Farewell My Concubine [Really ABO]

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Although it seemed very convincing, Chen Qiushi still bit Cai Zhao's big hand that was holding him.

The fact is clearly not the case, okay?How do you have the cheek to distort the facts to this extent?

Obviously you came in to tease me first, then threatened Commander Li later, and finally forced me and you to... okay?

How come you can still say that the robbery of civilian men is a hero to save the beauty?It's a good thing you didn't study drama, otherwise you would have robbed so many story writers of their jobs.

Being bitten by the little tiger teeth of the man in his arms, it didn't hurt much, but Cai Zhao pretended to be in pain and yelled, "Ah oh!"

Cai Zhao took a deep breath, withdrew his hand, and squeezed Chen Qiushi's calm face, "I didn't lie to you, really, Qiushi, when did you say I lied to you? Say I miss you, I want to fuck you, I say I want to fuck you, I want to fuck..."

"Enough!" Qiu Shi turned over, not wanting to hear, "Anyway, you are General Cai, so you can say whatever you like."

Cai Zhao's hand under the quilt passed through Chen Qiushi's waist, hugged him into his arms, and said softly, "If Commander Li hadn't provoked me that day, or if your master had joined forces with him to treat you later... I wouldn't be so afraid , I will force you."

"You're talking about this now..." Chen Qiushi's heart started to tremble, he was suddenly afraid, he didn't want to hear what Cai Zhao had to say.He felt that the sudden utterance of these words was an omen, and such omens were not always pleasant.

Cai Zhao pulled Qiu Shi's wrist, hugged him back, and turned his face to himself, his eyes were so painful and affectionate, so affectionate that Chen Qiushi was almost scalded, "I might never want to touch you in my life, Qiu Shi... if We are not born in troubled times, there is no war, I have thought about it countless times, you know? I will be a dandy, walk around with birds every day, and then go to the theater to meet you, change from evil to good, and live happily with you... But I can't ah……"

The methods are as ruthless as Cai Zhao, the iron-blooded warlord, and the commander-in-chief of the Cai family army, at this time there are tears in the corners of his eyes.

It was the first time for Chen Qiushi to be so equal to him, with their eyes level.

"I have no future." Cai Zhao caressed the face of his lover in front of him with his big hand, "The battlefield is a huge slaughterhouse. Today I am young and strong, and I can stop a hundred with one, but tomorrow... Before I met you, I never Thinking about tomorrow. Apart from going all out on the battlefield and returning to the Forbidden City, I’m a fan of money and money, not thinking about living like tomorrow. Because I know that in the next moment, I may not have the life to drink, and I don’t have the life to make promises to anyone..." He His chin rested on Qiu Shi's forehead, and Chen Qiushi was a little itchy from the beard stubble, but the tears flowing down the beard stubble were warm, "I watched too many brothers die before my eyes, Qiu Shi... you know Is that what it feels like?"

"Don't, don't say it." Chen Qiushi hugged Cai Zhao, he didn't look up, he knew that Cai Zhao would not want him to see him cry, this is a man's dignity.

"So I thought, what can I give you, Qiushi?" Cai Zhao's chest was beating vigorously, "So I made up my mind, I will not move you, I will get to know you in private, and I will silently protect you and listen to you Singing and singing is fine. See you shine on the stage, and see you become the next little phoenix who is popular in the Forbidden City... But, but I can't! I have been holding back and restraining, but I am not the only one who covets you One, today is Commander Li, who will it be tomorrow?... So I'm selfish, I can't stand you in anyone's arms...I haven't hugged you yet, I'm going to die...Qiu Shi, how can I Can you be willing?"

Chen Qiushi was already in tears at this moment, he hugged Cai Zhao tightly, shaking his head in panic, "Stop it, don't say it... please, stop it..."

"You hate me, blame me, don't want to talk to me...I understand..." Cai Zhao hugged him, "I bullied you because I was afraid, I don't know how to make you remember me, I know The best way is to make you hurt... In this way, if I am not by your side in the future, it is fine to hate me. I hope that in your heart, at least... you have had me... so that no matter where I die... you will always be smiling... "

Chen Qiushi raised his head, and the two eyes that were crying together looked at each other, as if they wanted to embed each other into their souls.

Chen Qiushi caressed Cai Zhao's lips, he had never done this before.In the past, Cai Zhao almost forced him to do intimate things, but this time, he was not unwilling.

Cai Zhao knew what he meant, but he gently grabbed those slightly sweaty little hands, "No, I won't do it tonight, Qiushi, I forced you too much in the stands just now, you should take a good rest.  … ...and tomorrow morning, I have to go."

Chen Qiushi looked up in shock.

Looking at his dull eyes that were only filled with tears, Cai Zhao kissed his trembling eyelids little by little, "The war in the Northeast was too bad, Qiushi... I can't look at people anymore." I'm dead. I was supposed to leave today, but, but I still want to stay with you for even a little longer, just a little longer. Be with you, do whatever you want, just a little longer..."

Chen Qiushi grasped Cai Zhao's front placket pinned to the badge, his little head was buried deeply, and he was about to shrink into the quilt.

His voice was inaudible.

His heart was also beating like that of Cai Zhao who was close to him, chaotically.

"Do it, Cai Zhao...do it..."

"Qiu Shi?"

"Don't let me know tomorrow morning... when did you leave..."

His body was so heavy that he felt that his waist was almost broken.

It was still early when I opened my eyes.

The morning light is faint, and the birds are chirping in the yard, as if this day is no different from usual.

Only Chen Qiushi knew that this day was very different.

Cai Zhao has never been so gentle to him as he was last night. Cai Zhao would sleep with him as soon as he came back, and would not let him get out of bed for several days each time. They rarely spoke to each other. dodge.

But last night, Cai Zhao was uncharacteristically.

Chen Qiushi's beautiful eyes were full of exhaustion. He looked at the birds flying freely in the yard.

He looked at Bei'an's steady calm.

This peace is bought in exchange for fresh lives.

These many Cai Zhao's bones have been accumulated.

Cai Zhao is never afraid.

But yesterday he was afraid.

So the battle in the Northeast must be very difficult this time.

Only then did Cai Zhao feel that if he didn't say some things, he would never be able to say them again for the rest of his life.

He said he has no tomorrow.

Chen Qiushi closed his eyes, stood up slightly with the support of the bed board, pulled up the disfigured pajamas that had been torn a long time ago, and gently wrapped his naked body, his chest was covered with hickey marks, purple and blue.The morning light scatters the dust in the air, reflecting Chen Qiushi into a hazy silhouette.

"In troubled times, who has tomorrow?"

"Qiushi!"

During Cai Zhao's absence, he couldn't live in Cai's mansion, so he moved back to the opera troupe.

Chen Qiushi was helping the boss organize some props and costumes, when he heard someone calling him, Chen Qiushi turned his head.

It was Cheng Wei, his eldest brother who took good care of him when he was studying opera, and had been singing with him as his partner. Some time ago, he went to Jiangsu and Zhejiang to buy some things for their troupe. The main reason was that his mother died and he went to take care of the funeral. The moon is gone.

The elder brother has always taken good care of him, and usually loves him like a younger brother.

"Senior brother!" Chen Qiushi was stunned for a moment, and couldn't help beaming with joy.He walked over, grabbed Cheng Wei, but dragged him into the room, just wanting to hear what he had seen and heard in Jiangsu and Zhejiang.

In a flash, time flies so fast.

Cai Zhao has been away for nearly a month. During this period of time, the weather has been getting colder and he has been in poor health, so he didn't take on the show. Instead, he learned a lot from Tong Wei and Yu Hong.Maybe people are still afraid of Cai Zhao's prestige, so they always keep a three-point face for him.

However, Cai Jiajun suffered heavy casualties on the front line, and his prestige has long since declined.

In the beginning, some theaters begged him to act when he refused to accept the show due to illness, but now, there are really few people there.

Tong Wei and Yu Hong also gradually said that they couldn't see him when they had something to do.

Today, Chen Qiushi was very upset. He was alone in the troupe compound where the costumes and props were placed, and he was doing some tidying up, when suddenly there were some small sounds behind him.

what sound?

There are mice?

Chen Qiushi frowned, and walked towards the place where javelins and pennants were piled up. The further he walked in, the darker the inner room full of costumes became.

Shouldn't the light be on...

"Qiushi..."

A familiar voice sounded behind him, and Chen Qiushi blinked.

"During the few months I've been away, why didn't you tell me that you...you and General Cai..."

Chen Qiushi turned around, and the senior brother Cheng Wei stood against the light at the moment, standing in front of the table with exquisite props that he had just stood on.

The sky in Peking is cloudy all the year round.

gloomy.

It seemed that he was trying to suppress something in this depression.

"Brother...you still heard about it."

Cheng Wei came over, grabbed Chen Qiushi's arm suddenly, and dragged him out of the room. His eyes became very fierce, "Why did you follow him? Qiushi! You said, you said you didn't I like men!"

"Brother, let go, it hurts..." The wrist bone was almost crushed, Chen Qiushi wanted to hide, but his wrist was pulled tightly.

"Qiushi...why? You, why did you choose him? You shouldn't belong to anyone!"

"Brother... what are you doing? No, let me go!"

Cheng Wei grabbed Chen Qiushi, swung the props off the table, and pressed him against the table, his eyes hurting.

It was an almost crazy pain.

"Farewell My Concubine is a play we learned together," Cheng Wei said with a distorted face, "I play Bawang, and you are Concubine Yu... Concubine Yu, you should play against Concubine Bawang."