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After waiting for a long time, Wuchen didn't leave a single one. Xie Zhan looked at him, his eyes were completely closed.His spirituality was in those eyes, so when he closed his eyes, that face became extremely ugly, and the scar was like an earthworm.It's just that the wound in his heart is much uglier than the one on his face.

Xie Zhan heaved a long sigh. He is not the only one who is hurt and trapped by love in this world. Wu Chen chose Qingdeng Ancient Buddha, and he has already made his own choice.Xie Zhan originally planned to leave Qixia Temple at night, but Xie's family's visit interrupted his decision.

Xie Jun came with Xie He and his wife, and the three of them stood outside the dust-free meditation room. These were the three closest people to Xie Zhan, but now they are like strangers.Xie Zhan was a little surprised when he saw them. The couple seemed to have aged decades in an instant.

At this time, Mrs. Wang was wearing plain clothes, her hair was completely cut off, her face was pale, her lips were dry, and she had long lost her original dignified and elegant appearance.She looked at Xie Zhan, at the face that was very similar to Ah Xiu, and at those eyes, she couldn't say a word, but kept crying, her face was soon soaked with tears, that In his eyes, he couldn't tell whether it was sadness or joy.

Xie He calmed down, staring at Xie Zhan, his lips couldn't help trembling slightly.In Xie Zhan's memory, Xie He was very majestic. He seldom talked to him, and it seemed too much to look at him. Later, the relationship between him and Emperor Yuanxi was unclear, and Xie He personally persuaded him, saying that if he No matter how stubborn he is, the Xie family will sever ties with him.He still remembers Xie He's stern eyes and cold face at that time.

"Father, Auntie, Azhan, let's talk in the room." Xie Jun, the only one who had been surprised and excited and still rational, said.

Then, they sat in a meditation room, which Wu Chen had prepared for Xie Zhan temporarily, without even tea.Wang looked around, tears fell down again, and after a while he said: "Buddha protects you."

"Azhan, come back to Xie's house with me." Xie Jun said.

If it was an ordinary parent, it would be this sentence when they met at this time, and Wang Shi and Xie He couldn't say it.The reputation of their couple is not spread by other people's praise, they are much smarter than ordinary people, and they know what lies between Xie Zhan and Xie's family.

After Xie Jun finished speaking, Xie Zhan really said: "I won't go back."

Xie Jun opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say, so he could only remain silent.

Sitting down opposite Xie Zhan, Wang stared at him without blinking for a while, as if she couldn't see enough.God's will is such a trick. When Xie Zhan was young, he hoped that Mrs. Wang would look at him more, but he didn't expect anything in the end. When he didn't care about anything, he got this easily. everything.

Xie Zhan sat there, facing it calmly.

I don't know how long it took before Wang finally said, "I have given birth to five children, one daughter and four sons. When I gave birth to the third son, it was the hardest time and the most cherished time. At that time, It reminds me of my fear all day long. When I wake up every day, my first reaction is to touch my stomach, for fear that my stomach will disappear. At that time, I hoped that the child would be born healthy and healthy. I think, my poor child, when he is born, he must make up for the suffering he suffered in the mother's womb..."

She thought of the old things, her emotions gradually lost control, and she stared at Xie Zhan with tears in her eyes: "Azhan, it's my mother who is sorry for you, it's all because my mother didn't recognize you. If I could do it all over again, my mother would definitely... But no Do it all over again, what happened can't be changed..."

"Son doesn't teach, father and son, those things you do, I blame my father for not being well-educated." Xie He, who had been silent for a long time, finally said, "So what I said before was also wrong, it is not you who should be damned, but me This father."

"Father, what are you talking about?" Xie Jun said.

Xie He's temperament is like this, even after experiencing such a big change, there is still a steelyard hidden in his heart, and he is brooding about the past.Ning Xing was wrong, but he no longer put the wrong on Xie Zhan, but on himself.For a person like him who cherishes his feathers, it takes a lot of courage to admit his mistakes.

Gradually, Wang calmed down, and she asked softly, "Azhan, do you plan to stay in Qixia Temple in the future?"

Xie Zhan looked at her and didn't speak.

Mrs. Wang seemed to read something from his silence, flustered in her heart: "Buddhist Zen music, refresh your mind, if you like this place, stay here."

The corner of Xie Zhan's mouth curled up into a smile, a little cold: "If you don't have the heart to go to the Buddha, staying in the Buddhist gate is disrespectful to the Buddha."

Wang's eyes flickered: "Then where do you want to go? Or do you want to live in seclusion? On Kuaiji Mountain or Dongshan Mountain, the Xie family has a villa built there. It is quiet and natural. If you want, I will help you." take you there."

Mrs. Wang is smart. She knew that Xie Zhan would not be able to return to Xie's house. At this time, she was more worried about the sudden disappearance of her son who was finally found. He arranged to go where he knew.

Xie Zhan didn't want to talk anymore: "Let's see."

Wang's eyes dimmed, and after a long while, he managed to force a smile: "When you decide where to go, just let Aunt know."

Seeing that Xie Zhan came back to life, Wang Shi was no longer lifeless, she was much more energetic, she was able to think, and her mind was spinning rapidly.She didn't want to arouse her son's dislike, and when she saw Xie Zhan frowning, she didn't stay any longer, but went out with her husband and son.

As soon as he walked out of the yard, Xie Jun asked, "Aniang, why didn't you persuade Azhan to go back to Xie's house?"

"He won't go back." Wang said in a low voice.

"What now?"

"I want to stay here in Qixia Temple for a few days." Wang turned her head and looked at the yard behind her.

Wang lived in Qixia Temple. When she was young, she often came to the temple and was very familiar with the monks. She quickly found a place close to the courtyard where Xie Zhan lived.

Mrs. Wang lived there, and occasionally went back to Xie Zhan's yard to visit, and when she went, she would bring some things, such as a cup of tea, or a purse, all prepared by herself.

She didn't stay for long, she just handed those things into Xie Zhan's hands and left.

At the beginning, Xie Zhan didn't take a second look at them, but when he collected them more times, he would stare at those things in a daze.The tea is made from countless teas, and it has a strong aroma. The purse is stitched by Wang's stitches, and it is very delicate.

"My lord, when are we going to leave here?" One day, Shuo Feng watched Xie Zhan staring at the purse in his hand in a daze, and finally couldn't help saying, "My lord, if you don't want to, then don't leave."

Xie Zhan regained consciousness and put the purse on the table: "A few days later."

Since that day, after Xie Zhan and Wu Chen had a heart-to-heart talk, Wu Chen seemed to be remembering the old things, his face was no longer sad or happy, and there was always a layer of gloom.When Xie Zhan played chess with him, Wu Chen always looked absent-minded.

"Forgetting love is not a simple matter, even if you have died once." Xie Zhan sighed.

Wuchen looked at him: "If you can't let go of your feelings, then let go of your hatred. In fact, letting go of your hatred is the best way. You are the closest people, why bother to hurt each other?"

"Master, if that person kneels in front of you and says he is wrong, will you forgive him?" Xie Zhan asked.

Wu Chen was in a trance, with a self-deprecating smile on his ugly face: "Your assumption does not exist. He is not wrong, and I have no hatred for him."

"Then your injury..." Xie Zhan looked at the scar on his face and couldn't help asking.

Wuchen's hand touched his own face: "I stabbed this wound myself. I don't have enough hearts. I married him, worshiped the heavens and the earth in front of my parents, and entered the bridal chamber. When he took off the red wedding dress, everything was exposed. He was furious, turned around and left. I still had a little hope at that time, after all... It seems that he doesn't remember at all. I already guessed it. I waited for his divorce letter in the new house... Maybe it was because of the friendship between the two families, or my sister's reputation, but he didn't write the divorce letter, so I took him I have lived in his house as a wife. I have always worn women's clothes, but as I got older and my stature showed up, I lived in my own yard because of physical discomfort and never went out to see anyone. At that time, when I lived alone in the courtyard, I touched the sword in my hand, and I already regretted it. I felt that I should not have lived like this, that I should not be confined in a courtyard, waiting for another A man's love. This kind of thought grows wildly like weeds, until one day, when I decide to leave secretly..."

Wuchen paused, took a sip of water, and continued: "He broke into my yard suddenly. He drank some wine, got drunk, and kept chanting sister's name. I know, this year , He has been looking for the trace of my sister. He is a paranoid person, hiding from the parents of both parties, looking for her from heaven and earth. Maybe he locked me there because he wanted to wait until he found her Let’s change it back in a trace. But a year has passed, and he still hasn’t found his sister, maybe he found it, and saw something that made him desperate. That night, he was so crazy that he treated me... even on the bed For a while, he still called my sister's name. Because of that night, I changed my plan. Because I realized that he was desperate for my sister, I had a faint hope in my heart. Before, everyone It was said that the two of us were at odds, and after that, news of the couple's love spread throughout the mansion. After that, he was really good to me, and he took any good-looking things from me. But, those good-looking things are all For women..."

"People's hearts are not enough. At the beginning, I hoped that I could live with him under the same roof. Later, I thought that it would be great if he could look at me more. Then, I suddenly thought, I am me. , not my sister's substitute. After a year of that kind of life, I couldn't stand it anymore, so I had a crazy idea. Isn't it because of a face? I ruined my face with my sword, I am no longer like a sister. If he can accept it, then we will be together happily, if not, we will go to the end of the world and never see each other..."

"After all, it's been a one-year relationship. We've met each other day and night for a year. He felt very distressed when I bumped into each other. He wished that those injuries fell on himself. Therefore, I don't think I have no chance of winning. However, the facts have proved that I was wrong, and when he saw my bloody face, he almost went mad. I put the sword in his hand, and he really stabbed."

Wu Chen pointed to the scars on his body: "This sword was not for nothing, I finally realized it completely. I ran out half-dead, met Master, and was brought back here by him...Those things are all like the previous life. If it wasn't for you, I would have almost forgotten about it."

It turned out that this was the source of the two scars.Xie Zhan couldn't tell at all that Wuchen, who seemed lazy and mild-tempered, was so decisive and extreme in his treatment of feelings, while his way was much gentler. It was just unequal love, and the end result was the same.