mentally and physically

After getting the answer he wanted, Father Chu's narrowed eyes couldn't hide the joy of success. If you have to describe what is in those eyes, the sharp light is in the name of the father, with love as the weapon, the most sinister in the world The knife cut open the flesh of other people's sons, and it was a matter of course.

"You are talented, educated and knowledgeable about current affairs, you will have a bright future and great achievements..."

No matter how sincere the praise is, it becomes irony, after all, closeness and distance are different.It's a pity that Peng Shuyi got on the plane to the United States early before he had time to think about whether he would regret it.No matter how hard it is to give up, let it go, it is really cutting flesh.Who can understand his pain?Who will feel bad?

"No matter what my father has done or said, the choice is yours."

Xuan Feng's voice was unbearably cold, as if he was talking about someone else's matter, or an innocuous matter.Peng Shuyi's hair stood on end from the cold, his lips trembled, and even his breathing became blocked.Pian Xifeng ignored it, as if he had suppressed it for a long time, and was waiting for this moment to vent out.

"You thought you were the only one who was bearing it at that time? I was fine?" Su Fengba said in a high voice: "My father has never treated me cruelly. Because of the two of us, he beat me up and locked me up again." At home, my mother just kept crying around me, crying all day, even so, I never thought of breaking up with you."

The tomato sauce was sizzling in the pot, and it was about to burn. Peng Shuyi was powerless to care about other things, so he simply turned off the fire, threw away the spatula, put his hands on the stove, and let out a long sigh of relief.

"Chu Xu," Peng Shuyi said with all his strength, "It's been so long since the past, it's hard to say right or wrong, but one thing is for sure, I never thought of breaking up with you."

Peng Shuyi is about 1.8 meters tall. He is tall and strong. He doesn't move like a pine tree and moves like the wind. He is upright and unrestrained.Once such a person lowers his voice and speaks, it will be very powerful, but Xuanfeng is not at all bewitched.

Pushing away the past, what else can I say?Xuanfeng was quite annoyed, "Yes! You didn't think about it, but you did, and you left me and walked away."

The sharp accusation is wrapped in wind and frost and hides the sword, but the first person to hurt is himself.Xuan Feng raised his head, holding back the tears that were about to burst out of his eyes.Even though he has no nostalgia or hatred for Peng Shuyi, it still hurts when he thinks about the past.

Pain is the proof that true love has loved deeply, but tears are nothing but emptiness and only make people think too much.Xuanfeng didn't want to cry at all, but why were there tears?Xuan Feng hated himself for being useless.

"I'm leaving, but I told you to wait for me. Can't you...wait for me?" Peng Shuyi's eyes were filled with resentment, and he turned his head to look at Xuan Feng.

Xuan Feng stood between the dining room and the kitchen, with a tall figure and a handsome face, half of it was hidden in the dark, and the other half was exposed in the light, it seemed to be split into two halves, but it didn't hinder his beauty at all.

Taoism uses the harmony of yin and yang to explain the mysteries of all things in the world, and his beauty is beautiful no matter where it is, and it violates the law of heaven that one is long and the other is short.So he transcends all things, that is, the mystery itself, the truth, and everyone must obey it.Everyone is subject to beauty and is enslaved by beauty.

Peng Shuyi is willing to submit to him, but he is always trembling, afraid of obeying him too much, he doesn't know how to cherish, and he is afraid of not obeying him enough, being resented by him, entangled and troubled, in the final analysis, he is afraid of losing him.

In the past, he obeyed Peng Shuyi's words, but it was useless to Peng Shuyi. Now he is different from before. Peng Shuyi feels that he has grown some sharp edges and corners, which are a bit difficult to handle.

Regarding the decision to go to the United States, Peng Shuyi felt that he was wrong, but he was unwilling to admit it in front of him, as if once admitted, a scar would grow on his face, a mole, a mole, and he would become an ugly monster. Disliked by him.

That's how he is, he has no confidence in front of him, and even complains indistinctly.

"Why am I waiting for you?!" Xuanfeng's attitude was very clear, "I told you, I won't wait for you."

"Chu Xu!" Peng Shuyi was quite frustrated after being poured with cold water, "You said that you love me because you want to be with me forever. Could it be that your love can't stand the test of time? Not for two years?"

At some point, Peng Shuyi came in front of Xuan Feng, and met his four eyes, looking at each other.The familiar feeling draws closer quietly. It turns out that he has never forgotten his taste, breath, and temperature. It was just sealed by time, not corrupted, and he jumped out of the water until he appeared again...

But they are not what they used to be.When in love, these are enjoyments, enjoying the hugs, kisses, and skin-to-skin related to them; when not in love, these are sufferings, because there is no reason to do anything related to them.

Xuan Feng backed away in panic, Peng Shuyi grabbed his arms and clasped them in front of him.So close, so close that the breath is entwined, giving birth to many ambiguities.

"Let me go!" Xuanfeng twisted his arms vigorously but it was in vain, he couldn't dodge, couldn't escape.

"Don't put the blame on me. You are the one who left, and you were the one who was wrong. I gave you a chance..." Xuanfeng frowned, his eyes were sharp, and he wanted to ask him to blame, but the tears were defenseless It plummeted.

"Do you remember?" Xuan Feng choked up and said, "Your decision to go to the United States was notified to me by text message on the day you left. You didn't even plan to meet me in person, and you planned to leave like this."

"During that time, my father locked me in the room. No matter how I begged him, he wouldn't let me out. I had no choice but to ask Wang Rang to steal my father's key and take me out quietly. I just in time I'll meet you at the airport."

"Do you still remember what I told you at that time?" Xuan Feng's tear-covered eyes were bright, clearly reflecting the people and things in front of him, and what he saw through his eyes was the scene of parting.

They all clearly remembered what happened at that time, it was the pain in each other's hearts, and they were careful not to think about it, and it was even more cruel to resort to words at this time.

"You told me to wait for you, but I told you clearly, I won't wait for you, if you love me, don't leave, but you insist on leaving..." Sorrow flooded in like a tide, making Xuan Feng feel suffocated, He took a deep breath, and the tears fell down like arrows that were off the string.

Big and big teardrops, crystal clear and full, ran across Xuan Feng's fair cheeks, and flowed into Peng Shuyi's dark heart, drowning all perceptions, leaving only depression.

"Originally, since you have made such a decision, I don't need to keep you, but I still beg you over and over again, please don't leave, you entered the security channel, and I rushed in to pull you... I cried and begged You, crying and pulling you, crying until you lose your strength."

At that time, he wanted to keep Peng Shuyi with all his heart, but Wang Rang was half a head taller than him, but he couldn't hold him back no matter what.There was a lot of noise, attracting airport staff and spectators waiting for the flight.

So many pairs of eyes were staring at him, watching him cry so hard that he fell to the ground, they were all moved by him, but Peng Shuyi resolutely left.

The plane took off rumblingly, breaking his eardrums, his voice was hoarse from crying, his whole body was sore and limp, and spread on the ground like a pool of mud.

Fortunately, Wang Yang was there, and Wang Yang would always help him when he needed it.If there was no Wang Yang, maybe he would have been spread on the ground until it became a real puddle of mud.

Wang Yang picked him up from the ground, carried him back to the car, and sent him home, telling him that if Peng Shuyi really loved him, he would never be willing to see him sad.

This sentence had a great influence on him, no matter whether Wang Rang said it with selfishness or not, the reason is the same.

Xuanfeng followed suit, and asked coldly: "If you really love me, how can you be so cruel to see me so sad?"

Peng Shuyi miscalculated the change of a person in a few years, and the wind at this time was too cold and sharp, which made him feel strange—maybe Peng Shuyi was selfish and cruel, not as exaggerated as him Trust your own judgment.

The world is impermanent, who would have expected that only one year has passed since Peng Shuyi left, the prosperous Chu father would suffer, and the well-off Chu family would go bankrupt.

If it wasn't like this, Xuanfeng would still be at the top of the pyramid and live a stable life. Even if he encounters an unsatisfactory relationship, at most he will complain and suffer when he is idle and bored. It won't be too big for him or his personality. Change.

Peng Shuyi was choked by the sudden strangeness, and it took a while before he replied: "... Maybe you don't believe it, I don't even remember how I got on the plane and how I got back to the ground."

If you go back in time, you will find that he was no better than Xuan Feng at that time.

He was in a trance, and he retreated several times, but was led by the passengers who drove him on the plane, towards his established destiny, and it was not until the dead of night that he sat on the toilet in the bathroom and cried out.

Waiting to come back to him after gaining the ability to control everything, Peng Shuyi has survived the past few years with such a belief.

Peng Shuyi let go of one hand, and put it gently on Xuan Feng's head, gently stroked his soft and shiny black hair, and then slowly moved it to his cheek.His face is fair and smooth, as if touching a top-quality bone china, it is so smooth that it makes people forget to return.

"Let's not talk about the past, let's talk about the future. Let's... start over, shall we?"

Peng Shuyi whispered in his ears, his warm breath and soft words agitated his sensitive nerves, a thin electric current passed through his body, imprinted on every neuron, bewitching him, luring him to submit .

"Not good!" Xuan Feng's body was trembling, but his mind was still clear.Whether it's for himself, because of Wang Yang, or because of his illusory reputation and morality, he clearly knows that this cannot be done.

Peng Shuyi only held him with one hand, and the confinement was not strong enough, so he took the opportunity to push him away and backed away.Different from the honest body, his eyes were calm, full of warning, warning Peng Shuyi not to pester him any more.

He retreated a few steps back to a safe distance, and when he turned to escape, he was caught by Peng Shuyi who rushed over quickly.

Peng Shuyi hugged him from behind, with a huge forward force, he bumped into the dining table, blocking his way.

"Why not?" Peng Shuyi asked close to his ear, "Because of your boyfriend?"