mentally and physically

"After a few days, I was beaten by my father again because of you." Wang Yang remembered another thing, "That day, I don't remember why, my mother didn't have time to take my brother and asked me to help. I think Shang My younger brother Heibuliuqiu was wrinkled like a little old man when he was a baby. He told my mother that my younger brother is too ugly. I don’t want him to be my younger brother. I want Chu Xu to be my younger brother. My father was also there at the time. When it came to what I said, he scolded me for turning my elbows outward, eating inside and out, and didn’t allow me to make excuses, so he rolled up his sleeves and slapped me to greet me.”

"Your father is really fierce!" Xuan Feng laughed, "How is your brother now? I haven't seen him for several years. He should be more handsome, right?"

"I don't know if he's handsome or not. During the few years he was studying in the United States, no one cared about him. He let his heart go wild, and he has a lot of gossip." Wang Yang heard from him that other young men were unhappy. Comfortable, even if this man is his younger brother. "My father is indeed very fierce. Unlike your father, my father practiced stick education, and your father spoiled you with no bottom line. Let alone beat you, he seldom scolded you. At my ignorant age, I also envied you for having a father who spoils you so much!"

When he grew up and looked back, Wang Yang felt that it was pure luck that Xiu Feng, who was spoiled and grown up, did not go wrong.

Su Feng was successfully led away by him, and asked: "Then what happens after you become sensible?"

Wang Rang smiled and said, "No matter what happens to my father, father is just father, and I am me."

"Actually, you are quite similar to your father." Xuan Feng sighed and said, "Do you still remember the kid you mentioned earlier? That kid didn't push me at all, I fell down by myself, and you just kicked him without asking any questions. One kick, he was kicked for no reason, it's really unlucky!"

Wang Rang smiled embarrassingly, but he was muttering in his heart, the kid was only kicked, but he was kicked several times.

Xuanfeng paused, and asked: "Do you still remember who he is?"

Wang Rang shook his head and said, "I don't remember." They don't have a big social circle, and their childhood playmates are basically still friends when they grow up. It is reasonable to say that they will not forget them, but they just can't remember them.

Xuan Feng pondered for a moment, then shook his head and said, "I forgot too." They coincidentally forgot others, but they still remembered each other.

Xuan Feng's eyes were shining brightly, and he said excitedly: "When you said that I was your little brother, I admired you, and thought you were very powerful, especially like a big brother. I was isolated by other children because of this, and I still admire you very much."

"Really!" Wang Yang couldn't help getting excited, "Have you been isolated because of this? I don't even know."

Xuanfeng explained solemnly: "Well! I was isolated. The children walked away when they saw me, and ignored me when they chatted with them, but this situation didn't last long. And I have you, I cling to you every day, maybe That's why you don't know."

The child didn't grow old and didn't hold grudges. He said he didn't want to play with anyone and turned his head to play together. Wang Rang reckoned that the situation wouldn't be too serious, but according to what Xi Feng said, he seemed to be stuck with him because of no other choice, and his heart sank. .

Xuan Feng was silent, and said in a low voice: "Until later, when we grew up, no one believed in big brothers and younger brothers anymore, but I still think that you treat me well because I am your younger brother."

It is difficult to change the things that he has believed in since he was a child. Even if they have lived together for many years, Xifeng will still be confused by the relationship between them, not only his relationship with Wang Yang, but also Wang Yang's relationship with him.

Wang Yang paused when he heard this.The door had already been opened, and Xuan Feng walked in first, facing the sun, with his back to him, and asked: "When... when did you like me?"

They rarely talk about emotional topics.Xuanfeng felt a sudden feeling, because he was not sure what kind of answer he would get, so he couldn't help but feel uneasy.

When Wang Rang heard this question, he had recovered and closed the door behind him. Seeing that he was standing beside the shoe cabinet without moving or going in, he didn't have the courage to go there.

Wang Rang is very clear about his feelings for him, and has never been confused about it. What he doesn't know is what kind of feelings he has for himself, and what he said about his elder brother and younger brother just hit Wang Rang's speculation—he For a long time, he only regarded Wang Yang as the eldest brother.

Wang Yang saw that Xuan Feng seemed to be waiting for his answer, so he said perfunctorily, "A long time ago."

Wang Ran's voice was sleepy, and a trace of doubt flashed in Xuanfeng's mind, but he wanted to hear him give a definite answer.

"When exactly?"

Xuan Feng had never asked Wang Rang about this before, but when he suddenly asked, Wang Rang was not sure why he asked.Wang Rang pondered for a moment, then replied affirmatively, "The summer when I was 15 years old."

"It's so early!" Wang Yang's time was earlier than Xuan Feng expected. Xuan Feng was happy in his heart, but he didn't think about it. He raised his eyebrows to express his surprise, turned around, and said with a smile: Why didn't you tell me?!"

Wang Rang's boredom was relieved by this sudden smile, and a warm air rose from his damp heart. He stretched out his hand involuntarily, holding Xuan Feng's head, and carefully looked at his face and eyes. The strong love in it was swirling, but the answer was careless.

"At that time, you were still young, you didn't understand anything, and you were still stupid. I was afraid that if I told you, you would turn around and tell your parents. Your parents would not let me see you again."

The carefree teenage years appeared in front of the two of them, and they looked at each other and smiled.But the time we spend together has its own meaning because of our different temperaments.

"I'm stupid!" Xuan Feng chuckled, his brows and eyes were curved, looking very good-looking, "You have been shrewd since you were a child, cunning and calculating, like a fox."

Xuan Feng thought that Wang Rang was a scheming fox, so he was just a stupid rabbit who chased after the fox since he was a child and called him big brother, clinging to him like a tail. He didn't realize that he had been coveting him for a long time, because he was too small and too thin As a last resort, he put on his armor and waited until he grew fat before stretching out his sharp claws.

Wang Yang is indeed shrewd. His shrewdness is manifested in his accurate understanding of known things, and the fact that he rarely makes mistakes in his speculation about unknown things.His shrewdness was evident from an early age.

Take his feelings for Xuanfeng as an example, since he made it clear what kind of feelings he has for Xuanfeng, he has a comprehensive understanding of this feeling and made a comprehensive plan.

When is the right time to confess and will not be rejected, under what circumstances is it safe to come out to both parents, to what extent can the relationship be sublimated and marriage can last forever, and how many children can promote family harmony.

At that time, he was 15 years old.The sun is hot in the summer afternoon, but the gentle breeze blowing through the tall trees and dwarf flowers is very cool.He was wearing a pure white vest and blue beach pants sitting on the white jade stone steps in his garden, with his elbows on his knees, his hands fisted and his head resting on his head, looking comfortably at his younger brother whom he had taken in for five years under the shade of the tree He murmured that he wanted to take his five-year-old younger brother as his younger brother, silently making this plan in his heart.

Although the actual trajectory did not completely coincide with his plan, and the result may run counter to it, he was only 15 years old at the time.This plan, which is beyond the level of his peers, has also adopted part of his life planning when he is an adult.

This young man's precocious disposition even made him feel like a fox.The fox is smart enough, but not brave enough.The brave lions and tigers are not smart enough, but the king of beasts, small animals fear them, fear them, and some even love them.

Wang Yang pinched Xuan Feng's ears that looked fluffy in the sun, and asked, "If I were a lion, would you love me?"

"Huh?" Xuan Feng was puzzled, raised his brows, and looked at him in a daze.

Seeing his reaction like this, Wang Yang didn't know whether to be happy or worried.If the question in this question is a two-way assumption, if the assumption is unrealizable, no matter whether the answer is yes or no, it will not be what Wang Yang really wants to hear.

Wang Yang felt that he had asked a stupid question, so he couldn't help but feel embarrassed.He lowered his head, grasped Xuanfeng's shoulder with both hands and squeezed it, then changed the subject and said, "I originally planned to confess my love to you when you were 18 years old."

Su Feng became interested and asked, "Really?"

"En!" Wang Yang nodded, "I have a plan. On your 18th birthday, in a love heart surrounded by white candles, I will solemnly confess my love to you, and then I will push you to the ground and have sex with you."

He was touched by the exciting and provocative picture in his mind, the corners of his mouth raised unconsciously, and his eyes were full of tenderness.

The day in reality was far from what he had planned.

The 18-year-old Xiufeng is like everyone else, studying hard for ten years and taking the college entrance examination once.Although he doesn't need to pass the college entrance examination to improve his life direction, who doesn't want to have a good result after studying hard for ten years?Even if it's just icing on the cake, why not do it?At that time, he was full of excitement and apprehension, wishing to use 1 minute as 2 minutes, doing the test papers every day in the dark.

Finally passed the college entrance examination, when it was time to fill in the application form, he asked Wang Rang for advice. Wang Rang didn't want to put too much pressure on him and told him to do what he could, but he secretly filled in the school that the other party attended. , the pressure line passes.

His academic performance is not outstanding, which is different from Xue Ba Wang Rang.Wang Rang didn't expect him to go to the same school as himself. When he heard that he passed the line, he was more excited and happy than the person concerned, because it meant that the two of them could see each other frequently again.

Wang Rang could imagine how much effort he had put in to get into that school without seeing it.Before he pursued Peng Shuyi, Wang Rang thought that he had paid so much for himself, and was secretly happy for a while.

It was several years later that Wang Yang learned from him that he applied for that school entirely because that school was the common goal of all the students.

When he was 18 years old, Wang Yang made the confession with reference to the plan he made when he was 15 years old.Xuanfeng is good-looking, but a little silly, her academic performance is average, and her love is later than others.

When others were thirteen or fourteen years old, they wrote a note to tease their love in class. Someone wrote a good seven-character quatrain on the note and passed it to him. He crumpled the note and threw it back. It is said that this person is afraid of being possessed by evil spirits.

Fifteen or sixteen-year-olds are walking around the grove with their little hands, and he plays games with snacks at home, and he shamelessly says that others are wasting their lives when they go to the grove to fall in love.

When he was 18 years old, it was the right time to confess his love. At that time, Wang Yang had instilled a certain amount of love-related knowledge in him, and he began to have some awareness. He didn't have to worry about being accused by his parents of molesting a minor if he was caught.

Before Wang Yang realized that the results of his years of hard work had become someone else's wedding dress, Wang Yang never worried that he would be abducted, and waited for him to be 18 with peace of mind, thinking that when he was 18, he would pick a special one. Days, leaving him with beautiful and unforgettable moments.

His birthday is at the end of autumn and the beginning of winter, which happened to avoid the hectic college entrance examination.Wang Rang thought, if he confessed his love on his birthday, he would definitely think of the situation when he confessed his love to him every year on his birthday, and the sweetness at the beginning of the love could continue indefinitely.

In order to confess his love to him, Wang Rang placed flowers, cakes and countless candles in his apartment, a place that would never be disturbed by outsiders. He did not forget to ask his parents for leave in advance, saying that their friends wanted Give him a birthday outside, he can't go home that day.

But on this day, he suffered from acute gastroenteritis because he was forced by his classmates to eat barbecue at a roadside stall the night before.When Wang Yang was notified to visit him, his face was pale because of vomiting and diarrhea, and he was rolling on the hospital bed because of extreme dehydration.In desperation, Wang Yang had no choice but to shelve the plan, and guarded him in the ward with Chu's mother.

This guard lasted for a day.The exciting and sensational plot in the plan did not come true. In reality, Wang Rang spent the day in Sibai's ward watching him take IV, helping him go to the bathroom, and listening to him moaning and worrying.

When Wang Yang picked another special day and was waiting to confess his love to Xuan Feng, he was at a loss to find that because of his negligence, he had unknowingly given his heart to Peng Shuyi.

Like those boys with extroverted personalities, Xi Feng is full of innocence, lively and cheerful.There are times when ghost horse elves make people laugh, and there are also times when they are mischievous and cause toothache, but most of the time they are docile and well-behaved, and even the rebellious period is passed smoothly.

Wang Rang once thought that he would spend his whole life like this without fighting, grabbing, or making noise.But when he was chasing after Peng Shuyi, he used all the passion in love that he had retained due to the late Kaimeng, and doubled the rebellion that survived the rebellious period in order to get his wish. It's useless, even at the expense of breaking with Wang Yang, the eldest brother who has been called for many years.

That was their first quarrel.At noon on a weekend near Christmas, the two of them had dinner in a restaurant with two playmates they had grown up with.At the dinner table, the other two were chatting about Christmas arrangements, and he was prompted to say a few words.

At that time, he had already had a rift with his friends because of Peng Shuyi, and the meal was for reconciliation with him, so he deliberately avoided Peng Shuyi, but Wang Yang knew that these arrangements of his were It revolves around Peng Shuyi.

What was taken to work as a coolie at the bazaar, what was arranged by the minister to go to the Christmas ball to maintain order, and who had no time to go out and had to make do in the cafeteria, Peng Shuyi was everywhere he went.All he did was just meeting Peng Shuyi, and he might be very happy in his heart, but he said it reluctantly.

"Since you are unwilling to go, then don't go. The vice-chairman of the student union doesn't have much face, but they won't refuse to give it. I will come forward to help you push it away. Let's call a few more people, and on Christmas Eve and Christmas God, where to go to have fun."

Wang Yang couldn't help but expose his lies. He was forced to stay out of the stage, so he quarreled with Wang Yang in a hurry. Wang Yang was upset and refused to give in. He said a lot of hurtful things in a hurry. He said in desperation : "Brother Rang, if you can't tolerate Peng Shuyi, then I have no choice but to stop appearing in front of you."

Wang Rang was stunned, but he knew very well in his heart that he couldn't be stopped. If he continued to argue with him, he would undoubtedly be pushed to Peng Shuyi, but even if he didn't argue, he could only see him go further and further away.

It was then that Wang Yang suddenly realized that it wasn't that he fell in love later than others, but that he hadn't met the person he liked, that he didn't fight or fight, but that he didn't touch the things he cared about.

He had been waiting for Peng Shuyi to appear, and he never had a place in his heart for Wang Yang.Under such circumstances, it would be ridiculous for Wang Yang to confess his love to him again.

At that time, he threw himself on Peng Shuyi with all his body and mind without reservation, like a bundle of dry sticks that wished to burn himself clean, flames burst out from the inside to the outside, from head to toe, and the whole person looked radiant Yiyi.

Peng Shuyi left him and went to the United States, and took away his look, and he changed back to his previous appearance...Thinking of this, Wang Rang couldn't help but feel melancholy.