesty the God Emperor, with his As the emperor's courage, to solve these difficulties.This is the weight to protect her. She really doesn't want Song Yu to stain her hands with blood because of her. She is still so immature and still has so many beautiful longings in her heart.
But with Song Yu in his arms now, does it matter?
Shangguan Wan'er also looked at it at this moment, she thought, after Song Yu became the empress, she would tell her all these things.
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I want to ~ give me ~ give me
☆, peace
On the zigzag lotus pond, there are fields of leaves, and among the layers of green leaves, some white flowers are dotted here and there, and the breeze blows, sending wisps of fragrance.
Shangguan Wan'er accompanied Li Xian's family to walk around the Taiye Pond for half a circle, surrounded by willow trees far and near, and when the wind swayed, she put on all kinds of charming poses, which instantly looked good.
In the cool of the night, Yuan Xiang sent Feng Hui to put it on for her. Shangguan Wan'er led the palace servants to light up the river bank with palace lanterns. She deliberately fell back a few feet, and ordered the palace servants to light the slings standing on the bank of the Taiye Pond. palace lantern.
One by one street lamps were ignited, illuminating the long and winding road to the north, the halo of yellow lights accompanied by the evening stars and bright moon, reflecting the path on the shore, and guiding people in the direction of progress.
Li Xian didn't ask her to draft the imperial edict immediately, and Shangguan Wan'er didn't ask him either. After all, it was a matter of state affairs, and it was also a matter of life and death.Wei Shi and An Le were not surprised by her entry into the palace. No matter what the imperial edict was, wouldn't it be counted only through her pen?
"Look at what you did. As the king of a country, you actually made fun of yourself like this." Webster's voice was not too loud, and Shangguan Wan'er, who fell behind and looked at the blue and black veins, could hear clearly , Sister Wei's tone was a little earnest, not like blaming, but more like comforting.
"You used to make all kinds of messes in the court, but now you open a market, and you still say that in the court, not to mention that the ministers think you have no prestige, even your own daughter looks down on you."
"Of course you look down on me. The courtiers want a majestic king, and I can't satisfy them; you want an emperor, but I can't do it; Bao'er wants a father who can pass on to her world, and I can't do it, and I don't want to be satisfied." She! Because I am just an ordinary person, I just treat myself as an ordinary person, I am not capable of solving bigger things, and I am not suitable to be a qualified emperor. I am not confused, and I am not stupid! I know that Datang needs What kind of people govern, it needs fresh blood, young and surging passion, to lead the whole empire positively, and we are all old, we will only lead it to the endless dark abyss, and it will only make it older relying on crutches to survive." Li Xian was extremely sad, maybe he was still young decades ago, and when he first came to the throne, he still had blood and endless energy, but he missed it and did it. wrong.
Hearing his words, Webster didn't know how to answer for a while, turned his head to look at Shangguan Wan'er who was not far behind, and heard Li Xian say again: "In those years, you and I were too young and energetic, thinking that the power we got Let us do whatever we want. Wan'er persuaded us, but we didn't listen to her, what happened? As a result, I was pulled down from the top by my mother and assigned to Fangling."
"Are you blaming me?!" Webster turned around in surprise.How can you blame her?That was Wu Zetian's domineering and cruel heart.
"No, I don't blame you. You just want your family to get the honor it deserves as a relative. I don't blame my mother anymore. As an emperor, I really shouldn't have promoted your father to be prime minister. He He is just a member of the army and unable to understand the powers and responsibilities of a prime minister. I should give him an idle title and let him spend his old age peacefully. This is the greatest filial piety to him." Li Xian squeezed the sachet in his hand and said sadly.
"You're still blaming me. After all, it was my proposal. But obviously, don't bring up those old things again. Haven't we survived these years?" Thinking of the past, Webster couldn't stop his eyes from moistening. The young and frivolous indeed paid a heavy price for this.
"So Fang'er, I decided not to be the emperor anymore. I took off this dragon robe in exchange for a lifetime of refreshment...Let's choose a good place, plant flowers and grass, study and raise children, stay away from these disputes, and stay away from the satisfaction that this brings us. Where the body hurts."
Webster looked in disbelief at Li Xian, who was sad but slightly excited, and gradually disappointed, "Is this your final decision? Is this the final reward you gave me for sharing weal and woe with you for 30 years?"
"Yes, this is actually my long-cherished wish for many years. I don't want to go back to Chang'an. In fact, I just hoped that my mother could change us to a beautiful place like wind, flowers, snow and moon." Li Xian looked forward to and longed for himself.
Wei Shi closed her eyes, and two lines of tears fell from the corners of her eyes. Suddenly, she opened her eyes, turned sideways and glanced at Shangguan Wan'er behind her from the corner of her eye, and said sadly: "You don't need to ask me or your daughters' feelings. , but have you asked her? How did she persuade you earnestly when you first became emperor? You didn’t listen, you acted willfully, so she had no choice but to tell Emperor Wu to let you live in Fangling. After 14 years of inhuman life. It is not your courtiers, nor me and Bao'er who most hope you can be a good emperor. On the contrary, it is the woman who betrayed you. You really want to pass on the throne To Taiping? Let her continue to be a slave to power by Taiping's side? Is this how you repay her?"
Li Xian turned his head to look at Shangguan Wan'er, with vague emotions in his eyes.
"I... sorry for her..."
Shangguan Wan'er stopped in her tracks and looked at the two of them. The land of the Tang Dynasty was going to be handed over to a reliable emperor, so she could live the life she wanted and share the true sense of peace with Taiping. Jiangshan, but such a simple wish cannot be realized.
"Wan'er doesn't blame you." What could she say?She really didn't blame Li Xian. Everyone pushed him up because of their own selfishness. Now he just did something he wanted to do. Isn't that okay?
"What about me? You are so selfish, have you ever asked me how I feel? Who was with you through the most terrifying and bleak period of your life, have you forgotten everything we have done for you? Obviously, you really It is so disappointing to me. I have been with you for 30 years, and this is how you treat me? Well, don't say any more, I am just not reconciled...well, I am not reconciled..." Wei Shi was extremely disappointed, weak She waved her hand, and continued to walk forward, the wind blew the skirt of her clothes, raising a lonely and lonely arrogance behind her.
"Sister Wei." Shangguan Wan'er chased after her. She wanted to get rid of Wei Shi, who was getting more and more crazy, but it didn't mean that she hated her or blamed her. She just wanted her to restrain herself and stop imitating God. Emperor.
"Wan'er, I can set you free, only I can." Wei Shi stopped, stared at her, and looked straight into her heart.Wu Zetian tied Wan'er all her life, Li Xian refused to let her go, Taiping, Taiping is like Wu Zetian, but she is different, she thinks she doesn't need her, so she can give her the freedom she wants.
Her eyes seemed to be pierced with a knife in her heart. Shangguan Wan'er pouted her eyes and shed tears. She wanted so much to enjoy the nature written in her poems, which was the place she longed for and longed for.
"Sister Wei, by Taiping's side, that is Wan'er's freedom."
"Heh—" Webster smiled sadly, "I see."
Except for the whirring of the wind, there was a deadly silence.
"Zuo'er?" Li Xian's voice broke the silence of the night.
An Le walked down from the rockery on the left with a gloomy face, looked at them, and finally set his eyes on Li Xian. "I heard it all." Without waiting for them to speak, she interrupted, "Do you know what I think of you?"
Li Xian stepped forward to hold her hand silently, but she threw it away vigorously. Regardless of the presence of dozens of palace servants, she roared: "You are a weak man, an incompetent emperor, and you will live up to me!" Responsible father. You let everyone who loves you and treats you well pay a price that cannot be retrieved and scars that cannot be healed because of your incompetence. All of us are covered in scars because of you. , and then you said you don't want us anymore!"
She cried as she spoke, her beautiful face distorted with anger: "I have been wandering with you since I was born, and when I first returned to Chang'an, even a little lady dared to secretly laugh at my Fangling accent! I have been afraid of you since I was a child, for fear that one day Ah Wu will kill us all. When I was just sensible, I saw you hugging and suffering with your mother, and your mother put you down from the beam again and again. You are afraid, I am more afraid than you!"
"I don't want to die yet, I haven't tasted the joy of life yet! You keep talking about Ah Wu, Taiping, you always use Taiping to suppress us, and you dare not show even a sporadic dissatisfaction in front of her! You know me What do you think of you? I think Taiping is amazing, she restrains all of you, stands on top of the emperor's head and dictates, even if she hides in the princess mansion, the emperor can't do anything to her."
The more An Le spoke, the more excited she became, her face was bluish and black, and she looked very strange in the hazy night.
"Later, I gradually understood. Even the position of emperor was given to you by Taiping, so you are afraid of her, afraid of this woman who is as ruthless as Ah Wu! My father is a timid and incompetent man, selfish. Leigh, I hate you!"
With a crisp sound of "snap!", An Le's face was imprinted with five fingers by Li Xian. Li Xian shouted angrily, "Shut up! Repay you with the power you have gained through hard work in your life! You have done so many illegal and disciplined things, but I have tolerated you all the time, and you have made me a foolish king ridiculed by the courtiers, do you still think that I have not repaid you enough?"
"Zuo'er." The palm woke Shangguan Wan'er up, and he stepped forward to take her hand to comfort her.
An Le threw it away, looked at them one by one viciously, including Wei Shi, and sneered: "Since you can't protect your own world and your own family, I will protect them! Taiping has already taken away my father-in-law and husband." , I can't let her deprive me of everything left, just wait and see!" After finishing speaking, he ignored Webster's shout and walked away again.
The three adults looked at me and you, feeling quite headache and helpless.
"Sister Wei, go and persuade her." Shangguan Wan'er said worriedly, she was really afraid that An Le would do something stupid again.
"How can I persuade you? Oh, look at you, your daughter is so arrogant, why don't you say something nice?" Wei Shi looked at Li Xian reproachfully.
Li Xian said: "Have I not said enough good things? It is because I indulged her too much that she became what she is now. It's all my fault. I can't give her a stable childhood and turn her into such a horrible woman. I can't let her Go on like this. Wan'er, find someone to take her out of Chang'an."
The author has something to say: The ending~~~This is not the ending~~You guys are just guessing~~~
☆, Destiny
Wei Shi's face was ashen, he pointed at Li Xian, and said angrily: "You really plan to do this? You let so many people mock us in front of us, and now you want to get rid of your own daughter because of Taiping?! Even if you want to give up, you You can't treat us like that!"
Li Xian looked at her, pondered for a moment, his eyes softened, "Forget it, let her go."
His low and helpless voice made Shangguan Wan'er feel sad and sad for him, "Brother Xian, go and persuade Wu'er, she is still young after all."
Li Xian hesitated for a while, nodded, turned around and waved his hands back.
Watching them leave, Shangguan Wan'er lowered her head, the black and white light rhythm floated in the dark Taiye Pond, as if the entire Daming Palace was shrouded in negative precipitation.
"Auntie, Fengliang, why don't you go back first?" Xue Chongjian asked with concern after taking three steps away.
Shangguan Wan'er nodded, but did not move. Looking at the hazy lake island in the distance, she wondered whether she should wait any longer, but she still couldn't bear to ask Li Xian under such circumstances.
"What's the news from your mother?" She couldn't avoid Song Yu's worries, and asked Yuan Xiang to bring her news every day.
Xue Chongjian replied in a low voice: "Xue Ji, Xiao Zhizhong and the others go to visit every night. The palace and Wanqijun are all ready, and mother just misses you."
"En. Tell Longji to be more vigilant and go back." There are courtiers and Cui Shi, Song Yu is clear about the court situation, but in fact it is not a big deal, everyone is just looking forward to Li Xian's resignation An imperial edict, but Shangguan Wan'er instinctively felt that things were far from going so smoothly.
For several days in a row, she couldn't sleep peacefully, and her heart was always heavy, like a big rock pressing down, unable to let go.There was no disturbance inside and outside the palace, but there was a raging undercurrent. In the past few days, many members of the Wei family were sent to various places. Although it was Li Xian's order, it seemed that the Wei family was released to prepare for a smooth transition, but she Faintly aware that Webster is actually manipulating behind the scenes.
Those members of the Wei family did not hold high official positions, but they each had soldiers and horses from the prefectures and counties. They often said that distant waters cannot save nearby fires, so it all depends on how Webster used to create opportunities.
When Song Yu got the news, he dispatched Cui Shi and Liu Youqiu to write a letter to inform the old ministers of the former dynasty far away, such as Song Jing and Yao Chong, asking them to take precautions.
Song Yu himself didn't have much contact with them, and it was all for his own sake. After all, they were more or less the sages of Kaiyuan recorded in history.The news brought back by the two of Cui Shi made her very excited, and the foreign officials who received her letters expressed their hearts.
Song Yu was wondering if he had stolen history. The feeling of creating history was exciting. He remembered that when he first came here, he planned to be a rice bug in Datang, hugging Shangguan Wan'er's thigh, and continue to live her white life. rich life.
Thinking about it now is really ridiculous, it seems that it is the funniest joke in the world.The identity of Princess Taiping reminds her all the time that she can't live the leisurely life she wants, and the power and status brought to her by this identity force her to work hard to become Taiping.
For a period of time, she felt that there was nothing wrong with being Taiping. She had an awesome mother, two emperor brothers, and Shangguan Wan'er.
She doesn't want to be emperor, and she doesn't even have the ambition to be the emperor, but if she doesn't fight for it, she is likely to die in the power struggle, and even lose Wan'er.
At one time, I thought that I would not want that position, and at one time I was afraid that others would mention it, but when I made this decision, I felt that I let go of this heavy burden and felt relaxed.
She knew that she had mentioned it to Wan'er countless times, and from the first time she mentioned it, in her subconscious, she had actually started to think about it.But she is not for anything else, she just wants the power as emperor, to use it to protect Wan'er, and the love between her and Wan'er.
Looking at the bright moon hanging in the sky.Song Yu suddenly laughed at herself, probably because of her feelings for Wan'er?Wan'er doesn't know that she is Song Yu, and has always regarded her as Taiping, so will he never have a chance to tell Wan'er who she is in this life?
I wouldn't say it, I'd rather keep it a secret from her all my life, and I don't want to see her sad and sad.She has paid for peace for 30 years and endured so much suffering and pain. The resentment and sadness she saw in her eyes for the first time were deeply imprinted in her heart. wholehearted joy.
Whether selfishness or reluctance, Wan'er regards her as peace, so be it...
Wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes, Song Yu couldn't help but put on a gentle smile. She didn't know why she got stuck in it, maybe when Wan'er said she didn't deserve her, or maybe when she knew that woman When Shangguan Wan was a child, some things were predestined, and she was destined to meet her and fall in love with her.
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"aunt."
Shangguan Wan'er leaned on the pillars of the corridor of Lingyue Pavilion and looked up at the starry sky. After hearing the call, she turned her eyes to the visitor after a while, with a faint smile on her face.
"Sanlang, why are you here?"
"I'll accompany you." Li Longji, who was dressed in the military uniform of Wanqi, was even more manly, with a pair of sword eyebrows lightly raised, and starry eyes deep.
"En." Shangguan Wan'er did not refuse, she motioned for him to sit beside her, knowing what he was thinking, and ordered the palace people to retreat.
Li Longji pursed his lips and clenched his fists, as if mustering up his courage, he stepped forward, sat down beside her, and looked up to the sky with her.
He hated this woman, hated her for humiliating himself, for colluding with the Wu family and Webster, and getting rich among the courtiers.In his mind, she used to be pure and noble, and also worthy of respect and love. He saw how hard she was in those ten years.However, he couldn't understand that when Li Xian ascended the throne, she could completely make decisions for herself, so why would she get involved with Wu Sansi and others.
So he hated her, hated her to the core, hated her for ruining his most beautiful dream and most ardent hope when he was young.That was almost the whole of his life. When one day, when his dream was shattered, such a kind of destruction to the soul was extremely important, and even almost affected his whole life.
He still remembered that night when it was raining heavily, he angrily tore the history book she sent into pieces, and ran into the heavy rain, hoping that the heavy rain would wash away his broken heart.
For this reason, he went to his aunt and threatened to kill her and Wu Sansi, but the aunt kept silent and locked him up. Later, she came to find the aunt and released him.
That was the first time he left Chang'an and was sent away.
At that time, he blamed her for all his faults and hated her for being cruel.
It wasn't until he almost killed her that day that he realized that this woman was still the Shangguan Wan'er whom he had admired since he was a child.
"I'm sorry." After all these years, he still said these three words to her.
Shangguan Wan'er was startled, and turned to look at him, seeing him sitting on the railing neatly, with her head lowered. "That's not your fault." It was indeed not his fault, he was carried into the palace when he was very young, like a piece of white paper, she carved marks on that white paper, forming a Many different influences, some traces of wrongness she discovered, but she didn't erase it for him in time.
"I used to scold you so badly, I scolded you, you are... oh! I figured it out, I figured it out in Luzhou, really, I came back not only for my aunt, but also for you. "Li Longji never showed his vulnerable side in front of others. He held his head and regretted repeatedly.
"Sanlang, I should thank you. You are the child of whom I have put in a lot of effort. My expectation of you is far stronger than that of Cheng Qi and the others, so what I hope most is your understanding. Alright, let me show you You have the courage to say those words when you left me, now is not the time for you to frown." Shangguan Wan'er smiled and hugged him on her shoulders, as if she was still pampering him when she was young, half-joking.
"Do you still remember?" Li Longji couldn't believe it. It happened more than ten years ago, and it was just his cry when he was most sad and angry.
"En, of course." Shangguan Wan'er looked down at him with a smile, and straightened his temples.
"You'll be with your aunt, right?" Li Longji raised his head, his eyes focused.
Shangguan Wan'er nodded lightly, "Sanlang, I have something to tell you, that child Lingxiu has been waiting for you, I want to make a marriage with you."
"I can't give her the position of concubine." Li Longji's eyes darkened, a little disappointed.
"I think that's not what Lingxiu is looking for." Shangguan Wan'er said with a smile. The life of their generation is rough and rough, so they naturally hope that their children can have lovers and family members.
"What would you think if my aunt became the empress and would like to be favored by men like my grandmother?" Li Longji asked suddenly.
Shangguan Wan'er was startled when she heard the words, then she smiled and patted his head and said: "She won't."
"How can you be sure? Grandma loves you so much, she will inevitably fall into worldly desires." Li Longji asked her back, both curious and unbelieving.
Shangguan Wan'er's hand stopped, slipped down his back, smiled and slowly withdrew her hand, "Sanlang, are you making excuses for yourself, or are you feeling worthless for Lingxiu?" She didn't directly To answer Li Longji's question, there is no need to explain to him.That was a matter between her and the Emperor, and it was not enough for outsiders to understand.
"No, I'm just giving you an example. Lingxiu is different from you. She will do whatever it takes to achieve her goals. So if I can't give it to her, don't marry her." Li Longji said firmly.
Shangguan Wan'er was stunned for a moment, then smiled, "In this case, you should know what Lingxiu wants. Sanlang, concubine status doesn't mean anything. She wants your love and to be with you. Can you give it to her?" ?”
Li Longji thought for a while, nodded and said: "Yes." Then he stared at her and said, "Sanlang understands, this is why you follow your grandmother and aunt?"
"Probably." It's not just because of this, this period contains too many emotions, Li Longji, or Wu Lingxiu, they haven't experienced it, how can they understand.
Love is not all about feelings.
The author has something to say: Sister Wan'er is right~
☆, return to heaven
The night is hard to end, and the night is even longer.
Webster anxiously paced back and forth, talking in low voices with the palace servants who came and went back and forth.Ever since An Le was slapped angrily by Li Xian that night, she has kept the door closed and no one is seen. Today Wei Shi and Li Xian went to look for her together, but there was no one in the bedroom, even if people went to An Le Mansion to ask about her, she was not there.Knowing his daughter's temper, Webster was very worried that something would happen to her, so he ordered her trusted palace servants to find her in secret.
Sitting in the throne of Zilan Palace, Li Xian let out a long sigh, he felt that he was indeed a failed father, An Le was lawless, all because of his connivance and his poor teaching.
I don't know when, the relationship between their father and daughter, and even the relationship between husband and wife with Fang'er began to change, and the distance between people's hearts became more and more alienated.They are no longer a family who help each other and love each other, and their yearning and ideas have become completely different.
It's all to blame for this throne. Without this throne, they might still be as loving as ever in Fangling. Whether it is Li Dan or Taiping who inherited their mother's country, they might be far happier than they are now.
"Have you found it?" Wei Shi asked eagerly without waiting for the servant who had just trotted in to speak.
The waiter shook his head, Wei Shi beat his chest and stamped his feet, anxious like ants on a hot pan.
"Let Wan'er look for it." Li Xian said.
"Don't ask her to worry about our own family affairs." Wei Shi sent his cronies to look for it, just to hide Shangguan Wan'er, and she was also afraid that Anle would really do something. If Taiping found out, I'm afraid it won't end so well this time.
The servant didn't get Webster's approval, so he bowed his head and retreated, asking someone to look for him again.
"Don't look for it, I'm back." An Le flashed out of the hall door, covering his gloomy face in the thick night, holding a food box in his hand, his beautiful eyes shone with a strange luster.
"Where have you been?" Webster said reproachfully.
"I didn't go anywhere, I just went to cook something to eat." When she walked in, An Le put on a smile. She was naturally beautiful, and she was the most beautiful in the world, and this smile immediately made her radiant.
"Wo'er, come here, I'll talk to you." Li Xian was also relieved to see her, and beckoned her to come over.
"Stop talking, I know what you want to say, isn't it just a cliché?" An Le stood there looking at him coldly, and said contemptuously.
"Don't talk about your father like that." Wei Shi stepped forward and pulled her towards Li Xian. He was used to pampering this daughter. When it came time to really want to say something, she and Li Xian didn't know how to communicate with An Le.
Li Xian gave up his seat, stretched out his hand to sit beside her, and sighed: "I just haven't looked at you carefully for a long time, and I haven't talked to you. I know you feel wronged, but..."
"I'm not wronged... Forget it, don't mention it. Father, this is the pastry I made for you with my own hands. Would you like to try it?" An Le interrupted him, put the food box in his hand on the table and opened it, He put the dishes inside on the table one by one, and handed Li Xian the chopsticks.Her movements were very slow, and the hands holding the chopsticks trembled slightly.
"Really? Then I have to eat." Li Xian took the chopsticks with mixed surprises, and said happily: "I still remember when you were in Fangling, the first time you cooked, the fire didn't even start. It made my face covered in black smoke. Fang'er, do you remember?"
Wei Shi smiled and sat on the other side of him, nodded knowingly: "Of course I remember, it was winter, you said you wanted to eat dough."
"No, it's your mother who is sick, so I had to come." An Le said indifferently, how could she not remember?Once the mother fell ill, the whole family had to rely on her, and her hands, which were originally in good shape, had already worn calluses.When I came back to Chang'an, I managed to make my hands not look so old-fashioned through various means. The places that are still slightly hard to the touch are the sufferings of those ten years that will never be erased.
"Father, please try it quickly." An Le urged softly, staring at Li Xian's hand holding the chopsticks expectantly, his eyes flickered with light, bloodthirsty strangely.
Wei Shi noticed her strangeness, followed her eyes to look at it, and then scanned the small dishes on the case, his heart was shocked suddenly, and his face turned pale instantly.She knows her daughter too well, is this child crazy?He calmly grabbed Li Xian's hand that was about to pick up his chopsticks and said, "Xian, it's better not to eat, you see you have gained a lot of weight recently."
An Le didn't speak, she stared at Li Xian with a smile, and then glanced at her mother again, with indifference and ruthlessness in her eyes, which made Wei Shi tremble with shock.
"Zou'er hasn't made anything for a long time, you should try it too." Li Xian picked up a piece of pastry with a smile.Wei Shi watched the movement of his hand, and wanted to stop him, but when he thought of what Bao'er said, did ten years of suffering come to such an end?She is not like Waner
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