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Shen Mian was in a trance after being kissed.

He's a straight guy, he's never held a girl's hand or dated anyone, the most ambiguous thing in his life is pulling the braids of the front desk in elementary school.

Although he and Pei Zhiyi had kissed more than once, but under the colorful hibiscus, the warm and restless summer evening wind made him a little confused.

He pushed Pei Zhiyi away, covered his heart, and said honestly: "Stay away from me, I'm going to be sexually bent after being kissed by you."

He spoke frankly.

A straight man is probably this kind of creature, even though his heart is beating wildly, and even though he thinks that his good brother is too handsome tonight, as long as his partner is Pei Zhiyi, he feels that he is straight and straight.

Pei Zhiyi twitched the corners of his mouth, Shen Mian was almost transparent in front of him, he could tell what Shen Mian was thinking at a glance.

"Then why don't you bend over and show me?" He said coldly.

Shen Mian leaned against the wall, stood still, her heart was already calm.

"I can't bend, girls are so cute. If I like boys, I will definitely cry and want to fall in love with you." Shen Mian said casually.

But he looked at Pei Zhiyi's face by the moonlight, and the more he looked at it, the more he felt something was wrong.

He thought thoughtfully: "Tell me the truth, when did you secretly fall in love behind my back? Why do I feel that you are...specially good at doing these things?"

When he kissed Pei Zhiyi for the first time, he felt that the other party was too skilled and calm. Now after a month of kissing and touching, he became more and more sure of this guess.

He grabbed Pei Zhiyi's tie, all the ambiguity was gone, and he looked at Pei Zhiyi with the eyes of a policeman interrogating a prisoner: "Why don't you refute it, can it be true? Damn, you still Whether you want to take my brother or not, you agreed to show me someone first!"

Pei Zhiyi was almost laughed out of Shen Mianqi.

He felt that he could be called excellent in other aspects of his life, but his vision of people was very problematic. Why did he fall in love with such a lousy thing? He was only angry with him all day long.

He rescued his tie from Shen Mian's grasp, and looked at Shen Mian mockingly: "You figure it out yourself, when am I not with you except sleeping, where can I find time to fall in love with someone?"

Shen Mian thought about it too.

In fact, Pei Zhiyi often sleeps with him.

But he still remains skeptical: "Maybe you are dating online?"

Pei Zhiyi couldn't bear it anymore, pinched Shen Mian's soft face: "You treat me as you."

Shen Mian's mouth was crooked from being pinched, and she said vaguely, "It hurts...what's the matter with you, it's just so fierce to ask you a few words."

Pei Zhiyi pinched harder.

The two of them quarreled under the tree for a while, before Shen Mian picked up the schoolbag she dropped next to her and waved her hand at Pei Zhiyi: "I'm going back, you should go back early too. I'll go see it with my parents tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. Grandma, there is no one at home, if you really miss me, call me."

Shen Mian is not narcissistic.

He knew very well that if there was anyone in this world who could make Pei Zhiyi open up, it would be the four members of his family, and Pei Zhiyi's biological mother was also one of them, but it was a pity that he was far away abroad.

When he thought of this, he felt a little bit reluctant. Pei Zhiyi was alone in that empty villa, only the bright lights in the courtyard were lively, and he felt distressed just thinking about it.

He took Pei Zhiyi's hand: "Why don't you go to grandma's house with me, it's not that my grandma doesn't know you. We lived in her house together when we were young."

Pei Zhiyi smiled, feeling that Shen Mian was not in a bad mood at this time, and was extraordinarily well-behaved and sensible.

"It's hard for you to spend a few days with grandma, what's the matter with me?" Pei Zhiyi stroked Shen Mian's wrist, "Go and play, see you at school."

Shen Mian also clasped Pei Zhiyi's fingers, always feeling that he had to say something more, but when he saw Pei Zhiyi's eyes, he knew that Pei Zhiyi would not agree.

Pei Zhiyi can come in and out of his house at any time, but his grandmother is not Pei Zhiyi's grandmother after all.

When he thought of this, he felt a little bored. To him, Pei Zhiyi had long been a part of the family, and he never wanted to exclude Pei Zhiyi at any time.

But in fact, Pei Zhiyi has his own family, after all, he and him are just friends, neighbors, two people who have no blood relationship.

"Forget it, I can't say no to you anyway," Shen Mian muttered dejectedly, "I'm going back. Goodbye."

He left with his schoolbag, Nanhu Lane was very short, when he returned to the door of his house, he looked back and found that Pei Zhiyi was still standing under the hibiscus tree.

He waved his hand again, and Pei Zhiyi left.

But Shen Mian didn't go in right away.

He took a look at the yard next door to his house, it was Pei Zhiyi's home, Uncle Pei didn't sell this house, so now there is no one living in it, only occasionally gardeners and housekeepers come to clean it, so the yard always looks deserted bleak.

But this yard was not like this before.

Before Uncle Pei and Aunt Yu divorced, the yard was very lively. There was a swing under the towering camphor tree. His mother often came to visit with him in her arms. He would play on the swing with Pei Zhiyi. To be precise, it was him. Playing, Pei Zhiyi looked at him.When they were tired from playing, they ran to their respective mothers and asked for dinner.

But now, all this is gone.

There is only a house that will never be lit again, and a camphor tree that has no swings.

Shen Mian sighed, and entered the room, sometimes he would complain a little bit towards Uncle Pei and Aunt Yu in an unreasonable way.

In fact, he doesn't mind the two of them getting divorced. Adults don't need anyone's permission to separate. After a while, they break up.But why after they got divorced, one moved abroad and the other was only focused on doing business, neither of them came to accompany Pei Zhiyi.

He even wanted to say, if you really don't want him, just give him to me, I will treat Pei Zhiyi well, we will be good brothers all our lives, and I will always be by his side.

But after all, this can only be a fantasy that stays in my mind.

Pei Zhiyi was far more mature and rational than him, so he didn't need to take care of him long ago, but he was still worried about it unilaterally.

Shen Mian pushed open the door of the house, his parents and Shen Yu were there, sitting on the sofa chatting, Shen Yu bought a new hat and bag, and was showing her parents whether they look good or not.

As soon as Shen Mian sat on the sofa, his father handed over a hamburger: "Eat it or not, I made it myself, your sister asked for it."

Shen Mian took it over and said, "Dad, you are Doraemon, right? I just want to eat supper."

His father was very proud: "Your father and I are not only busy with career, but also good at housework. Otherwise, how could I marry your mother?"

His mother was looking at the computer, but she couldn't help but smile when she heard it.

Shen Mian ate the hamburger, saw his father and his mother making eye contact, and felt that his teeth were going to be sour.

He has always watched his parents grow up so affectionately, so he has an instinctive expectation for falling in love, starting a family, and raising children, because in his impression, these are all very good, very good, and very good. Very happy thing.

It's just that he is only in high school now, and he doesn't have a clear plan for the future, so these things are just a vague shadow, shallowly left in his heart.

Early the next morning, Shen Mian followed her parents to her grandmother's house, where she planned to spend the entire National Day.

His grandmother's home is in the next city, only one and a half hours' drive away from their home.When Shen Mian and Shen Yu got off the car, they were warmly hugged and pinched by the grandmother who was guarding the door.

But he didn't expect that there were guests at his grandmother's house. It was a boy who was a few years older than him. He was sitting and writing under the vines in the yard. , smiled unexpectedly cheerfully.

"Hi, my name is Xu Yuanfan." The boy smiled and held out his hand.

Shen Mian also stretched out her hand, but in her heart she was very concerned that the other party's hand was bigger than her own, making him very thin.

"My name is Shen Mian." He said.

After being introduced by his grandmother, Shen Mian knew that this boy was a student of calligraphy with his grandmother, and they had a close relationship. During the two days off, he came to his grandmother's place for class and fun.

"Yuan Fan is a student of S University," grandma introduced them, "a few years older than you, and he studies well. You should be able to play well."

Shen Mian just smiled at Xu Yuanfan, he wasn't very curious about this person, he just had a kind of instinctive politeness, but it was Shen Yu, a little nymphomaniac, who secretly let out a wow beside him.

"So handsome." Shen Yu whispered to him.

He deliberately asked Shen Yu: "Then you don't want Little Brother Pei anymore?"

Shen Yu waved her hand: "Children only make choices, and of course adults must."

Shen Mian almost laughed, and stroked Shen Yu's hair: "How come you are an adult. You are only fifteen this year, okay?"

Shen Yu ignored him, and soon went shopping with her grandmother.

Grandma likes to buy clothes for little girls the most. Every time Shen Yu comes, she buys several clothes.

Shen Mian doesn't like shopping, she would rather squat at home.

His parents were also going to visit friends his mother knew, and they also drove away.

Now it's good, only Shen Mian and Xu Yuanfan who just met are left in the room.

They stared at each other for a while.

In the end, it was Shen Mian who spoke first, and said politely, "Your handwriting is pretty good."

Xu Yuanfan laughed out loud, because Shen Mian was obviously looking for something to say.

"It's okay, I learned from your grandma, but I didn't learn a tenth of her."

Shen Mian thought, isn't that for sure, my grandma is a calligrapher, she is amazing.

But he still kept enough kindness in his mouth: "It's okay, I think it's fine, my handwriting is like a dog's planer, and my grandma didn't teach me."

"Why?" Xu Yuanfan was a little curious, shouldn't his grandson be closer to the water and get the moon first.

Shen Mian scratched her face, a little embarrassed: "Because I didn't want to learn when I was a child, I would break a brush when my grandma gave me one. After breaking a dozen or so brushes, she gave me a spanking and gave up."

He still remembers how grandma was so angry.

Xu Yuanfan laughed uncontrollably.

Shen Mian felt a bit ashamed and was unwilling to say it, but Xu Yuanfan said: "I am the same as you, my dad is very good at chess and taught me since I was a child, and I didn't want to learn, so I threw all the chess pieces into the river. "

Shen Mian was quite surprised, because Xu Yuanfan looked very smart at first glance, and like Pei Zhiyi, he had the aura of a schoolmaster.

"I really don't see it..." he muttered.

Xu Yuanfan smiled and said, "What's the matter? My dad didn't worry much when I was a child. When I went to school, he would have a headache and fight every day to invite my parents."

Shen Mian was even more shocked.

But when he looked at Xu Yuanfan's strong and powerful arms, he didn't think it was too strange.

After all, it looks very powerful.

He squeezed his arm and said enviously: "You look very powerful, but I can't fight. I rely on me to save me."

The two chatted without knowing it.

Xu Yuanfan is quite an interesting person, he is indeed very good at learning, otherwise he would not be able to go to S University, Shen Mian can answer any questions he asks, and he can also guide Shen Mian to do homework.

But he is obviously not the kind of good student who is obedient and obedient. He never fails to fight and skip classes. After graduating from high school, he went to Tibet by himself for a month. Run around and hardly ever get home.

The more Shen Mian listened, the more energetic she became.

In fact, except for his studies, he is pretty good everywhere, and he is very envious to hear that Xu Yuanfan has so many interesting experiences.

When he heard that Xu Yuanfan knew how to play Sanda, he wowed, and there was already admiration in his eyes.

When Xu Yuanfan came home in the evening, he was already very familiar with Xu Yuanfan, and he even asked him to come and play again tomorrow.

Xu Yuanfan looked at him and laughed straight: "Why are you so easy to kiss people like a puppy?"

Shen Mian was upset: "You can't say that about me. I don't like it."

In fact, Pei Zhiyi also said that he looked like a puppy, but he didn't mind.

But when Xu Yuanfan said that he didn't like to hear it, he felt it hurt face.

Xu Yuanfan was even happier, he thought this kid was really fun.

"Okay, don't talk, see you tomorrow." Xu Yuanfan waved goodbye to him and left alone.

Before going to bed at night, Shen Mian couldn't wait to call Pei Zhiyi.

He had just chatted with his grandmother for a long time, and finally returned to his room.

The phone rang for a few seconds before being picked up, as if Pei Zhiyi had been on guard all along.

Pei Zhiyi said, "Why are you calling so late?"

Shen Mian lay on the bed: "I guess you haven't slept yet, you won't be until twelve o'clock one day."

Pei Zhiyi just laughed.

Shen Mian babbled to Pei Zhiyi about what happened that day, from grandma saying that he lost weight and stuffing him with food, to the fact that the kitten in grandma's house had turned into a big cat, but luckily she still recognized him.

"You used to hug that cat when you were a child, but it's so fat now, it's an old cat," Shen Mian said, "I fed it dried fish in the afternoon, and she kept walking around my feet."

Pei Zhiyi listened patiently, with a smile unconsciously on the corner of his mouth.

But when he heard Shen Mian say that he knew a college student named Xu Yuanfan and praised him several times, he stopped laughing.

He thought, why did Shen Mian get to know a neighbor's elder brother after only being released for a while.

Shen Mian didn't know what he was thinking, but she kept saying: "If there is a chance, I would like to introduce you to each other. You two are both academic masters, so you will definitely get along well. And he also learns Sanda, just like you!"

Pei Zhiyi twitched the corner of his mouth: "No, I'm not interested."

He didn't feel that he was any different from this Xu Yuanfan.

Shen Mian didn't care too much, she just thought it was a school bully who looked down on each other, and he even laughed at Pei Zhiyi: "You are so proud, you are not as amiable as Xu Yuanfan."

Pei Zhiyi didn't like to listen, so he changed the subject.

"Where are you and your uncle and aunt going tomorrow? Are you still with grandma?"

Shen Mian didn't want to but said: "Tomorrow I will go hiking with Xu Yuanfan."

Pei Zhiyi: "..."

He suddenly regretted not going to grandma's house with Shen Mian.

It's better to be thick-skinned than to listen to Shen Mian running away with others.

It only took half a day to have an extra brother. In two days, are you going to plant green grasslands on his head?

But he couldn't tell Shen Mian not to go, so he could only be silent for a while, and said, "Then you come back early."

Shen Mian smiled on the other end of the phone: "Did you miss me?"

Pei Zhiyi sighed softly in his heart.

From the moment he separated from Shen Mian, he began to miss her.

But when he said it, he could only say lightly: "Yes. I miss you."

"Then I'll try to come back the morning after tomorrow," Shen Mian said cheerfully, "I'll bring you special products."

Pei Zhiyi responded, feeling a little reluctant to hang up the phone.

But he glanced at the time, it was already time for Shen Mian to go to bed, and he said softly, "Go to sleep, don't you have to get up early tomorrow?"

Shen Mian let out an "oh", and reluctantly accepted the phone.

The author says:

Xiao Pei: I regret it very much.