mentally and physically

Xiao Min went to the office to find Xuan Feng, who happened to be meeting a client, Chen Cong who hadn't shown up for more than three months.Xiao Min had no choice but to leave, Chen Cong mumbled for a long time before opening the chatterbox.

"Actually, I'm here today because... because..." Chen Cong faltered, but he scratched his ears and cheeks anxiously because he didn't know how to say it.

"Let me just say it straight!" Chen Cong slapped his thigh and asked with determination: "Xiao Chu, are you really gay?"

Chen Cong is a straight man of steel. He chose to hide himself after the day he ran into Peng Shuyi. Xuanfeng guessed the reason, so he didn't contact him.

The disgust of homophobes and the fear of straight men and straight women have been experienced more or less as a homosexual.It's a good result if the other party doesn't make trouble and provoke, and it's not because they are idle and have nothing to do, so the latter will not take the initiative to come forward to make fun of it.

Since he asked, and it was obvious that the matter could not be concealed, Xuan Feng nodded and replied: "Yes."

Chen Cong expected to get this very affirmative answer, but he was still surprised. He didn't understand why such a handsome young man was bent?

But from another point of view, this is actually a good thing.If he bends, he will lose one person to compete for female resources. If he successfully bends a straight man, he will lose a pair.

As a straight older leftover man, Chen Cong, considering his current living situation, wished that other men would have sex, so that his space for mate selection would be greatly expanded.

Of course this cannot happen.

In the final analysis, this is their own business. As for other things that can make outsiders worry, they must be more worried. Besides, Xi Feng doesn't seem like a promiscuous person.

Figured it out, Chen Cong smiled naively, like a bear licking sweet honey.

Xuan Feng asked puzzledly: "You don't mind?"

Chen Cong waved his hand and said, "What do you care about! This is your own business. For your own good, just pay more attention."

Su Feng frowned, and smiled heartily.

Chen Cong untied the knot in his heart, and did not forget the task assigned to him by Tu Ran.Tu Ran asked him to come to find out the news. Chen Cong didn't want to come at first, but he couldn't resist him preaching like a Tang monk. When Chen Cong decided to come, Xuan Feng went to other places. It has been two months since Chen Cong finally saw him. after now.

"The Mr. Peng I met before, I heard from my cousin that he is the top leader of their company. He is very powerful. What is your relationship with him?"

When Xuan Feng thought of Peng Shuyi, he got a headache and frowned. To prevent Chen Cong from thinking that he was targeting him, Xuan Feng raised his eyebrows, but his expression was still weary.

"He is my ex-boyfriend. We broke up for several years. I don't know what he did wrong. He came back to me, but I have no intention of getting back with him at all, and I already have a boyfriend."

To prove what he said was true, Xuan Feng showed Chen Cong the ring on his hand.Chen Cong looked at the simple ring that was just a circle, and then looked at the restrained smile behind Xifeng, who looked like a child who could be satisfied with a candy, and he was sure that this was true love.

No wonder Tu Ran would run into trouble with him, dare to say that this is a dead end, it is impossible to get through.

Chen Cong didn't know what to say for a while, so he chose goodness and clasped his fists to say congratulations, "Congratulations! Congratulations!" It made Xuan Feng feel as if he was getting married, inexplicably festive.

In the evening, Peng Shuyi flew to City A and felt the chill from the autumn wind. He remembered that he reunited with Xuanfeng at the end of spring and early summer when the weather was getting warmer. More than a month.

The sunset and the west mountain are lonely and cool, and autumn comes to cut the heart of sorrow everywhere.He thought of all the things that had happened in the past three months, and couldn't help feeling sad.

On the way to the downtown area of ​​City A, he called Lu Haichen and asked where Xuanfeng was.Lu Haichen was in a thriving restaurant, separated by several tables and layers of crowded figures, staring at Xuan Feng, who was very down to earth with Chen Cong, who was eating skewers.

Since Peng Shuyi went to City B, Lu Haichen has been sticking to the rented house, monitoring the movements of Xuanfeng's house.As soon as Xuanfeng appeared, he called Peng Shuyi to inform him, and Peng Shuyi rushed over as soon as he finished handling the official business at hand.

It was nearly two hours' journey from the airport to the urban area. When Peng Shuyi arrived in the urban area, Su Feng had already finished his meal and went home.

Xi Feng had a very happy meal, and shared with Chen Cong many interesting emotional experiences between him and Wang Yang, and expressed his love for Wang Yang that he could not dare to say before, like an addict The little girl who can't extricate herself from the sweet love needs to volatilize and secrete excessive hormones by showing off to her friends.

Aroused by Xuan Feng's curiosity, Chen Cong offered to attend his wedding, to meet the man who captured the heart of this beautiful man, his suave and heroic demeanor.

Talented and learned but not rigid in etiquette, handsome and masculine, this is what Xi Feng said to Wang Yang.Evaluation comes from the heart, depends on likes and dislikes, and is inevitably biased.Peng Shuyi's evaluation is completely different, it can be said to be quite different.

Hearing about Su Feng's current boyfriend from Peng Shuyi, Lu Haichen was also very curious about what a man with insidious means and a vicious heart would look like.

According to the heart, it is reasonable to say that such a person is generally ugly, but can an ugly person who has been in love with the handsome and extraordinary Peng Shuyi be able to see it?This is not in line with the objective law that human beings develop upward.

There is also a possibility that Wang Yang is actually an example of an unreasonable example who surpasses Peng Shuyi in appearance but is sinister and vicious in heart.

If this is the case, Xuanfeng is very likely to be deceived and deceived, and then very likely to be betrayed and hurt. The kind-hearted and passionate Lu Haichen feels that he cannot just sit idly by, so he will help Peng Shuyi beat the mandarin duck again.

"The road to hell is usually paved with good intentions."

Lu Haichen followed Xuanfeng to the underground parking lot of the community, and waited in the parking lot for Peng Shuyi who was rushing here.

After not seeing each other for many days, Lu Haichen saw that he had lost a lot of weight, and wanted to ask him if he was not doing well and if he needed help, but he didn't give him a chance to speak, and after a few words of pleasantries, he went to find him It's windy.

Different from the residential area that Xi Feng rented in City B, not even the residents in this residential area could enter, and there were omissions in the security measures.

The community is quite old, and it is not a high-end community. The infrastructure is not advanced enough, and the security management of the property is loose. It is not surprising that there will be omissions.

The strange thing is that Xifeng lives here. When Peng Shuyi entered Xifeng's house for the first time, the strange feeling came to his heart. How could Xifeng live in such a small and simple house?You know, he used to live in a villa.

That villa, which Xuanfeng once secretly took him in, opened his imagination restricted by poverty, thinking that it was the palace where the prince lived in the fairy tale.

Knowing that Xu Feng's boyfriend is Wang Rang, this strange feeling intensifies.Peng Shuyi didn't understand why Wang Yang had the heart to let Xuanfeng live in such a place?Will he have no money?Can't you let Xuanfeng live better?And Xuanfeng can bear it, why?

No matter what the reason was, what Wang Yang failed to do, Peng Shuyi could do.He is willing to give everything to let Xuanfeng live a better, richer and more superior life, and let him be a prince living in the palace again.

If he can objectively know Xifeng and examine himself, he will be able to find out which is more important, the relationship between him and Xifeng, the unchanging determination and the prosperous life.

Xi Feng was talking on the phone with Wang Yang in the bedroom, his face was full of smiles, but he was interrupted by a few sudden knocks on the door in the living room, he reluctantly went to the door, looked out through the peephole, the door No one outside.

He felt strange, but did not open the door.Maybe he knocked on the wrong door, he thought so, turned around and walked to the bedroom, the knock on the door rang again, he went to check, but he still didn't see anyone.

He didn't dare to open the door casually, especially in such a weird situation.He lay on the door, waiting for the knocker to appear in the cat's eyes, and when the knock sounded again, he only saw a hand, and the knocker hid.

This is not normal.He called the property and asked them to send security over.The security guard didn't know when he would come, so he waited in the living room.

When the knocks on the door became more urgent each time, the security guard hadn't arrived yet, and the knocker himself was exposed.

"Chu Xu, I know you are at home. I have something important to tell you. Open the door." He recognized Peng Shuyi's voice, and he couldn't even open the door.

What stands between them is a door, and what stands between their feelings is Xuan Feng's determination. "Wait to change the old people's hearts, but the old people's hearts are changeable." Nalan Xingde's "Mulan Ci" expresses the helplessness and sadness of the abandoned people, but it cannot be exhausted.

To describe Peng Shuyi's mood at the moment, there is only one word to sum it up, which is full of sorrow.He was overwhelmed with pent-up melancholy and desperately needed relief.

"Do you think nothing will happen if you hide in it? Do you think you can escape the fact that Wang Yang doesn't love you at all if you don't face it squarely? If you don't want to be deceived and hurt, you should get to know him well, open the door and let me Tell you something."

Peng Shuyi knocked on the door louder and louder, reminding Xifeng of Aunt Xue in the TV series "Deep Love and Rain". If he were replaced by Wang Yang, even the situation would match. .

The security guards did not give Peng Shuyi a chance to meet with Xuanfeng, and Peng Shuyi's melancholy was stuck in his chest, but after this incident, Xuanfeng realized that he should give advice to the property owner to strengthen security measures.

Su Feng's phone hung up suddenly, and Wang Yang felt that something was wrong, so he turned on the surveillance video to find out the reason.After talking with Xuan Feng, he thought about taking back the camera, but he didn't implement it because he hadn't gone back yet. Now he was thinking about taking it back?

He wanted to control every move of Xuan Feng, and from the moment he came up with the idea of ​​installing a camera, the idea spread like a cancer cell in his heart without him realizing it.

He knew it was wrong to do so from a legal point of view, a moral point of view, or an emotional point of view, but he couldn't control himself.

For a while, he was divided into two halves, one half wished for Xuanfeng to be happy because of love, and the other half wanted to control Xuanfeng because of unwillingness to get what he wanted.

Xi Feng, who walked out of the haze of depression, rescued him, but the seed of evil had already been planted. If it is not controlled and it takes root, it will definitely destroy the two of them and their relationship.

After a long time, he in the back of the video saw Xuanfeng go back to the bedroom alone to go to bed, and finally decided that the camera had to be retracted.

Only tens of meters away from Xuanfeng, Peng Shuyi returned to the rented house with a constipated expression on his face. Hearing the sound of the door opening, Lu Haichen walked over from the telescope and asked him what's the matter. His eyes were empty Glancing at him, he asked feebly, "Am I a failure?"

Lu Haichen once asked similar questions because of emotional matters, and he can understand his mood at the moment, a feeling of powerlessness, a sense of frustration that cannot bear to blame the person he likes and has to find the reason from himself.

Because of his understanding, he knew that he was masturbating himself.

"What you are or what you are, love is not everything, it only occupies a part of our lives, there are still many things we can do, and there are other people who can love, you should look forward."

Lu Haichen was solemnly expounding his views on love, and tried to enlighten Peng Shuyi with a mixture of chicken soup and texts.

Peng Shuyi didn't expect to get a satisfactory answer from a young Internet addict who had never dated before, but he was still disappointed.

He walked into his bedroom while listening, yelled at the bedroom door, "You don't know anything!" and slammed the door.

Being treated roughly, Lu Haichen was a little angry, but he was more understanding and slightly distressed. This was an inexplicable emotion. In short, he felt that Peng Shuyi could not be allowed to abuse himself.

"Indeed! I don't know anything, so I shouldn't talk nonsense. But you can tell me and let me share your troubles."

After talking about the truth for 3 minutes, there was still no movement in the door, so Lu Haichen decided to switch to a roundabout tactic, get him out first.

"In order to help you track Mr. Chu, I didn't even eat dinner. I'm so hungry now, I'm about to starve to death..."

Lu Haichen was crying and howling outside the door, making Peng Shuyi, who had been running around all day, unable to sleep. Of course, even without Lu Haichen, he would not be able to sleep, but because of this, he had a place to vent his anger.

"Are you hungry and don't know how to cook for yourself? A person in his twenties who only knows how to play games all day long, does nothing, sits and enjoys what he gets, and likes to do nothing. Are you worthy of your parents? Are you worthy of yourself?"

With Lu Haichen's unremitting efforts, Peng Shuyi finally opened the door, but he scolded him all over his face.Except for his father, no one else had scolded him like that, but what had he scolded?He only saw his stern face, but didn't hear what he said clearly.

Seeing Lu Haichen's bewildered face, Peng Shuyi deeply felt what it means to talk to a duck and play the piano to a cow. If this is the case, what else can he say?He slammed the door again.

What's going on here?Lu Haichen didn't know why.He knocked on the door and said pitifully, "I'm so hungry! My stomach hurts from being so hungry..."

Peng Shuyi took the trouble and shouted: "Do it yourself, if you don't know how to do it, order takeaway."

"The takeaway is not as delicious as yours, but yours is the best. I have been waiting for you for 30 days, and I look forward to eating your meals every day."

What Lu Haichen said was very emotional, like a refugee who couldn't eat enough.If he wanted to rate this performance, he would rate it excellent. He felt that he was a natural actor, but he acted in this part with his true colors.

There was no movement inside the door again, and after a while, the door was opened again, which was expected by Lu Haichen.As soon as the door opened, he immediately held his stomach and pretended to have a stomachache, and then saw a 1.8-meter old man reluctantly going to the kitchen to wield a knife and shovel.

In the morning, Xuanfeng went to the company cautiously and fearfully along the way, for fear of bumping into Peng Shuyi.When he finally came to the company, thinking that he could go to work with peace of mind, Peng Shuyi suddenly appeared in his office.

As soon as Xifeng saw Peng Shuyi, he rushed to the door. Peng Shuyi immediately grabbed him and asked, "Do you know the inside story of your father's bankruptcy? Do you know who made you suffer from cyber violence? You Do you know why Xiao Min, the CFO of a mighty [-]-strong company, is relegated to being the vice president of your small company?"

The author has something to say:

①The sunset and the west mountain are lonely and cool, and autumn comes to cut the hearts of sorrows everywhere.The first sentence was written by myself. In order to fit the context, the latter sentence is from Liu Zongyuan's "Looking at the Mountains with the Venerable Master Haochu and Sending a Family Story in Jinghua".

②Nalan Xingde's "Mulan Ci. Imitating Ancient Juejue Ci Cambodian Friends"

If life is just like first sight, why is Qiu Feng sadly painting a fan.

Waiting for leisure to change but the old people's mind, but the old people's mind is easy to change.

Lishan language stopped the night for a while, tears, rain, and Lin Ling did not complain.

How Bo Xing Jin Yilang, wishing the same day.

I have always felt that the last two sentences of this poem lack momentum. If the last two sentences are put forward, it will be more artistic if the structure is changed from succession to succession.Of course, this is just my humble opinion, and it may not be better, but because of this, I think of my novel.

Would it be better if I put what was written later in the front?