mentally and physically
Chapter 41 careless whisper④
The Buddhists say that as long as a person is alive, he has to endure eight sufferings. These eight sufferings are birth, old age, illness, death, parting from love, resentment, resentment, inability to get what one wants, and blazing five shades. bitter.
Birth, old age, sickness and death cannot be avoided, but love, resentment, hatred, resentment, jealousy, etc., come from the five shades of form, perception, thought, action, consciousness, and are affected by greed, hatred, ignorance, slowness, suspicion, controllable and difficult to control, just like Roasting on dry wood.
Suffering seems to be the normal state of life, so it seems that there is actually no difference between people.
Wang Yang turned off the remote monitoring connected to the mobile phone and sat up from the bed.He drank a lot of wine the night before, and woke up with a headache. He sat by the bed for a long time before getting up to wash his face and brush his teeth.
The weather was still fine that day, the sky was clear and the sun was shining brightly, but it couldn't dispel the haze in his heart.
If no matter how hard you try, it will be useless, and if you use heresy ways, it will not work, what should you do?There is no shortage of him in the world who bows to reality.
Wang Yang went downstairs to have breakfast, but unfortunately his father was waiting for him in the dining room, so he would inevitably be punished.He ignored him and sat down at the dining table, eating the milk toast and ham sausage prepared for him, waiting for him to speak.
Wang Jingye was watching the news on his mobile phone. When he saw him coming, he put down his mobile phone, put his hands on the dining table, and said, "You are such an adult, you must learn to control your drinking."
It was dissatisfaction with his drunkenness.Wang Yang understood and said, "Pay attention from now on."
Wang Jingye continued: "You don't seem to like Zhou Yating very much?"
Wang Yang replied: "Our family has not settled down to the need for marriage, such a passive situation?"
Wang Ran's tone of voice and the look in his eyes looking at Wang Jingye were a little playful, a little serious and a little decisive.He thought that this son knew how to judge the situation best, but recently he felt more and more unable to understand him.
"It's not our family, it's you."
Wang Yang jokingly asked more obviously: "Then I am in the passive position?"
"What do you say?" Wang Jingye replied: "Although your ability is obvious to all, you are already 28. In this society where traditional thinking is still the mainstream, you need to build a harmonious and happy family to consolidate your credible and reliable image. you do not know?"
Wang Rang had nothing to say, so he inserted the sausage and took a bite.
"You don't have to get married." Wang Jingye said lightly: "If you have a girl you like, the other party's background is clean, and her family background is acceptable. She didn't come from a wild way, and it's not impossible."
The key is that it must not be a man, Wang Rang understands that.
"Where did Mom go?"
"I took a plane to go shopping in Hong Kong early in the morning."
"Why are you in such a hurry to retire?" Wang Yang smiled, "In order to have time to go to Hong Kong with Mom?"
Wang Jingye sneered and said, "Isn't it okay to spend more time with my grandchildren?"
"Then don't count on me, I have no such plan for the time being." After breakfast, Wang Yang put down the knife and fork, wiped the corners of his mouth and hands with a napkin, and said, "If this is what you really want to retire, you can call Wang Qi To give birth to you, he has many girlfriends, and it is not a problem to have three girlfriends a year."
"I got you!"
Wang Jingye stood up from his seat, and walked out of the villa with Wang Rang, saying as he walked, "I'm very pleased that you have such an idea. You can take your time when you have children, but hurry up when you get married."
"As for your brother..." As they were walking, Wang Jingye suddenly grabbed Wang Rang, and said solemnly, "Remind him, I won't blindly pamper anyone and ask him to restrain himself."
Xuan Feng left home in the middle of the night, Peng Shuyi turned his house upside down after waking up in the morning but couldn't find him, almost went crazy, he called Lu Haichen and found out that he had gone to the company.
CW's new security guard is still enthusiastic about work. He thought it was his first time to arrive at the company, but he didn't expect the boss to be the first to arrive at the company.
The boss was sleeping on the desk in the public office with the lights on. He thought it was a colleague who died suddenly on the night shift. This kind of news was flying all over the sky. He was frightened at the time. He hurried over to check the situation and took the boss He was woken up, but luckily the boss didn't blame him, and even comforted him a few words, then locked himself in his office.
Because this incident was a bit bizarre, other colleagues came, and he told it as a story, and this incident spread like wildfire.
Lu Haichen told Peng Shuyi what he had heard, but in fact he was not sure if it was true, and whether Xiufeng must be in the closed office, because he didn't believe that someone would do such a stupid thing.
But Peng Shuyi believed it to be true.He has done this kind of thing, and he has done it more than once, and there are many more bizarre things than this.
What impressed him most was the first time when he first arrived in the United States. He had not worked for a long time in the company introduced by Chu’s father. He had never missed Xiufeng so crazily. At work, I stayed up all night for three consecutive nights, and I was lucky not to die suddenly.
He remembered another time, when the Chu family went bankrupt and he went back to China to find Xuanfeng but failed. At that time, he had left the company introduced by Chu's father to the AL company he was working for now. In order to return to China as soon as possible, he boldly did A very wise but irrational decision, a decision that would not be made under normal circumstances, allowed him to ride the wind and step up to a higher level when his career was on the rise.
Every step he takes is closely related to Xuanfeng, the more he recalls, the more he feels that he loves Xuanfeng very much.This is like self-hypnosis, and its effect is similar to that of prayer, religion, yoga, qigong, etc.
After talking on the phone with Lu Haichen, Peng Shuyi made a nutritious porridge and a few dishes, and then took a coat to find Xuanfeng to express his love and concern.
When he came to CW company, there was Lu Haichen, the insider, who took the security guard and the front desk. He went outside Dexufeng's office smoothly, but was stopped by Fang Yang.
Although Wang Yang, the real boss, didn't explain why he secretly installed the camera, his attitude was clear, and he didn't want Xiufeng to be with Peng Shuyi.So Fang Yang saw him as if he was facing an enemy.
"Mr. Chu doesn't want to see you, so don't bother him."
"This is a private matter between me and your boss, it has nothing to do with you." Peng Shuyi pushed her away, came to the door and knocked.
It was true that Xuanfeng was in the office, but he didn't close his eyes all night, and only slept for a while in the morning, but he didn't sleep well.
"Why has nothing to do with me!" Fang Yang plausibly stood in front of the door, looking like he was defending to the death, "I am Mr. Chu's assistant, and his affairs are mine."
"What you said is too unprofessional and unintelligent." Peng Shuyi sneered, then looked behind him, swallowed the unspoken jokes, then showed the food box in his hand, and replaced it with He said in a sincere tone: "He hasn't eaten anything since last night. If you care about him so much, you definitely don't want to see him go hungry, right?"
Fang Yang hesitated for a moment, and then said, "You leave the things, and I'll give them to him."
How can I rest assured if I haven't seen Xuanfeng.Peng Shuyi didn't want to talk nonsense with her anymore, so he raised his hand and knocked on the door above her head, taking advantage of his height.
Fang Yang was shrouded in the shadow under his arm, clearly aware of his innate shortcomings.
Xi Feng was woken up by the noise and knocking on the door, feeling very bad, irritable to be exact.Fang Yang felt like a hobbit, and he was like most wanted criminals, who drove himself to a dead end before he got to the end.
He sat up from the sofa and wanted to bury himself with his hands. In fact, there is a reason for ostriches to bury their heads in the sand when they encounter danger. It is to disguise their bodies as mounds or bushes to avoid pursuit. Then What is his reason for doing this?Can you close your ears or hide your whereabouts?
Humans are sometimes dumber than animals.
Peng Shuyi knocked on the door several times, but the door was still closed, and then he changed to clapping, bang bang bang several times, attracting the security guards.
As soon as the security guard opened his mouth, a smell of Northeast scum rushed over his face, "Why are you again? I just went to have a sip of tea, and then I slipped in for you. Why are you a chicken thief!"
Peng Shuyi ignored him and continued to knock on the door.Brother Security is worthy of being an old man in the Northeast. He knows that the person in front of him is not easy to mess with, and he is not timid at all.
"Xiao Fang told you not to knock on the door, why are you still doing it?" While speaking, the security guard grabbed Peng Shuyi's hand that knocked on the door and pulled back, "What's wrong with you? Do you have long ears? Can you hear others? say?"
"Don't worry about things that are not in your control, let go!" Peng Shuyi pulled out his hand, and went to the door again. The security guard didn't give up, grabbed his high-end suit jacket and pulled him back. He was furious. He also grabbed the coarse uniform of the security guard.
The two tall men refused to give in to each other, aggressively spoke vulgar words, grabbed each other's clothes, and looked like they were about to fight, attracting many spectators, and the square inch of the office door was crowded with people .
Seeing that the situation was not good, Fang Yang told the security guard to stand up, and went out of the crowd to invite Xiao Min.
Xiao Min made Peng Shuyi feel that even if he had great strength, he couldn't do anything in front of her, so it would be difficult for her to come.
"Chu Xu, open the door. I'll bring you breakfast. I'll leave after you finish eating." Peng Shuyi shouted.
As soon as Peng Shuyi finished shouting, someone asked, "Is it love breakfast?"
Immediately someone answered, "Sure."
"What breakfast? Not good, we, Mr. Chu, don't want to eat it."
Everyone laughed.
There are always people who watch the excitement and don't think it's a big deal. They add fuel to the fire and push the parties into the abyss. It is an unintentional mistake, but it is intentional.
The house built by the builders cut corners and materials was poorly soundproofed, and all their words were heard in Xifeng's ears, and he felt like he was in hell.
Two Northeast gentlemen don't necessarily fight when they do it, and they have to eat Malatang and drink in the end.Peng Shuyi yelled a few words, and the security guard yelled a few words to each other, at most making the atmosphere a little more lively.
There was a lot of noise and laughter outside, and before Xiao Min came, Xuan Feng couldn't take it anymore.
Xi Feng opened the door, and everyone outside looked at him, and when he saw these pairs of eyes, his eyes fluttered.
"Young Master Xi, it is said that you were kidnapped by a big man. Is this true? What was the situation at that time, can you describe it to us?"
"Did he know you were gay? Did he take you for robbery or something? Was it against you?"
"Did he do anything wrong to you? Like rape."
"What did you feel at the time? Did you resist?"
"There is a popular saying in the circle that one thousand suffers one hundred attacks, so have you resisted? Have you really resisted?"
Pairs of eyes stared at him, all the cameras were aimed at him, the flashing spotlights and sharp questions kept coming, and he couldn't answer.
Wang Yang said that everything will pass, but the wound in his heart has not healed because of this incident. The bad thing is that Chu's father, whose career was not going well, spent too much energy and money to cover up this incident, and then the Chu family went bankrupt. up.
This, along with other things that happened at the time, was lost in time like his old name, and blown like his new name.
He didn't want to think about it, but he couldn't escape after all.
"My name is not Chu Xu." Xuan Feng roared, and then slammed the door shut.He leaned against the door, slid down slowly, then sat on the ground and cried.
Peng Shuyi was really not his savior, never was.
The author has something to say:
Want some reassurance?Why don't you sing "Fight Hard to Win" together?
Birth, old age, sickness and death cannot be avoided, but love, resentment, hatred, resentment, jealousy, etc., come from the five shades of form, perception, thought, action, consciousness, and are affected by greed, hatred, ignorance, slowness, suspicion, controllable and difficult to control, just like Roasting on dry wood.
Suffering seems to be the normal state of life, so it seems that there is actually no difference between people.
Wang Yang turned off the remote monitoring connected to the mobile phone and sat up from the bed.He drank a lot of wine the night before, and woke up with a headache. He sat by the bed for a long time before getting up to wash his face and brush his teeth.
The weather was still fine that day, the sky was clear and the sun was shining brightly, but it couldn't dispel the haze in his heart.
If no matter how hard you try, it will be useless, and if you use heresy ways, it will not work, what should you do?There is no shortage of him in the world who bows to reality.
Wang Yang went downstairs to have breakfast, but unfortunately his father was waiting for him in the dining room, so he would inevitably be punished.He ignored him and sat down at the dining table, eating the milk toast and ham sausage prepared for him, waiting for him to speak.
Wang Jingye was watching the news on his mobile phone. When he saw him coming, he put down his mobile phone, put his hands on the dining table, and said, "You are such an adult, you must learn to control your drinking."
It was dissatisfaction with his drunkenness.Wang Yang understood and said, "Pay attention from now on."
Wang Jingye continued: "You don't seem to like Zhou Yating very much?"
Wang Yang replied: "Our family has not settled down to the need for marriage, such a passive situation?"
Wang Ran's tone of voice and the look in his eyes looking at Wang Jingye were a little playful, a little serious and a little decisive.He thought that this son knew how to judge the situation best, but recently he felt more and more unable to understand him.
"It's not our family, it's you."
Wang Yang jokingly asked more obviously: "Then I am in the passive position?"
"What do you say?" Wang Jingye replied: "Although your ability is obvious to all, you are already 28. In this society where traditional thinking is still the mainstream, you need to build a harmonious and happy family to consolidate your credible and reliable image. you do not know?"
Wang Rang had nothing to say, so he inserted the sausage and took a bite.
"You don't have to get married." Wang Jingye said lightly: "If you have a girl you like, the other party's background is clean, and her family background is acceptable. She didn't come from a wild way, and it's not impossible."
The key is that it must not be a man, Wang Rang understands that.
"Where did Mom go?"
"I took a plane to go shopping in Hong Kong early in the morning."
"Why are you in such a hurry to retire?" Wang Yang smiled, "In order to have time to go to Hong Kong with Mom?"
Wang Jingye sneered and said, "Isn't it okay to spend more time with my grandchildren?"
"Then don't count on me, I have no such plan for the time being." After breakfast, Wang Yang put down the knife and fork, wiped the corners of his mouth and hands with a napkin, and said, "If this is what you really want to retire, you can call Wang Qi To give birth to you, he has many girlfriends, and it is not a problem to have three girlfriends a year."
"I got you!"
Wang Jingye stood up from his seat, and walked out of the villa with Wang Rang, saying as he walked, "I'm very pleased that you have such an idea. You can take your time when you have children, but hurry up when you get married."
"As for your brother..." As they were walking, Wang Jingye suddenly grabbed Wang Rang, and said solemnly, "Remind him, I won't blindly pamper anyone and ask him to restrain himself."
Xuan Feng left home in the middle of the night, Peng Shuyi turned his house upside down after waking up in the morning but couldn't find him, almost went crazy, he called Lu Haichen and found out that he had gone to the company.
CW's new security guard is still enthusiastic about work. He thought it was his first time to arrive at the company, but he didn't expect the boss to be the first to arrive at the company.
The boss was sleeping on the desk in the public office with the lights on. He thought it was a colleague who died suddenly on the night shift. This kind of news was flying all over the sky. He was frightened at the time. He hurried over to check the situation and took the boss He was woken up, but luckily the boss didn't blame him, and even comforted him a few words, then locked himself in his office.
Because this incident was a bit bizarre, other colleagues came, and he told it as a story, and this incident spread like wildfire.
Lu Haichen told Peng Shuyi what he had heard, but in fact he was not sure if it was true, and whether Xiufeng must be in the closed office, because he didn't believe that someone would do such a stupid thing.
But Peng Shuyi believed it to be true.He has done this kind of thing, and he has done it more than once, and there are many more bizarre things than this.
What impressed him most was the first time when he first arrived in the United States. He had not worked for a long time in the company introduced by Chu’s father. He had never missed Xiufeng so crazily. At work, I stayed up all night for three consecutive nights, and I was lucky not to die suddenly.
He remembered another time, when the Chu family went bankrupt and he went back to China to find Xuanfeng but failed. At that time, he had left the company introduced by Chu's father to the AL company he was working for now. In order to return to China as soon as possible, he boldly did A very wise but irrational decision, a decision that would not be made under normal circumstances, allowed him to ride the wind and step up to a higher level when his career was on the rise.
Every step he takes is closely related to Xuanfeng, the more he recalls, the more he feels that he loves Xuanfeng very much.This is like self-hypnosis, and its effect is similar to that of prayer, religion, yoga, qigong, etc.
After talking on the phone with Lu Haichen, Peng Shuyi made a nutritious porridge and a few dishes, and then took a coat to find Xuanfeng to express his love and concern.
When he came to CW company, there was Lu Haichen, the insider, who took the security guard and the front desk. He went outside Dexufeng's office smoothly, but was stopped by Fang Yang.
Although Wang Yang, the real boss, didn't explain why he secretly installed the camera, his attitude was clear, and he didn't want Xiufeng to be with Peng Shuyi.So Fang Yang saw him as if he was facing an enemy.
"Mr. Chu doesn't want to see you, so don't bother him."
"This is a private matter between me and your boss, it has nothing to do with you." Peng Shuyi pushed her away, came to the door and knocked.
It was true that Xuanfeng was in the office, but he didn't close his eyes all night, and only slept for a while in the morning, but he didn't sleep well.
"Why has nothing to do with me!" Fang Yang plausibly stood in front of the door, looking like he was defending to the death, "I am Mr. Chu's assistant, and his affairs are mine."
"What you said is too unprofessional and unintelligent." Peng Shuyi sneered, then looked behind him, swallowed the unspoken jokes, then showed the food box in his hand, and replaced it with He said in a sincere tone: "He hasn't eaten anything since last night. If you care about him so much, you definitely don't want to see him go hungry, right?"
Fang Yang hesitated for a moment, and then said, "You leave the things, and I'll give them to him."
How can I rest assured if I haven't seen Xuanfeng.Peng Shuyi didn't want to talk nonsense with her anymore, so he raised his hand and knocked on the door above her head, taking advantage of his height.
Fang Yang was shrouded in the shadow under his arm, clearly aware of his innate shortcomings.
Xi Feng was woken up by the noise and knocking on the door, feeling very bad, irritable to be exact.Fang Yang felt like a hobbit, and he was like most wanted criminals, who drove himself to a dead end before he got to the end.
He sat up from the sofa and wanted to bury himself with his hands. In fact, there is a reason for ostriches to bury their heads in the sand when they encounter danger. It is to disguise their bodies as mounds or bushes to avoid pursuit. Then What is his reason for doing this?Can you close your ears or hide your whereabouts?
Humans are sometimes dumber than animals.
Peng Shuyi knocked on the door several times, but the door was still closed, and then he changed to clapping, bang bang bang several times, attracting the security guards.
As soon as the security guard opened his mouth, a smell of Northeast scum rushed over his face, "Why are you again? I just went to have a sip of tea, and then I slipped in for you. Why are you a chicken thief!"
Peng Shuyi ignored him and continued to knock on the door.Brother Security is worthy of being an old man in the Northeast. He knows that the person in front of him is not easy to mess with, and he is not timid at all.
"Xiao Fang told you not to knock on the door, why are you still doing it?" While speaking, the security guard grabbed Peng Shuyi's hand that knocked on the door and pulled back, "What's wrong with you? Do you have long ears? Can you hear others? say?"
"Don't worry about things that are not in your control, let go!" Peng Shuyi pulled out his hand, and went to the door again. The security guard didn't give up, grabbed his high-end suit jacket and pulled him back. He was furious. He also grabbed the coarse uniform of the security guard.
The two tall men refused to give in to each other, aggressively spoke vulgar words, grabbed each other's clothes, and looked like they were about to fight, attracting many spectators, and the square inch of the office door was crowded with people .
Seeing that the situation was not good, Fang Yang told the security guard to stand up, and went out of the crowd to invite Xiao Min.
Xiao Min made Peng Shuyi feel that even if he had great strength, he couldn't do anything in front of her, so it would be difficult for her to come.
"Chu Xu, open the door. I'll bring you breakfast. I'll leave after you finish eating." Peng Shuyi shouted.
As soon as Peng Shuyi finished shouting, someone asked, "Is it love breakfast?"
Immediately someone answered, "Sure."
"What breakfast? Not good, we, Mr. Chu, don't want to eat it."
Everyone laughed.
There are always people who watch the excitement and don't think it's a big deal. They add fuel to the fire and push the parties into the abyss. It is an unintentional mistake, but it is intentional.
The house built by the builders cut corners and materials was poorly soundproofed, and all their words were heard in Xifeng's ears, and he felt like he was in hell.
Two Northeast gentlemen don't necessarily fight when they do it, and they have to eat Malatang and drink in the end.Peng Shuyi yelled a few words, and the security guard yelled a few words to each other, at most making the atmosphere a little more lively.
There was a lot of noise and laughter outside, and before Xiao Min came, Xuan Feng couldn't take it anymore.
Xi Feng opened the door, and everyone outside looked at him, and when he saw these pairs of eyes, his eyes fluttered.
"Young Master Xi, it is said that you were kidnapped by a big man. Is this true? What was the situation at that time, can you describe it to us?"
"Did he know you were gay? Did he take you for robbery or something? Was it against you?"
"Did he do anything wrong to you? Like rape."
"What did you feel at the time? Did you resist?"
"There is a popular saying in the circle that one thousand suffers one hundred attacks, so have you resisted? Have you really resisted?"
Pairs of eyes stared at him, all the cameras were aimed at him, the flashing spotlights and sharp questions kept coming, and he couldn't answer.
Wang Yang said that everything will pass, but the wound in his heart has not healed because of this incident. The bad thing is that Chu's father, whose career was not going well, spent too much energy and money to cover up this incident, and then the Chu family went bankrupt. up.
This, along with other things that happened at the time, was lost in time like his old name, and blown like his new name.
He didn't want to think about it, but he couldn't escape after all.
"My name is not Chu Xu." Xuan Feng roared, and then slammed the door shut.He leaned against the door, slid down slowly, then sat on the ground and cried.
Peng Shuyi was really not his savior, never was.
The author has something to say:
Want some reassurance?Why don't you sing "Fight Hard to Win" together?
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