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The bag was in Zi Luo's hand, Qingmei Jiangyu ate a few and then stopped eating, the sweet and sour taste had already suppressed the alcohol.They walked together, and neither of them proposed to take a taxi first.

"Actually, you don't have to drink next time." Zi Luo walked on his left side, letting him walk inside, "You can't hold alcohol well, if you still feel uncomfortable after drinking, don't drink."

Jiang Yu turned to look at him: "...Are you looking down on my drinking capacity?"

"I don't have one." Zi Luo said, "You can hold three bottles of beer to death."

"Isn't this just looking down on me?"

"..."

Jiang Yu staggered and bumped into Zi Luo's shoulder. He stretched out a finger: "Let me tell you, I'm still young, and I'll drink better in the future."

Zi Luo: "Oh——"

Jiang Yu went on to say: "In the future, drink with you when you have enough alcohol, and see who can drink the other first."

Zi Luo: "Oh——"

"Tsk." Jiang Yu laughed angrily, "Can it work?"

Zi Luo smiled: "The one that didn't fall is responsible for sending the one that fell home."

"Okay." Jiang Yu thought for a while, and added, "I have to take care of him, wash his face and pour water for him."

Zi Luo didn't speak, but turned to look at him.

Jiang Yu looked vigilant, and he blurted out what he said just now, and he didn't have time to figure out what was wrong: "...What are you doing? You didn't even agree to such a small request?"

Zi Luo looked away: "Okay."

Jiang Yu felt a little guilty, looked ahead, and said, "Okay! When my drinking capacity improves, I will drink with you until dawn."

"Is it uncomfortable?" Zi Luo asked, "Why don't you take a taxi home."

"No." Meng Jin Jiang Yu, the driver who got in a taxi after drinking too much last time, still remembered it clearly, and when he thought about it, he felt nauseous, "I want to blow some air, let's go for a while, anyway, my mother and Aunt Xie didn't rush."

There were small national flags hanging at the entrances of the shops passing by, Jiang Yu was taken aback, and took out his pocket: "Where is my national flag???"

Zi Luo took out several small national flags from his coat and handed them to him.

Jiang Yu dangled one in one hand, and began to sing again: "Today is your birthday, my motherland..."

It was almost ten o'clock when we got home, and the door was unlocked. Zi Luo stood at the door and stuffed a bag of green plums into Jiang Yu's hand: "Go back and wash and go to sleep. If Uncle Jiang says anything about you, don't be stubborn."

"What can he say about me? He is often drunk." Jiang Yu stretched out his hand to open the door, "Besides, I don't go crazy when I drink too much."

Zi Luo nodded: "Go in."

Jiang Yu stepped in with one foot, and walked out as if thinking of something, and shouted, "Luoluo."

"Ok?"

"Aren't you going to send brother Qiu a message?"

The street lamp was silver-white, and it seemed that the two of them were covered with a layer of moonlight. Zi Luo obviously forgot about it, and he only remembered it after he reminded him.Jiang Yuyu took out his mobile phone and walked over, stretched out his finger and pressed the voice: "Brother Qiu, we are home, you have fun."

Zi Luo didn't stop him, watching him make this voice.Jiang Yu nodded in satisfaction, and planted the national flag in his hand in front of his house, then turned to Zi Luo and said, "Good night."

The door was closed.

Qiu Ning returned quickly: Jiang Yu?

Then another message came: Take a good rest.

Zi Luo took back the phone, looked at the two national flags in his hand, found a place and put them in front of his house, and then entered the house.

Yongyue Mall is just waiting for the holidays to make money, and doesn't have holidays at all. Xu Meiyin is not as busy as before, but she has to go to the store to keep an eye on it every day.Jiang Dezhi's factory is only open for the first three days, after which he has to go back to work normally.

Jiang Yu was soundly asleep when he was suddenly awakened by a knock on the door.

"Jiang Yu!" Jiang Dezhi's voice rang outside the door, "Get up and eat!"

"...I won't eat." Jiang Yu turned over without opening his eyes, "You can eat."

Jiang Dezhi didn't knock on the door again, and said "If you don't eat, I will eat" and walked to the living room.

This sleep lasted until ten o'clock in the morning. Jiang Yu opened his eyes and looked at his phone for a while before getting out of bed to wash his face and brush his teeth. Jiang Dezhi was no longer at home. He was not hungry, so he went back to bed after washing.

The mobile phone is no fun, Jiang Yu put the mobile phone aside, got up and turned on the computer, went out and walked to another room.

No one touched Jiang Lai's room, because Jiang Dezhi refused to let him move.Jiang Yu seldom entered Jiang Lai's room. Once he was seen by Jiang Dezhi after he went in and out, Jiang Dezhi's face turned down.

From then on, Jiang Yu would only sit in Jiang Lai's room for a while when Jiang Dezhi was not at home.

The things in this room are still placed in the same position as before, and even the books on the table have been placed for more than ten years.The bookshelves are full of books, and every time Jiang Yu comes in, he will sit at the desk and pick out the books he can read.

And the photo frame in front of me has been around for more than ten years.

A family of four stood in the yard facing the camera, and the persimmon tree was also photographed, with bright red and round fruits hanging from it.

In the photo, Jiang Lai looked like a teenager, holding a little boy in his hand, and they both smiled brightly.

Jiang Yu couldn't remember what happened before the age of five. Over the past decade or so, he would occasionally dream of drowning, and then wake up in a state of suffocation.

He is afraid of water, afraid of the sea.

But he really wanted to recall the memories of those years.

Although he has learned a lot about Jiang Lai from Jiang Dezhi for so many years, but these are all one-sided.Jiang Dezhi said that Jiang Lai is gentle and sensible, he loves him very much, loves him very much, and the first thing he thinks of is any delicious food.When Jiang Yu was disobedient and fought with others when he was young, Jiang Dezhi was so angry that he made him kneel, Jiang Lai would hold his arms to protect him behind his back.

Jiang Yu didn't remember anything.

He hated himself for not remembering anything.

He really wanted to know how good his elder brother Jiang Lai was. He wanted to remember Jiang Lai's kindness to him, even if Jiang Lai was in severe pain from the tumor in these memories.He thought that he must have been by Jiang Lai's side at that time, and he would comfort him and say: Brother, don't be afraid, he will pass.

But when he woke up, he couldn't remember anything. The first thing he learned was that someone in his family seemed to have passed away.

And that person was his elder brother, he had an elder brother who disappeared as soon as he woke up.

He was out of the hospital with dazed and helpless eyes watching his parents busy before and after, people kept coming at home, Jiang Yu couldn't understand the look in his eyes at that time, all he knew was that no one came to talk to him .

Only Zi Luo would come to him, saying that they were born only one day apart and grew up together, but Jiang Yu didn't recognize him anymore.

Jiang Yu didn't recognize anyone.

The two of them sat in front of the gate, next to the brilliantly blooming flowers, Zi Luo poked his finger, and said in a milky voice, "It's okay Jiang Yu, let's get to know each other again, my name is Zi Luo."

Jiang Yu smiled and called out, "Luoluo."

During that time, Jiang Yu had to have a new understanding of everything. He knew that Jiang Dezhi and Xu Meiyin were his parents, but Jiang Dezhi during that time made him very afraid.

During the day, Jiang Dezhi was busy dealing with Jiang Lai's funeral. When he was free, he would sit in any open space, look at the sky for a while, sigh for a while, and when he turned his head and saw Jiang Yu standing by the door, his face instantly became gloomy. down.

In the evening, Jiang Dezhi got drunk and went crazy, like a manic and irrational walking dead, cursing, and crying after he finished cursing, Jiang Lai.

Jiang Lai.

Brother, Jiang Lai.

When Jiang Dezhi saw him, he would yell uncontrollably: "You! Why don't you remember, why don't you remember anything! I also want to remember nothing!"

He never finished speaking, because Xu Meiyin stopped him, and slapped his mouth very loudly if he couldn't stop him.After Jiang Dezhi was quiet for a while, Xu Meiyin would come to coax him and take him back to sleep.Jiang Yu couldn't fall asleep, turned over and heard Xu Meiyin sobbing softly.

Why can't he remember anything.

Jiang Dezhi didn't seem to like him very much, five-year-old Jiang Yu knew it.He didn't dare to make a sound while eating at the dinner table, and he didn't dare to reach out to pick up vegetables.When he was eight years old, he had a cold in autumn and he couldn't help coughing non-stop. Jiang Dezhi was so irritable that he put down his chopsticks and said to him, "Cough while you cough, and eat again after coughing!"

Xu Meiyin frowned and said, "Xiaoyu has a cold and feels uncomfortable, who are you showing your temper?"

The two quarreled for a few words, Jiang Yu wanted to suppress the itch in his throat, but he couldn't.

He put down the bowls and chopsticks by himself, walked silently to the dead end outside and squatted for a while, squatting until he stopped coughing and didn't go home.

He was watching ants in the corner, and when he heard the sound of footsteps, he raised his head, and saw Zi Luo who was smiling and stretching out his hand towards him. At that time, Zi Luo was standing in front of him, smiling gently, and said, "Go to my house."

Jiang Yu stretched out his hand and went back with him.

Zi Luo's family is different from his. Xie Xiaoan has a good temper, and Zi Chengmin smiles at everyone. Although Xu Meiyin is not bad to him, Jiang Yu is still very envious.

Ziluo stuffed his toys in front of him, taught him to draw, or taught him to play games, but he had heard the sound of Ziluo's piano, and he only wanted to hear him play the piano.

Zi Luo never refuses.

Jiang Yu spent those few years in this environment. With Jiang Dezhi's cold face during the day and his cursing at night when he was drunk, Xu Meiyin told him to come in and not come out every time. Gradually, Jiang Yu would close the door of the room. It is locked, and it will only come out when eating a day.

The sound insulation here is not good. The noise of the Jiang family’s quarrel for three days and five days will always fall into the ears of others. Neighbors will talk about it after dinner, and maybe spread it around.When Jiang Yu went out, he always felt that someone was watching him, and he was talking in a low voice while watching.

There are quite a few kids around his age living around here.

And when Jiang Yu was in front of other children and wanted to play together, the adults would call their children home after being discovered by their parents.Jiang Yu once overheard an aunt holding her child and saying to her child: Don't play with that child from Jiang's family anymore.

From then on, Jiang Yu never took the initiative to talk to others.

Only Zi Luo would come to look for him. When the cherries were ripe that year, Zi Luo came to his house with a large plate of washed cherries and knocked on his door. Jiang Yu unlocked the door, and the two dangled their legs and ate at the table. cherry.

It was too sour. Jiang Yu couldn't eat sour at that time, so he ate a few and stopped eating. He shook his head and said, "It's so sour, my teeth are going to be sour."

Zi Luo squeezed a cherry and shook it in front of his eyes, said with a smile: Open your mouth and let me see which one fell.

Jiang Yu really opened his mouth stupidly, ah——

Zi Luo imitated him and followed along, ah——

Then a cherry was thrown into his mouth by surprise, Jiang Yu was taken aback, his little face wrinkled as soon as he bit it, and he bent over with a smile as he watched Zi fall in front of him.

Zi Luo was always by his side and never left.

If it wasn't for Zi Luo's optimism that infected him, Jiang Yu didn't know what he would have lived like when he had begun to close himself off at that time.

Jiang Yu opened his eyes, put the photo album in his hand back to its original place, went out and closed the door gently.He threw the phone on the bed, and Jiang Yu bent slightly to hold it in his hand, and clicked on the photo album.

Before watching the video of last night's performance, Jiang Yu opened it nervously, curled up his fingers and picked for a long time, and found that the angle Zhongtian was looking for was really good.

He closed his eyes for a long time, but Jiang Yu could still see his unnatural little movements during the chorus, such as slightly opening his eyes and lowering his head.

Jiang Yuyu can still clearly remember his heart twitching when he heard the sound of Zi Luo, but he must not make mistakes.

The lights on the stage were warm and yellow, shining on people like sunlight, and Zi Luo's figure became hazy and gentle.

Jiang Yu was taken aback for a moment, and thought with a smile, Zi Luo was very gentle in the first place.

In the second half of the song, there were more chords. He was singing, and Zi Luo was chording in a low voice.This song is really nice, romantic and affectionate, the music is slow and delicate, and it feels like telling a story.

Jiang Yu held the phone and opened his eyes slightly.

Zi Luo turned to look at him.

He stood in the center of the stage with his hands on the microphone and stared straight ahead. Zi Luo looked at him for a few seconds and then looked away. Then he flexibly played a melody with his ten fingers.When it was almost the end, Jiang Yu saw that he opened his eyes and looked back, his eyes stopped on Zi Luo's silhouette.

Jiang Yu was lost in thought for a moment while holding the phone.

It turned out that Zi Luo also watched him, what did he do?Worried about him making a mistake?

Jiang Yu pulled the progress bar forward and stared at it many times for a few seconds.

Jiang Dezhi went out to buy groceries and returned home not long after.He knocked on Jiang Yu's door, turned the handle, but couldn't open it, and shouted, "Jiang Yu, are you still up?"

Jiang Yu checked the information on the computer and looked outside the door: "I'm already up."

"Oh." Jiang Dezhi said, "I'll cook and eat later."

"understood."

Xu Meiyin was still busy in the shopping mall and didn't come back. Jiang Yu ate a bowl of rice with vegetables and shredded pork. After Jiang Dezhi finished eating, he cleaned the bowl. When he walked out of the kitchen, Jiang Dezhi was about to go in and said, "I'll get it for you. Mom brings food."

Jiang Yu said, "Okay."

Jiang Dezhi had already left the house, and Jiang Yu stood in the yard basking in the sun for a while.

He went back to the house, picked up the basketball, and patted it into Zi's compound.Zi's ​​family also just had a good meal, so Xie Xiaoan and Zi Chengmin were both there.

"Uncle Zi, Aunt Xie." Jiang Yu called out.

Zi Chengmin looked at him cheerfully: "Have you eaten yet?"

"Ate."

"Come to play with Luoluo?"

Jiang Yu nodded and said, "Yes."

"Luo Luo is in the room." Xie Xiaoan pointed to Zi Luo's room: "Go."