Second possibility

#Chen Ning commits suicide#

#theonemember#

The traffic index continued to rise, followed by the dark red explosive words.

The party was halfway through, and Qi Rang was sitting alone in a corner, leaning lazily back on the sofa, swipe across the news with his finger, and flipped through his homepage in a disinterested manner.

It wasn't until he was about to exit the software interface that he vaguely thought, Chen Ning, this name doesn't seem to be a stranger.

Is it a co-actor?Or the ex-boyfriend who was once a spring breeze?

Who knows, people come and go around him for too long, and he is no different from a stranger.

Thoughts flashed by, and there was a shadow around his feet, and Qi Rang quit the page without pausing.

"Brother Qi, why are you sitting here by yourself?"

Sunny and handsome appearance, neither too delicate nor mediocre, exudes the unique hormonal smell of youth, which is exactly his favorite type.

Seeing Qi Rang looking at him, the young man was a little nervous, grabbed the hem of his clothes, and introduced dryly, "I'm sister Qin Hong's subordinate, called..."

Qi Rang kicked the young man whose hands were on his knees, and stood up.

"I'm not interested in who you are."

I thought this kind of ignorance was enough for the young man to see his attitude clearly, but he didn't expect that his sleeves were tightly pulled

Qi Rang turned his eyes a little impatiently - the young man's fingertips turned white from exertion, and his eyes were abnormally red.

And the boy's wrist, which was exposed from the corner of his eye, had obvious scars.It's not a wound that would appear from bumps and bumps, but a very beautiful mark that can only be left by whipping with a special whip.

This kind of thing is not uncommon in this circle. Men and women, for the sake of fame and fortune, sell their bodies and souls. Even if it is too much, it is a business of your own will, why bother to make such a gesture.

He is not a good man and a believer, and his reputation is not good, so what is the point of this person finding him.

With a half-smile on Qi Rang's face, he gently patted the face of this somewhat ignorant newcomer,

"Honey, you better let go now if you don't want to lose your job tomorrow."

The boy's eyes were filled with undisguised despair for an instant, and he still held onto him tightly, like the last straw grasped in the midst of ups and downs, with earnest eyes and pleading tone

"please"

"I...I am Aning's friend"

Anin?

Who is Aning?

He is Aning's friend, so what does it matter to him?

Qi Rang sneered in his heart, turned around and wanted to leave, but the moment he raised his eyes, he saw a person walking into the hall of the party

——His ex-boyfriend, his brother's current lover, Wei Qi.

The footsteps that were about to go turned around in an instant, turned around and hugged the young man in his arms, and whispered in the young man's ear,

"If you want me to take you out, don't talk"

There was obvious surprise in the eyes of the boy exuding despair,

"A Jean!"

Qi Rang tightened his arms around the young man's waist slightly, ignoring the people walking towards him, and walked towards the door without looking sideways.

After leaving the villa, the car has already parked at the gate of the courtyard.The assistant was sitting in front, holding a document bag in his hand. He seemed to be in a bad mood. He opened his mouth to say something, but closed his mouth when he caught the boy in Qi Rang's arms.

As soon as he entered the car door, Qi Rang's expression turned cold, and he put some distance away from the young man, "drive a little ahead and leave him behind".

The boy next to him couldn't understand the coldness in his voice, his face was relaxed like the rest of his life,

"Brother Qi, you are really as good as Aning said, you are a very good person."

Qi Rang sneered in his heart, is it Ah Ning again?It couldn't be the dead Chen Ning.

But the young man opened up the conversation box as if he couldn't understand his face, and began to talk about how hard the man named Aning worked and how he liked Qi Rang. There were posters of Qi Rang posted in the bedroom.

He was talking vigorously, but the assistant next to him was getting worse and worse. Finally, he couldn't help interrupting him and asked

"Well, the Ah Ning you're talking about is Chen Ning?"

The boy's voice paused, and joy flashed across his face, "Yes, it's him, sister, you know him too, right?"

The assistant glanced at Qi Rang, took out the phone, opened the Weibo hot search interface, and handed it to the boy.

The popularity is still rising, and related topics occupy the top ten positions, and the topic of suicide is still firmly in the first place.

The instantly froze expression on the young man's face seemed a little funny, and he clicked in with trembling fingers. When he saw the confirmation of death, his whole body trembled uncontrollably. Staring at the screen, he froze there as if he had lost his soul.

1 minutes, 2 minutes, 3 minutes...

The car had already stopped, but the boy still maintained that posture.

The assistant finally reached for the phone and found that the boy's face was covered with tears, so he still couldn't bear to ask,

"Do you want someone to pick you up?"

The boy's voice sounded unchanged, and he pulled out a stiff smile, "No, I'll just stop here, thank you sister."

After finishing speaking, he opened the car door neatly, and when he stepped out with one foot, he turned around suddenly and saw Qi Rang playing with his mobile phone expressionlessly, hesitated for a while, and asked:

"Will you go to Aning's funeral?"

Seeing that Qi Rang didn't respond, he bit his lip and said:

"He's really...he'd be happy if you went"

After the boy finished speaking without thinking, he jumped down and closed the car door.

Qi Rang is in a bad mood now. First, he was exhausted from having announced that he would go to the party for several days, and then he was pestered for no reason, and even met the person he least wanted to meet.But now, the assistant is holding a file bag in front, with a hesitant expression on his face,

"What are you holding in your hand?"

The assistant has a hard time speaking,

"It was sent by Chen Ning's manager, sister Chen... said it was... said it was Chen Ning's suicide note"

Chen Ning, this name again, Qi Rang's hand lightly tapped on the chair.Even the impression was close to being a stranger, but after committing suicide, the people around him acted as if they knew each other very well, even handing over the suicide note to him?

He opened the sealed bag and found that it was not a document, but a notebook.

Qi Rang rubbed the cover, it was made of gray cloth, and there was a book cover with the pattern of the little prince and roses printed on it, the cover was damaged and the color was worn off a little.The paper inside is bulging, and it can be seen that the book is often read and has been for some years.

The first page,

——"Formy little prince"

"2016.4.7

It turns out that there is really love at first sight in this world.

2016.7.21

I looked at you in the audience, thinking that you and I were in the same room, thinking that your eyes might stay for me for a second, and I felt that even the air was full of excitement.Standing on the stage, I could only dance and sing nervously based on my body memory, wondering why I didn't perform better, and secretly guessing if you just looked at me when I was standing in the center.

I began to become less like myself, but I liked this kind of myself more, because of this kind of me, he loves you.

2017.3.2

Sister Qin stopped my two announcements because I went to that reception, but I have never been so glad that I went there, and then seized this opportunity to make me yours.

I heard that you are very good to every boyfriend, maybe I can get you for a short time.

2017.3.3

The wind blows through the window, the sunlight falls into the room, and beside you is a half-length naked you.I greedily knelt by the bed, like the most devout believer in front of the gods, but I only dared to pretend that I just arrived at the moment you opened your eyes and said good morning

2017.3.29

It really is impossible

2018.12.31

I can't hold on anymore, I hope you will never know that I love you, and don't see me who is so humble and ugly

2019.12.7

In the next life, I wish that I will not be a passer-by on your long journey, not the tamed fox, nor the rose that you care for in every possible way to make you distressed.

Love is too hard, so let me continue to love you, as long as you are willing to give me a qualification to be around.

I will be the little prince, and you are the only rose in the world.

Farewell, my little prince.

Time seemed to be stretched infinitely long, the car drove slowly through the night, and stopped at some point.The warm yellow light on the side of the road was reflected on the notebook, Qi Rang looked at the last sentence, and the sourness that came from nowhere was densely blooming in his heart.

All the long-sleeved and good dancers are exquisite in all directions, and they are extremely pale in the face of true feelings.As ruthless as Qi Rang, he couldn't just throw this book aside and pretend he hadn't read it.

Different from the carelessness in the afternoon, after Qi Rang closed his notebook, he opened Weibo again,

#Chen Ning commits suicide#

The topic is still ranked first, but the fuchsia burst has turned red.

Followed the hot search and clicked into his Weibo,

The first and the last in life,

"I choose to die, you choose to live, who will be happy, only God knows"①

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① from Socrates