Farewell My Concubine [Really ABO]

Turning his face, he raised his thin wrist and bit it. He knew it would be painful, so he was so scared that he shed tears before the pain came.Or maybe not scared.

He knew from the very beginning that some things were fates that he could not resist.

He thought about it countless times in the past seven days.

in case.

If he is not destined to be absolutely controlled by Cai Zhao, he can protect himself and stand on an equal footing with Cai Zhao.

Then he is qualified to say, Cai Zhao, I don't like you treating me like this.

I hope that your tenderness can last longer.

Tears fell bit by bit with the red candle.

The intense guanchuan pain made him feel as if his whole body was torn from the middle abruptly.

The soul is broken.

*****

Outside the windows of the hospital are big trees that are luxuriant in midsummer, with green shades, and are constantly shaking with the wind and the singing of cicadas.

Chen Qiushi crawled beside Cai Zhao's bed, and when he woke up from the dream, he opened his confused eyes and stared quietly at the hanging bottle hanging on Cai Zhao's left hand, and the ticking transparent liquid.

Cai Zhao was still so peaceful, like a giant baby.

He seemed to be having a sweet dream, and there were still dimples on his lips when he fell asleep.

This dimple seemed to be a whirlpool, which could suck him into it in an instant.

The clean white hospital bed sheet has also become a natural reflector at this time, reflecting Cai in an infinitely beautiful way.

The light in midsummer is always so warm.

He wished it would last longer.

Let it be longer.

While Chen Qiushi was thinking, his eyes were already red.

Until the day when the filming crew was finished and he and Cai Zhao never saw each other again, they would be accompanied quietly and equally.

Even if it is a luxury.

One more minute, one more second.

One more second is enough.

11 hate

Cai Zhao always felt that he had had many strange dreams, each dream was very long, and he hardly recognized anyone in it except Qiu Shi.

But every time he wakes up, he only has the impression that he has had a dream, but he has no memory of the content of the dream.

Those broken fragments were very blurry, every time he forced to recall, his heart seemed to be torn apart by someone, the pain caused him to immediately let go of the thought of recalling.

Just some bad dreams, Cai Zhao thought.

He still remembered the dream of Qiu Shi before his ex-girlfriend broke up with him. Although it was just a fragment of his memory, it was already the dream that impressed him the most, but the picture was too messy to be linked together.

He didn't like that dream.

do not know why.

I just don't want to see Qiu Shi leave her.

Thinking of the bright red scene of committing suicide, his heart would be sour.

The human brain has a memory erasing function. Whenever you feel pain for some too uncomfortable memories, the brain will implement the "erasing" function, so the painful times in the memory will age and fade inexplicably, and after many years Looking back, many details that I once cared about will disappear, and the dark pictures will also have strange light edges, and the pain will automatically be replaced by warm memories.

Maybe it's a white lie, the self-deception of the human brain's physiological reaction is completely out of self-protection consciousness.

Because intense pain can cause brain damage, and severe cases can make this damage irreversible.

When Cai Zhao woke up, Chen Qiushi was leaning on the bay window and was recording. He was singing "Angel".

Chen Qiushi is a Virgo, and he is very serious. If he is not satisfied with singing, he will never upload his works.

Seeing Mai Wuzi, who was shaking his head and tugging at the headphone cable, looking very happy, Cai Zhao felt very warm, and Chen Qiushi who was against the light was so pretty.No, Chen Qiushi was always so good-looking.

Sometimes he would just smile after taking pictures of Chen Qiushi, staring at the pictures for a while with narcissism and idiocy, and then he realized that his subconscious manipulated him to do too many things that he would never have thought about before.

For Chen Qiushi, I did too many stupid things.

Have these silly things crossed the line?

A slight summer breeze blows outside the window, and Omega's tranquil watermelon-flavored pheromone mixed with a strong inhibitory smell blows in from the bay window where Qiushi is still singing.

He liked the smell of Chen Qiushi more and more.

He really wanted to hide all Qiushi's inhibitors one day, lock this little guy in his arms and smell it.

Biting the soft fur behind his ears, scratching his itch, watching him rolling on the bed begging for mercy.

Grabbing his ankles, pinning him on the bed, looking at his slender waist twisting his slender waist, resolutely resisting but powerless, his arrogant face.

To be entangled with him in a big pile of soft and velvety sheets...

Cai Zhao swallowed, suppressing the agitation that came out of his heart.

No.

The subconscious roared.

You can't get any closer to him!

The subconscious yelled again.

Getting any closer will only make you miserable!

"You're awake! Are you uncomfortable?" Qiu Shi had already finished singing the song, and when he turned his head off the screen of his phone, he saw Cai Zhao pressed on his forehead, as if he had just been punched several times by someone.

"No, it's fine. Just...a little thirsty." Cai Zhao turned his head guiltily, he didn't dare to look directly at Chen Qiushi.He was afraid that Chen Qiushi would see through his feelings for him that had crossed the line.He was afraid, he was afraid that Chen Qiushi would hide from him and ignore him after knowing his feelings, it was more afraid than he thought.

"Then I'll pour you some water." Qiushi got off the bay window sill, and as soon as she came over, she heard the door of the hospital ward open.

The agent came in, holding a large bouquet of white flowers, and a whole watermelon in his arms, "I don't know who sent this flower, will it be given, this white chrysanthemum is for a funeral... By the way, this watermelon is now eaten ?"

Chen Qiushi looked at this bouquet of white daisies that became more and more pure under the warm sun, and always felt that he had seen this flower before.

Maybe he thought too much.

***

In the past few days, Cai Zhao has passed the hospital observation. Like an emperor, the whole crew took turns to visit.

However, Weibo is completely calm and torn apart.

There are some professional sailors on the Internet who are employed by various employers who pay money. As long as the price is right, things like your mother's gang can make you look good.

As soon as "Counter Attack" became popular, some people immediately became jealous-you can't let you just go straight up and become popular in an instant.You are popular, what else are we playing with, aren't we?

So, there are many people who are popular.

After tearing up Wang Qing and tearing up Daewoo, and tearing up Daewoo and Qiushi, anyway, wherever this super huge wave goes, the grass and trees are all soldiers, bah, the earth is shaking, the mountains are shaking, it is black and white and right and wrong are indistinguishable.

Whose girlfriend is XXX, what is the author's disagreement with the actor, what is in arrears with the actor's salary, what is the buddy's personal relationship is not good enough to poach someone's corner... Anyway, only you can't think of it, and they dare not do it.Pretending to be a fan and hacking you, this thing is basically a "single-plank bridge" that every famous actor must walk, if you are a little careless, you will be smashed to pieces.

But as long as you get through it.

Whatever doesn't destroy you makes you stronger.

Qiushi understands the truth, especially those majoring in film and television. In school, they will teach communication in class, and analyze the phenomena in the entertainment industry and the audience psychology behind these phenomena.This kind of obscene method of making news for others is only done by some low-level film and television companies.

I understand, but can you bear this matter on your shoulders?

It's okay to take a flower and give it a shit basin. People also say that you like cow dung.

For many days this month, Chen Qiushi wanted to smash the phone.

It really takes courage to face Weibo.

Then he was puzzled, tearing up Wang Qing and Daewoo was just a matter of wind, I heard that Wang Qing found someone to level it up, Weibo also cleaned up, anyway, when the incident happened, there was an uproar, But in the end it was settled.

What kind of thing is it that some people are always trying to blackmail themselves?

He, Chen Qiushi, is just an ordinary person, with a good-looking face. He is a serious patient of Hallyu Internet addiction. He used to love to stay at home, and because he is a very rare male omega, he has already paid great attention to avoiding contact with people in his daily life.

Fuck him, where did I, an omega, get my ex-girlfriend from?Well, if you say I have it, even if I have it, who doesn't have a hazy past?Excuse me then, you fucking wrote me as a male omega and a female alpha...

Sister, how did I offend you?

Is it necessary to go too far?

If you don't like me, don't look at me.

If you blackmail me, if you have financial interests, I won't say anything. After all, everyone has to live, and I can't stop some people from being shameless.

But can we make up stories to be more novel?Vulgar third-level brain damage plus an ethical family Marysu, at your level, I guess the economic benefits are not too much, otherwise you have to go to work all the time, and you have to write a lot of things that hate me, so that you can earn enough wages.

After all, someone else took thirty of your money for one brilliant article. Thinking about it, I feel pity for you, otherwise you should write more. Seeing you alive like this, I am really glad that I am the one who was hacked by you.

Cai Zhao looked at Qiushi's legs stepping on the edge of his bed, a pair of thin white ankles and the mole on the ankles were reflecting light.

As a photographer, summer light is very difficult to control, because it is too strong, light will overexpose, and heavy will damage the lens.But he likes the way Qiushi is bathed in such a huge sunshine.

Her small shoulders were drooping, her collar was wide open, and her white and tender collarbone could be seen completely. She was frowning at the moment, holding her mobile phone in one hand and kept turning the pages, while biting her thumb and fingernail with the other.

Really distressed.

Qiushi bit his nails when he got angry.

What can I do if I bleed?

Hey, I really want to reach out and touch his furrowed brow.

"!!!!!!" Qiushi didn't know what he saw, and immediately became angry, but he forgot that he was propped up on Cai Zhao's hospital bed with his legs, and there was a dangling lump under his buttocks.