Conan's Dark Night Festival

Those who talk, sneer.

"That's right, good intentions don't pay off! Children without parents really don't..."

"Bang!", the classroom door was pushed open violently, and because of too much force, the edge of the door directly hit the wall and made an unpleasant noise, "Ladies, it's not beautiful to talk too much."

Sure enough, the three girls stood on the stairs arrogantly, while the girl opposite, the short-haired girl lowered her head, and the shadow of her hair covered her eyes.It's exactly the same as the first day of school, I can't see what kind of expression she has.But... I think, it shouldn't be a good expression.

One of the girls with heavy makeup on her face said sharply, "What, we just want to help her. Isn't that right, Shiho?"

Saying so, the girl pretended to be friendly and tried to put Shiho on his shoulders.

"Wait," I stopped when I saw the girl's hand stretched out to put on her shoulder, "stop there first."

"What are you doing?" As my voice fell, the girl reflexively stopped the hand she extended.

Well, that's it.That girl's performance made the corners of my mouth curl up in a satisfied arc.Then, while putting my hands in my pockets, I began to step up the stairs step by step, and finally came to Shiho's side.He stretched out his right hand and hugged Zhibao beside him, his voice was clear and warning, and his warm blue eyes were also narrowed into a pair of perfect crescents because of his smile: "First of all, the name Zhibao is only I can call it. You, no. Come on, my little brother doesn’t allow anyone else to touch me casually, even if it’s a girl, I’ll be angry.”

There were no particularly obvious threatening words, but the three girls who were arrogant just now suddenly deflated like a balloon.The meaning contained in the words just now is very simple, converted into ten words with clear meanings:

—her, mine.Touched, you wait for me.

Leaving aside the girls who were still digesting what I just said, I led Shiho out of the classroom.During this process, the place where Shiho was leaning on the front of my shirt was already wet.

Then, at a place where no one seemed to be coming, he stopped.

"Thank... thank you." She sobbed softly around the empty surroundings, after a while.She said this with a choked voice, her face still buried in my arms.

"A handy thing. I know you'd rather suffocate than cry in front of those people."

I don't know, how would I know why she was going to cry if I didn't help her cover it up.It's just a feeling, subconsciously.

"I..." Her words suddenly paused after saying the word "I", and then her crying voice was loud enough to cover her call. When I heard the first two words, I felt that the whole world was Still, "Xi Ye...Xi Ye..."

"What should I do, I really miss my father...and my mother..."

"Where are they, I really want to see them...I really want to tell them how uncomfortable I am...I really want them to touch my head and tell me that Zhibao will not cry...I really want to..."

——I also really want to see them, I also really want to tell them how uncomfortable I am, I also really want them to touch my head and tell me... Xiye will not cry... I thought about it a long, long time ago.

"But I can't see you, what should I do... I will never see you again... What should I do..."

——What should I do, those are terrible extravagant wishes that cannot be realized even if I see them.What do you want me to do.

Listening to such a long confession from Zhibao in front of him, I can feel the hot tears pouring from Zhibao.In my mind, I switched to the scenes that kept appearing in my dreams during the past few nights.A boy watched his mother gradually leave him, and watched his father drive farther and farther away from him.With a very disappointed expression on his face, it was obvious that he wanted his parents to stay.But he didn't do anything, and he didn't say anything to save him.Just stand there, and watch them get farther and farther away from me, until it is only a point, until it is so far away that I can no longer see them.

Later, the scenes kept appearing, and after dreaming of this scene, I sat up suddenly like a nightmare, and my whole body was covered in cold sweat.I realized, that boy was me.

It must be a memory from the past, trying to continue the broken dream.I found out that the boy was crying.Crouching on the ground, weeping softly, and then a girl walked in.That girl looked indifferent.But still smiling hard, patting the boy on the back, comforting: Xiye must be strong, if Xiye is not strong, Zhibao won't play with you.

Therefore,

and so……

"Idiot..." I pushed Zhibao, who was crying in my arms, to my eyes, and then stroked the soft hair on the top of her head with my right hand, and said softly, "Don't cry, don't cry again!" If you cry, I will call the whole school over to watch your jokes."

Please be strong.

must……

【Chapter61】Sorry it's too cheap

When I was lying alone on the vast grass, there was no one around me, nor was there a bird flying by.

There are only green plants that are blown by the wind and the leaves rub against each other and make a "squeaky" sound, and the steady beating sound of the heart in my chest.

Open your eyes, close your eyes.Open your eyes, close your eyes.

The same floating white clouds, the same blue sky that makes it impossible to believe that such a beautiful thing exists in the world.The scenery that appeared in my line of sight suddenly raised doubts about this sky that I liked hundreds, tens of thousands of times, or countless times.

The whole sky is so big that it almost covers the whole world, the whole earth.

But there is only one sun.

And this sun is still greedily enjoyed by those of us who live on the earth.

And there is no limit, and you can enjoy it without greeting.

So what about the heart?

My heart is so small, but I still want to pretend to be you.

Own everything you have, just like owning the sun.

I also want to tolerate everything about you, including that distorted and sad face when you are sad.So what about crying because of extreme sadness?I asked myself this question in my heart.It doesn't seem to work, I can't tolerate it.Because I feel that your sorrow is very similar to mine, so when I see your cry, I also want to cry for no reason.Because it hurts to find that your tears flow out of your eyes differently, so I can't stretch out my hands to hug you and tell you to cry if you want.Because a sudden cry from a person who doesn't cry often can hurt the heart, so when I see you cry, my heart starts to ache sharply.

I hate pain, even a terrible aversion to it.

Perhaps, also afraid.

Perhaps, I am also afraid that after your crying, the rain will not be a colorful rainbow.

Perhaps, I am also afraid that after your crying is over, the rain will turn into a more intense and terrifying storm.

Sure enough, the calm that followed the crying was almost terrifying enough to suffocate me.The part of the chest that was wet from tears, the skin that was tightly attached to the inside, and the light breeze blowing in front made that part a bit chilly and icy.

"And then?" After hesitating for a long time, I finally turned around and stopped, and asked with a smile on the face of Zhibao who was calm and a little too much after crying, "What were you looking for just now?"

Zhibao also stopped the forward movement of her feet, raised her face, her slightly long bangs were pulled aside but two or three of them still fell down, but even this could not hide her expressionless face, "It's important. "

"Oh, really." Actually, I want to say, aren't you talking nonsense?

I habitually raised my right hand and touched the bridge of my nose, before the words I had chewed were cut off by Zhibao indifferently.

"Detective, I'm not in the mood to listen to your reasoning show right now."

"Uh," I was stunned for a moment when my thoughts were exposed, and then I started to show my morals again, "Didn't we agree to be each other's angels?"

To my surprise, this sentence really received a gorgeous roll of eyes from Shiho, "When did I say that. And the angel is not obliged to listen to your reasoning."

"Your eyes."

"...you are going to die for me."

"Come on, let me reason. Maybe I can find out what you lost."

"Can't find it."

She suddenly threw out such a sentence lukewarmly, choking my words to continue.

"Also, you should have known it a long time ago. I lost something."

"Ah, indeed." I knew it when I entered the classroom.I want to say this. "but......"

"If it's still too late for me to say I'm sorry," the girl in front of me didn't hesitate and made me unprepared, and suddenly bowed 90 degrees to me in apologetic manner. She was the one to the three strong girls, "Then, I sincerely apologize to you. I'm sorry."

However, there is no sound behind.If it is truncated again, it is not because it is afraid of being truncated again that it stops for a long time.Instead, I didn't dare, but felt that the girl in front of me whom I intimately called by her name was far away from me.It turned out that after getting along for so long, what I got in exchange was a distant sorry.It turned out that after such a long time of hard work, all I got in return was the farthest and thinnest line connected.It turns out that I'm sorry for being so cheap, and it's so simple to measure between us.

I forced a smile and paused for a long time