mentally and physically

Eight o'clock is approaching, and when the alarm clock rings, Xuanfeng will wake up. Before he wakes up, Wang Yang turned around and turned his back to him.

Wang Rang thought, if he left him, would he have a bad life?Wang Yang secretly hoped that he would have a bad life, so that he might find out that he was good.But if he can live well, or even better, he will sincerely bless him.

The alarm clock clicked, and when it was nine o'clock, Wang Yang still hadn't fallen asleep, his body became stiff while maintaining a lying position, but the wind behind him didn't get up, what was he doing?Have you looked at yourself?Did you blame yourself for turning your back on him?The situation was unknown, and he didn't dare to play rashly, for fear that he would find out that he was awake.

Time moved forward slowly amidst the ticking sound of the alarm clock. There was nothing else in the bedroom except for this sound, and the silence was a bit scary.Wang Yang was holding back a big bubble of urine, his allantois was swollen and painful, and he couldn't lie down slowly.

When he began to feel that lying down like this was too boring, he opened his eyes, sighed, sat up, then got out of bed, forced himself not to look at the wind, walked past the bed indifferently, and went to the bathroom to drain the water .

He had to deal with the fierce battle the night before, and his dick was indispensable, and it was hard to avoid being hurt. There was a circle of red on it, and it still hurt a little when he urinate, and he couldn't recover in less than three or four days.He thought it was good, lest he return to City B and still think about doing that kind of thing with Xuan Feng.

After urinating, he subconsciously walked back and walked to the door of the bedroom, only to realize that Xuanfeng was still in the bedroom, so he retreated to the bathroom.what to do?wash up!Brush your teeth first or wash your face first?Where is the toothpaste?Where is the toothbrush?I feel uncomfortable and can't do anything.

There was still no movement in the bedroom, and Xuan Feng still didn't get up, he thought why didn't he get up?Could it be that he fell asleep?He regretted not checking to see if he was asleep before coming out.

He didn't want to go back, even if there was only a one-thousandth chance that Xuanfeng was awake, he didn't dare to take the risk, he was afraid that he couldn't help but grab him and ask him the question of the night before.

He lay down on the sofa, and there were thorns growing on the sofa, which made him unable to lie down.He wondered if Xuan Feng would be hungry too?Anyway, his stomach was growling with hunger.

He fried two poached eggs, blanched two green vegetable leaves, and put them into two bowls of boiled noodles.The fried poached eggs are a bit old, but fortunately, the leaves of the vegetables are green, and it can also arouse the desire to eat.

With a legitimate reason to find Xuanfeng, he walked briskly to the bedroom.When he came to the bedroom and went to the bedside, he hesitated when he saw Xi Feng who was not sure whether he was dreaming or waking up with his eyes closed.How should I wake him up?Why didn't you find it so difficult to wake someone up before?

"Xufeng, wake up! The sun is already burning your butt, why don't you get up yet?" Isn't it too playful to say that?

He was in trouble, and Xuan Feng woke up by himself, and the long eyelashes on the eyelids opened like a small umbrella, revealing the black, bright and clear eyes inside.

Xifeng's eyes are apricot-shaped, round in the middle, pointed at the end of the eyes, large pupils and less white, when he focuses on someone or something, the big pupils are dotted with countless stars, very agile and fiery .

Being stared at by Xuan Feng like this, his throat tightened, and he couldn't help but want to kiss him.But at that time, how could he do this?He turned his head away, and said indifferently: "Get up and have breakfast!" After speaking, he stood up.

"Don't go!" Xuan Feng held back his urine, longing for him to come to find him, how could he let him go?Grabbing his hand, he said sadly, "I...my legs are weak and I can't get up. Can you help me go to the bathroom?"

Thinking with the back of his head, he also knew why Xuanfeng's legs were weak.Hearing this news, he was a little surprised, raised his eyebrows, turned around and saw Xuan Feng's face flushed with embarrassment.He was sure that was what he was thinking, and he was a little proud.

At this time, you can say some witty words, such as: "Is your husband very good?" or "Do you want to do it again like this?" If Xuan Feng wants to, he is very happy.

Except for the first time and this time, between the two of them, Xuan Feng has always held the decision-making power in this matter.

Xi Feng's demand for this kind of thing is sometimes indifferent and sometimes enthusiastic, and when enthusiastic, he will not go too far. When he sees that he can't stand it anymore, he will tell him.Hearing that Xuan Feng said he couldn't bear it, he would not force it, he threw away his helmet and armor in advance, and called for gold to withdraw his troops.

It's not that he didn't think about it, that Xuanfeng might be wanting to welcome but rejecting, saying no, but in fact he still wants it in his heart, and the reason why he still clings to him is because he is afraid of hurting him.

This time, Xuan Feng also said that he couldn't bear it. When he said it, big teardrops came out of his eyes that were already full of tears.

At that time, he was in a rage, because he couldn't control himself, and he did it deliberately because he wanted to punish him, so he didn't obey the wind.When he helped Xuan Feng out of the bed, seeing him so weak that his legs were so weak that it was difficult to stand, his little complacency was blown away, and all was replaced by heartache.

But for the first time, he was overwhelmed by the extreme longing and was completely out of control. As a result, he was taken to the hospital dying of exhaustion, and was put on a ventilator in the hospital for several days.

Xuan Feng was injured all over his body, none of the injuries were serious, but the most serious injury was his heart.He was so depressed that he couldn't maintain a normal heart rate and couldn't get enough oxygen to his brain without a ventilator.

He regretted that time extremely, and even though he regretted it, he still wanted to tie up Xuanfeng very much in his private heart.When Xuanfeng's wound was cleaned up and he was lying on the hospital bed with a dull expression, he held his hand and leaned against his ear, seemingly sincerely apologizing to him and assuring him that he would be responsible, but in his heart because he could be responsible for him And beyond joy.

He mentioned to Xuanfeng several times that he would be responsible to him, but Xuanfeng kept silent, noncommittal, and after he was discharged from the hospital, he accepted his arrangement without any resistance, so he selfishly assumed that he agreed, and they lived together.

Why did Xuanfeng do this? He guessed that Xuanfeng was probably discouraged and didn't care about what to do. Even so, he still wanted to tie him up.Whether he is willing or not, whether he is happy or not, he keeps him by his side.

He is happy to have Xuan Feng by his side, and if possible, he hopes that he can stay by his side for the rest of his life.

Xi Feng was carried to the bathroom, washed, and then carried to the restaurant. During this period, Wang Rang joked with him, so he wondered if Wang Rang was not angry anymore?Can they still maintain their previous lives?

The noodles cooked by Wang Yang were not only overcooked, but the vegetable leaves were too raw, and the noodles were a bit salty.Xi Feng thought that Wang Rang was not suitable for cooking, and he had to do this kind of thing by himself.

Xuanfeng's mouth is tricky, and even a slight dissatisfaction in the details will affect his appetite. Wang Yang's cooking did not meet his expectations, but because of making such a guess, he ate happily.

Wang Yang didn't feel that the noodles he cooked were unpalatable at all, and he swallowed them whole.The sound of eating noodles in the restaurant rustled, and so did his heart.

One night later, Wang Rang's desire for the answer to that question was still very strong, which made his heart feel uneasy no matter what, like a sharp needle piercing his heart from time to time.

Wang Yang thought, after one night, would Xi Feng have an answer?Can you get an answer if you ask while eating noodles in a harmonious and relaxed manner?Perhaps it is possible to adopt a roundabout tactic, first insinuating to find out the tone.

"Xu Feng... Did your parents urge you to get married?" Wang Rang folded his face and put a mouthful of it into his mouth. While eating intently, he said leisurely, trying to look and move naturally, just like gossip.

"No." Xuanfeng was not sure what his intention of asking this was, but he gave him a signal, "Did your parents urge you?"

"Yeah!" Wang Rang replied briefly, but his heart turned ten times, and he pretended to be nonchalant and glanced at Xuan Feng to check his reaction.

"So early?!" Xuan Feng was a little surprised, "Are you going to make them worry that you won't be able to marry a wife?"

"How is it possible!" Wang Yang was very confident in this aspect, "My father wanted to retire early and put me in the position of master, but he was afraid that I would not be able to sit still, so he put my marriage on the agenda."

"Really?"

"Ok!"

Xuanfeng's heart skipped a beat.He had expected this day to come. When he heard Wang Yang say that his father would transfer him back to City B, he had expected that this day would come sooner or later, but he didn't expect it to be so early, it was less than half a year.

Winter has passed and spring has come, spring has passed and summer has not really arrived yet, Wang Yang's words are still in his ears.

It was the night of the New Year's Eve, when the bell of the new year was about to ring.Wang Yang was at his home in City B, and Xuan Feng was watching the Spring Festival Gala in the activity room of the nursing home with his parents and several elderly people whose children could not be with him.

Wang Yang called Xuan Feng and said that he wanted to celebrate the New Year with him on the phone.Xi Feng was happy because he could think of himself during the Chinese New Year with his family. He left the activity room full of forced smiles of the old people and went to the corridor to talk with him on the phone.

The other end of the phone was also very quiet, and Xuan Feng guessed that he was probably staying there alone, because of the quietness, his voice seemed extremely excited.

Xi Feng was listening to him talk about his blueprint, which included him and his parents, such as buying a big house for him to live with his parents, so that he could see them anytime, without having to waste time and effort to see them So far away, we can still spend the New Year at home together.

Another example is in midsummer, taking ten days and half a month, the four of them travel together.

Because Xuan Feng was happy, knowing that these things might not come true, she was looking forward to them very much.When Xuan Feng laughed and giggled, and the laughter echoed in every quiet corner of the corridor, his voice changed, and he talked about the proposal made by the prince at the New Year's Eve dinner table.

"What he said is all according to my wishes, but it's not that simple. I know my father too well. If I don't do what he wants, it won't make me feel better."

Su Feng suppressed his beating heart, and asked tentatively: "So you agreed?"

"No, I want to hear your opinion first."

"Uncle Wang is decisive. If he doesn't let you have a better life, you're afraid that you will really have a bad time, right?!"

"Well! I don't have the capital to compete with him yet." He paused, and continued: "The company in City A is still in my hands, and I can often go back to accompany you in the name of business, or we promise him first What do you think of the proposal?"

Xuan Feng was silent, and replied: "...Okay!"

Although Xuan Feng is stupid, he won't fail to understand even this little thing.Father Wang's proposal is different from the past. If the previous arrangement was to test his son, then this proposal at this time is to train his heir.

Xi Feng himself was also an heir, so he is very clear about the strict requirements that need to be followed under this superficially beautiful identity. Sooner or later, the two of them will be separated because of the additional requirements of this identity.

He is smarter than Xuanfeng, and it is even more impossible not to understand his father's intentions, but he not only knows it clearly but also has his own decision, but he still pretends to ask Xuanfeng's opinion.

In fact, Xuanfeng can understand him. He has a family that he wants to maintain, a career that needs to be worked hard, and an ambition that needs to be fulfilled-he is independent and has his own needs.It is sad that Xuan Feng can't ignore his needs in order to satisfy his own needs.

The late night of the last day of winter was extremely cold, and the laughter and laughter during the call had long been drowned out by the silence. I stood with my back against the wall for a long time, and my body was frozen stiff in the unheated aisle.

When the expected event happened, even on a bright morning in early summer, the memory was cold and helpless.

With his head down, Xuan Feng was persistently picking at the bowl with his chopsticks, and asked, "Did you accept it?"

"..." Xuanfeng's voice became a little lower, for those who are not familiar with him, it's like someone who doesn't understand music can't find a high octave and a flat half tone.

Hearing these changes, Wang Rang was as happy as a pot of boiling water bubbling, but on the surface he still pretended nothing had happened, slurped the noodles, his lips were still stained with soup, and replied casually: "No."

Xuan Feng was silent and asked, "Are you determined to accept it?"

"..." Whether to accept it or not, Wang Yang let Xuan Feng decide.Because this is a major event related to a lifetime, we must be cautious. Wang Yang hopes that Xuanfeng will make a decision that follows his heart, does not regret his life, and can achieve happiness and happiness—only decisions made on the premise of love can afford it. An uncertain future.

Xuan Feng said softly: "You should accept it!"

Before Wang Yang could organize his words to answer, he heard him say that a pot of boiling water instantly froze, and there was a bang.

"Are you telling the truth!?" Wang Rang's heart was so cold that he lost consciousness, so he had no time to pay attention to the raised voice and tired expression, which was unnatural.

Xuanfeng heard the strangeness in his voice, raised his head to look, and met his fiery gaze, so he lowered his head again, nodded, and said: "En!"

"Do you know what this means?" Wang Yang wanted to laugh a little. He refused to answer the question the night before, but what he was talking about today is similar to that question. Why did he answer it so frankly? ?Wang Yang was so angry that he laughed back, his smile was distorted as if he was crying.

Of course Xi Feng knew what this meant and nodded his head as an answer.

Wang Rang was astonished, and persisted in poking the bowl with his chopsticks for a long time, but couldn't take another bite. "This noodle is really unpalatable!" Only then did he realize that this noodle was too old, too raw, too salty... and a bit bitter, it was hard to swallow. Why did he still eat it with relish before?No solution.

"So annoying!" He put his chopsticks on the bowl, covered his face and sighed.

"So sad!" The sore eyes became moist, and it seemed that tears were about to flow out.He took a deep breath and shrank them back abruptly.He can't be weak, he has too many unfulfilled wishes.

He stood up, raised his feet and walked away, Xuanfeng asked: "Where are you going?" He didn't answer, his mind was spinning, but he walked steadily to the bedroom, came to the bed, and fell into it.

He didn't sleep all night, his eyelids were heavy, his body was as soft as a puddle of mud, and he fell asleep when he fell down.

Wang Yang, who fell asleep, dreamed of many childhood events. These things happened at home and outside, with classmates, friends, family members, or chatting, or playing, or frolicking. Appearance is also about him.

All kinds of the past are cut into sections, strangely glued together, with a layer of golden filter attached, the picture is extraordinarily heartwarming, worthy of the term golden years.

So when he woke up, his mood improved inexplicably, and his steps when he walked out of the bedroom were light, and stepping on the hard floor was like stepping on soft clouds, which was very unreal.

When he woke up, it was almost evening, the setting sun was lingering, but the light was extraordinarily bright, revealing an unyielding energy, it seemed extremely brave.

Xi Feng lay on the sofa with his eyes closed, the light deviated from the position of the sofa, the place where he was was a bit dark, but his skin was white enough to make the dark place not feel dark.

He brushed away the drooping lock of hair on Xuanfeng's forehead, seeing that he didn't respond, he was sure that he was asleep, so he relaxed, looked at him carefully, touched his here, pinched his there.

In the summer afternoon when he was 15 years old, after being tired from playing with his younger brother in the shade of a tree, he took an afternoon nap on the bed in his bedroom.

At that time, Xuan Feng was also lying on his side, wearing a vest and shorts like him, most of his immature body was exposed, his skin was pink and tender, and it was full of temptation.

He sent his sleeping brother to the bedroom, and when he returned to his own bedroom, seeing the wind, his vigorously developing body reacted violently.But he didn't do anything, he lay down quietly on the other side of the bed, watching his back sleeping from afar.

There are a lot of opportunities in that lot of time, and he can wait for Xuanfeng for so many years according to the plan, and it is not yet the imminent time, why can't he wait?

He suddenly regretted that he shouldn't be so eager, after all, it is a major event related to his life, he should give Xuan Feng more time to think about it.