Farewell My Concubine [Really ABO]

There is only pain, only coercion, he will never really love you, he just can't resist you!You know better than anyone else, so you can only get him by force!In fact, you agree with me from the bottom of your heart, you know very well that Chen Qiushi does not belong to anyone, no one can get his heart!He is Yu Ji, he deserves to die... Well! "

Let go of the grip on the shoulders, and squeeze the man's throat again. Cai Zhao felt that his temples and eyes had already bulged. He stared at the man's expression of pain because he was about to suffocate under the pale street lamp. Move your hand again, and these words against yourself will stop, and you will never hear them again.

But he can't.

His mind is full of Xiao Qiushi who is holding a steaming steamed bun in the ice and snow, staring at the man in front of him with happiness; he is full of those who hugged him tightly in the middle of the night because of fear of the cold and absolute trust. A man, Xiao Qiushi whose cheeks were flushed from the cold.

He felt countless sorrows and indignations welling up in his heart, bitterness flooded his throat, his voice was hoarse, he stared at this man who had all his hopes, but still had the heart to use a sharp knife to hurt the beautiful man he cherished.

"……go away."

Cai Zhao let go of his hand, and threw the person in front of him to the ground forcefully.

He turned around.

He didn't want to look at any of the man's expressions.

He felt that he could kill millions of enemies and kill thousands of generals.

But he knew he was helpless now.

He was never helpless.

Looking up at the sky, it was pitch black, with no light at all.

In the bottomless night, it seemed that it was going to snow again in Peking.

Cai Zhao pulled the fur collar of the army coat. ——Does Qiushi miss him?

Are you afraid that you will come back and bully him again?

But he really wanted to, really wanted to see him again.

It's good to see you again.

"General... this guy..." Seeing that the man was about to run away, Zhao Gouzi hurried forward to ask Cai Zhao.

Cai Zhao didn't look back.

He just turned his back to the man who climbed up from the ground in embarrassment, gasped for breath, and finally managed to calm down with a terrified expression as if he had escaped a catastrophe.

"Cheng Wei."

"Don't let me see you again."

"If you dare to appear in front of Qiushi again, I will definitely kill you."

"Extraordinary, extraordinary... Cai's army returned triumphantly after defeating [-] enemies, and arrived at People's Square at noon, extraordinaire! The latest newspaper, come and read your inner...extra...extra...!"

"I'll have one!"

"I'll have one too!"

"I me me!"

"..."

"..."

The Forbidden City, which had been dead for nearly two months, finally ushered in some lively people.

Chen Qiushi sat in a small three-story building on the side of the street. Because it was facing the street, he would always know if there was any disturbance on the road.

As soon as the brother was sent away from the station, he was arranged to live here by the people of Cai's mansion, saying that the theater troupe was not safe, and asked him to rest here until Cai Zhao came back.

The face in the mirror was a bit haggard, and the short hair was still smeared with oil, and it was neatly trimmed.

After being ignored for more than a month, now that Cai Zhao came back, the innkeeper also said "Boss Qiu" to him.

Senior brother doesn't know how he is doing now, whether he got home safely...

He remembered that once learning opera was too hard, he couldn't kick his legs up, and got a cane from the master. At that time, he was so thin-skinned that he refused to take off his trousers to let his brother apply medicine to him.He will never forget the day when the senior brother went to quarrel with the master and had to endure the rattan cane.The senior brother didn't want to know for himself, so he avoided him all the way.No matter how you ask him, he won't say anything.

But... the noisy voice of the senior brother who stood up for him had already reached his ears.

"General Cai! The Cai family army has entered the city!"

"My God!"

"Go to the city gate!"

"..."

The roar of voices overflowed from the window that Chen Qiushi slammed open.

People waved small pink, green, and yellow flags in their hands to welcome the general who was sitting on a horse and surrounded by people into the city.

The sun is dazzling.

Chen Qiushi just stood by the window, staring blankly at the slowly approaching Cai Zhao, who was wearing a big army green coat and had a not-so-deep smile on his horse.

Sunglasses always cover his eyes.The little braid is always shaking in the wind.

The hand holding the wooden splinter on the window frame trembled slightly.

Chen Qiushi felt his chest tremble.

He really wanted to shout and let Cai Zhao see him...

But there are too many people around him.

In the complicated world, people are too noisy after all.

Cai Zhao seemed to sense something and turned his head, only to see the empty window.

It was dark, as if a white shadow in a green shirt had just passed by.

Sighing slightly, Cai Zhao tightened his grip on the horse's belly, making the horse go faster.

The crowd followed the army to the People's Square. Chen Qiushi hid in the shadow by the window, breathing so carefully.

I was afraid that Cai Zhao would see him when he turned around, and that he would know how much he cared.

I miss you so much.

"Qiushi..." Cai Zhao put his arms around the man in his arms, his drunken face was so kind, completely opposite to his usual murderous look, now he is touching his delicate face between his fingertips like a dude, and his sunglasses slipped to the tip of his nose , hanging dazed eyes, "Do you miss me?"

61 前

The aroma of the mutton in the hot pot restaurant downstairs has not dissipated, and the wine is not intoxicating, people are always drunk.

Half-supporting and half-holding this tall body, Chen Qiushi finally put him on the bed. Chen Qiushi felt that all his bones were squeezed out of place, but before he had time to stretch his waist and relax, this guy dragged him up. After getting off the bed, it's okay to touch it with big hands in an irregular manner, as if molesting him, and the tone is weird.

"..." Chen Qiushi, who was struggling to get up, was grabbed back countless times.

Kissing the soft little ears of the person in his arms, Cai Zhao rubbed his nose like a dog, and said in a gentle and unreasonable voice, "You are in vain, like a little rabbit, with red eyes, crying It's more like...but every time it bites me and scratches me, it's like a kitten..."

"Hmm..." Chen Qiushi couldn't push this person away, so he could only let him kiss him.

"I brought you a small gift." Cai Zhao blushed, and as he spoke, he took out a white kitten out of nowhere. It was so small, the size of Cai Zhao's palm, as if it had just been born.Although he was drunk, he could still finish his sentence, "I picked it up on the battlefield. It was all collapsed at that time... I, just look... I didn't open my eyes in the dirt bag. It was dirty and the little guy was crawling. When it came out, it was all mud... I just took it back and brought it back. Who knows, after washing it, it was in vain, but it looks like you... hiccup..."

The kitten seemed to be hungry. As soon as it arrived in Qiushi’s hands, it started to suck on Qiushi’s white fingers. The teeth hadn’t grown yet, but the suction was strong. Qiushi reluctantly grabbed the kitten and put it aside on the quilt. When he was talking about finding something to eat for it, Cai Zhao caught him again.

"Just now, when I mentioned the Sixth Courtyard, Seventh, and Seventy-two Concubines of Sangong, you pinched me, hiss... You're jealous, aren't you?"

Qiu Shi's face was a little red, probably because the two of them hugged each other warmly after eating.

I want to push it away, but... there is no way, I can't push it!

"You, you don't talk," Cai Zhao held Qiushi like a child and did not let go, "I know you are unhappy and don't like me saying that. But I just want to anger you, you are a heartless person. Everyone saw me upstairs, and they still wanted to hide from me. I... I specially arranged to live there with you! I just want to see you, you, why don't you come to meet me..."

"...You have your concubines, what do you want me to do." Chen Qiushi turned his face and wanted to push away again.

"You are different from her and them!" With a wave of his hand, Cai Zhao pushed Chen Qiushi on the bed, pouted, his tone was obviously serious, but his expression was surprisingly cute, "You are the queen, the queen! They are all under your control ! I will spoil you alone! I just like you!"

"..."

Tell the truth after drinking?

Chen Qiushi didn't know.

He doesn't even know whether he should be happy or sad.

"You, as long as you follow me, I don't want three wives and four concubines, and I don't want 72 concubines," Cai Zhao smiled so happily, "I just follow you every day, drink tea, walk around the birds, and we will go to some Taoyuan... ...Outside the world, Huaguo Mountain, where the gods live, is a good place anyway, and then..." He held Chen Qiushi's face and looked at him affectionately, "When we are all old, I will go for a walk on the mountain with you every day , watching the sunset... raising a lot of kittens and puppies..."

Sometimes listening to other people's drunken words, you automatically take them seriously.

It's not because the words themselves are true or false, but because when you listen to them, the images transformed by these words will add a halo of dream inexplicably.

As long as it fits the heart of the listener, these words have some credibility.

"...Then, what if I don't want to?"

Duzui, grabbed the poor little white cat that was squeezed in the quilt, and brought it to Chen Qiushi, "You and I have a child! How can you not want to! The child can't suck milk yet! How can you not willing!"

The kitten was caught by Cai Zhao, and let out a lazy breath. Its toothless mouth was open, its gums were tender, and its paws purred its ears twice. ——In the end, before he was happy for a few seconds, he was stuffed back into the quilt again.

"..." Chen Qiushi was shaken in his heart.

If he and Cai Zhao were still in the original relationship of pure possession and forced obedience, then everything would be much simpler.

He doesn't need to be afraid, and he doesn't need to worry.

But now, or a long time ago, when he saw Cai Zhao who confessed his sincerity to him, when he held Cai Zhao and said that he possessed himself forcefully until all senses were paralyzed, he already knew his heart... no Leaning toward him in a controlled manner.

It doesn't matter what you do, the original life is like