mentally and physically

Peng Shuyi came home late after work that day, saw Lu Haichen sitting on the sofa playing games sullenly, asked him what's the matter, he just sighed and didn't speak.

Lu Haichen was forcibly fired by Xiao Min, he didn't dare to tell him, once he did, he would definitely ask why, and if he told him the reason, he would either beat him up or scold him severely, and then he would be furious Run to meet Xuanfeng.

Xuan Feng just came back from the brink of life and death, and he ran to see him, didn't he make trouble for him?

But if you don't talk about it, how will you explain it in the future?Lu Haichen hesitated again and again, and decided to tell him tomorrow.

Time passed by, and the next morning, Lu Haichen and Peng Shuyi were sitting at the dining table having breakfast.

For breakfast, they ate celery dumplings and sauerkraut pancakes made by Peng Shuyi. Sighing deliciously, Lu Haichen ate more than twenty dumplings and two pancakes to satisfy his hunger.After living with him for more than a month, Lu Haichen has gained weight.

Peng Shuyi's ability to cook good food is Lu Haichen's biggest advantage, but in fact, he is not only good in the kitchen but also in the hall, he is virtuous and capable.Not only that, but he is also talented, affectionate and dedicated. Is there a good man?It's a pity that Xuanfeng doesn't want him.

Lu Haichen rubbed his stomach contentedly, stood up and said, "I have something to tell you!"

Peng Shuyi was eating dumplings. Hearing this, he raised his head. He moved to the room and said, "I was fired by Xiao Min because I put two colleagues in the company in danger. One of the two colleagues One is Xuanfeng."

"What's going on?" Peng Shuyi frowned when he heard the word danger.

Lu Haichen told the whole story of the previous day, and when Peng Shuyi rushed towards him violently, Sa Yazi rushed into the room and locked the door, "Don't be so excited! I guarantee that he just passed out and nothing happened. If you go to the hospital to see him now, there is still time to express your concern."

The elevator accident is so dangerous, life hangs by a thread, and Xi Feng almost can't come back, how can we not be excited?Peng Shuyi chopped off his heart.

But this guy had expected this to happen, he hid in the room and couldn't get out, Peng Shuyi kicked the door for a long time, but the door still wouldn't close.

After venting his anger, Peng Shuyi decided not to waste time on this guy, changed his clothes and hurried out.

Lu Haichen, who was sticking to the door, heard that there was no movement outside, patted his beating heart, and thought to himself: Fortunately, the most violent attack can be regarded as dodged.

Peng Shuyi left home in a hurry and came to the hospital, but was in vain. The nurse told him that Xiufeng went through the discharge procedures early in the morning and then left.

It was only ten o'clock in the morning, where could Xuanfeng go after being discharged from the hospital?Peng Shuyi went to the company to look for him again.

The security guard of CW's company got dizzy when he saw him, and stopped him outside. He stuck his neck and argued with him, which alarmed Xiao Min, who graciously let him in, and let him see that Xuan Feng was indeed not there.

Lu Haichen told him that Xuan Feng was not at home, where would he be?He just came back from the brink of life and death, so he must be in great need of company. Where can he go and who can he find?

Once, Xuanfeng made his temper hide himself, but he couldn't find it everywhere. Later, he came out by himself and told him that one day he would lose him.

He once really owned Xuanfeng, lost him, and never found it again.

Fate is sometimes gentle and sometimes cruel.Rare opportunities will be given to some people, but good luck will not always favor one person, perhaps the total value of everyone's good luck is the same.

Xi Feng went to the nursing home early in the morning to visit his parents, had lunch with them, and returned home at noon to pack his luggage.

At this time, Peng Shuyi was beating Lu Haichen because Lu Haichen made him miss his best chance to perform, while Xuanfeng packed his luggage and went straight to the airport.

The plane at three o'clock in the afternoon, Xuanfeng arrived in time.The plane flew in the sky for more than three hours and landed safely in the evening.

The midsummer night came late, the evening sky was still bright, and the setting sun cast a dazzling glow, dyeing the airport golden.

Xuanfeng dragged his luggage and mixed with the travelers rushing to the gate, he felt that he was walking in a golden wheat field, his heart was extremely happy, his heart was extremely warm, and he felt extremely at ease, as if he was walking towards happiness.

Wang Yang, who was leaving the gate, felt completely different from him.He always felt that this was not true. He had been looking forward to it for so many years and asked so many times but failed to get the result. Would he get it because of a casual sentence?

He was extremely anxious and apprehensive. When people from the gate came out one after another, he looked forward to him, hoping that he would appear.When Xuan Feng finally appeared and saw him, his agitated heart immediately calmed down.

His eyes were shining, and he opened his arms. When Xuan Feng rushed over and threw himself into his arms, holding him, he could be sure that it was not fake.

It was true, all dust settled, his life complete.

Wang Yang took Xuan Feng into the car, leaving aside the others, in the car, the two looked at each other, as if attracted by a magnet, they quickly embraced and kissed.

When he came to the hotel room, Xuanfeng took a few steps inside, then turned around suddenly, Wang Rang closed the door, put down the suitcase in his hand, walked towards him immediately, and kissed him.He took off his coat, pushed him back, and threw him on the bed.

Love is overflowing, and thousands of words can't match the moment. A passionate kiss, a warm hug, and the gasping and groaning of a lover who is physically and mentally united are the most holy singing in the world.

As the sky darkened, the lights of the city shone brightly, echoing the bright starlight in the sky. The moon arched like a disc came out of the clouds, and sprinkled the bright moonlight on the earth, through the windows on the unlit windows. in the room.

Wang Yang hugged Xuanfeng from behind, and Xuanfeng's hands were tightly held together with his.The two sat on the bed basking in the moonlight contentedly, no matter how disturbed the outside world was, their hearts were stable with each other.

Just like a ship sailing on a rough sea, because I believe it will be able to dock smoothly, my heart is stable.

Both sighed in satisfaction.

Wang Rang rubbed the back of Xuan Feng's head, and said involuntarily, "I love you."

Xuan Feng was taken aback for a while, but he was not as scared as before, on the contrary, he was clear in his heart, some things must be made clear, and the two of them should not worry about the same thing anymore.

Xuan Feng let go of Wang Rang's hand, turned around, pressed Wang Rang underneath, and looked down at him.

Wang Yang thought that Xuanfeng was in a good mood, because he came again.

"What's the matter?" Wang Ran's eyes were bright, he raised his hand and pinched Xuan Feng's pink neck and shoulders, and asked jokingly, "Do you want to change positions?"

And Xuan Feng is serious, but his cheeks are flushed and his eyes are moist, so he can't tell.

"I have something to tell you, or to ask you."

"What's the matter? What's the matter?" Wang Rang hugged him to himself and pecked him on the mouth.

"I'm serious." Xuan Feng pushed him away, grabbed his hands and held them above his head, not letting him harass him any more.

"Okay! I won't make trouble anymore, you can tell me!" What is this gesture for?Wang Rang suppressed his smile, but his heart was full of joy.

Xuan Feng looked at him silently, his heart broke, he let out a breath, and said, "Wang Rang, during the period when my father had a stroke and was hospitalized, one day you called me to your house. After I took a shower, you treated me ...that was the first time between us, right?"

Countless images of him crying and struggling flashed in Wang Yang's mind, like a basin of ice water being poured down, cooling him down.

"Yes." Wang Yang looked at him worriedly and said, "I was very upset that day and drank a lot of wine, but I can't use this as an excuse, I..."

"Listen to me!!!" Xuanfeng interrupted him firmly, "Listen to me..." He let go of his hands, lay down on his side, next to his head, and said softly: "I I should hate you, but I can't hate you, because you are kind to me, even if I die, I can't forget it."

"But I can't forgive you. That was my first time. You used such a brutal way to cause my body to suffer great pain, leaving a great shadow in my heart."

"I..." Xuan Feng cried and said: "My mind is in a mess. I can't tell if I have been raped by that or by whom. I often dream that I am dragged into the work shed by that strong man and have sex with him. That kind of thing. I thought I was just like those unscrupulous reporters who slandered..."

"I'm sorry..." Compared with the physical injury, the psychological injury is more serious.Wang Yang turned sideways, wiped away the tears on his face, stared at him guiltily, and pressed a kiss on his forehead.

She then kissed him on the lips. "I can't forgive you, but I understand you." Xuan Feng said solemnly.

"The day my father had a stroke, you originally wanted to confess your love to me, right?" Before he could answer, Xi Feng continued, "I'm so stupid. I haven't noticed that you've loved me for so many years."

"It must have been hard for you to suppress it all the time, right?"

With his words, Wang Yang's depression at the moment and all the depression accumulated over the years were relieved.How important is understanding?May the whole world know.

Xuan Feng continued: "When I was dating Peng Shuyi, it was the most painful and sad time for you, right? Seeing me playing and joking with him, do you really want to hit him?"

He started laughing, Wang Rang turned over, pressed him under him, and jokingly said: "No! If it wasn't for fear of making you sad, I would definitely beat him up."

Wang Rang touched his brows and the corners of his lips, and said solemnly: "But now he has nothing to do with us, it doesn't matter how he is."

The unimportant Peng Shuyi was beaten with a bruised nose and a swollen face. At this time, Lu Haichen, who was intertwined with the beaten blue and red, sat on both ends of the sofa and stared.

Wang Yang smiled and said: "You are really stupid! Even Zuo Feng found out that I treat you differently, how can you not feel it at all?"

"How can you blame me?" Xuan Feng said angrily, then pulled Wang Yang's ears to pull him over, and then said: "Who guaranteed that I would never like boys, have you forgotten?"

When did I make such a promise to him?Wang Yang really forgot.

"That was after Zhou Bingkun talked with my father and your father about his son coming out at my house." Xuan Feng reminded.

To be precise, it was an in-depth meeting between business leaders on the issue of succession to the next generation. The 14-year-old Wang Yang and the 12-year-old Xuan Feng came back from playing ball, and happened to hear it outside Chu's study, including Zhou Bingkun gritted his teeth and said how to deal with his son and the person he came out of the closet.

This passage left a deep impression on Wang Yang, but he still couldn't remember what happened afterwards.

Xi Feng said: "It was on the weekend afternoon after that day. I made an appointment with you to hang out. I came to your house, and you were talking to your father in the reception room..."

"I remember." Wang Rang said suddenly, "But it was a long time ago from that day."

Wang Yang clearly remembered what he said to his father that afternoon, and it can be said that he will never forget it.

His father told him that there is no strength to maintain love｜Love is extravagant and fragile, especially the same-sex love that is rejected by the system, is the enemy of the world, how can one person contend with the world?

His father asked him to keep his words in mind, and promised that he would never like boys.

Wang Yang said: "I remember that half a year had passed, it was after my 15th birthday." It was also after he was sure that he liked Xuan Feng.

Wang Yang went on to say, "I still remember that you didn't come to see me as promised that day."

"I'm here." Xuan Feng said affirmatively: "After hearing what you said, I will leave."

"Why are you leaving?" Wang Yang was curious.

Xuan Feng curled his lips and said, "I don't know."

"Because you heard my promise?"

"do not know."

"It must be." Wang Rang said decisively, "You even forgot when this incident happened, but you still remember the content of my conversation with my father, can you still say that?"

Xuan Feng flatly denied, "No."

"It must be." Wang Yang turned his face back and asked very seriously: "You were angry when I made such a promise, right?"

Before he could answer, Wang Yang went on to say, "No wonder I'm so good, you didn't choose me, but that pig Peng Shuyi... Actually you liked me then, right?"

"No." Xuan Feng said, "It's just that my heart is sour. Now that I think about it, my heart is also sore."

Xuanfeng asked very seriously: "What if your father objects to us being together?"

"I am no longer the 15-year-old me." Wang Yang also replied very seriously: "Although my strength is not as good as his, I can maintain our love in my own way."

"Believe me!"

"I believe you."

Wang Yang rubbed his forehead and said solemnly, "No matter what happens, don't leave me."

Xuan Feng looked into his eyes and replied solemnly: "No."

Satisfied, Wang Ran pressed a kiss on his forehead.As soon as he left, he asked, "You said before that our first time was also your first time?"

Su Feng nodded.

"You and Peng Shuyi have never done it before?"

Xuan Feng thought for a while and replied: "I have used my hands."

Wang Rang laughed and said, "Peng Shuyi is really a pig."

Peng Shuyi, who was called a pig, finally reconciled with Lu Haichen. The price of the reconciliation was that Lu Haichen would help him find out the whereabouts of Xiufeng, and he only had to cook him one dinner a day.

Peng Shuyi is going to make dinner, and Wang Yang is enjoying his delicious food.He took a long kiss with Xuanfeng, his hand touched Xuanfeng's body, Xuanfeng hurriedly pushed him away, angrily said: "I can't come, don't touch me!!"

"I'll just kiss you if I don't move you." Wang Rang lowered his head and kissed him, picking out his sensitive parts, which made him furious.

"Kiss...you are not allowed to kiss." Xuan Feng said with difficulty.

Wang Rang smiled and said, "If you don't kiss, don't kiss, I'll help you."

"Don't touch me!!" Xuan Feng's face swelled into a liver color.

Wang Yang looked at him and laughed, "You obviously want it, why not..."

He whispered something in Xuanfeng's ear, and Xuanfeng wanted to push him away, so he slipped into the quilt.After a while, Xuanfeng twisted the quilt with both hands, and smoke came from his throat.

"Don't do it anymore! I can't stand it anymore." Xuan Feng shouted, only separated by the quilt, he seemed to be unable to hear, and threw Xuan Feng to the clouds again and again.So much so that Xi Feng didn't know how to stop, and when it stopped, it had softened into a puddle of water.

Wang Rang climbed up, wiped the sweat from his forehead and the tears from the corners of his eyes, and then kissed him.

Xuanfeng felt something sticky flow down his throat, and then he said with a smirk, "It's flowed a lot."

Xi Feng understood what was flowing into his throat, and said hoarsely, "You are so bad! You are the worst one."

But Wang Yang stuck to his ear and said, "I love you."

"I can't say these three words." Xuan Feng pouted.

"It doesn't matter." Wang Yang said, "I just know what's going on in my heart."

The lingering love is like the bright moonlight shining into the heart, but the bright moonlight shining on the earth fails to convey love.

Some things don't need to be explained clearly if you know what's going on, and you don't necessarily know what's going on if you explain something plainly.

Lu Haichen happily ate the dinner made by Peng Shuyi. Peng Shuyi looked at him while eating, thinking that this man looks so smart, why is he so stupid, if he gets beaten up, he can handle it with just one meal.

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