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When Zi Luo bought the ticket, Shuci happened to see it, brought a plate of fruit and sat beside him: "Really don't want to play for a few more days?"

"School will start soon, and the homework is not finished yet." Zi Luo looked at Jiang Yu, who was talking to You Yezhi not far away, and lowered his eyes, "There is an exam at the beginning of school."

Shuci said: "It's the third year of high school, don't even think about slacking off for a year, let's work hard."

"Let's go, Brother Ci." Zi Luo looked at him with a smile, "I invite you."

The four of them did not drink alcohol during this meal, and they ate slowly while chatting.After returning home, Jiang Yu went to bed after taking a shower, and fell asleep at 09:30.

Zi Luo in the dream also shone under the light of the stage. He accepted everyone's congratulations and praise, and held a trophy that only belonged to him.

He clapped so hard in the audience that his hands hurt, but he didn't want to stop.He looked at Zi Luo and really wanted to shout out - you will always be my pride.

Zi Luo in the dream walked off the stage directly, hugged him gently in his arms, and said in his ear, "Jiang Yu, thank you for being here every time."

This sentence sounds familiar, he seems to have said it to Zi Luo.

He smiled, hugged Ziluo's shoulders tightly in the eyes of everyone, and greedily enjoyed the beautiful fragrance in his world.

Zi Luo's neck was so strangled that he couldn't breathe. He opened his eyes and saw the moonlight shining all over the room. Through this light, he saw Jiang Yu with two arms around his neck and one leg still pressing on him. The man didn't seem to wake up.

He wanted to take Jiang Yu's arm off, but Jiang Yu suddenly moved and hugged him again, as if talking in sleep: "What are you doing, don't let go."

"...Jiang Yu?" Zi Luo looked at his sleeping face, sure that he was just talking in his sleep, and said helplessly, "Okay."

Jiang Yu murmured again: "Why are you so powerful?"

Zi Luo was slightly taken aback: "Are you awake?"

No answer was heard.

This person must have dreamed about him, Zi Luo's heart softened like cotton, turned over and hugged him in his arms, opened his eyes and looked at the twigs swaying in the wind outside the window, and patted Jiang Yu's face again and again. back.

God knows how much he would have thought that the two of them would have gone to college as soon as school started, and he wanted to live with Jiang Yu, even if it was a rented house, it would be a small home for them to settle down in a strange city.

No petty arguments, no drunken swearing, no one else but the two of them.

After embracing each other all night, it started raining again the next morning.

Zi Luo bought the train ticket at [-]:[-] in the morning, and Shuci and You Yezhi sent them to the train station after breakfast at [-]:[-].It is very convenient to be close, and it has been arrived in about ten minutes.

"Brother Ci, I have troubled you during this time." Zi Luo looked at You Yezhi and smiled, "I have already learned those few dishes."

You Yezhi smiled: "If you don't understand, you can ask me again."

Shuci patted Jiang Yu on the shoulder, didn't say much, and watched them enter the hall.

Jiang Yu leaned his head on Zi Luo's shoulder, looked at the blurry scenery that passed quickly after the window was wet by rain, and couldn't help yawning.Zi Luo took out a box of rock candy red bayberries from his bag, opened it, pinched one and stuffed it into his mouth: "Why don't you sleep for a while."

"Not sleepy." Jiang Yu spat out the core, closed his eyes, and was far less happy than when he came.

The two sat next to each other for a while, Zi Luo couldn't see his expression, so he could only touch him to make sure he was asleep, Jiang Yu was tickled by his touch, and grabbed his hand and put it on his heart: "... …what."

"Jiang Yu." There were very few people around, and Zi Luo's voice was very soft, "Listen to me. No matter what happens when you go back, don't talk back."

Jiang Yu opened his eyes and looked out the window, thinking for a while: "Ah, okay."

Zi Luo looked at his limp head: "Be obedient."

"Listen, I am the most obedient." Jiang Yu promised him, "I will never talk back, I go in one ear and out the other."

After arriving at the place, Zhangcheng was cloudy and the ground was dry. It is estimated that it has not rained in Zhangcheng these days.At noon at this moment, there are still many drivers soliciting passengers at the exit station. Seeing their posture, they can't wait to drag people out of the station into his car.

After the driver was shouted out by the police in the distance, Jiang Yu and Zi Luo went to the side of the road to line up for a taxi and go home.

Jiang Yu hugged the bag in his arms, and there was a trophy in it that he put away carefully. He sighed and said, "School is about to start, and I still have more than half of my homework left."

"Me too." Zi Luo said, "It's okay, I'll finish writing in a few days."

Every household on Baihua Street finished their meal early, and some old people came out with small benches in their hands to chat and play chess under the tree. After they got off the car, they entered the alley and saw a little white dog from afar.

"Xiaobai!" Jiang Yu called it, squatted down and waited for it to come over, "Why are you getting fat again... Eh? What's the matter with this stomach?"

Jiang Yu grabbed its head and rubbed it wildly. After rubbing it, he realized that Xiaobai's belly was round. He grabbed Xiaobai's front hoof and made it stand up. Zi Luo looked at it and said, "It's pregnant."

"Pregnant?" Jiang Yu quickly put it down and stared at it, "Which bastard made your belly bigger? Tell me, I'll catch that heartless man and take responsibility for you and the child."

The back of his hand was cold, and a drop of water fell. Jiang Yu looked up and found that it was raining lightly in the sky.

He asked Zi Luo: "Xiaobai has no home, it has been raining a lot recently and she is pregnant, what should I do?"

Zi Luo stretched out his fingers to tease Xiao Bai, and replied, "Take it home first, and build a nest for it where it sleeps when the rain stops."

"Okay." Jiang Yu paused, "Take it back to your house, I can't protect myself, and I certainly can't keep it."

Zi Luo looked up at him for a while, saw that the rain was getting heavier and got up to go home.He was not at ease, he stopped at the door holding Xiao Bai in his arms, and looked at Jiang Yu silently.

Jiang Yu reached in and opened the door, looked back at Zi Luo, and said with a smile, "Go in, what a big deal."

The door of the living room was open, and no sound could be heard from the outside. After Jiang Yu walked in, he didn't see anyone, and didn't even think about yelling, and turned back to his room.

The moment he put his hand on the doorknob, there was the sound of the door opening behind him.

Jiang Yu turned around and saw Xu Meiyin looking at him coldly with a serious face.

"Mom." Jiang Yu called out.

He lowered his head, Xu Meiyin looked at him: "Do you still know that I am your mother?"

Jiang Yu understood that this encounter could not be avoided, and did not answer.

"Run if you want, come back if you want, what do you think of me and your dad, what do you think of this family, a shelter for homeless people?!"

These words were really ugly, Jiang Yu turned his face away and couldn't help frowning, clutching his schoolbag tightly, remembering Zi Luo's instructions, he tried his best to let his left ear go in and out of his right ear.

The more Xu Meiyin thought about it in the past ten days, the more angry she got, and she got so angry that she had more than one fight with Jiang Dezhi. Jiang Yu was not at home and they didn't care about the content of their quarrel. To no avail, a tea set was thrown to pieces.

At this moment, her eyes were wide open, and the eyes were still bloodshot. She stared at Jiang Yu: "Jiang Yu, your father and I are sorry for you. Tell me, I will provide you with delicious food and drink, for you Going to school for you to study, not me and your dad, can your grades be so good? I don’t agree with you to go and you just leave home without saying a word, you can do this now, you can still grow up? Your dad is right, You are a white-eyed wolf!"

Every word and every sentence seemed to be needled, Jiang Yu's skin hurt from being stabbed, his nails stuck in his palm and he tried his best to endure it, but he knew Xu Meiyin would not stop there.

"I work hard to support this family every day. I have to work in the store and work at home. No one, old or young, can make me worry. You ran away to drink with your dad. Why don't you think about me? No one cares for me. Think about it!" Xu Meiyin's eyes were red, and her words choked up a little, "You! Don't even think about stepping out of this gate until school starts, and if you dare to say hello like this in the future, just run and I'll break your leg!"

Jiang Yu thought it was over, so he turned around and left.

He always had a calm face, and Xu Meiyin was even more angry when he didn't hear him responding, so he stretched out his hand and pulled it.With Xu Meiyin's roar, Jiang Yu's heart tightened suddenly.

The trophy is still inside.

He picked up his schoolbag to check, and felt relieved when he saw that the trophy was intact. Seeing that he didn't take her words seriously, Xu Meiyin almost burst into anger, "Jiang Yu!"

Jiang Yu raised his head and caught the slap.

Xie Xiaoan saw this scene as soon as he entered the gate.

Xu Meiyin pointed at his nose, "I don't want to hit you when you're so old, but you are really shameless."

The slap was so hard that one side of Jiang Yu's face was in pain. He saw Xie Xiaoan hurried over, and said, "Mom."

Xu Meiyin looked at him.

"I've wanted to ask for a long time." Jiang Yu said in a low voice, "Am I your biological child?"

Xu Meiyin froze in place for a moment, she still maintained that expression and movement, and the change of emotion in her eyes clearly fell into Jiang Yu's eyes.Surprise, suspicion, dodge.

"Sister Xu, calm down, don't hit the child." Xie Xiao'an held her back, "It's enough to educate her well, Xiaoyu will definitely listen if she understands it?"

Xie Xiaoan looked back at Jiang Yu: "You too, don't tell your mother about such a big matter, she is so worried about you. This is your fault, go back to the house and reflect."

Xie Xiaoan pulled Xu Meiyin back to the bedroom, Jiang Yu sat at the desk for a while, and took out the trophy.

He touched the beaten half of his face, glanced at the word "Zi Luo" engraved on the trophy, chuckled and put it on the bookshelf.

Unlike Zi Luo's room full of trophies, Jiang Yu has no other strengths other than good academic performance.The only trophy is the silver medal he won in the physics competition with Zi Luo. Now he puts the two trophies together and sees that their names are very close to each other.

He bowed his head to send Zi Luo a message.

Yu: Did you ask Aunt Xie to come?

fall: yes

Luo: I heard that too

Jiang Yu knew that what he heard was referring to Xu Meiyin's words admonishing him, which didn't sound good, every sentence.

That's why he asked that sentence.

In fact, he has wanted to ask since he was very young.When he was a child, he was gloomy and didn't like to talk. He heard the conversation between Jiang Dezhi and Xu Meiyin more than once. He heard Jiang Dezhi say something-this child will not live long.

At that time, Jiang Dezhi and Xu Meiyin were making dumplings, and Jiang Yu was standing outside the door. He hadn't reacted when he heard this sentence.Because he didn't think any parent would say that about their child.

When he saw Jiang Dezhi's dodging eyes when he came out, Jiang Yu understood immediately.

Jiang Dezhi's temper was too violent, Xu Meiyin's character was not stable, and he was afraid of being beaten. He held back these words for a long time, forming an insoluble knot in his heart.Every time he was scolded, he would ask silently in his heart.

... Am I your own?

He asked for 13 years and no one could hear him.

There are many words that are not like what parents should say to their children, but Jiang Yu has already heard a lot.For example, Xu Meiyin would point to him and say, "Why don't you die."

So many people are hit and killed on the road every day, why can't you die.

How much trouble you have brought us, you will be quiet when you die.

For example, what Jiang Dezhi said after he was drunk: "Why you?"

Why wasn't Jiang Lai the one who survived.

Jiang Yu's surname is Jiang, but his name cannot be included in the Jiang family's genealogy.

Jiang Yu grew up in Jiang's family, but Jiang Dezhi cried and begged for his son.

He got up and fumbled for half a pack of cigarettes from behind the bookshelf, watched the heavy rain outside the window, and lit the fire.

He looked up at the photo on the table, and saw that his face and Jiang Lai's face did not have the slightest similarity.

"Brother." Jiang Yu looked at his smiling face, "I am?"