Farewell My Concubine [Really ABO]

The two just looked at each other for more than three minutes.

Finally, Qiushi turned his head and faced Houhai.

Houhai is not the sea.

"...Stop talking." Qiu Shi forced himself to put on a smile that Cai Zhao couldn't see with his back turned to him, "You've already made up your mind, that's fine."

"When I saw her this time, I remembered the promises I made when I was with her." Cai Zhao didn't dare to look at Chen Qiushi's back turned to him. He turned his head to look at the street lights. Conflicts, thinking of responsibilities that I have never thought of... After all these years, maybe I should have given her a home long ago."

"It's good." Chen Qiushi clasped his fingers tightly on the white stone guardrail in front of him, the stone feels so cold to the touch.It may also be that his own hands were sweating, and the temperature had long since disappeared.

"She said to let me develop well on the road of acting and hone my acting skills. She will always wait for me. When I become a star, I can support her and our future children and form a complete family." Cai Zhao Holding the mobile phone in his hand, he didn't know whether he wanted to say these words to Chen Qiushi or to convince himself.He only knew that he was sad and not as happy as he said in his words.This sadness was overwhelming, like an invisible iron fence, blocking all the past and all the future between him and Chen Qiushi.

"Heh." Chen Qiushi could only keep his arms on the stone railing so that he could not betray the trembling of his body. He took a deep breath towards the endless back sea that was not in the night, "It's good." He pretended nothing I didn't care, but when I turned around, I saw him standing alone under the street lamp wearing round black sunglasses. The black, white and yellow made his already tall figure even more slender and lonely.

Chen Qiushi remembered that one night in his last life, Cai Zhao couldn't sleep because when he was fighting the enemy today, a subordinate died trying to save him.That adjutant is Wang Zi, who has followed him for many years, through life and death, and is his most trusted confidant and iron buddy.At that time, Cai Zhao put a gun that he never left on the stone bench. The moonlight was very bleak, and Cai Zhao just stared at the gun all night.

Also standing up straight.

It was also the first time that I, who had always been afraid of him, felt that Cai Zhao had some warmth that he had never experienced before.

Cai Zhao under the street lamp over there turned his head to look at him, but he remembered that Cai Zhao under the moonlight also turned his head and looked at him that night.

that glance.

this look.

Overlapping pictures, time and space that cannot overlap.

He is not an overlord, nor is he Concubine Yu.

He is not a warlord, nor is he an actor.

Qiu Shi just stared at him, staring at Cai Zhao, whom he liked very much but could not embrace in this life.

The trembling voice in his ear went against his own consciousness, and he didn't even know how to say these words that made his heart sour.

"If you love her so much, don't drift around all day long. Set it down and give the family an explanation."

Qiu Shi smiled, and suddenly pointed to the bright street lamp, raised his head, otherwise the tears would fall, and controlled all the warm emotions in the corners of his eyes to prevent them from dripping.

He changed his joking tone, as if the streetlight on the top of his fingertips heralds light and a new beginning, "So can Cai Zhao come back? Record the program the day after tomorrow, you have to work hard! Don't make trouble with me. Weibo again If there is any shouting, I will be anxious to you!"

Qiushi is very slender, with especially slender arms, stretched out to point at the street lamp, inexplicably cute and artistic.

Cai Zhao looked at him like this and smiled slightly.

"When did I lose my strength and stop cooperating? You should not hide when I hug you."

"You're not afraid of her being jealous." Chen Qiushi lowered his head slightly, laughing at himself.

"She's not from the industry, it's fine. Besides, if she doesn't have the strength to bear it at all, how can she be with me? I believe her, she is a very good girl." Cai Zhao looked at Chen Qiushi, and Chen Qiushi looked at Cai Zhao.

If there is a white dragon horse now, they really want to kidnap each other, and then go to the west to learn Buddhist scriptures, or go back to Huaguo Mountain, playing and fighting every day, carefree.

However, they are no longer willful teenagers.

The love that is too late to confess and the love that cannot be embraced are all classified as the last memories of youth for this summer.

"By the way, I really like your singing "Nanshan South". You can sing it next time you record a show, and I will learn from you too."

"I can't remember the words."

"It's okay, you're the type who can listen to you even if you sing wrongly, but you can hum with confidence. I don't despise you."

"Qiu Shi, you're cheating on your teammates again, aren't you?"

"Haha, you chase me~ If you have the ability, you catch me and cheat me~"

"Don't run away if you have the guts, one-on-one, one-on-one. Isn't your Three Kingdoms killing very arrogant, Lu Meng is not, isn't Zhuge Liannu killing it, come on, come on, how about the momentum? Still run!"

"Hahahahahahaha..."

The two chasing figures under the street lamp are getting further and further away, getting smaller and smaller.

Laughter was lost in the never-ending traffic in Beijing.

I don't know, who will remember after many years.

Who chooses to forget.

***

"I want to love him very much, but my eyes are lying. Is it possible to get out? Who can give me a good answer?"

"I can, I can."

"Was there a moment when you really liked him?"

"...There will be, there will be."

"Oh, I'm scared to death!"

"Is it there? Is it on?"

"No, no, I'm scared."

"You don't know both of us. We both fell into the river at the same time. Who will you save first?"

Cai Zhao hugged Qiu Shi tightly.

"If you say you like men, if so, is Cai Zhao your thing?"

"Yes."

"Now in your heart, what kind of existence is Cai Zhao?"

"Before me, I actually told my classmates and friends that they said, have you passed this drama, and then what will really happen, will you just say that you really like boys or what. I Said that if I really like boys, it will be him, and it should be my type. And I said before that if I were a girl, I would definitely like him. Yes, because he is really caring, and Very obedient and very warm."

……

Cai Zhao was watching their recent recordings of "Little Fresh Meat Kitchen" and "Sing Bar Live Room" on his mobile phone when he heard a knock on the door.

Although he got back together with his girlfriend, he only went to live with his girlfriend occasionally. Because of his status as an actor, he didn't choose to live with her. He was the only one at home right now.

When alone, he would miss Qiushi.

His mind was filled with the image of him turning his back to him at first under the street lamp, and how he was booing like a fool later.

Of course he remembered what he almost did to Qiu Shi, but, but why did he feel such pain in his heart?It seems that some emotion was forcibly suppressed, unable to vent, and was firmly imprisoned.

He has watched "Little Fresh Meat Kitchen" no less than a hundred times. It's not that he is narcissistic, but that the two of them faced the camera during the recording. He didn't know Qiu Shi's expression when he said something.But when he looked back, he still saw Qiushi cautiously wanting to hear him sing "Nanshan South", looking up with starry eyes in anticipation, but he teased him to sing "White Dragon Horse", and then he looked sad , He didn't smile until he sang "Nan Shan Nan" again.

Chen Qiushi's smile is like a child who has been given candy.Pure, without a trace of impurities.

He watched "Singing Live Room" and told him, don't give up on Chen Qiushi's serious expression when taking pictures, and watched his sweet smile when he sang "Ode to Confession".He glanced at himself, then turned his head shyly.

There is a place that only the two of them know.

That is Huaguo Mountain.

The place where he hadn't had time to speak yet, would only exist in his dreams forever.

Cai Zhao, who walked to the door, was still staring at the phone screen, and asked casually, "Who is it?" Thinking that the person who checked the water meter was about to open the door directly.

"Cai Zhao, I'm Aunt Fang."

The hand that was pressing the handle froze there. When Cai Zhao looked up, the stepmother in the cat's eyes, who was well maintained and well-dressed all the year round, was standing in the corridor.

The corridor outside the simple one-bedroom in Beijing is dilapidated and completely out of tune with her noble attire.

But there she stood, with a motherly light, as if she had come to redeem him.

Ha ha.

These days, the mistress is the main house, and the fact that the main house is the sweeping aunt at home only makes Cai Zhao want to laugh.

"Auntie came from New York after flying for more than ten hours, just, just wanted to see you. Open the door, let's go in..."

"Auntie, I'm not that big of a face. Just say what you have to say, and then get on the plane and leave. You don't need to inform me of the old man's death, and I won't go to his funeral." Cai Zhao sneered, usually gentle The appearance is completely opposite.

"Cai Zhao... Auntie, I heard that you are getting married, and I'm afraid that your father will make things difficult for you." Auntie Fang stepped forward, and her face became bigger in the cat's eyes. You go back... I am afraid of him."

"Is that all? You really keep a close eye on me, why didn't I know I was getting married!" Cai Zhao plugged in his earphones, turned his head and was about to leave.

"Cai Zhao!" Aunt Fang yelled anxiously, "You are the only son of the Cai family, where are you going if you don't go home? Take a look at the place you live in. The sanitation and security are not up to standard. If you A bit of a surprise..."

"Oh, don't make any accidents, I don't think there will be any accidents. Aunt, you also know that my father is good. If you dare to leave for so long, I will have to change my aunt in two days." The earphones are also plugged in, the volume is turned to the maximum, and all outside sounds are automatically blocked.

"Cai Zhao! Open the door!