Farewell My Concubine [Really ABO]

I do not know either.But you just use this as a reason to break up with me.I never asked you what the real reason was because I wanted to believe you.Xiaoqi..." Cai Zhao's complexion was so dark, "You were not like this when I first met you. "

"At the beginning... now?" Ye Xiaoqi laughed maniacally, her eyes were lifted up, a little sarcastic, full of tears of anger, "That's right, I knew early on that no matter how hard I try, you will never love me." Me, but I just don't give up, I still want to gamble and try my best, but in the end I still lose completely!" She came over and pointed her finger at Cai Zhao's heart, "So I thought, why should I let you Two people who want what you want? If I can’t get it, others can’t get it! I’m not happy, and you can’t be together forever!”

Cai Zhao felt a sudden pain in his head and almost knelt on the ground.

Ye Xiaoqi had a smile that was so complacent that it was almost crazy, "Is it uncomfortable, don't you understand, is it painful? Ha... Cai Zhao... Do you know how happy I am when I see you like this? You are like a matchmaker Just like a puppet, if I move, you move. I control your sorrows and joys, and control your destiny... Seeing you poor and unable to hug the one you love, I feel that I am going to heaven happily."

His chest trembled violently, and Cai Zhao was covered in cold sweat on a hot and rainy summer night.

He knelt on the ground, his voice hoarse, "What did you do to me?"

Ye Xiaoqi knelt down, supported Cai Zhao, hugged his huge body gently, and gently helped him breathe, but her voice was rather harsh, "Don't worry, you will feel very comfortable when you wake up tomorrow morning. Today's You won't remember things, all you will remember is that you and I broke up again, and you will feel sad..."

Cai Zhao tried his best, but he couldn't resist the feeling of a huge force clamping down on him.

His whole body was wet and heavy, as if he had been crushed by countless squalls.

"You will be afraid, Cai Zhao...you are afraid that you will not be able to give anyone happiness. I will just wait quietly, waiting for you to watch others lead Chen Qiushi to leave in front of you....Oh, at that time you and I'm married, I want to see you suffer, tie you to me who you will never fall in love with, that's the way I love you." Ye Xiaoqi's bright red lips are like a ghost in hell, "... ouch , It’s so strange, doesn’t this sentence sound familiar?… That’s right, you said the same thing to Chen Qiushi in your previous life. You told him that it’s okay to hate me, but I just won’t let you go.… Me and You are the same person, Cai Zhao. We all use coercive means to achieve each other's goals, so we repel each other, but cherish each other."

"Ah..." The severe pain tore at his brain, and countless innocent and charming faces of Chen Qiushi were entangled in his mind. This life, the last life, a huge vortex hit him.

Ye Xiaoqi looked indifferently at Cai Zhao's huge body that had fainted from the floor.

She knelt down, and at this moment, she no longer looked like a vicious woman, but instead looked like a tired and deflated ball that had exhausted its last bit of strength.

The way she looked at Cai Zhao was so infatuated, but also so sad.

She stretched out her hand and touched Cai Zhao's lips lightly. The moment the warmth came, she retracted her finger as if she had been scalded by her own viciousness.

After laughing at herself, she pulled up the suitcase she had prepared earlier, and closed the door of this small rental house.

***

The servant girl held a large pile of bright red cloth, opened the door and ran into Miss Qi's boudoir.

"Miss! Miss!... Overjoyed! The Cai family has just accepted the marriage!"

Ms. Qi, who was still on the bed and refused to eat or drink to protest, now her eyes lit up and she jumped off the bed with bare feet.

"Really? Why, how did Dad do it?"

The maid piled up the cut pieces of fabric on the table, panting, "I heard that the master seems to have tricked that opera singer, and then asked him to sing for the Japanese soldiers, so he was detained.  … If General Cai doesn’t marry you, that opera singer will die!”

Miss Qi's face turned pale, "...why, like this?" She yelled, "Cai Zhao only agreed to the marriage because of that actor?"

The servant girl saw that her young lady's expression was not right, she hesitated, and the red-haired rope shook like a rattle, "No, no, General Cai hasn't agreed yet, just, just told the master that he will prepare a generous dowry...Master So I happily asked the whole house to prepare, the red candles, flower balls, big red silk, and plaques are all ready, miss, hurry up and eat something!"

Miss Qi was stunned, her heart was trembling.

Muttering, "I, I can marry Cai Zhao? I can marry Cai Zhao!... Cai Zhao is going to marry me!"

The servant girl's face was filled with joy, the young lady who didn't eat or drink finally showed her face, and she immediately went to prepare meals.

Looking at the white snow outside the window, Miss Qi was filled with joy, but this joy was also full of bitterness.

But how can that bit of guilt and bitterness be compared to my own happy future?

She never thought that she would have to be threatened by others to marry her sweetheart, and she didn't want Cai Zhao to like others.However, when she knew that she had an opportunity to be by the side of the person she liked, and to use her future efforts to touch the person she liked...she couldn't help but be happy.

This stolen happiness made her feel very happy and sweet.

The heavy snow outside the window, so pure, seems to be shining with the light of happiness.

In the silver-clad courtyard, the snow fell silently.

Chen Qiushi was standing in the yard, now wearing a bright red velvet cape, he stretched out his hand to catch the falling snowflakes one by one.

Snowflakes melt at your fingertips.

Happiness, too.

It is so beautiful when you look forward to it, but once you are greedy and stretch out your hand, it will disappear into nothingness.

He has lived in this Japanese soldier's mansion for three days.These Japanese military officers of some status seemed to appreciate Chinese drama very much, and they didn't treat him as contemptuously as the Chinese people. On the contrary, they respected him very much, and treated him with courtesy when receiving and speaking, which made Chen Qiushi a little flattered.

He remembered that when he performed "Farewell My Concubine", the Japanese officer actually shed tears.

For the first time, Chen Qiushi received some appreciation from a stranger, a strange enemy, which felt strange and confused him.But he couldn't care less about thinking about this confusion now.

He hadn't seen Cai Zhao for half a month.

Ever since the quarrel between the two of them, although Cai Zhao said fierce words, he has been suffering from fever since that day and has been unconscious.Only when he woke up did he realize that Cai Zhao had been by his bedside to take care of him during the few days of his illness.

But when he woke up, the seat beside the bed was already cold.

It's snowing in Beiping, everything is so quiet, but also so dark and turbulent.

After the Revolution of [-], the Qing government collapsed, and the warlords have been fighting for years, and Beiping has always been precarious.After the "Xin Chou Treaty" of the Eight-Power Allied Forces, they did not forget China's fat, and now they are stepping up the process of carve up China...

The factions of warlords under Yuan Shikai are different, each wants to stand on its own, and fights among themselves all day long, but does not go out to kill the enemy.

Chen Qiushi knew that Cai Zhao had been busy with Cai Jiajun's affairs recently, so he was not always by his side.

He has been lying in Cai Zhao's room since he woke up, and now he doesn't sleep in another courtyard, just on Cai Zhao's bed.Every time Cai Zhao went back to sleep, it was very late, and his fever had gone away long ago, but Cai Zhao seemed to have formed a habit, insisting on touching his forehead to make sure the fever was gone before hugging him , fell into a deep sleep.But the next day when he opened his eyes again, Cai Zhao left again.

After that time, Cai Zhao didn't force him anymore.

They didn't even really meet once.

It wasn't until he recovered from his injury that Gouzi Zhao came to tell him that Cai Zhao had allowed him to return to the troupe.

The sudden freedom was not as beautiful as he had imagined countless times. When he first heard it, he could only feel astonished.

The heart that was so filled with the sad "never let you go" suddenly became empty.

Chen Qiushi stood up, his pride and self-esteem did not allow him to show any sadness.

He packed his only clothes and got into the carriage that Zhao Gouzi called him.

When he got into the carriage, he looked back at the Cai Mansion, and remembered the first night Cai Zhao picked him up.

Those eyes that were extremely restrained and forcibly possessed him.

Chen Qiushi turned his head, suppressed his drooping eyebrows, lifted the curtain and entered the compartment.

Inside the gate that Chen Qiushi couldn't see, Cai Zhao hid behind the gate, and the round diorama blocked his eyes.

But he couldn't stop his tears.

As soon as Zhao Gouzi turned his head, he saw his general standing at the door and staring at Chen Qiushi's leaving carriage, crying, and felt very sad.

Hey... a crime!

General, is it that hard to say goodbye?We are going to fight the Japanese devils this time!Compared with the time in the Northeast, it was really close to death!You don't say goodbye, you don't meet each other, he doesn't even know how much you care about him after you die!What the hell are you doing!

Zhao Gouzi shook his head, and when he turned his head, Cai Zhao was no longer at the door. He rubbed his hands that were numb from the cold, and went to pull the wooden gate of Cai's mansion.

Chen Qiushi in the carriage seemed to sense something, opened the small curtain of the window, and turned around.

There is no one on the snowy road.

There are only two ruts, which spread from the uneven stone road to the horizon.

further and further.

25 brain

When Cai Zhao woke up, the heavy rain outside the house had already stopped.

The house was empty.

His head and neck ached from sleeping on the floor.

There was an extra memory in his mind, and this memory was very strange—the self in his mind lost his temper, drove Ye Xiaoqi out of the room, scolded her fiercely, and said a lot of inexplicable and very strange things.