mentally and physically

Everyone is like this, lack of empathy for things they have never experienced, and then lack of understanding.

If Xuan Feng, who grew up pampered, was asked to experience what Peng Shuyi experienced, what would the result be?Conversely, if Peng Shuyi, who considers himself to be strong in endurance, was asked to bear what Xi Feng endured, what would the result be?

Thinking differently, there is no sense of existence in the face of strong desires, but this will only make the situation worse.

"It's my fault, it's my lack of thoughtfulness." Peng Shuyi sincerely apologized, "But now that I'm back, let me make up for my mistakes, okay?...Huh?"

Peng Shuyi held Xuanfeng's upturned face, looking at Xuanfeng's staring eyes with flickering eyes.He can guess what the answer is, but he is unwilling to accept it, so he always expects a miracle and always takes chances.

"Don't... don't make a hasty decision. You can think again, don't rush to answer me, we still have a lot of time, I will wait for you until I wait for you. "

Peng Shuyi wept, the tears flowed down his cheeks, and fell on Xuan Feng's face with a patter, and the eyelashes of Xuan Feng fluttered.

The tears of those who don't shed tears often are precious and can give a greater touch, but they are also individual.In other words, the touch has a great relationship with the matter involved. When something is related to right or wrong, the touch will increase or decrease accordingly.

In fact, Xuanfeng doesn't know how to define right from wrong, good from bad, and most of the time he just relies on his heart.But in terms of his relationship with Peng Shuyi, he has a clear line of right and wrong, once the line is crossed, it will immediately provoke him to resist.

Obviously Peng Shuyi's words and deeds have greatly exceeded the limit.

"I don't need to think about it anymore. No matter how long you wait, my answer will be the same." When he said this, his face was a little more stern.

"Peng Shuyi," he took a deep breath and said, "There are many things in this world, if you have done it, you have done it, and if you missed it, you have missed it. You can't make up for it with a few words of sorry. Can you pretend all of this didn't happen?"

"You say that love is selfish, then we treat it as selfish, we don't need to consider the feelings of the other party, we don't care about happiness and harmony, as long as we persecute and possess, and we don't hesitate to destroy the other party or even our own life, then love is still love ?"

"I never thought of forcing you." He closed his eyes, "When I was pursuing you, I just wanted to touch you. If you still disagree in the end, I will not force you to stay with me, let you Not having a good time."

"Later we got together...you treated me very well, beyond my expectation...the love between us, whether I want to admit it now or not, is beautiful, it once made me unable to extricate myself from it... ..." He murmured, turning into an aria with long meaning, fluttering in the wilderness.

No matter how intriguing it is, when the song ends, the rest is just an empty stage.

Love has become the past tense, the beauty is only the past, the memory is not hot, no matter what you do, there is only one person left, and no matter whether it is good or bad, there is only one person to experience it.

Peng Shuyi remembered the Valentine's Day in the United States.Valentine’s Day there is much more lively than domestic ones, with lights and festoons everywhere, countless ribbons and balloons floating in the sky, bright roses on the ground, couples in pairs can be seen everywhere, hugging and kissing each other, or walking hand in hand, Or laughing and playing, filled with a strong festive atmosphere.

He walked through them alone, and came to a church to make a New Year's resolution.He is not a Christian, and this is not Christmas, but he still stubbornly prays devoutly to the statue of the Virgin Mary on this day.Year after year, the wish he made is the same, he wants to return to the country quickly, and return to Xuanfeng's side.

Now that he has returned to the country, if he cannot return to Xuan Feng's side, how can he be reconciled?

A thousand longings day and night, a thousand whip marks urging him to strive and forge ahead beat him, telling him to give up, how could he be willing?

Maybe the method he used was wrong, or he was too eager for a while, but because of this, his affection and dedication cannot be denied.

There will always be rewards for giving.

[Note: This is a description of logical cause and effect, which can be said to be an inner drama.For example, A deduces B, B deduces C, and C obtains the result D. SO, Peng Shuyi has a firm belief in his heart that there will always be rewards for hard work.Another statement: Don't talk about right and wrong with me, all opinions expressed in the article are required by the characters, not held by me. ]

Peng Shuyi held up Xuan Feng's face, and said solemnly: "Our love is still beautiful, and it will get better and better from now on."

Xuan Feng said helplessly: "Can't we just let it stay in the memory?"

Peng Shuyi stared blankly at his face, one second, two seconds... Tens of seconds passed, such a real touch, such a close distance, his blood boiled.

Like a migratory bird eagerly looking forward to returning home, or a dead tree eagerly waiting for the spring snow to melt, his body and mind are calling for him.

This kind of obsessive eyes, Xuan Feng is very familiar with, maybe in the next second, darkness will fall again.Out of self-defense instinct, he raised his hand and slapped Peng Shuyi hard.

"Crack!" The crisp slap echoed in the quiet parking lot, recounting how one man's anger shattered another's dignity.

Peng Shuyi was stunned.

He asked for it, right?

If you don't leave now, when will you stay?

Xuan Feng turned around and ran towards the elevator room. The distance of more than ten meters was quickly completed, but he was delayed because the elevator couldn't come down.

Peng Shuyi was not angry at all, he had sacrificed so much to be with Xuan Feng, a slap was nothing, he even wanted to ask him if his hand hurt.

Peng Shuyi wore slim trousers to make his legs longer. His long legs took wide steps, but he could still walk steadily and calmly.

Walking with the wind is the evaluation of Xi Feng's walking posture, but at this moment it is the pace of the devil in the true sense.

The elevator came down two floors away, but Peng Shuyi was close at hand, and Xuan Feng couldn't wait any longer.

"Chu Xu!" Peng Shuyi grabbed one of Xuan Feng's arms, and Xuan Feng threw him away, and quickly ran towards the stairwell.

Peng Shuyi chased after him, almost caught him several times, but he ran away quickly.He is like turning on a motor at this moment, with strong power.

After climbing nearly ten floors, Peng Shuyi's physical strength was too much, he was out of breath, and the power source of the wind was about to dry up, and his feet with his hips crossed seemed to float away on the stairs.

There are more than a dozen floors away from Xifeng's home, it's hard to say which of them will run out of energy first, it's not impossible for Xifeng to be caught, so why buy a high-rise apartment?

Su Feng picked up his strength and ran for a while, leaving Peng Shuyi behind.Peng Shuyi chased after him, but he didn't see Xuanfeng's figure again.

He wouldn't run home so quickly, would he?Peng Shuyi thought to himself, so he put up all his strength and ran up quickly, but no matter how hard he chased, he never saw Xuanfeng again.

Xifeng was in the elevator room on a certain floor, and the elevator room was not far from the stairs.He pricked up his ears to listen to the movement in the stairwell, and his call was mixed with the sound of kicking footsteps up, and after a while, he went down like this.The elevator door he was holding on was finally able to close, and he returned home smoothly.

Peng Shuyi chased to the door of Xuanfeng's house but still didn't see him. He didn't believe that Xuanfeng could run so fast, so he looked back floor by floor.

On the 22nd floor, he ran back and forth.Back in the parking lot, Xuanfeng's car is still there, but the person is not there. Where would he be?He was going crazy.

Excessively exhausted, Peng Shuyi leaned tiredly on the car of Xuanfeng, panting heavily with his head down.

A man with the wide brim of his baseball cap pressed down very low came over and asked, "Did you catch him?"

Peng Shuyi gasped for breath and didn't answer him.

"He should be home." He seemed to be talking to himself.

The man also leaned against Xuanfeng's car, leisurely took out a cigarette and lit it, took a deep puff, and then let it out slowly.

The green smoke circled around and drifted away melodiously. It floated over the vast and empty parking lot, and soon dissipated.

"You should know." He said casually, "What he cares most about."

There are some people in this world who are good at analyzing others, but they don't live well themselves.

Peng Shuyi was not interested in talking nonsense with him, and when he regained some strength, he issued an order to evict the guest. "You should have left long ago... I'm going to see if he got home safely, so I won't accompany you."

Peng Shuyi came to the door of Xuan Feng's house and knocked, but Xuan Feng was still resting on the sofa.

The person at the door shouted: "Chu Xu...Chu Xu...I just came to see if you got home safely. If you are at home, please answer me."

He didn't answer, just stared out the window in a daze.There are still dark clouds outside the window, no stars and moons, and there is a faint sense of uneasiness.

It was nearly eight o'clock, and he hadn't had dinner yet.He should be up and cooking, gathering energy for an uncertain tomorrow, but he doesn't want to do anything.

The knock on the door was slow, like the creaking of a spinning wheel lost in the torrent of time.But time passes quickly, and there will be words such as Baiju Guoxia, flick of the fingers and so on.

On the second day, the dark clouds cleared overnight, the sky was dazzlingly bright, and there was no trace of rain at all.Storms come and go, and the weather in early summer is really naughty.

Lao Sun, who begged for rain but waited for the sky to clear, was upset, and was even more upset when the sun shined on him.Putting his finger on the left button of the mouse, he hesitated for a long time, finally gritted his teeth and printed out the resignation written after a night of psychological struggle.

It was almost eleven o'clock when Xuanfeng came to the company.As soon as he came, Xiao Min came to him to report the results of the conversation with Peng Shuyi the previous afternoon.The sunlight outside the window was too glaring, so before listening to the report, Xi Feng closed the curtains first.

They were about to start when Lao Sun happened to come over to deliver his resignation letter.Lao Sun was surprised to see Xiao Min present. His resignation letter detailed his contact with AL company staff the previous afternoon, and part of it euphemistically expressed his dissatisfaction with Xiao Min's performance at that time.

The person involved was present, somewhat embarrassed, but he still submitted his resignation letter.

"Are you going to resign?" Xuan Feng picked up the envelope with the word "resignation" written on it, and asked in surprise without opening it, "Why do you want to resign?"

Lao Sun replied: "The reason for resignation is written in the letter."

Even though he said so, Xuanfeng still didn't intend to open it, put down the letter, pressed his temples with both hands, and spoke out his own conjecture.

"Is it because of what happened yesterday?" His tone was a bit impatient, "I've already said that even if the company's order fails, they won't hold you accountable. Why do you do this?"

Look at what this said, not holding him accountable, as if it was his responsibility.Lao Sun chuckled and said, "The company doesn't care if the order is successful or not, but I've tried my best."

When he said this, Xuan Feng didn't understand, and asked suspiciously: "Then why are you leaving?"

You've tried your best, so why bother?

Xuan Feng didn't understand, but Xiao Min did. "There are only three of us here, you can say whatever you are dissatisfied with the company."

The mystery of Chinese lies in the possibility of extending infinitely in all directions between right and wrong, and Xiao Min is a master at it.

Xiao Min has a clear mind, and Lao Sun actually likes dealing with her. Dealing with this kind of person is more effective, but at the same time it is also very scary.

"I said it yesterday." Lao Sun didn't speak, Xiao Min said lazily: "This matter is complicated, the other company is not interested in our company's strength, so what's the use of our hot face ?”

Unconvinced, Lao Sun replied: "The person in charge of the other party said that if we show sincerity, it is not impossible."

"According to the formal process, our sincerity is not enough? If they are dissatisfied with their desires, we will get whatever they want?" Xiao Min rolled her eyes at Lao Sun for the first time since she joined this company, which shows how angry Lao Sun made her. .

Tu Ran's original intention of repeatedly proposing sincerity to Lao Sun was to force him to put pressure on Xuan Feng.Lao Sun thinks it's normal for the boss to meet a client, even a big client, isn't it?

Even if there was something in the past, things have changed and disappeared, no matter how important face is, business still has to be done.Besides, it's not like he hasn't met a client before, so why can he see other small clients, but not this big client?How can Xiao Min say that anything and everything is so serious?

Lao Sun cast a dissatisfied glance at Xuan Feng.From Xiao Min's words, Xuan Feng roughly understood the reason for Lao Sun's resignation. In short, it was Peng Shuyi's fault.

"If the success or failure of this order is very important to you..." Xuan Feng murmured and said, "...In the final analysis, the cause of this matter is me, and it has affected you. I should make compensation to you."

Old Sun remembered what Xiao Min said again, young and frivolous, no one made mistakes.Lao Sun was touched a little, and looked at Xuan Feng.

Xiao Min turned the swivel chair to Old Sun, and said sonorously: "This order has long been entrusted to you to be fully responsible. Whether it succeeds or not is your responsibility. What does it have to do with Mr. Chu?"

The old grandson was dumbfounded.

Xiao Min went on to say: "Old Sun, you are already in your thirties, why are you still like this, you don't have the ability to distinguish right from wrong, and you don't have any sense of responsibility?"

Being accused face to face, Lao Sun blushed.

"We've already said what we need to say. If you're still stubborn..." Xiao Min glanced at Lao Sun, seeing that he didn't intend to make a statement, so he said loudly, "Your letter of resignation is here, but it's not yours." If you resign, the company fires you. You hesitate and procrastinate when encountering small matters, and are impulsive and impulsive when encountering major events. It is difficult to take on a major responsibility, and you will be relieved of the position of the marketing manager immediately."

Old Sun: "..."

Xuanfeng: "..."

Xiao Min suddenly announced the expulsion of Lao Sun, not to mention Xuan Feng, even Lao Sun himself did not react.

People's hearts are weak, there are so many people of all kinds in a company, and it is a gathering place for right and wrong. Su Feng's proposal to compensate the old grandson is an expedient measure to ensure the stability of the company. It is out of good intentions, but it may not be effective, and it may even not will have a positive effect.

Xiao Min has no choice but to do this. If Lao Sun is allowed to resign, it will definitely have a bad influence on the company. Doing so can stabilize people's hearts. Besides, wouldn't it be better for Lao Sun to hire a more capable person after he leaves?

Xiao Min believed that Xuan Feng would understand.