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Class A deserves to be Class A. During the two days of the test, they did not forget to assign homework crazily.Hou Yi.

These two nights of self-study are not allowed to ask for leave. Naturally, he can't go to the performance of the 'Yiqiu' band.

The autumn school uniform jacket of No. [-] Middle School is very nice. It looks so good that it can be worn when going out to play. Once the school logo is covered on the chest, it is no different from casual clothes. It is pure white and light blue, very casual and generous.

After the exam in the morning, and a chemistry exam in the afternoon, Hou Yi stretched out his hands and hugged the air: "I can't take it anymore, I want to go back in time like crazy, I miss my drum kit."

Zhong Tian took out a water glass from his bag: "I want to play too, wait until Friday, and go right after school!"

Jiang Yu and Zi Luo went to push their bicycles. Zhong Tian hadn't left when they left the school gate. When they saw him, they ran over with a wretched smile, "Look who that is!"

Zhong Tian pointed to the opposite side of the road, and Jiang Yu saw a group of elementary school students who probably had just come out of the student's home, and among the group of children, he saw two girls wearing school uniforms from No. [-] Middle School.

When Jiang Yu looked over, the girl had already turned sideways, so he only saw a thin figure, and the girl's hair hanging down to her shoulders and blown by the wind.

"how?"

Zhong Tian said: "Meng Chunxin!"

Jiang Yu couldn't take it anymore: "I've said it several times, it doesn't matter to me, it doesn't matter! Next time I see you, don't tell me specifically, if you like it, go after it, if you tell me again, I'm going to beat someone up!"

Zhong Tian pretended to take a few steps back and said, "Let me tell you, the news that you like Meng Chunxin has spread, I guess Meng Chunxin knows it all, why don't you go back?" Are we looking for you in class?"

"Get out!" Jiang Yu kicked Zhong Tian's butt, "I like you, uncle!"

Zhong Tian said: "I promise you on behalf of my uncle!"

Someone from Hou Yi's family came to pick him up, and several people dispersed at the door. Jiang Yu stepped on the bicycle, stretched out his hand and grabbed the back seat of Ziluo's bicycle: "Give me a candy."

Zi Luo stepped back slowly, took out the small round iron box from the bag and shook it: "It seems that there is only one left, take it away."

The iron box fell into Jiang Yu's hands from the air, and when he opened it, there was only a white one left. Jiang Yu squeezed it in his hand and looked at it, asking, "What flavor is it?"

"Try it and you'll know."

Jiang Yu stuffed it into his mouth, but he couldn't taste it. The tin box hadn't been thrown away yet, so he looked at it for a while: "Pear."

Zi Luo glanced at him and said, "Childish ghost."

Seeing that Zi Luo was getting farther and farther away from him on his bicycle, Jiang Yu hurriedly followed him in the iron box: "Where did you buy this?"

Zi Luo's figure faced the wind: "Supermarket."

"Hey, Luoluo." Jiang Yu shouted, "Let's skip our self-study later."

There was a red light ahead, Zi Luo slowed down, and turned to see that he didn't speak for a while.It's not that the two of them have missed late self-study, but the number of times is small. After all, it's not easy to ask for leave every time. Hu Xiaoping also likes to call his parents to check. For good students like Zi Luo and Jiang Yu, late self-study is actually Just do your homework elsewhere.

Probably also felt that evening self-study is really boring, Zi Luo thought for a while and asked, "Where do you want to go?"

"Supermarket." Jiang Yu laughed, "I haven't been there for a long time, you can take me there, it's the supermarket that sells this box of candy."

Zi Luo also laughed: "Are you addicted to eating?"

"It's delicious, fruit candy."

"Then you have to find a reason to ask Teacher Hu for leave."

The reason for asking for leave is the most difficult to make up, especially so that Hu Xiaoping has no way to call his parents.Jiang Yu was thinking about this question all the way, and Zi Luo probably couldn't come up with a good reason, so he just said a word without saying a word, and arrived home in a blink of an eye.

At noon, Jiang Dezhi got drunk from somewhere. Jiang Yu heard the familiar Jiang Dezhi's mantra before he reached the door of his house.

Not working anymore?Drinking at noon?

Zi Luo also didn't go in, looked at him and asked, "Go back with me?"

Jiang Yu was silent for a few seconds and then shook his head: "It's okay."

"Are you sure?" Zi Luo asked uncomfortably.

Xu Meiyin's voice sounded, and Jiang Yu smiled at him and said, "It's really fine, I will eat well."

Zi Luo also heard Xu Meiyin's voice. Although she was scolding Jiang Dezhi, Jiang Yu wouldn't have nothing to eat at home.He stopped for a while, nodded: "You can also come to me."

Parking the bicycle in the yard, Jiang Yu turned around and saw Jiang Dezhi slumped on the ground.

Jiang Dezhi was very drunk, and when he looked up and saw him, he called out in a long, drunken tune, "Jiang Yu."

"dad."

The sound of dad was a little more blunt, Jiang Dezhi didn't know if he heard it, and smiled with his mouth crooked: "Dad drank too much! Get Dad some water."

"Don't answer it for him!" Xu Meiyin's voice mixed with the ringtone of the mobile phone was getting closer, "Let him go by himself! Don't drink and die of thirst! Lao Cao called you again, if you don't want to be fired, answer it quickly Phone! Is it a man—”

Jiang Dezhi roared: "Get out! Shut up! Fuck you. Damn it!"

Xu Meiyin was worried that Jiang Dezhi would lose his job, so she raised her hand and dropped it. Seeing that he was in a state of being unable to answer the phone, she could only go into the bedroom and press the answer button. Jiang Yu heard her apologize: "Old Cao, hello, hello... yes I'm really sorry, he drank too much... Didn't ask you for leave? Oh, I guess I forgot, I will tell you about him, I'm really sorry... No, no, there will never be a next time... "

Jiang Yu finished pouring a glass of water while listening, but knew that this would definitely not be the last time.

There were more than one occasions when Jiang Dezhi got drunk and didn't ask for leave during the working day. Cao Yongguo was the leader, and his family was also from Zhangcheng. He had known Jiang Dezhi for more than 20 years, and he was tolerant of what happened to his family.But in the eyes of outsiders, after so many years, Cao Yongguo would comfort him at the beginning, but the number of times he delayed his work in the factory, and it was unacceptable for every leader to bring his emotions to work several times.

Xu Meiyin hung up the phone, feeling sullen in her heart: "Do you want to die? If you don't want to go to work, you won't go. You are also a manager after all. You don't want to work anymore, right?! No matter what you say, tell Lao Cao Please take a leave, what if you are fired every time you do this?"

Jiang Dezhi lowered his head, swayed unsteadily, and shouted, "If you get fired, you'll be fired, Lao Cao is nothing! I'll sleep on the street when I'm out of work!"

"You are capable! You sleep on the street, and then don't ask me for a penny!"

Jiang Dezhi raised his head abruptly: "Money, money, money! When will I ask you for a penny! What have I spent all these years besides drinking some wine! What are you doing? You always control me so tightly, old Xu, old Xu, you’re the only one with such a little ability, right? Ah?!”

This is not wrong. Jiang Dezhi has been saving a lot for so many years. The clothes cost tens of dollars a piece, and the winter clothes are from the previous few years.The only bad thing is that he likes to drink. Once he gets drunk, he looks like a different person. In normal times, Jiang Yu can't talk to him, but at least he doesn't swear, and he can't even listen to anything.

The two were still arguing, and Jiang Yu handed the water glass to Jiang Dezhi without saying a word.When Jiang Dezhi saw it, he muttered something, and he drank it with his hand, and couldn't drink it anymore, and covered his eyes as if crying.

"I'm uncomfortable..."

Xu Meiyin stopped scolding and stood silently in the yard.

Jiang Yu knew that Jiang Dezhi missed Jiang Lai again.

He went back to the living room to fill up the water, put it beside Jiang Dezhi, and returned to his room.He opened the bench and put the schoolbag on the table, and looked for the previous chemistry notes.

Jiang Dezhi's cry sounded in the yard, the sound was quite low, Jiang Yu heard Jiang Dezhi's voice crying: "Old Xu, I feel bad, I feel bad every day, I always feel that Jiang Lai is still there..."

Xu Meiyin said: "I know you are uncomfortable, so what can you do? Are you dying? Things have happened for so many years, can't you control yourself not to think about it?"

Mentioning Jiang Lai and Xu Meiyin's anger dissipated, leaving only sadness and helplessness.She also felt uncomfortable. Sometimes she couldn't fall asleep after dreaming about Jiang Lai at night, and took out Jiang Lai's photo from under the pillow to wipe her tears silently. Often her eyes were swollen the next morning.

Jiang Yu heard Jiang Dezhi say, "I drank too much that year, and Jiang Lai went to pick me up. I was so drunk that I couldn't go, and Jiang Lai carried me on his back, but he's only a little old, he can't carry me, I Just say, it’s okay, Dad can go, it’s okay..."

"Jiang Lai struggled to put me on the side of the road, fumbled for the money in his pocket, ran to the small shop across the road and bought me a bottle of Coke, poured it into the bottle cap and fed me small cups."

"How sensible, isn't it, how sensible." Jiang Dezhi seemed to be crying again, "I still remember that it was summer, he was wearing a blue school uniform and carrying a schoolbag, and the driver didn't want to pull me when he saw that I drank too much. Jiang Lai carried me all the way home."

Jiang Yu couldn't read the notes and closed his eyes.

Sure enough, it was because he was feeding water just now that Jiang Dezhi couldn't control his emotions even more, and he missed Jiang Lai even more crazily.

Xu Meiyin listened, her eyes were a little red, she held back her tears and said, "Come on, don't talk about it, let's go into the room and sleep."

The phone on the table rang, and Jiang Yu opened his eyes to look at the screen. It was a message from Zi Luo.

Luo: Have you eaten?

met: no

Luo: Why don't you come to my house, I left some shrimp meat for you, what you like to eat.

Jiang Yu let out a long sigh of relief. With the current situation, the family probably won't be able to cook anymore.

Encounter: ok, wait for me for a few minutes

He opened his schoolbag and saw the tin candy box. Even though Jiang Yu was gone, he didn't intend to throw it away. He opened the drawer and put it in, then reached out to feel inside, took out a cigarette and lighter, stuffed it into his pocket and walked out. Outside the door: "Mom, I'm going to Zi Luo's house."

There was indeed no food at home, and Xu Meiyin's face was not very good-looking. She didn't want Jiang Yu to see it, so she just lowered her head and said, "Go."

There was no one passing through the dead end, so Jiang Yu squatted down with his schoolbag in his hand and lit a cigarette.

He has always known Jiang Lai's existence, and also knows how much Jiang Dezhi loves Jiang Lai, so he has silently endured Jiang Dezhi's sudden violent temper and drunk abuse for so many years, even when he grows up, sometimes he will be serious Hit him hard.

But he never thought these things were normal, even if Jiang Dezhi was drunk and couldn't remember the next day, he shouldn't have done this to him.

Although he doesn't remember a little bit about Jiang Lai, but Jiang Lai is his elder brother, he is not in good health, and still loves him so much, it is impossible to have no feelings.

But sometimes he still thinks, Jiang Lai is his son Jiang Dezhi, isn't he himself?

Is he that bad?So bad that Jiang Dezhi's love for Jiang Lai is not willing to transfer to him at all?

The cigarette butt was hot, and Jiang Yu realized that he hadn't smoked a cigarette for a few puffs, and he had slowly burned it up by himself.Footsteps sounded in front of him, before Jiang Yu could put out the cigarette, he raised his head and bumped into a pair of black eyes.

Zi Luo stood in front of him and looked at him, expressionless.

"Luoluo..." Jiang Yu was a little surprised, besides being surprised, he was also a little flustered.

He didn't want Zi Luo to see him smoking, it didn't look good.

But Zi Luo didn't say anything, looked at him for a while before opening his mouth: "Let's go, the food should be cold."

Jiang Yu's nose was sore, and he suddenly felt like crying.

He didn't follow, staring at Zi Luo's back, pursed his mouth to stop the sudden sensitive emotion.He can't cry, what's there to cry, haven't he got used to it after so many years.

You should get used to it, why are you crying.

Zi Luo stopped, as if he wanted to turn around, but stopped again after a turn, lowering his eyes and kicking the pebbles on the road.A few minutes later, Jiang Yu walked over, forgetting the hypocritical emotions just now.

"Let's go." Jiang Yu said, "Eat lobster meat."