mentally and physically

At that time, Xi Feng did not look at the menu, ordered the food skillfully, and ordered a bottle of red wine that was exactly the same. He said that he likes to drink this kind of red wine from this winery, this year and this series, with soft tannins and a sweet taste.It can be seen from these that he frequented this restaurant and drank a lot of red wine.

This is not surprising, the family of the Chu family is well-off, and Xiu Feng has been pampered since he was a child. He has received good etiquette education and social guidance.

But Peng Shuyi, who came from an ordinary family, is completely different. Not only does he not know how to taste red wine, but because he has eaten Western food more than one hand, and he is not proficient in using knives and forks. The restaurant is unavoidably tense and formal.

Even though they sat by the wall and the window, avoiding the crowd, Peng Shuyi still unconsciously looked around, for fear that others would find out his faults and see that he didn't belong there.

At the dinner table, Xuan Feng patiently and meticulously taught him how to use a knife and fork and how to taste red wine, taking care of his emotions at all times, without embarrassing him at all, and he did this purely out of good intentions, to help Peng Shuyi, Peng Shuyi Yat is very clear in his heart and is very grateful.

Even so, the inferiority complex deep in Peng Shuyi's soul is stubborn, like a stone growing in the tip of his heart, which is always threatening him.

Peng Shuyi once thought that if the family background of the two of them were all lost, maybe this would not be the case.With Xuanfeng's personality, he wouldn't care about these things.He never cared about other people's eyes. He was full of enthusiasm and went his own way, like a burning flame.

Peng Shuyi thought day and night that one day he would have dinner with Xuanfeng again, so that he could see his progress and changes.

On this day, Xuan Feng said that he didn't like to drink this kind of wine anymore, and he didn't drink at all. He asked for a glass of water, and drank more than half of it in one go, as if he was extremely thirsty.

Peng Shuyi has lived in the United States for four years, and he is proficient in ordering food and using a knife and fork, but he is eating by himself without looking aside.After suffering Peng Shuyi, there was no place to talk about his simmering wine tasting experience, and no place to show the skills he had cultivated.

Halfway through the meal, Peng Shuyi couldn't say a few words to Xuanfeng. On the one hand, it was because Xuanfeng didn't seem willing to talk, and on the other hand, because there were outsiders present, Peng Shuyi had a lot to say but couldn't It is not suitable to speak in front of outsiders.

Tu Ran and Chen Cong talked about childhood fun from their parents, but the atmosphere on the other side was once depressed to the point of depression.Tu Ran wanted to help his boss, remembering the purpose of Xuan Feng following Chen Cong to meet him, thinking that since his boss and Xuan Feng were acquaintances, if he brought up the incident, his boss would not misunderstand him, maybe they would. So let's talk.

Tu Ran was making wishful thinking, and just got up, unexpectedly, Xuan Feng stood up, holding his lower abdomen, and said with apologetic smile: "I'm sorry! I drank too much water before, so I have to go to make it easier."

People have three urgencies, and he did drink a lot of water, they all saw it, so no one thought about it, let him go.

Peng Shuyi was very interested in the life of Xuan Feng after he left, and as soon as Xuan Feng left, he immediately took up the topic of Tu Ran and asked, "What do you think he is doing now?"

In this regard, Chen Cong has more say.For the time being, Chen Cong put aside the unhappiness with Peng Shuyi before, and told the story of his acquaintance with Xifeng, who was both funny and funny, and then added details to praise Xifeng from the inside out, and summed it up with only one sentence , He is kind, talented and hard-working. He is a rare good young man and good boss.

My friend is such a good person. When Chen Cong and You Rongyan praised Xifeng, their eyes lit up with excitement, but Peng Shuyi sighed after he finished boasting about Xifeng.

Since the beginning of getting acquainted with Xuan Feng, Peng Shuyi has often heard people praise him. These people praise him because he is really good, and because these people habitually favor good-looking people.

In the past, people praised him as a different rich second generation; now, he has grown up, got rid of the restraint of his parents, has become a young man, became a boss, has his own company, and has honed his vigor.

His appearance has not changed much, and people still like to praise him, but some things have changed.

Peng Shuyi couldn't help sighing, they had been separated for more than four years, and during these four years, his part of Xuanfeng's life was blank.

Peng Shuyi's mouth was bitter, he drank a sip of wine, and then asked: "You call him Xuanfeng?" He was puzzled before, but seeing Chen Cong's enthusiasm, so he didn't interrupt, and now ask.

"Yeah!" Chen Cong replied with a smile: "He is called this now. I heard you call him Chu Xu before, and I thought you had identified the wrong person. I wondered if he had a twin brother?"

Peng Shuyi shook his head and said affirmatively, "No, he is the only child in the Chu family."

Chu's father once said to him with a sad face: "He is the only child in our Chu family", and his words are full of how much their family cares about and loves Xuanfeng.Xiufeng is the only darling and living treasure of their family, and it is not allowed or allowed to be coveted by young people, let alone spoiled.

After hearing these words, he was very angry. He didn't steal or rob, how could he become a bad person?Besides, it was Xuan Feng who chased him backwards.No matter how angry and justified he is, he knows very well in his heart that this is just the common prejudice of the rich against the poor. The reason why Father Chu came to him was because he did not allow the contemptuous homosexuality in the heir of Huang Tuweiye stain.

For a while, he hated it very much, hating why Xuanfeng's parents only gave birth to him as a child.

Xi Feng asked him if he thought about whether he would find a boyfriend after he left. He thought about it, and what he thought more about was how his later boyfriend would react when he experienced the same thing.He is confident that no one can pass Father Chu's test. No matter how much love Xi Feng has with his later boyfriend, as long as he does not accept the family's arrangement to marry someone, he still has a chance.

As Xiufeng's boyfriend, Chen Cong didn't know if Xuanfeng had any brothers, which made Peng Shuyi a little puzzled.Peng Shuyi subconsciously looked around, the seats around him were empty, and the half-eaten food was quietly lying on the expensive and cold dinner plate, which also looked cold.

How long has it been since Xifeng went to the bathroom?Before, he was listening to Chen Cong's words and didn't pay attention, but now he noticed that the empty seat was vaguely uneasy.He glanced at his watch, there was no time when he left, and the watch could not give any reminder.

After getting an affirmative answer, Chen Cong's smile faltered, and he said seriously: "I don't think it's possible. First, he acquiesced in the name Chu Xu; second, for a good-looking person like him, just one is enough to be fucked." Yes, if you have a pair, then it’s fine, God forbids it!”

In Chen Cong's perception, good-looking men are always surrounded by beautiful women. In this country with many wolves and few flesh, having someone like Xi Feng has already caused a lot of pressure on someone like Chen Cong. If there is a pair, then It is not to tell them to become monks as soon as possible.

Chen Cong's words were serious, but also meant to complain. After he finished speaking, he laughed, it sounded like he was joking.People who were in the same situation as him had some experience, so Tu Ran smiled in sympathy.

Peng Shuyi was disturbed and didn't pay attention to what he said, but his laughter was harsh, like a small hammer knocking on the alarm in his heart.

He frowned and looked in the direction of the bathroom.It was lunch time, and there were people coming and going in the lobby of the restaurant. Some people were leaving after eating, some people just came and sat down, and the aisle leading to the bathroom was also coming and going.All the moving figures came into his eyes, none of them were Xuanfeng.He couldn't help but look elsewhere.

The quiet front caught Chen Cong's attention.He didn't know what this man looking around anxiously was looking for, and while he was looking away, he took a good look at him.

Although he doesn't have the shocking appearance of Xuanfeng, he can be shocked at a glance, and his skin is a bit dark, and his face is a bit fierce. Generally speaking, he looks good, like a handle that looks inconspicuous at first glance, but the width and length are just right. It is very easy to hold and incomparable. A sharp knife, very manly, presumably also very popular with women.After all, it is different from Chen Cong.

Chen Cong smiled, found a step for himself, and said, "This is Xifeng! It may have been renamed."

Peng Shuyi looked around, and at the moment when the alarm bell was ringing in his heart, he raised his eyebrows when he heard what Chen Cong said, and stood up without saying a word, and walked to the bathroom without saying a word, leaving Chen Cong and Tu Then they looked at each other.

Chu Xu changed his name to Xuan Feng, no wonder he was never found, why did he change his name?Are you hiding from yourself?

Peng Shuyi rushed to the bathroom, slammed the door open, and shrank back in fright the man who had just pulled out his machine gun and was about to shoot into the urinal in the urinal.

The man looked back, he took a look, saw that it was not Xuan Feng, and hurried away.The man was stunned, and when he came back to his senses, he was stunned to find that he had peed on his hand, and he cursed angrily, "You're crazy!"

He turned a deaf ear, went inside, opened the doors of the unclosed compartments one by one to check, and knocked on the closed doors one by one, calling: "Chu Xu, Chu Xu..." No one answered, Only scolding continued.

Tu Ran left Chen Cong where he was to pay the bill, and went to the bathroom to find his boss.When he came to the bathroom, he saw a man swearing while washing his hands. Seeing that he was about to go in, he stopped him immediately and asked him not to go in. There was a psychopath in there.

He panicked when he heard that, what would happen if the psycho inside hurt his boss, so he walked in without thinking.When he went inside and saw the scene of chickens and dogs jumping inside, he suddenly realized that the psychopath in the man's mouth was his boss.

His boss came out of the two compartments with his pants up and the men angrily scolding him. He covered his face and came out in a daze. Tu Ran went up to meet him, and heard him chanting, "He's avoiding me! He's avoiding me!"

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Xi Feng pretended to go to the bathroom for a while, and when he looked back, he saw that they were chatting happily, and no one looked at him, so he sneaked out of the restaurant with a low waist. After leaving the restaurant, he immediately went to the underground parking lot and drove away. .

Not sure what Peng Shuyi thought, but Xuan Feng really didn't want to get entangled with him.

Peng Shuyi was two years older than him. When he was a freshman, Peng Shuyi was a junior.

Peng Shuyi is the chairman of the student union.The first time Xifeng met him was at the welcome party, and the other party was behind several principals and directors, speaking on stage on behalf of the student union.

He is 1.8 meters tall, with a crew cut, wearing clean and neat clothes. He walks in a heroic manner, and speaks in a cadence and impassioned manner. He is in sharp contrast with the old men and women represented by the school. In contrast, it looks energetic, youthful, and very eye-catching.

He is in the same class as Wang Yang.The second time Xi Feng saw him was when he was looking for Wang Yang during the break between classes. He was talking to Wang Yang at the door of the classroom with great interest about school admissions, and suddenly a series of very magical laughter sounded.

He looked up and saw the very eye-catching guy on the other side of the classroom sitting on the desk, chatting with the students in the back row, leaning forward and backward with a smile, looking very willful and free and easy.

Xi Feng was immediately attracted, and embraced the joy of discovering the new continent, pointing at him and asking Wang Yang who that person was.On the day of the welcome party, he only remembered such a person on the stage, with an eye-catching appearance and a nice voice, but he didn't remember what he said or his name.

Wang Yang looked back in a daze, saw the person that Xuan Feng was pointing at, and said with a tone of disdain, "He! His name is Peng Shuyi."

Xuan Feng didn't take Wang Rang's disdain to heart, laughed and teased him a few words, and then secretly engraved the word Peng Shuyi in his heart.

When meeting him for the third time, Xuan Feng begged Wang Yang, the vice-chairman of the student union, to put him in the student union.The affairs of the student union are complicated, and the division of labor is detailed. The newborn egg and the chairman of the student union are separated by the entire solar system, so it is difficult to see each other.

On the day I saw him, Xi Feng had been in the student union for more than a month, and he happened to appear in the corridor outside the activity room.Xuan Feng, who was sent by the minister to sort out the items needed for the activity with several other newborns, saw him on the window of the activity room, immediately put down the work in hand, and ran to the door of the activity room in a panic, recklessly. Jump in front of him and greet him happily.

"Chairman Peng", Su Feng was just curious about how he would respond to him.

He was walking with a dull head, but was startled by the sudden wind, stopped, and looked at the person in front of him blankly.This person was wearing finely crafted casual clothes, his skin was as white as a porcelain doll, and his appearance was unusually handsome.

He couldn't help but want to see if this person was a man or a woman, so he looked around his chest, and after confirming that he was a man, he thought how wonderful it would be if it was a woman.But he didn't think too deeply, smiled and asked, "Are you from the student union?"

Su Feng nodded.

He raised his hand and patted Xuanfeng's head, telling him to do a good job, then hurried away away from him.

This was the first time the two of them talked, and the first time they had physical contact.Xi Feng found this unrestrained and free-spirited guy very interesting, and he was more handsome and eye-catching than he saw from afar.

After meeting him only three times, Xuan Feng made up his mind to associate with him.He spent a lot of time inquiring about his hobbies, places he frequented, and his family situation. Wang Yang, who was in the same class as him and was in the student union, helped a lot, and at the same time caused a lot of stumbling blocks for Xuanfeng.

Wang Rang did not support Xuan Feng to associate with him from the beginning, but he couldn't stop him from jumping in.

It took half a year to go round and round, and Xuan Feng and him became friends who talked about everything, and it took another half a year before the two officially started dating.

In short, it was Xuan Feng who chased him like a dog's skin plaster, and he seemed to accept Xuan Feng halfway.

Not long after they dated, he entered the internship period.Their school was in city B, and he found a job in city B with a professional counterpart.He was given the job by a big company with good prospects and good pay, but the address was far from the school.He was very optimistic about the job, so he accepted it and worked very hard.

Since he started working, he and Xi Feng have been together less and more often, but they live in peace.In Xifeng's opinion, not only is they living in peace, but they are also very sweet. After all, love is always sweet at the beginning.

He works overtime and has very little rest time. He has to pinch the stopwatch even to make a phone call. Xuanfeng thinks it is sweet to talk to him.It often takes several hours to reply to the text messages that Xiufeng sent in the past. Waiting is sweet.The school is far away from where he lives, and it takes several hours for Xuan Feng to go to see him, and the hard work is also sweet.

In addition to these unsatisfactory things that are visible to the naked eye, there are also compromises and hidden dangers under the inevitable collision of the two classes, as well as the pressure from society and family that homosexuals cannot avoid.

Xuanfeng turned a blind eye to love, turned a blind eye to the problem, and wiped honey in everything he did.Even so, this situation only lasted a year.

A year later, he was promoted in his position, and Xuanfeng went to celebrate him.

His family background is not very good, and his salary can only support his own expenses. Xuanfeng doesn't want to hurt his face or put too much pressure on him, and has never given him valuable things or spent money lavishly in front of him. The day of the promotion notice.

On this day, Xi Feng lent him two nice outfits in the name of celebrating, and invited him to eat at the western restaurant he frequented.

This is because Xi Feng thought that after he was promoted, he would often go out to socialize with the leaders, his appearance should not be too bad, and he must understand Western dining table culture, so he did these things.He understands that this is his painstaking effort, and it is not too difficult to accept it.

It was fine at first, but when they finished their meal and were about to go out, they happened to meet Wang Yang.

Wang Yang and a vice president of his company walked towards each other, talking and laughing.He is a small employee of the company, the vice president does not know him, but it is impossible for him not to know the vice president.

Out of a small employee's instinctive awe of the big leader, he wanted to greet the vice president first, and he had already stepped towards him, but he saw him nodding and bowing to Wang Yang, and his gestures showed that the elders were unreasonable to the young. The reverence stopped abruptly.

He paused, grabbed Wang Rang who was about to leave after nodding to him and Xuan Feng, and wanted to chat with him.Wang Yang was stunned for a moment, seeing that he was holding him tightly, so he had no choice but to agree.

Wang Rang sent the vice president away, and followed him to the corner of the restaurant entrance.As soon as he stood still, he immediately asked Wang Rang what was the relationship with his company. In view of the fact that he couldn't hide it, Wang Rang answered very simply that his family owned shares in that company.

That answer alone broke him.He asked Wang Rang again if he secretly arranged to recruit him into the company. Wang Rang smiled and told him not to think too much, but he didn't believe anything he said.

He quoted classics, with a gun and a stick, to accuse the injustice caused by the serious class division in this country, how many resources the rich have, and how difficult it is for the poor to get ahead.When I was excited, I also cited a few examples of being rich and unkind in reality.He said part of the truth, but he said these words entirely because of psychological imbalance.

When jealousy germinates in a person's heart, it is inevitable that he will always be eager for quick success, and often have fantasies that he can reach the sky in one step.

Wang Rang often had a smile on his face. When he greeted his face one after another with words, the smile froze on his face. He opened his mouth several times to fight back. Seeing Xuan Feng staring at him with embarrassment, he endured it. Come down and say nothing until the end.

"No matter how this country is or how rich it is, I didn't feel sorry for you, you don't have to hold such deep hostility towards me, and Chu Xu didn't feel sorry for you either, don't let him stand here and listen to your complaints." Wang Yang said this It was to ask him to think about Xifeng, but he unintentionally drew a clear line between Xifeng and him.

After finishing speaking, Wang Rang glanced abruptly at the shopping bag in his hand that was printed with the logo of a certain luxury clothing brand, meaning: "Look! Chu Xu treats you so well, so don't embarrass him anymore. But in that state of mind, what he understands is: "Why are you pretending to be noble? Don't you have to kneel and lick capital."

His face, which had turned red due to excitement, suddenly turned pale, with a look of constriction on his face.Xuanfeng had a bad intuition and tugged at the corner of his clothes.He frowned, turned his head sideways, pushed the shopping bag back to Xuan Feng, and ran away without saying a word.

That meal became a watershed moment in their relationship.After that day, he deliberately avoided Xuanfeng, refused to answer the phone calls, refused to reply to the text messages, and went to find him but disappeared. Not long after, he left Xuanfeng and went to the United States.

Xuanfeng once thought that it would be good if he didn't go to that restaurant.That restaurant was his favorite, and also Wang Yang's favorite. He complained why he didn't expect to meet Wang Yang.However, the decision to go to that restaurant was both accidental and inevitable for him.

During that time, that restaurant launched new dishes, and Xiufeng’s Moments all the way down were basically talking about how delicious those dishes were, and the colors of the photos he took were attractive, and he could smell the aroma through his mobile phone, making him greedy Slobber.

Xuanfeng wanted to taste it.Seeing that Peng Shuyi ate in cafeterias, small restaurants or roadside stalls, he had never eaten good food, so he wanted to take him to try it too.

Wang Rang once told him that Peng Shuyi is more upright than tactful, and to put it bluntly, he is rigid and doesn't know how to adapt.Although he associates with Xuanfeng, because the family background of Xuanfeng's family is better than his, he will not accept anything that Xuanfeng offers beyond his scope, even if he knows that Xuanfeng has good intentions, he will not appreciate it.Xi Feng also wants to prove him wrong, Peng Shuyi is indeed upright but not rigid.

There just happened to be such an opportunity, and he took Peng Shuyi to taste it as he wished.In order to prove to Wang Yang that he was wrong, he happily took photos and left evidence.

But he wanted too much, he couldn't chew too much, not only choked, but also burst his stomach.

Xi Feng felt that Peng Shuyi's leaving him was not his fault alone, and also had his own reasons, but the past was finally over, and he didn't want to entangle with him anymore.