[Full-time Zhou Ye] Shenghua

Zhou Zekai stood under the lamp, his face was pale, he looked more like a patient than Ye Xiu.

There were only the three of them in the elevator, Father Ye and Mother Ye stood on one side, Zhou Zekai stood on the other side, and they didn't greet each other from their positions. Alpha saw the eyes of the two brothers brighten up, and was about to step forward, but was stopped by Ye Qiu's "Mom and Dad".

"...Parents?"

Ye Xiu felt the cold sweat dripping down his back: Seeing his parents coming, he was too caught off guard. Years ago, he rejected the other party's offer because he was too anxious, but now the three parties are present just after the first month of the new year, so he has no choice but to stick his head out. .The timing of Zhou Zekai's return was really unexpected. He was still thinking about breaking up until last night. A minute ago, he was still worried about whether the other party really got on that unlucky plane. Who would have thought that the other party had already airborne before the news was digested? Meet the parents.

Omega was in a state of confusion, dazed for a few seconds, and then vaguely remembered: Zhou Zekai didn't know that he was injured as a bait, and the two had quarreled about it before they parted.

Could it be... is it now that you came to the door to ask the teacher for your crime?Wait, what are you hiding——

So Ye Qiu, who stood watching the play, was surprised to find that his brother neither answered Alpha's question immediately, nor responded to his parents' inquiring gaze, but took a step back subconsciously, and quickly rolled up the inspection report in his hand .

"Ha, ha, it's Xiao Zhou, long time no see! What a coincidence! Why didn't you tell me first when you came back? Uh--Dad, Mom, this is Xiao Zhou, the reincarnated Zhou Zekai, that's my...that what ...boyfriend is here..."

As AO couples who are used to seeing big winds and waves, Ye's father and Ye's mother quickly showed a good ability to accept this situation, although they couldn't explain it in words.Father Ye glanced at the two people who seemed to have been immobilized, snorted, and stepped out of the elevator first.Mother Ye took the initiative to hold Zhou Zekai's hand after realizing it, and brought him to Ye Xiu.She was going to start checking the household registration with a pleasant face, but she was surprised after touching the other person's body: "Xiao Zhou, are you... not feeling well?"

As an experienced person who has been in the emergency department of a tertiary hospital for many years, Ye Mu actually noticed the young man's pale complexion and a faint scent of incense in the elevator. Trembling uncontrollably, he immediately realized the seriousness of the problem.

"Axiu, register your boyfriend, if there are too many people, go to the emergency room."

So a sudden meeting with parents turned into a half-day trip to pheromone specialists.The results of the examination showed that Zhou Zekai's stable pheromone level plummeted sharply due to the long-term continuous rotation and successive strong stimuli, coupled with the interference of the susceptibility period, the symptoms of addiction have deteriorated to the point where large doses of drug intervention are required.However, Alpha has adopted wrong strong suppression methods on the plane before, and now it is a new round of counterattack of the disease: the collapsed pheromones are completely out of control, the long-term low immunity has caused a low-grade fever, and even all the glands of Alpha are dying. in an inflamed state.

According to the doctor's order, if this extremely disordered state is allowed to spread, it is likely to cause depression, epilepsy and even glandular cancer.

Fortunately, although the problem of pheromones is complicated, it is very affected by psychological factors, so it often deteriorates quickly and gets better quickly-in the final analysis, it is still necessary to rest in peace.After Ye's father and Ye's mother asked about it, they went home with Ye Qiu first, and Zhou Zekai was quickly put into the IV room for infusion. Poor Ye Xiu just came out of the consulting room not long ago, and turned around and had to listen to the doctor's instruction for Alpha.

The people in the consultation room were a little surprised to see him go and return: "Why, this is——your Alpha?"

"It's sort of..." Ye Xiu was still considering whether to end the relationship the night before, and he smiled a bit reluctantly: "But we haven't marked it yet, I didn't expect to encounter so many things..."

The doctor's orders are all written according to ordinary circumstances, which is obviously not applicable to them.The doctor shook his head and called up the medical files of the two, compared them and confirmed them before saying: "You are highly compatible, and you have basically stabilized before. If you marked it early, this situation would not have happened today. Uh... from Judging from this data, you are very comforting to him, really, why waste such a good opportunity for treatment?"

"Haha, I was too busy to get dizzy years ago, so... I haven't had time yet, yes, I haven't had time." The person who was asked was so confused that he stumbled more and more to answer.

The doctor frowned and looked through all the medical records, and finally said seriously: "It's a bit difficult for you to deal with now. Alpha is now a severe physical and psychological addiction. In fact, using pheromones to appease and mark is the most effective way - after all, development A large part of the reason for becoming like this is that you have been too depressed. Although your pheromones are now in a state of depletion, it is not impossible in theory. First, you still have a certain probability of fully recovering, just like I did in the morning Like you said, if pregnancy causes a drastic change in the hormonal environment in the body, it could also trigger a new cycle of pheromones."

"Of course, it is difficult to open the reproductive cavity without the stimulation of pheromones, and the chances of pregnancy outside the cavity are very low, and there is no guarantee that your pheromones will recover during pregnancy or after delivery, so in terms of efficiency... this way It might not work."

"Secondly, even without the pheromone, theoretically, there is a certain probability that you can break through the genital cavity to form a knot mark—but the risk of this method is that the Omega cavity is easy to tear. It is also likely to lead to infertility. And once it develops to that point, with all due respect, Mr. Zhou's current state...may not be able to withstand the blow of subverting his self-esteem after the failure of the knot."

Except for the first meeting at the police station, Alpha has always been restrained, calm, and orderly in front of Ye Xiu. Ye Xiu really doesn't understand how the two of them have come to such a situation where they are so close but so far away. Omega took a long time to digest before asking in a trembling voice: "Then what if... it doesn't recover and doesn't mark it?"

The doctor's expression became more serious: "Addiction is also a sign of pheromone disorders. If it is not cured, it may lead to depression, epilepsy and even glandular cancer. You are now at a fork in the road, and the development speed of pheromone diseases is very fast. Hurry up, don’t keep thinking that it’s not important that you can’t see it but smell it. After all, it’s a very special system in your body—you know the dominoes? As soon as one falls, all the dominoes must follow! Of course, also It’s not that this disease can’t be cured unless it’s marked. If you can accept it, you can also consider forced withdrawal therapy. But because the previous drug control has been proven useless, this time you may need the help of other Omega pheromones, If it's too serious...you might even have to tag other Omega."

"For example, this method is equivalent to diluting or even covering the mark you left before. Whether it succeeds or not depends on how your relationship is. Now these medicines can hold him down for a month, take good care of him, Think carefully and make a decision early."

When Ye Xiu heard "Other Omega", Ye Xiu's fingers unconsciously curled up, and there was no sadness or joy on his face: "Doctor, in fact, I still have a question that I haven't figured out. Now I can find out why he treats me Is pheromone addiction? Is this a bit like an allergen?"

"Well, this problem... From the medical records, we speculate that it is caused by psychological factors, but no matter how specific it is, it is beyond the scope of medical equipment to detect it. In short, my personal point of view is that this problem needs to be solved by the two of you together. Let's solve it."

"Okay, I understand." Omega gritted his teeth, got up and left with the sweat-soaked and crumpled report.

Spring is a season of high incidence of influenza, and the drip room is full of patients wearing masks.Zhou Zekai was placed on a recliner in the corner, squinting his eyes because of the sedative effect of the potion, and was dizzy.

His brain didn't stop for a moment: from seeing the news at the airport, to impulsively rushing to the hospital to block people (he didn't expect that he would be so lucky to bet on the right time and place), and now leaning on the chair to count the drip, Alpha's mind kept circling the shattered body, the broken limbs and arms, the orange blossoms in the fire, and... Ye Xiu's face that seemed to be smiling but not smiling.

Modern people always have many opportunities to come into contact with all kinds of moments of life and death, such as big screens, books, and even word of mouth from people around them, so many people think that they are indifferent to life and death, and believe that they can not move even if Mount Tai collapses before them. sensuality.But in fact, this kind of "contact" is just a superficial touch, not even a touch of water-imagination is in the final analysis empty and chasing after the wind, and only real memory can bring pain to the skin.

Regrettably, when death comes quietly, most people don't even have time to be defeated and kneel down to beg for mercy.

After all, Zhou Zekai is only 27 years old, and the growth roll of his life will be less than half. Although he is already a mature one among his peers, it is still difficult to deal with the ultimate problem of death indifferently.Young people are full of vigor and high spirits, always thinking that they still have a long future to go, as long as they are sincere and hardworking, even if they can't fully hold the hand of their sweetheart right now, time will automatically bring the people and things they want to their eyes.For him, parting from life to death is just a joke in TV dramas, or a piece of talk from the elders. At least at this age, his door should not and will not be knocked by the god of death.

——He only believes in the present moment, believes in sincerity, gold and stone can be opened, and no one can stop you if you go forward bravely.

However, the clothes soaked in cold sweat were still clinging to his body, and the airport that he flew out of in the morning is now mostly in ruins. , but could still die tomorrow.

The liquid in the transparent catheter dripped down, and he couldn't hear the sound, but he felt that the medicinal liquid gushing from the needle tip also sent the restlessness into his veins.Looking at the green plastic net bag on the medicine bottle, he inexplicably remembered the cup of tea he drank in front of Ye Qiu, and finally began to regret his arrogance a few months ago: the time between him and Ye Xiu was forever. It is limited and scarce.

Life is too short to live and die at night, and the past has suffered a lot.

He finally lost his patience.

Ye Xiu came over from the consulting room, moved a stool beside him, and sat for less than half a minute before going out to ask for two masks. Omega leaned down, put the ear straps of the mask on his ears lightly, and asked in a low voice, "How do you feel?"

Zhou Zekai was so tired that he couldn't keep his eyes open, he let out a vague hum, he grabbed the person based on his feeling and wouldn't let him go.

Occasionally someone spoke in the IV room, but most of the time it was silent, with only sporadic coughing.Ye Xiu sighed, let him hold on, sat on the small stool and waited quietly, occasionally moving his index finger to scrape Alpha's sweaty palms.

"Go to sleep, it will be fine if you sweat out."

Zhou Zekai slept for four hours, and when he woke up, apart from being sweaty all over, he was really refreshed.Probably because Alpha's energy hadn't fully recovered yet, Ye Xiu teased him a few times but didn't receive a response, so he simply shut up and concentrated on serving others.After the infusion, the two took a taxi and went straight back to Zhou Zekai's residence. Jiang Botao put the luggage in the entrance beforehand. Alpha opened the door and went in. After handing Ye Xiu the slippers, he went back to the house without saying a word.

Ye Xiu shrugged his shoulders, walked into the kitchen with ease, and started cooking for the first time at his boyfriend's house with the porridge recipe found on his mobile phone.He was still pouring water to wash the rice, while Zhou Zekai had already left the bedroom and walked all the way to the kitchen.Hearing the sound of footsteps approaching, Omega's heart beat faster for no reason, and the movements of his hands also became muddy. Alpha came in and saw him preparing to cook porridge, but his expression was a bit complicated: "I'm not hungry."

"Eat even if you are not hungry. You have to rest your stomach after the infusion. If you are fine, go take a shower. I touched your back just after the infusion and your back is wet. It will be miserable if you get a fever after being blown by the wind. Such a big person How do you take care of yourself in the United States..." Ye Xiu never thought that one day he would be such a mother-in-law, and he didn't have the face to look at others, so he just lowered his head and pretended to be serious about washing rice.

The plump and round pearl rice was a bit sticky after being wetted with water, so he grabbed a handful and let it go, most of it dripped back into the water, and a few disobedient ones stuck between his fingers, a little hard and itchy.

Omega suddenly remembered the last time Zhou Zekai was standing at this position scooping porridge, and it took a long time for the porridge to boil until it was sticky and soft.

But what was he talking to Alpha last time?They are just a pure cooperative relationship, which is too much and unnecessary.

Now the two are justified. He softened and retreated step by step, and even secretly hoped to go beyond the boundary, but the question now is not necessary, but whether it can be done: it was pheromone that bound them together at the beginning. Now it is pheromone that separates them to the point where they are still separated even if they embrace each other at a negative distance.

……

He can't drag him down.

In fact, before falling from a tall building, Ye Xiu had always believed that he was a wise and independent Omega: he could always stop losses in time when encountering problems—even if he needed to withdraw—as long as it was the best for everyone untie.However, escaping from the fire made him choose to avoid the problem for the first time, and the pheromone depletion he faced after waking up made him even more indecisive. Until the air crash happened and the two met again, he finally had to admit: this series The accident has emptied his calm and self-control. If he really needs to, he is still willing to let go, but it is likely that he can say it, but he cannot do it.

This is why he has always refused to fully confess in front of Alpha: love means weakness, means exposing the most unbearable and contradictory side of oneself to others.When you love someone, you always want to show your best side, but in the end, you often show your fangs involuntarily, causing both sides to suffer.

——No one can be extremely white. Once the spots are exposed all over the body, even if it is as low as the dust, no perfect flower will bloom.

Zhou Zekai leaned behind him and watched silently for a while, then turned and went to the bathroom.

Dinner was still dull, the two of them had their own concerns, and they didn't know where to start.After the meal, they sat at the table facing each other as before, but this time it was Ye Xiu who poured water and prepared medicine.Zhou Zekai looked at the inhibitor in front of him, and finally couldn't help asking: "Sequence after falling from a building?"

At the same time, Ye Xiu also said, "Your pheromone..."

Both of them had a meal.Surprise flashed across Ye Xiu's face, and he readily admitted: "Yes, that's why I'm not in heat. You read the news? What else do you know?"

After Omega asked, the upper and lower lips pressed together several times, but he didn't say any more information.

The table is small, and the distance between two people is within reach.Ye Xiu was sitting under the lamp, his body was covered in orange, which was rare for human beings to feel soft and want to be hugged.

Zhou Zekai was annoyed when he thought of being lied to, but when he confronted him face to face, he saw that the person on top of his heart was so thin that he couldn't even hold his shirt in just a few months, and he felt extremely distressed for a while.He wanted to stretch out his hand to hug someone, but he was worried that he could not control it properly—the tiger in his heart had lost the patience to sniff the roses.

Love to the depths, as much as you care, you will be as disappointed.He thought he had the chance to win and finally made the stubborn stone nod, but in the end it was still two unrelated one-man shows.

Alpha changed hands to hold the water glass, looked away and said, "You were caught by an air cushion, hospitalized for a month, and rechecked at the pheromone clinic... It's pheromones, not estrus."

Ye Xiu raised his eyebrows, and without going around in circles, he directly explained everything: "That's right, if it's just that the estrus period is delayed, I can still use pheromones to comfort you, but now I'm exhausted of pheromones, simply speaking, I have no smell at all. Basically an Omega to a Beta that smells pheromones. So you better use an inhibitor."

Zhou Zekai nodded to indicate that he was listening.The water in the cup swayed gently twice, and soon calmed down.

"Listen, Xiao Zhou, now both of us have problems with pheromones. You have serious symptoms of addiction, which may develop into other serious diseases. The doctor said that there are three main ways to cure: one is to recover naturally and then use pheromones to appease you. You, the second is that you forcibly break open my genital cavity to mark, and the third is... to find other Omega. The success rate of the first two is very low, and frankly speaking, I am a drag for you now. Choose one."

The water in the glass didn't move at all, but Ye Xiu could see clearly that the young man's hand holding the glass had turned white with such force.

"Which one do you want to choose?" Zhou Zekai closed his eyes, his voice was hoarse, and there was almost no sound of breathing.

"..."

"If possible, I still want to choose you." Ye Xiu was silent for a long time, and said in a low voice.