Farewell My Concubine [Really ABO]

The picture of the face is not who his idol Long Ge is! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Chen Qiushi was so scared that he was drinking milk and stood up with a straw in his mouth.

Drops of pure white milk just dripped on his newly bought sweater.

God, he even set up a flag!

Fuck, this game is over, Cai Zhao must die of pride, now there is a reason to bully him! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

But... Logically speaking, that guy should be very boring in the hospital right now, so he should send WeChat to destroy his playing games.

strangeness.

That's right, he doesn't even know about Cai Zhao's illness!

which hospital?

He said he wouldn't let himself pass?Why?

When I called Cai Zhao again, it turned out that "the user you dialed has turned off the phone".

Not feeling well, asleep?No, he has to tease himself every day and say goodnight!

A trace of uneasiness welled up in Chen Qiushi's heart.

Wang Qing had a wide network of contacts, and Chen Qiushi was the first to think of him.

"May I trouble you... Do you know that Nei Caizhao is hospitalized?... Ah, then can you help me find out where he is hospitalized?"

31 Thunder Rain

Torrential rain, no one's night.

Chen Qiushi was running hard in the dark alleys of Beiping.

No matter how much I fell, no matter how numb my legs were from the cold, and the pain like a crack in my knee.

He is going to the Cai Mansion!

He doesn't go out often, and even if he goes out, he rents a car, so he doesn't know the way.

The night is extremely frightening, just like Chen Qiushi at this time.

When he arrived at Cai's mansion, Zhao Gouzi was closing the door, and the rain was too heavy to cover his shouts.Fortunately, Zhao Gouzi had sharp ears. Not long after the door closed, it opened again.

Seeing Chen Qiushi being released, Zhao Gouzi was dumbfounded, "Boss Qiu! Why did you release him!"

Chen Qiushi was out of breath, ignoring his embarrassment and hypothermia, he yelled in pain, "Take me to see Cai Zhao! Hurry up!"

Zhao Gouzi looked happy, and as he spoke, he dragged Chen Qiushi into the door, "Boss Qiu! The general just left in the morning! The front line is urgent! Come in with me and change your clothes! I'll send a telegram to the general, that's great. You are out!"

That's too late!

Chen Qiushi pushed away Adjutant Zhao in front of him and ran away. Zhao Gouzi was taken aback, and it was too late to call again, so he hurriedly called the soldier guarding the gate, "Still in a daze! Hurry up! Boss Qiu has an emergency, the general will come back and kill you!" You and me! Go!"

In the empty corridor, a girl in white clothes with a noble temperament from a distance sat quietly on the hospital bed. She put Cai Zhao on her lap and softly hummed the lullaby that the mother sang to the child.

"Sleep, sleep, my dear baby, mother loves you, mother likes you... the cradle rocks you, sleep quickly, sleep in the cradle, warm and comfortable..."

The model of ancient Greek tragedy is the famous play "Oedipus the King".The whole book is based on Greek myths and legends, showing a typical Greek tragedy-the conflict between man and fate.

It tells a story about patricide and Oedipus, and it is the overall psychological organization of children's (or adults') love and hate desires for their parents. The individual object, the enforcer (the system of taboos), and the three are accompanied by conflicting and contradictory emotions such as love and hate, and fear.The external conditions for its existence are human sexual differences and incest taboos.

Basically, every boy will have some Oedipus complex more or less.

Chen Qiushi didn't go in, he stood alone outside Cai Zhao and her ward.There is a warm light in the ward.

But he was in a dark corridor projected by street lamps outside the glass windows.

Outside the window is the cooling wind blowing in the northern autumn due to changes in air pressure.

This wind is the beginning of everything dyed red.

When Chen Qiushi saw all this, he didn't go in and didn't bother.

stood by his door for a while.

A few minutes of silence.

Seeing that Cai Zhao had fallen asleep peacefully, Ye Xiaoqi put him back on the bed and poured hot water with a happy smile.

Pick up the phone with one hand and start tapping the screen with your fingers.

The light from the screen reflected on her face, her bright red lips, and her lips with a cold smile.

When Chen Qiushi walked out of the hospital, he kept his head down and didn't lift it all the way.

He looked at his feet, his shoes, and the dirt on the edges of the white shoes.

Suddenly, a small ball rolled in front of him, round, and hit his calf. He squatted down, picked up the ball, and handed it back to the little boy who was chasing him.The little boy looked very young, and was very anxious at first. Maybe he saw that Chen Qiushi was a stranger, so he suddenly became a little timid when speaking.

"Thank you brother."

He hugged the ball and ran farther and farther.

The phone vibrated in his trouser pocket, and Chen Qiushi took it out. ——It's Wang Qing's phone number.

"Hey."

"Qiu Shi, check Weibo quickly....Have you found Cai Zhao? It's all blown up!"

"..." Chen Qiushi hung up the phone.He didn't click on Weibo.He was thinking of other things.

He looked at the little boy in the distance being led away by his mother, probably running around playing with a ball. His mother reprimanded him very fiercely. He seemed to be very angry, so he defended himself a few words, and then went on again. was scolded.

Chen Qiushi kept staring at the hands held by his mother.

The figure of mother and child leaving holding hands is getting farther and farther away in Chen Qiushi's eyes.

Until a ray of cool wind in the autumn night woke him up from the stiffness of his limbs.

He shuddered.

It's so cold.

After walking a few steps back home, Chen Qiushi locked the door of his house, and suddenly he wanted to sing.

He likes "Nanshan South" very much, but not because he likes Cai Zhao, and this song is a song between him and his ex-girlfriend.

He didn't know the real reason why he liked this song until he recalled the memory of his previous life.

It turned out that Cai Zhao was destined to be his encounter in this life and his irreplaceable beauty.

He laughed at himself.

Think of it as making amends, as paying off debts, he must sing this song.

Sing to them, sing to her.

He thought about the first meeting between himself and Cai Zhao in the grass in this life, the spark that sparked.

Thinking of the previous life, Cai Zhao himself was reflected in the sunglasses while hiding in front of the dressing table full of light bulbs.

Thinking of the laughing and fighting between the two in this life, thinking of his hands washing his hair.

Thinking of the last life, the two had a skin-to-skin contact and were lingering endlessly.

Thinking of this life, every time the inhibitor failed, the two kept rubbing guns with each other.

Thinking of the last life before the roof broke, he committed suicide with a sword, and Cai looked after him for the last time in the fire...

"You are in the southern sun, the snow is falling

I am in the cold night in the north, the seasons are like spring

If it's too late before dark, I'll forget your eyes

Poor life, can't finish a dream

He no longer talks to anyone about the island of reunion

Because my heart is already deserted

He can't hold another home in his heart

Be a dumb who only lies to himself

He said that any of your praiseworthy beauty

Not as good as the first time he met you

Time lingers helplessly

if all the lands were joined together

I walk my whole life just to hug you

Drunk his dream, good night

He heard someone singing the old song

Singing what is still happening far away today

the island seen in his eyes

no sorrow but no flowers

you in the southern sun

Heavy snow

I am in the cold night in the north

All seasons like spring

If there is time before dark

i want to forget your eyes

Poor life, can't finish a dream

Waking up from a big dream, this life is absurd

Nanshan South, North Autumn Sad

Nanshan Yougudui

The south wind murmurs, the north sea goes north

Beihai has a tombstone"

"There is a tombstone in Beihai..." Chen Qiushi muttered to himself, and seemed to remember something, he was shocked suddenly, as if his whole body was struck by a thunderbolt.

Dial Wang Qing again.

"Wang Qing, I have one more thing to trouble you with."

***

Because of Aunt Fang's departure, there was no one to pay for the medical bills, so Cai Zhao left the hospital.

When he left, probably because Ye Xiaoqi was not around, he felt that his head didn't hurt as much as before.

When I woke up, the world turned too fast.

Because Ye Xiaoqi was gone.The woman who claimed to be pregnant with her child had disappeared!

The woman who was going to take herself home was also gone!

It's really gone!

I can't even make a phone call!

After finally connecting the mobile phone to the Internet, Cai Zhao was almost stunned by the news that rushed to his face.

Be chaotic and abandon, half-hearted, irresponsible...

All of them, like a huge net weaving the sky and covering the sun, tightly entangled him and strangled his throat.

He stood at the entrance of the hospital, tall and tall, standing out from the crowd like a chicken on the sidewalks in Beijing.

He felt that his world was turning around.

At the beginning, I chose to continue to be a star because I wanted to give Ye Xiaoqi a future.Now, she no longer belongs to that future.

Therefore, this wish became that he wanted to give Qiushi a future, so after he officially broke up with his girlfriend, he became more diligent than before.

But this road is facing pressure from public opinion that he can't imagine.

Fans who like him and Qiu Shi, the CP pair, tied their two idols together and trapped them to death in their imaginations.

It felt like trying to pretend to be someone else.

This feeling of splitting the soul is very scary, especially now that Cai Zhao's mind is still buzzing and distorted into ghosts of resentment.

However, whether it is Cai Zhao as a star, or Chen Qiushi's CP Cai Zhao, or Cai Zhao who likes Chen Qiushi, Cai Zhao has always been a real person.He will be happy, sad, and have a past with someone.

But now in that beautiful past, the girl who was smiling at her with a pretty face and whom I fell in love with at first sight, actually slandered me by saying such words.

those once, let him