mentally and physically

The autumn sun is warm and comfortable, but it gives people a feeling of depression.The sun was flickering on the edge of the dead leaves hanging on the tree branches, just like the mood of the three of the Chu family at this time.

Father Chu raised his trembling hand to stroke Xuanfeng's head, and asked him what's wrong.He raised his head and looked at his father, who couldn't even articulate a whole sentence, with teary eyes. Tears welled up from his grief.

Father Chu saw him crying even more sadly, and wanted to comfort him but could only make a babbling sound, very anxious.Mother Chu, who came over, comforted Father Chu, and at the same time asked what happened from Xuanfeng.

Seeing that Xuanfeng was in pain when he broke up with Peng Shuyi, Mother Chu asked herself if it was right to prevent them from being together?After discovering the hidden feelings between Xuan Feng and Wang Rang, she tried her best to persuade Father Chu to support them to be together.

Love is the same, it is all about finding a suitable person in the vast crowd to accompany you for a lifetime, what is the difference between finding the opposite sex or the same sex?What matters is whether it fits.

However, collisions and ups and downs are inevitable in the process of getting along. When you discover the shortcomings of your lover or the imperfections of love, do you have to choose to give up?

The experience of those who have been there proves that no one and no love is perfect.

"Xiaofeng, the shopping mall is full of intrigues and conflicts of interest. It is hard to tell who is black and who is white. Although Wang Jingye used unfair competition methods and some dirty tricks, this is the grievance between us and him. , it shouldn't involve Wang Yang."

Hearing what Chu's mother said, Xuan Feng looked at Chu's father, and Chu's father motioned him to continue listening to Chu's mother.

"Besides, Wang Rang and Wang Jingye are not on the same front." Chu's mother continued: "Since the stroke, your father can't remember many things. But he remembered that before our family was besieged by various forces, Wang Rang once I reminded him that because he didn't take it to heart, he didn't prepare for it, otherwise he wouldn't have suffered a crushing defeat."

"Wang Yang's nature is not bad, otherwise your father and I would not support you two to be together. But you have to make your own decision about the relationship."

Chu's mother squatted down, hugged Xuan Feng beside Chu's father's legs, and sighed: "Your father and I are already old. The hustle and bustle and disturbance in this world have nothing to do with us. The only thing we can't let go of is you. I hope you will be safe and happy, don't leave regrets, and don't wrong yourself."

Xuanfeng raised his head to look at Chu's mother, Chu's mother smiled slightly, gentle and warm, like the spring breeze in February, cutting away the withered and decadent sorrow, leaving behind a vibrant joy.

The two of them looked at Father Chu together. Father Chu tilted his mouth and uttered a few syllables with difficulty, "Your mother...said...that's right." Following the syllables, saliva spewed out all over the sky.

After listening to the clumsy Father Chu, Mother Chu withdrew her eyes in satisfaction.Xuan Feng laughed through his tears and hugged the elders. "Stupid child!" Chu's mother touched Xuan Feng's head, Chu's father opened his arms and embraced the two of them.

In his life, Chu's father has been in the chaotic world, and he came from the chaotic environment. He was full of vigor and ambition, and he was full of ambition. People love each other neatly, have regrets but don't complain.

Like Chu's mother, the only thing he can't let go of is Xiu Feng, the only son.If Wang Yang knew what the two elders were thinking, he would feel ashamed for his speculation about them.

People are different.The parents of the Chu family can be tolerant and accepting for the sake of their son, but the parents of the Wang family are stubborn, and they are also for the good of their son.

Wang Rang used to have a feeling of resistance to his parents, which evolved from hatred. In the airport waiting hall, he was bombarded by calls from the Queen Mother and text messages informing the Wang Father of his illness. I paid no attention to it, and waited to get on the plane to City A with sadness and hatred.

After dinner, Xi Feng returned to his home in the urban area with Chu's mother's instructions. It was dark, and in the light of the setting sun, the rustling sound of him taking off his shoes and changing them echoed in the house. It seemed very lonely.

He didn't know what to do and felt tired, so he sat down on the nearby sofa, leaned back on the back of the sofa, stared at the empty white ceiling and recalled every detail of the time when he was with Wang Yang.

Unlike before, knowing Wang Yang's intentions and recalling all the things he has done, there is always a hint of conspiracy.Send away the friends around Xuanfeng, isolate him, keep him by his side, possess him, and control him.

Memories can also deceive people, and it is difficult for people to be free from distracting thoughts and bias.

When Wang Yang returned home, it was completely dark.He turned on the light at the door, looked inside, saw Xuan Feng quietly leaning on the sofa in the dim living room, and was slightly taken aback.

For fear of disturbing Xuanfeng, he changed his shoes lightly and went in, and stopped beside Xuanfeng.Xuanfeng fell asleep exhausted in grief and anger, he saw Xuanfeng's eyes closed tightly, holding his hands resting on his legs, and squatting down slowly.

He wanted to repent, if it would help.

Xi Feng felt the wetness of the back of his hand in his sleep, and remembered the scene where Wang Jingye was going to trample him to death like a mouse, and suddenly woke up.When he woke up, as soon as he opened his eyes, he met Shang Wangran's begging eyes.

His mind was chaotic, and he hadn't condensed for a long time, but his mouth was faster than his brain, "Do you have anything else to say?" It seemed to be giving the criminal who was about to be sentenced to death the last chance to defend himself.

Wang Yang really wanted to seize this opportunity, but his mind was also in confusion, and what to say and what to do depended entirely on his feelings.

"I'm sorry!" He lowered his head and wept with his forehead resting on the back of Xuan Feng's hand.He shed tears of regret, as he had done after their first time, but he didn't feel much wrong.

"I'm sorry!" The apology was a manic thought as uncontrollable as that one.

He had secretly vowed never to hurt him again, but how did he accept losing him?How to goug out a person who has been buried in my heart for more than ten years?Especially this time it's a gain and a loss.

The person who loves him the most is also the person who hurt him the most.The strongest people are also the most vulnerable.

Xi Feng originally thought that he would defend himself obstinately like Xiao Min, like those who put their ideas into practice as truth, but he didn't.The little grievance in his heart was offset with his apology.

"My mother said that you should not be confused with Wang Jingye." Xi Feng said, "I don't need to hold you accountable for concealing things, but some things you did scare me."

"Peng Shuyi said what you did to him. I didn't feel anything after hearing it. When I knew what you did to me, I couldn't help thinking, what would you do to me if one day you stopped loving me?"

"Will you be violent to me? Will you trample on me? Will you become like Wang Jingye?"

Xuan Feng's speculation struck Wang Rang's heart, will he become his father?How terrifying! His King Kong heart was broken.He knelt on the ground completely involuntarily and completely as it should, like a repentant sinner, like a person who has been completely suppressed and lost the ability to resist.

"No, definitely not. I will always love you until death."

Wang Yang put Xuanfeng's hand on his chest, hoping that he would believe in him, wishing he could put his heart out and put it on his tender and slender hand, but he just said coldly: "The world is impermanent, nothing is certain, Changeless."

When the love becomes stronger, the love turns thinner, and the unconditional trust that once existed no longer exists, but Xiufeng cannot be blamed.

Wang Yang clung to Xuanfeng's leg, put his whole body on his lap, looked up at him and said, "I understand, there is no basis for my words. I will transfer all the property under my name and future income to you." In the name of the guarantor, okay?"

"What can these guarantee?" Xuan Feng joked: "With your intelligence and my stupidity, it's easy for you to take these back from me."

Xuanfeng withdrew his hand impatiently, and Wang Yang grabbed it back immediately, held it tightly, and put it on his chest with great care, his eyes showed helplessness like an Alaskan dog, and he said in a panic: "Say it! Say it! What do you want me to do? I'll listen to you. Anyway, you can't leave me." Like a madman.

Chu's mother asked Xu Feng if he still loved Wang Rang. Although Xiu Feng couldn't express his love, he was sure that he still wanted to be with Wang Rang.In order not to let him leave any regrets, Chu's mother told a lot about her own experiences.

Xi Feng understood that love needs tolerance, but it cannot be without a bottom line; love also needs checks and balances, and it must be independent and equal in terms of spirit and rights.

"I don't have to leave, but I have one condition." Xuanfeng made this decision with difficulty, "I want you to promise me that if one day you do something bad, I will leave you, you can't stop me .And based on this list a number of detailed rules to make an effective agreement."

A gentle knife is also a knife, and a knife can hurt people.Xuanfeng put his knife on Wang Rang's throat, and Wang Rang was speechless for a while.

On the one hand, there is an urgent hope for reconciliation, and on the other hand, there is worry about potential danger. It is looking at the hometown but not the Taoyuan. How should we choose?Wang Yang's mind was in a state of confusion, tears were falling down, but he had to agree.

"Please believe that I did those things only to be with you..." Wang Rang took a deep breath and said; "But I can guarantee that I will not make the same mistakes again in the future and will not make you sad again."

Xuanfeng said: "Okay, I will give you another chance."

Wang Rang was on the verge of collapse, almost stepped on the ground and fell into hell, but it was Xiu Feng's tolerance that saved him.

His manic heart calmed down, like a pool in the forest. Although the water in the pool was dark and bottomless, and the water surface was still rippling with layers of ripples, it was full of hope.

As long as you give him another chance, give him a glimmer of life, he will try to do better.

He hugged Xuanfeng, felt the softness and warmth of his body, felt his existence, for a long time, he still couldn't believe it, and felt like a lifetime away.

As for Xi Feng, since he promised to reconcile with Wang Yang, he will accept him wholeheartedly.It's just that the development of the situation is too fast, and the emotional ups and downs are too great, and he can't adapt to it for a while.

He was dazed for a while, then patted Wang Rang's head that was in his arms and said, "I abducted you, does that count as revenge on Wang Jingye?"

Wang Jingye was so angry that he was breathing oxygen on the operating table in the hospital.

In Peng Shuyi's plan, when Wang Yang came from City B to meet with Xuanfeng after he knew the truth, he would appear among them, just like what Wang Yang did when he came to see off at the airport before he went to the United States. The same, first muddy the water, and then go into the water to fish.

He fantasizes about the scene where Xuan Feng talks to Wang Rang about his collapse, he fantasizes about hugging the sad and sad Xuan Feng into his arms, and fantasizes about how Xuan Feng will get to know him again because of this.

But because Wang Jingye suddenly lost contact, he failed to grasp Wang Rang's whereabouts and missed the critical moment.

When he returned to the rented house after get off work, he saw through the binoculars the faint light from the living room of Xuanfeng's house to the bedroom, and felt uneasy, so he rushed there.

At this time, Xi Feng and Wang Yang had reconciled, and Peng Shuyi's arrival did not disturb their relationship, but the two kings met and fought quite fiercely.

Peng Shuyi's physique was more dominant, but Wang Yang was simmering with anger, and he struck quickly and fiercely. Peng Shuyi was suppressed and beaten, and the beating was terrible.Later, the invisible Lu Haichen appeared to stop Wang Rang, and helped him leave in embarrassment.

Losing to Wang Rang again, embarrassing himself in front of Xuan Feng again, seeing his disgusted eyes again, without even understanding why he could forgive Wang Rang, the already shaky tower of self-confidence that Peng Shuyi had built up with great difficulty completely collapsed up.

He couldn't help but wonder what was the reason for this predicament?He could no longer lie to himself, the answer was himself.Even if others are wrong in a thousand ways, the one who is most wrong is himself.Does he treat Xuan Feng kindly?Do you have confidence in Zuxufeng?Are words and deeds consistent?

Once there was a sincere and passionate love in front of him. If he didn't cherish it, he wouldn't give him a chance to recover. After the baptism of time and the changes in the world, even if he loved each other for another 1 years, the other party would not look at him more glance.

Because he no longer loves him, the boy who always looked at him with a silly smile and snuggled in his arms has fallen in love with someone else, and he has completely lost him.

He returned to the rented house, drank all the wine, sat at the foot of the bed and cried bitterly, while the relationship between his loved one and his lover was quickly restored because of his obstruction, and before the fiery fulfillment of the promise before separation, he completed The newlyweds after the farewell.

A crescent moon hangs in the sky, looming under the thick clouds and haze. Once there was a moon in the sky and no lights could tell the way, but now there is a moon and lights and it is difficult to tell the direction.

Peng Shuyi cried for two or three hours, and finally stopped crying. He hugged his knees and curled up, staring at the sky outside the window in a daze.Lu Haichen who was standing next to him looked at him and thought of himself.

Lu Haichen has a crush. He likes the way he sweats profusely during drills, his heroic appearance when he is wearing military uniform, and the way he plays hooligans when fighting with his comrades.

He has a handsome face, a clean and pure temperament, somewhat similar to Xuan Feng, but he is a straight man.It is difficult to break up a straight man, and it is difficult to convert his faithful brotherhood into love.

Lu Haichen didn't even start a formal pursuit of him, and he strangled this feeling in the cradle, causing Lu Haichen to be depressed, just like Peng Shuyi now.In order to let go of him, had to stay away from him.

Love cannot be forced.After meeting Peng Shuyi, he found it difficult to maintain love.For example, Tang Seng and his disciples on the way to learn scriptures, there are many internal conflicts, and there are constant demons making troubles outside. Understanding and trust are eternal topics.

Lu Haichen wanted to relieve the oppressive atmosphere, took out a rose from his pocket, and performed a magic trick for Peng Shuyi.

Peng Shuyi cast his retracted eyes on him, and asked casually: "You still know this! Who are you?"

It is said that he is a private detective, but he is out of tune at work, and he is always embarrassed by his employer; he doesn't know anything about life, and it is difficult for him to take care of himself, and he knows a lot of tricks such as magic; he eats, drinks and plays every day. Gao, never short of money.

It is said that he lives free and easy, but he is hesitant when it comes to emotional matters; he is said to be indecisive, but he is firm in matters of principle; he is obviously very educated, but he wants to behave like a rascal; He is pompous and sensitive, lively and brooding.

His identity is a mystery and his personality is changeable, Peng Shuyi has long been suspicious of him.

Lu Haichen jokingly said: "Man!" He intentionally misinterpreted Peng Shuyi's meaning, and Peng Shuyi followed his words and said, "Ah? That's it! I always thought you were a woman."

At this time, Peng Shuyi could still joke, which was beyond Lu Haichen's expectation.Lu Haichen became interested, and said with a smile: "Actually, it's not that I can't tell you."

He thought for a moment and replied: "Let's put it this way! Saying who my father is in the military area is the same as saying 'my father is Li Gang' on the street. In order not to cause trouble, I can't go into details, and neither can you." Ask carefully."

When Fang Yang jokingly mentioned Lu Haichen's name, he mentioned his father, and his guess was pretty good.A woman's sixth sense is quite powerful and quite scary.

Lu Haichen grew up in the army and rarely had contact with women.He sometimes thinks maybe he likes women, but never tries.

Peng Shuyi smiled wryly, then began to cry with his pillow on his knee.He thought that Lu Haichen was the second generation of the army, but his ability and talent were nothing more than that.Just like the former rich second generation Xiu Feng, and all the rich second generations he knew, they were nothing more than that, or even inferior to him.

Except for Wang Rang, no one can confirm the importance of birth, but he actually regards a single case as a common phenomenon?How could he think it was important?How could he regard his not-so-good background as a thorn in his heart?Xi Feng's departure is a punishment for his narrowness, while Lu Haichen's existence is a satire.

Lu Haichen poked Peng Shuyi's arm and asked, "Why are you crying again? Did I say something wrong?"

After crying for a while, Peng Shuyi wiped away the tears on his face, let out a long breath, and asked, "Am I a failure?"

Lu Haichen shook his head blankly and said, "If you, the president of a foreign company, feel that you have failed, then no one is successful."

Peng Shuyi sneered, then frowned, and asked another way: "Am I a scumbag? I actually left Chu Xu for some insignificant things. Is a person like me unworthy of love?"

"How could it be?" Lu Haichen was puzzled.

"You still scolded me like that!"

Remembering that he had indeed scolded Peng Shuyi like this, Lu Haichen smiled shyly and said: "That's an angry word said after being drunk, it can't be taken seriously!"

Peng Shuyi shook his head to express his disbelief, so Lu Haichen explained: "Some of the things you do are indeed a jerk, but you can't be called a scumbag. You are dedicated and infatuated. If the other party has feelings for you, they should be moved by you."

Lu Haichen blinked at Peng Shuyi and said: "Besides, you are not only successful in your career, have great abilities, are handsome, have a good figure, and are also good at housework, and most importantly, the fried dishes are very delicious.

"You can go to the living room and go to the kitchen, and you can turn your back with your hands. You are the best candidate for boyfriend and husband. How can you not be worthy of love?"

Peng Shuyi blushed with shame from this nonsensical praise, but he understood that the main reason why Lu Haichen said this was just to comfort himself.He sighed: "I am the best candidate, but Chu Xu didn't choose me."

"Radish and green vegetables have their own preferences!" Lu Haichen said softly, "I think you're pretty good."

This evaluation was simple and unpretentious, but it was really credible, so Peng Shuyi regained some confidence.

Everything was still and the night was dark. Peng Shuyi sat on the hard floor with back pain.He glanced at his watch, patted Lu Haichen on the shoulder and stood up, "It's early in the morning, wash up and go to bed!" He said, looking for clothes in the closet.

Lu Haichen didn't get up, staring at his leaving back in a daze.After he found his clothes, went to the bathroom and came back after taking a shower, Lu Haichen was still sitting there, and he asked suspiciously, "Why haven't you left yet?"

"Are you driving me away?" After finishing speaking, Lu Haichen regretted it, why did you ask this?After thinking about it for so long, is it just to ask this? "I want to ask you, have you let Mr. Chu go?"

Peng Shuyi was puzzled, but still replied sincerely: "Let it go. Maybe I have nothing to do with him, or maybe he just appeared to teach me to grow up. No matter what it is, even if I don't want to part with it, I still have to let it go."

Lu Haichen smiled and stood up, "I stayed here to tell you that I really think you are very good."

"Really?" Peng Shuyi raised his brows, and replied casually, "I think you're pretty good, too." Apart from being delicious and lazy, you're pretty good, but I can't say exactly what's good about it. It would be even better if you don't cling to him.

Lu Haichen smiled reassuringly.

Peng Shuyi walked over while scratching his half-dried hair.He only wore a pair of underwear, wrapped in a bath towel, and the rest of the body was exposed.

His skin is a healthy wheat color, his abdominal muscles are well-defined, his calves are strong and smooth, very attractive, Lu Haichen really wants to reach out and touch them.

"You've finished talking, you can go back to your room and sleep." Peng Shuyi sat down beside the bed, took off the towel, and lay down under the quilt.

It was a matter of an instant, Lu Haichen suddenly rushed over and sat on him in a very unsightly posture, he was completely stunned.

"What are you doing?"

Peng Shuyi's face was full of question marks, and Lu Haichen had many question marks in his heart, for example, would this be too fast?Will he say no?Will you resent him?But there is only one answer, no matter what, he must be brave for love once.

Lu Haichen replied shamelessly: "Damn | you!"

Peng Shuyi said angrily, "Are you crazy!"

"Not crazy." Lu Haichen smiled with his mouth crooked, "I didn't want to do this at first, but since you put down Mr. Chu, it's understandable for me to do so."

"But I don't want to." Peng Shuyi said: "I just ended one relationship, and I don't want to start another immediately."

"The relationship between you two has long since ended." Lu Haichen said domineeringly: "Besides, it doesn't matter what you think, just get used to it." Some people's love is just a habit, and habits can be replaced.

Peng Shuyi scolded: "Damn! Are you humiliating me?" What Lu Haichen did was exactly the same as what he did to Xuanfeng, it was hard for him not to be wrong.

Lu Haichen ignored him, held him down, and kissed him.Lu Haichen has a special magical power, even if he is very reluctant, he will always do what he wants in the end.He originally pressed his lips tightly to defend the city, but in the end he kissed him.

He didn't have time to think about whether it was appropriate to do this, he had already done it, even though he felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, but his body was very enjoyable, as if it should be like this, probably because he had been single for too long.

After a long kiss, Lu Haichen threatened Peng Shuyi and said, "You can't half-heartedly stay with me, or I promise, my dad will fly over and throw ZD on your head."

Peng Shuyi's heart beat a few beats faster, it's different to have a good father, he can be justified when he bullies others.

"With me, you have to be the one below, or even if your dad throws atom D on my head, I won't do it."

Lu Haichen patted Peng Shuyi's chest and complained: "Damn! You dare to make a condition with me!" Although he said this, the expression on his face was the satisfaction of getting what he wanted.

Peng Shuyi argued hard, "I am Chun 1."

Lu Haichen retorted: "I am also 1."

Peng Shuyi wanted to say something unfeeling, but he quit, but Lu Haichen blocked his mouth as soon as he opened his mouth.

Lu Haichen's selfless devotion to the kiss, Peng Shuyi calculated the strength of Lu Haichen's hand while kissing, and saw the opportunity to turn him over in one fell swoop, and the turn was quite smooth, you must know that Lu Haichen is a practicing family, vigilance and strength are not comparable to ordinary people of.

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