I can save it

Yu Lian stayed on the seat for a while, then let out a long sigh, and started the car again.

It’s still the New Year’s period, and there are so many people on the road. Everyone seems to be lively and laughing. Parents bring their children out to play. The children are still holding balloons in their hands, and festive red is everywhere.

Only the inside of this car is deserted.

After a while, Yu Lian heard Pei Zhiyi ask: "Do you also think our sins are unforgivable?"

His voice was flat, without any ups and downs, as if it was just an unintentional speech.

But Yu Lian's tears flowed down.

Unforgivable sin, what a serious word.

She almost thought that Pei Zhiyi chose such words on purpose to make her feel guilty, but she took a look at Pei Zhiyi and knew that Pei Zhiyi was asking serious questions.

But this made her even more uncomfortable.

After a long time, she shook her head slightly.

"No, I don't think so, but we parents need time."

For several days, Shen Mian and Pei Zhiyi did not meet each other.They didn't dare to provoke their parents at this juncture, especially Su Ying and Shen Changhe.

Shen Mian's mobile phone was confiscated, so he didn't know that Pei An rushed back from other places after receiving the news, and the conflict that broke out was far more intense than at his home.

Although Pei Zhiyi didn't get along with his father, he didn't fight back when his father got angry and wanted to beat him up. In the end, his mother bandaged him.

But he is obviously not a person who will be obedient.

There was still a bandage on his face, and he looked up at Pei An: "You haven't cared about me since I was a child, and it's too late to care about me now. Shen Mian was led to this road by me, I swore You have to be with him for the rest of your life, unless you kill me, I will go to him everywhere."

Pei An's veins twitched when he heard it, and he wished he could really kill this evil boy.But when he saw Pei Zhiyi's indifferent face, he felt tired and discouraged.

In the end, Yu Lian ended the war between father and son.

She and Pei An have been divorced for many years, but because the divorce was not ugly, they are considered friends in these years.

She was also exhausted these few days, and after closing Pei Zhiyi's door, she said to Pei An: "Enough, don't make any more trouble. Don't you really know what kind of temper your son has? Even if you break his leg, He will go to Shen Mian one day."

Pei An tried his best to calm himself down, stared at the closed door and asked, "Then what are you going to do, are you really going to let them be together?"

Yu Lian didn't know either.

In fact, for a moment, she really wanted to let it go.

Pei Zhiyi likes Shen Mian, and Shen Mian also likes Pei Zhiyi, and it doesn't hurt God, who is in the way?

But in the end she just shook her head wearily.

At this time, Shen Mian was still locked in the room.

He is about to start school in a week, and his parents don't allow him to go to Pei Zhiyi, and they confiscated his cell phone, so he has to lie at the window and do his homework, but after several hours of writing, the progress is still zero.

Shen Yu still has brother and sister love, and she has been with him since returning home yesterday.But Shen Yu couldn't help him, and before she entered Shenmian's room, her mobile phone was also confiscated.

Now she is sitting next to Shen Mian reading magazines, bored.

In fact, she was surprised when she found out about Shen Mian and Pei Zhiyi, but as a new-age woman who had been familiar with Tanmei stories since she was a child, she had nothing against it.

Even, she was a little enlightened.

No wonder brother Pei treats her brother so well.

No wonder Pei Zhiyi couldn't see other people when her brother appeared.

She was looking at the map in the magazine absently, but she heard her brother talking to himself, or asking her, "What do you think Pei Zhiyi is doing?"

Shen Yu paused, turned to look at her brother, and sighed faintly: "I miss you."

Shen Mian became even more silent, he didn't really want to hear an answer, but he just couldn't calm down.

He was treated fairly well at home these past few days. Although the atmosphere at the dinner table was too silent, Shen Changhe and Su Ying were both sad and didn't even want to miss him for a meal of fruit.

Shen Mian sometimes feels like a jerk.

Not everyone's parents can be as gentle as his parents. He has already enjoyed the luck beyond others, but he still wants to make trouble for his parents.

He and Shen Yu looked at each other in blank dismay, the similar faces of the brother and sister looked a little distressed.

Finally, Shen Yu sighed and said, "Just wait, I'll buy a new mobile phone and smuggle it to you. You can contact Pei Zhiyi yourself."

Shen Mian was very moved, and hugged her: "When brother goes out, I will buy you whatever you want."

Shen Yu was very realistic: "Thank you, I want a villa in the city center recently."

Shen Mian was stunned for a second, then said weakly, "Then I can only trick Pei Zhiyi into buying it for you..."

Shen Yu moved very quickly, mainly because their parents didn't really take strict precautions to this point. That night, Shen Yu installed a new mobile phone and jammed it to Shen Mian.

Shen Yu was very suspicious that her parents had actually guessed it, but they just turned a blind eye.

Shen Mian couldn't wait to hide the new phone, and waited until the night was quiet and everyone in the family was asleep before he dared to hide under the quilt and send a message to Pei Zhiyi.

He didn't know if Pei Zhiyi's cell phone had been confiscated, and he had a new cell phone number that he was unfamiliar with.

After much deliberation, he sent a secret signal to Pei Zhiyi.

"Want to go to the sea?"

They discussed going to the beach a while ago, and he thought that Pei Zhiyi was so smart, as long as he had the phone in his hand, he would definitely know it was him.

He waited, and after only two seconds, there was a message back.

"go."

"Can you answer the phone?"

Shen Mian quickly replied: "Yes."

He hid under the quilt and received a call from Pei Zhiyi, the moment Shen Mian heard Pei Zhiyi's voice, Shen Mian's nose was sour.

"Mianmian," Pei Zhiyi's voice was the same as before, always gentle towards him, "What have you been doing these two days?"

Shen Mian replied in a muffled voice, "Catch up with homework."

Pei Zhiyi couldn't help but smiled, but he was worried, and asked again: "Did uncle and aunt hit you?"

In fact, he knew that the possibility of Shen Mian being beaten was very small, but he was still worried, after all, Shen Mian would not be able to withstand a fist if he touched someone with multiple red marks.

"No, my parents are reluctant," Shen Mian sighed, "But they might as well beat me up, I feel better, and you, too, are locked at home?"

Pei Zhiyi didn't say that his ribs were almost broken by Pei An, and he said "hmm": "It's very tightly closed, and security guards were sent to guard the door, lest I escape. Even my mother moved in these two days, it's because she's divorced." First time staying here."

Unexpectedly, the ex-husband and wife who were separated from each other lived together under the same roof again because their son came out of the closet.

Shen Mian thought, if this happened before Yu Lian remarried, maybe Uncle Pei would have thought that her remarriage was hopeful.

The two chatted about the attitudes of their parents, knowing that the parents were passively resisting, hoping that their relationship would not be stable, and they would break up if they broke up.

But how is this possible?

Pei Zhiyi thought, during those years when he was secretly in love with Shen Mian, there were countless moments of despair, and countless nightmares where Shen Mian got together with others.

He didn't have any way to confide in him, so he could only pretend nothing had happened, and he still kept his elder brother and Fa Xiao's duty.

He has survived these days, and now Shen Mian has finally fallen in love with him, unless Shen Mian chooses to abandon him, otherwise it is impossible for him to let go even if he really dies.

And Shen Mian seemed to be aware of Pei Zhiyi's worrying about gains and losses, and said on the other end of the phone almost at the same time: "I will never separate from you. I love my parents very much, and I am sorry for your parents. But feelings can't be helped. I recognize you, and I won't marry anyone else."

Pei Zhiyi's heart softened when he heard it.

But what he was most worried about was not Shen Mian's feelings.

What he was really worried about was the bomb tied to Shen Mian's body, the 80 points they hadn't got yet.

But he didn't know how to tell Shen Mian, he could hear Shen Mian's rapid breathing, after describing it to him in a low voice, this made him not want to break this moment.

Finally they hung up the call with difficulty.

Shen Mian hid her phone, hugged the quilt for a long time and couldn't fall asleep.

He didn't know if he had slept with Pei Zhiyi for a long time, he even felt that the bed was too empty, and sleeping alone was even a bit deserted.

And Pei Zhiyi couldn't fall asleep for a long time.

He could hear the sound of the breeze brushing against the twigs outside the window, and he could also hear the slight sound of water coming from the yard. The world was so silent and empty that it made people panic.

I don't know if it was because he was thinking about it, but he had a dream later.

In the dream, their mission failed, and the last eighty points dissipated like a bubble. Shen Mian failed to get the life-saving elixir, and the cancer spread rapidly on his body, draining his life force, turning him into a A withered rose lying sickly on the bed.

He couldn't bear the result.

He stayed in Shen Mian's ward day and night. This time, no one came to stop them. The stubbornness of the parents had all been defeated by the disease, leaving only sadness and sobs on their faces.

And he didn't care about anyone's opinion at all, he only knew how to hold Shen Mian's thin wrist.

He was surprised how Shen Mian could become so thin, two fingers can hold her wrist.

But no matter how hard he grasped Shen Mian, he couldn't save his lover's dying life.

In the dream, Shen Mian walked in his arms at the end, he didn't have time to take Shen Mian to see the sea, he didn't give him a home, and he didn't raise two cats and dogs together.

The future he promised to Shen Mian has all turned into nothingness.

Nothing, they were not married, there was no wedding.

Only Shen Mian leaned in his arms unconsciously, leaving him the last words: "Brother, I'm sorry."

This is Shen Mian's last sentence of sorry, apologizing to him for not being able to accompany him to the end.

The author says:

Dreams are just dreams, we are he.Put away the 40-meter big knife~