I can save it

By the time the kiss was over, Shen Mian's whole body had already petrified into a sculpture.

He leaned against the wall blankly, panting unconsciously, looking at Pei Zhiyi, he accidentally spoke his mind.

"Brother, you are so skilled...why are you so..."

So naughty.

Shen Mian didn't say these half words, he bit the tip of his tongue and braked urgently.

Pei Zhiyi gave him a strange look, but Shen Mian's first reaction was unexpectedly this.

But it was not suitable for him to express any opinion on the kiss just now, so he picked up the two people's schoolbags from the ground, pulled Shen Mian and said, "The kiss is over, let's go."

It was completely businesslike, as if it was not a kiss just now, but teaching Shen Mian to write a math problem.

Shen Mian followed Pei Zhiyi down the stairs in a trance.

The sudden loss of his first kiss turned his mind into a mess.

He stared at the back of Pei Zhiyi's head, always suspecting that Pei Zhiyi was angry, thinking about it too, how could a straight man not be angry when he was forced to kiss the same sex?

Thinking of this, Shen Mian was as honest as a little quail, An Jing was held by Pei Zhiyi's hand, and she didn't dare to say a word until she walked out of the school gate.

The driver of Pei's house was still waiting for Pei Zhiyi at the door, because the two people's homes were close, so even if Shen Mian didn't stay at Pei's house, the driver would send him to the intersection close to his home.

But today Shen Mian slipped away from Pei Zhiyi's palm like a loach.

Holding her schoolbag, Shen Mian stammered, "I, I'll just go back by myself, brother, go to bed early, too."

After finishing speaking, he didn't care about Pei Zhiyi's reaction, he fled, turned around and ran away.

Pei Zhiyi didn't chase him either, just watched him disappear around the corner, running faster than the 1000 meters in the sports meeting.

After a while, Pei Zhiyi opened the door and got in the car.

And when Pei Zhiyi entered the house, the phone he put in his trouser pocket vibrated, he took it out and saw that it was a message from Shen Mian.

"Brother, I'm sorry."

"Do you feel sick?"

"Can you leave me alone? Can we still go to school together tomorrow?"

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Seven or eight messages were posted one after another, but the tone was messed up, which was enough to see Shen Mian's chaotic state of mind.

Pei Zhiyi stared at these text messages and read them again and again, his eyes were as dark as ink, with an indescribable meaning.

He imagined what kind of mood Shen Mian was in when he typed these text messages. After a long time, he slowly leaned against the wall of his garden, as if he couldn't support it, his tense body finally relaxed. down.

That layer of indestructible camouflage finally peeled off from his body like a broken piece of porcelain.

He stretched out his hand to hold his heart, where it was beating so violently, thumping, chaotic, as if it couldn't wait to rush out of his throat.

He clenched the small piece of fabric on his chest tightly, so hard that his knuckles were blue and white.

He is like a sick patient, his cheeks and lips are flushed a little, and deep sleep is his medicine, a kiss can ignite the heat in his whole body.

But Pei Zhiyi felt that he couldn't be blamed for this, the person in this world who can still remain calm after kissing his crush is either frigid or Liu Xiahui.

Apparently he was neither.

He had been trying his best to maintain the illusion of calm just now, and after kissing Shen Mian, he was able to hold hands as if nothing had happened, and he didn't show any abnormality while sitting in the car.

But only he knew how noisy his heartbeat was when he lowered his head and kissed Shen Mian.

Pei Zhiyi closed his eyes, but the kiss just now appeared again and again in his mind. In the dark corridor, the moonlight was not very bright, his sleeping lips were warm and dry, but the tip of his tongue was soft and delicate. It can't even breathe, it's pitifully clumsy.

Pei Zhiyi thought, Shen Mian is really a fool.

Can't kiss.

I don't know how to refuse.

Naturally, I couldn't see how the bamboo horse who grew up had dirty thoughts towards him, and was still apologizing in panic.

How could he be angry?

This kiss is a task and a burden for Shen Mian.

But it was the supreme reward for him.

He has always been secretly in love with Shen Mian.

Ever since he understood what the word "like" meant, he was never able to take his eyes off Shen Mian.

This secret love is like a scorching fire, which can easily burn people, but he has sealed everything under his calm and self-sufficient appearance.

So not only Shen Mian, but everyone didn't see it.

They all thought that if he didn't fall in love, he had no interest and had a cold personality.

But it is not.

He just gave all his love to someone who would never reciprocate.

"Dididi, it has been detected that the heartbeat value of the host Pei Zhiyi has increased, and the current heartbeat value is 96."

When he heard the familiar electronic sound in his mind, Pei Zhiyi didn't panic.On the contrary, he was very calm, because from the first day when the system bound him and Shen Mian, he knew that the system had a hidden test called heart rate.

The higher the heartbeat value, the deeper his liking for Shen Mian.

On the day the system bound him, his heart rate was 95.

On behalf of his unrequited love for Shen Mian, his secret love became a disease.

But Shen Mian didn't know anything, he didn't even know the existence of heart rate test.

Because Shen Mian doesn't love him.

Only when the heart rate reaches 85 or above, the system will notify the host.

Shen Mian still naively thinks that he is a straight man.

Pei Zhiyi looked at the text messages sent by Shen Mian again, probably because he didn't dare to disturb him too much, Shen Mian obediently didn't send any more messages.

But he could imagine that Shen Mian must be fidgeting on the other side of the phone, anxious and wronged to hear his answer.

If he doesn't return, Shen Mian will wait forever.

Shen Mian's profile picture is a chubby Corgi's butt, with a fluffy tail trimmed into a love heart. Looking at this profile picture, Pei Zhiyi smiled softly.

He leaned against the wall, wondering how much Shen Mian would be worth to him?

Maybe give him some sympathy points, and barely make it to twenty points.

But any more would be a luxury.

Fortunately, he is used to this and does not feel heartache.

On the other hand, System 007, who has never talked much, was unwilling to be lonely, and popped up another reminder.

"Didi, it has been detected that the possessiveness of the host Pei Zhiyi has risen, the danger warning, the host please restrain your heart."

Pei Zhiyi raised his eyebrows, but he hadn't heard System 007 mention this.

But he wasn't too surprised, he knew exactly how terrible his possessiveness towards Shen Mian was.

His gentle and stable bamboo horse mask exists only to confuse Shen Mian. What he really wants to do to Shen Mian is his dirty desire that cannot see the sky.

"Don't worry, I won't do anything." He informed 007 in a cold tone.

Pei Zhiyi leaned against the wall for a while, allowing his racing heart to slowly calm down.

He was not in a hurry to go in. The jasmine flowers in the yard quietly bloomed, sending a soft fragrance in the evening breeze.

It was rare for him to take the initiative to chat with System 007.

Usually only Shen Mian can do this.

But 007 mostly ignored him, being so cold and unreasonable.

So before Pei Zhiyi asked, he didn't know if 007 would answer him.

He asked 007: "Is it true that you chose me and Shen Mian just because we are highly compatible?"

He knew that Shen Mian would not hear the conversation between System 007 and him alone, so he asked casually: "Is it related to my secret love for Shen Mian?"

System 007 was silent for a while, then actually answered.

"A 100% match is just one of the selection criteria. Another reason is that your abnormal emotions such as possessiveness, longing, and madness towards Shen Mian are what I need."

Pei Zhiyi narrowed his eyes slightly.

Although 007 still had that indifferent electronic voice, he could hear a bit of sarcasm, as if scolding him for being a pervert.

Good thing he doesn't care.

"Then if the task fails, can I bear the result of the failure?"

"What do you mean?"

"If I'm sick for Shen Mian, he's too afraid of pain, and he'll cry a lot if he has an operation."

Pei Zhiyi had wanted to ask about this for a long time.

But he always felt that 007 would not agree to him, so he deliberately didn't mention it, trying to keep some expectations for himself.

Sure enough, System 007 quickly shattered his expectations.

"No. There is no such easy equivalent exchange in the world." This time, 007 is not eccentric, "One-sided love is not as expensive as two-way love."

One-sided love is not as expensive as two-way love, this sentence affected Pei Zhiyi's mood a little more.

He hated the feeling of being pinched.

"I see."

He waited until his heartbeat had completely calmed down before he stood up straight from the wall and walked slowly towards the main building of the villa.

When entering the door, Pei Zhiyi took out his phone again and replied to Shen Mian's text message.

"Don't think too much, I'm not angry with you. I'll find you tomorrow."

Shen Mian replied at the speed of light.

"Ah, ah, ah, brother, you finally returned to me!"

Shen Mian sent another four or five kneeling emoticons.

Pei Zhiyi was amused.

He lowered his head and kissed Shen Mian's head.

"Stupid." He murmured softly.

But also so cute.

The next day, Pei Zhiyi went to guard outside Shen Mian's house early in the morning.

Just as he expected, when Shen Mian walked out of the door, she had messy hair on top of her head, and the undersides of her two eyes were light blue. It looked like she hadn't slept well.

Seeing him waiting at the door, Shen Mian stepped back a few steps as if frightened.

"Why are you so early?" Shen Mian asked him.

"Didn't you ask me if I would still go to school with you?" Pei Zhiyi replied to Shen Mian with the words from yesterday's text message.

Shen Mian closed her mouth, this is indeed what he said yesterday.

The two of them didn't say anything more, Pei Zhiyi came early today and hadn't had breakfast yet, so the two of them went to the breakfast shop at the entrance of the alley one after the other.

This small shop at the entrance of the alley has been delicious for ten years, it doesn't even have a signboard, but there are endless customers. It has been here since Pei Zhiyi and Shen Mian were still in primary school.As soon as they entered, the grey-haired owner greeted them with a smile, "Xiao Pei and Mianmian are here, come in quickly, there are seats inside."

Shen Mian grumbled and protested: "Don't call me Mianmian."

He doesn't like this nickname, it's so milky.

But it's useless, from the owner of the breakfast shop to his parents, everyone likes to call him Mianmian.

The boss called Shen Mian again: "Mianmian, do you want to eat the freshly fried fritters, and bean paste cake."

Shen Mian reluctantly replied, "Eat."

Pei Zhiyi couldn't help laughing, he also likes the name Mianmian, it's sweet and soft, it sounds very pampered, but every time he calls Shen Mian that, he gets so angry that he has no choice but to say nothing .

Shen Mian received two breakfasts familiarly, and ate them without raising his head. He usually likes to chat with Pei Zhiyi about a lot of things during meals, from last night's supper to the latest new releases. sneakers.

But today he was as quiet as a chicken, not saying a word.

Because he is guilty.

He always suspected that Pei Zhiyi regretted kissing him yesterday, because Pei Zhiyi's eyes after kissing him were very strange, as if trying to hold back something.

He made a guess on behalf of Pei Zhiyi, and felt that Pei Zhiyi might feel sick and uncomfortable, but because of his presence, he restrained himself and endured it.

So he thought about it over and over all night yesterday, but he didn't sleep well.

Today, he didn't dare to raise his head and look at Pei Zhiyi easily.

But he didn't speak, but Pei Zhiyi didn't intend to let him go.

Pei Zhiyi ate very politely, but his speed was not slow.

He swallowed the last mouthful of soy milk, and asked Shen Mian: "What are you doing with your head down, do you feel embarrassed to kiss me yesterday?"

Shen Mian almost choked on the tofu brain.

He finally looked up at Pei Zhiyi, and protested in a low voice: "Obviously you kissed me first..."

But halfway through his words, he lost his confidence.

The reason why Pei Zhiyi took the initiative to kiss him was not because he moved slowly and made Pei Zhiyi anxious.

He hesitated and hesitated, and finally asked what was in his heart.

"Brother, tell me the truth, did you feel particularly uncomfortable after you kissed me yesterday?"

When he asked this question, his expression was sullen, like a puppy who was about to be driven out of the house by its owner, well-behaved and pitiful.

Pei Zhiyi couldn't help but feel a numb itching in his heart.

He thought, how could Shen Mian poke every soft spot of him so precisely?

As long as Shen Mian shows such an expression, he can't wait to hold the whole world in front of him.

"I don't feel uncomfortable, I don't feel sick, it's easier than I imagined," Pei Zhiyi said nonsense without changing his face, "I thought it would be difficult."

Shen Mian's eyes widened: "Really?"

"It's just a task, just treat it as an act." Pei Zhiyi calmly relieved Shen Mian's psychological burden, "There are so many people in the entertainment industry making kissing scenes, we are no different from them, it's okay if you treat it as part of your work and study." gone."

Shen Mian thought about it.

Then his salary is a little more expensive than that in the entertainment industry, actors only get money, and what he saves is his own life.

His thoughts were unconsciously led away by Pei Zhiyi, completely ignoring that most of the kissing scenes in the entertainment industry took place between men and women.

But he saw that Pei Zhiyi was so calm, it really didn't look like he had left a psychological shadow, and he couldn't help but let out a long sigh of relief.

"I'm scared to death," he showed a relaxed look, "I didn't sleep well last night, and I'm afraid you'll ignore me today."

He was still a little wronged, after all, he had never been ignored by Pei Zhiyi in his life, if Pei Zhiyi really ignored him, he didn't even know how to coax him.

He touched Pei Zhiyi's hand with lingering fear: "Fortunately, brother, you are generous."

Pei Zhiyi didn't speak.

He seems too shameless to say anything now, and he is still not behaved when he gets cheap.

He gave Shen Mian the last steamed bun, and asked nonchalantly, "Then did you feel sick yesterday, can you get used to being kissed by a man?"

Shen Mian was stunned.

He pursed his lips involuntarily, he was too worried about Pei Zhiyi, and didn't think about this incident at all.

But he didn't seem to feel any discomfort at all.

There is panic, but there is no nausea.

When he was young, he would even share a piece of biscuit with Pei Zhiyi. Although he felt incestuously immoral when he was kissed by Pei Zhiyi, it didn't really make him feel disgusted.

"No." He earnestly expressed his loyalty to Pei Zhiyi, "Brother, I'm fine, you can kiss as you like."

Pei Zhiyi really couldn't help laughing now.

He rubbed Shen Mian's head, and pulled him to stand up, "Let's go, it's time to go to school."

Coming out of the breakfast shop, Shen Mian was alive and kicking again, and the psychological shadow left by yesterday was healed by Pei Zhiyi.

The driver of Pei's family was waiting for them outside the alley as usual, and when he got in the car, he lay down in Pei Zhiyi's arms, rubbed his head on Pei Zhiyi's shoulder, and found a comfortable position.

He yawned and said, "I'll sleep for a while and call me at school. I slept for more than five hours yesterday, and I was so sleepy."

Pei Zhiyi let out a "hmm".

The scenery outside the window passed by in a hurry, the camphor trees at the intersection formed a green shadow, and Shen Mian really fell asleep soon.

The car was very quiet, and Shen Mian's slight breathing could even be heard.

And Pei Zhiyi finally heaved a sigh of relief when he saw his innocent profile.

Shen Mian doesn't dislike his kiss, which is enough to make him feel relieved.

The author says:

Today there are two thick and long chapters, can I ask for more comments~