Farewell My Concubine [Really ABO]

He wiped away his tears, but all the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time were vented uncontrollably at this moment, his whole body was trembling wildly, and his chest was shaking violently.

In front of Bao Yaming, only in front of him, can I cry like this.

I'm sad and I'm lonely.I just can't say it, I'm afraid of being rejected, I'm afraid you won't talk to me after you know how much I love you, I'm afraid you're good to me just because you're so good to everyone, I'm afraid you really never love Excuse me, I'm scared to death, so I can only say with a smile.

I'm fine, I'm fine, I can do anything by myself.

I don't need to care, I don't need to be greeted, I don't need to be cared for, because I am strong.

I'm strong enough to smile when I lose you.

I am strong enough to wish you happiness.

Cai Zhao.

In a place without me, please be happy.

Looking at your back towards a happy marriage, please don't look back.

I'm afraid that my tears will betray all my pretense, and I'm afraid you know too much.

I just cry for you this last time.

I used to be in a bad mood, and I played with a small temper. Thank you for pampering me and pampering me.

after……

In the future, let me guard your happiness.

May you and I be happy.

Bao Yaming didn't hug Chen Qiushi because he knew that the one who should hug him to comfort him was not himself.

He stood quietly beside Qiu Shi, and after he stopped crying, he said something softly.

"Let me introduce a boyfriend to you. You are too old and have a bad temper. Apart from your good looks, there is really no way out. If you don't pack and sell you, it is simply the latest type of torture in the 21st century. .”

Chen Qiushi was crying earnestly, and was amused by Bao Yaming's ridicule with deep malice in the world, and his nose bubbled out suddenly.

"Will you die if you're fucking serious? Do you have any paper? There's snot coming from your mouth..."

"...Why don't you wash your own clothes? You don't have long arms or hands? You're used to something wrong."

"Fuck, shut up."

***

Apart from being at home, Cai Zhao can be sure that he didn't go out for a few days before and after Chen Qiushi sent that voice.There was no appointment, no announcement, no contact with Chen Qiushi.

The only person he has met several times is Ye Xiaoqi.

This is a summer with a lot of rain.

A storm like this in Beijing can easily cause some low-lying roads to be flooded.

Cai Zhao sat alone in Ye Xiaoqi's room, it was getting late, he didn't turn on the light.

He quietly listened to the violent wind and rain outside the window.

His heart, like the light shining through the window on a cloudy day, shines through the window lattice, reflecting half of his face wearing sunglasses as dark and half as bright.

After Qixi Festival, he has not contacted Ye Xiaoqi, and it has been three days now.

For three days, he repeatedly sought evidence and thought over and over again, almost burning his aching brain, just to find the slightest clue to negate his slightest doubts about Ye Xiaoqi.

But he couldn't.

He has to ask.

He won't blame Ye Xiaoqi or dislike her just because Ye Xiaoqi did something wrong on the spur of the moment or whatever. He will try his best to do what he promised.However, he wants to know the truth.

If she really did it, he wondered why.

There was a sound at the entrance, presumably Ye Xiaoqi got off work.Today is Sunday, and Ye Xiaoqi will go to a milk tea shop to work part-time.

"Clap."

The door is closed.Someone is changing shoes.

"Ah! Why don't you turn on the light, you scared me to death!" She put down her shoulder bag, and she was wearing a dark blue dress with a very long skirt on her slender body. She bought a pair of very high heels for this purpose.

Cai Zhao once asked her why she wears such high clothes, don't her feet hurt?He doesn't want her to be too tired.

She said that she had to work hard to be more appropriate beside him.

Now, Cai Zhao just raised his head like this, looking up at her from this angle for the first time, his eyes were a little sad.

His voice is very hoarse. He has not spoken for several days, and his voice is already difficult.

"Xiaoqi, I have something to ask you."

21 talks

"Drip...drip...drip...drip..."

On the monitor in the hospital ward, a regular and steady heartbeat sounded like that.

Chen Qiushi stared at his father's peaceful sleeping face, and for the first time had the time and opportunity to see his aging face over the years.It was still the straight eyebrows that could not be defied, with a few white strands caught in the eyebrows, and fine lines appeared at the corners of the eyes... At this moment, he was no longer the father who turned away disappointed when he saw that he was an omega, But a helpless old man.

In the previous life, Chen Qiushi had no relatives.

He was sold from this adoptive father to another adoptive father. He had already seen too much about the warmth and coldness of human relationships and the inconsistency of the world.

If the owner of the theater troupe hadn't adopted him and the elder brother took care of him all the way, I'm afraid he would have been reduced to the plaything of someone with absolute power like Cai Zhao, but he didn't have the slightest strength to resist.

Come and go as soon as you are called, once the freshness is over, throw it away like a shoe, trample on it like a piece of grass,

He is very fortunate that in this life, he was born in a brand new world.

He has relatives, seven aunts and eight aunts, classmates, and children.

There is no need to sell his dignity for a few copper coins, and there is no need to be afraid of someone who will kill him and commit himself to humiliation.

He can be whoever he wants to be and do what he loves.

He can play games, sing, and travel to any beautiful place in the world.

There is no coercion, no restraint, and all choices are in his hands.

So remembering the past life and recalling the self before, I lived so freely and freely, muddling along.In addition to the expectation that he will never be able to become his father, he still chose his favorite acting career, hoping that one day he can be on the stage, shine there, and become the pride of his father in another way.

He is very grateful to his father.

Thank you for the warmth and protection.

Until one day, when he learned that his father needed him too, his world changed.

On August 8, my father had a sudden myocardial infarction.Because of his father's status, at the beginning, the army completely blocked the news, and only tried their best to carry out the rescue. It was not until early in the morning, when the situation was not optimistic, and Chen Qiushi received the news that he was about to be notified of critical illness.

Without hailing a taxi or contacting anyone, Chen Qiushi ran wildly on the deserted streets.

When he saw his father being transferred to the intensive care unit for the last time, under the light of the emergency room, in the door, his father's painful expression had been in Chen Qiushi's mind for the past few days, and he could not get rid of it for a long time.It was meaningless for him to be called here. He could only sit on the bench and wait quietly for news from his father. He was the only immediate family member of his father, and the only purpose of his coming was to "sign the family name."

It was really that night, that sleepless and tormented night where he couldn't cry, in the quiet smell of disinfectant, Chen Qiushi felt for the first time that he had never done anything for his father.I have never had a good conversation, know what he likes to eat, what he hates, what color clothes he likes, have you ever thought about finding a stepmother/stepdad for him...

No.

Chen Qiushi never thought about it.

He knew that his father had always wanted an alpha heir, who would inherit his military will and lead the motherland to prosperity.

But Chen Qiushi couldn't satisfy such a wish, maybe he pinned his hope on his grandson in the future.

He came to major in film and television. Of course, his father didn't agree very much. He also asked him whether it would be dangerous to do this as an omega.He remembered that he used Feng Jianyu as a shield at the time, saying that he studied with Daewoo, but his father said nothing more.

On the 18th, the birthday of his idol, Long Ge, his father woke up, and he almost thought that Long Ge had manifested himself.

He looked at his father's weary eyes, and saw him yelling "Where's my son? His name is Qiushi, Qiushi" as soon as he woke up, and rushed over by himself.

That was the first time he talked to his father.

"Qiu Shi, do you have someone you like?"

"Dad, why did you ask about this as soon as you woke up? Are you thirsty? Would you like me to pour you a glass of water?"

"Qiushi...you don't have to be afraid, dad is not blaming you...it's just that I had a very long dream about your mother."

"What did my mother say?"

"Your mother said she really wanted a grandson."

"Dad... why do I feel like you are a different person when you wake up from sleep. Am I not dreaming? Dad, slap me."

"Presumptuous! You little bastard! Ah... My heart hurts..."

"Dad! Are you okay! My name is the doctor!"

"It's okay, it's an old problem."

"...Dad, don't scare me. You didn't tell us how many houses we have, how much our deposit card number is, and who should I talk to in case something happens?"

"...Don't change the subject."

"Dad, I've never seen you so smart before, why can't I just pretend I didn't hear you?"

"If dad is not smart, can he be a teacher? Little bastard."

"...Dad, it's not good to talk about such heavy tastes as soon as you wake up."

"I heard that Wang Qing and Feng Jianyu are engaged. The two old men of the family can show off in front of me. What a good daughter-in-law, she is in the same family, and that shameless old Feng is saying that his Dayu can find Wang Qing. A marriage made in heaven."

"Doctor Ganqing is kidding me by saying that you are overworked and caused myocardial infarction? I think you drank too much wine at the dinner table, and you are so angry with yourself."

"...If you weren't an omega, I would have broken your leg a long time ago!"

"Okay, okay, you rest, I'll call the nurse, and be on guard at all times, lest you hear something next and cause a myocardial infarction... Okay, don't stare at me, why don't I just sit here and chat with you obediently? "

"Wang Qing...why did you fall in love with the little bastard in Old Feng's family? Are you two