love you hell

After resting for a while, Su Nuo could continue to control the uncomfortable feeling of rolling over, and forced her trembling legs to continue walking, to prove that her thoughts overwhelmed the exhaustion of her body, and suppressed the desire to know the truth. fear.

No matter what the result is, she doesn't want to live in such a daze anymore.

In the end, Su Nuo was walking around almost entirely by her own will, her legs were no longer feeling, her head was so painful that she could hardly think, and there was only one persistence left.

A maple tree that was obviously bigger than the surrounding ones gradually appeared in front of him, becoming the only light in Su Nuo's almost blurred eyes. Su Nuo mustered up his last bit of energy and forced himself to quicken his pace.

However, her body was too exhausted, she staggered and fell to the ground, Su Nuo fell hard to the ground, blood oozed out of her scratched palm.

Su Nuo struggled and tried to stand up, but found that her legs didn't work at all, and she couldn't use any strength.

She barely propped up the mount with both hands, biting her lips trying to hold back the tears that were about to fall, but the bloody smell overflowing from her mouth and nose, the pain and powerlessness all over her body brought waves of powerlessness and despair.

Su Nuo wanted to cry, this feeling made her almost collapse and wanted to give up.

"Hey--"

A faint sigh reached Su Nuo's ears, but Su Nuo walked all the way, there was no one else here, except for the maple trees all over the mountain, she should be the only one.

Is it an illusion?

A thin figure quietly appeared beside Su Nuo, squatting down silently: "Nuo Nuo, don't torture yourself."

The low, sad voice made Su Nuo raise his head, and saw the person who appeared at some time.

It was a pale person who almost seemed to be able to see through the light, with long straight black hair hanging behind him, with pale features, and looked a little cold.

It's just that the eyes she looked at Su Nuo were so dark and deep, and there seemed to be something hidden inside, but Su Nuo couldn't see clearly.

"Who are you?" Su Nuo asked. Although she didn't know him, Su Nuo found that when she saw this person and was stared at by this person, she felt a sense of security.

"My name is Zhang Jing." Zhang Jing looked at Su Nuo, with a flash of distress in his eyes, "Nuo Nuo, it's time to remember." Before Su Nuo saw more emotions, Zhang Jing turned his eyes and looked at Su Nuo. The big maple tree waved his hand.

Su Nuo followed her gaze, and saw a diary emerging under the tree where her time capsule should have been buried.

The cover of the diary has been worn very badly, and the furry edges can be seen, but it can still be seen that the original owner cherished it.It floated up into the air and floated in front of Su Nuo.

"This is the node of this world. When you touch it, you can think of everything." Zhang Jing's voice sounded a little empty, as if he was not in this world.

Su Nuo was a little hesitant, she always felt that after taking this diary, something would change.

She turned to look at Zhang Jing, wanting to get some more information from her, but Zhang Jing just smiled and looked at her with reassuring encouragement in his eyes.

"I..." Su Nuo muttered, trying to say something, but couldn't find the direction.

Zhang Jing stretched out her hand, took Su Nuo's hand, and led her towards the diary.Her palms were very warm, completely soothing Su Nuo's restless heart.

When the fingertips touched the diary, Su Nuo felt as if a hole had been torn open, and many things poured in like a tide.Those memories that she lost related to Zhang Jing, those memories that belonged to Zhang Jing and loved her deeply.

Zhang Jing's love seems deep enough, but it's full of the clearest water, but you can't see the bottom.The sadness and expression overflowing from there made Su Nuo almost suffocate.

Zhang Jing was always by her side, but because she forgot, she couldn't see her all the time.This somewhat withdrawn person, who had never expressed these feelings to her, turned out to have been standing behind her and doing his best to watch her and protect her.

Su Nuo finally came back to her senses: "Zhang Jing..."

"I know what you want to ask, don't ask, I'll tell you." Zhang Jing turned her head unnaturally, took a deep breath, as if she had made up her mind, "I created this world, you can also understand it as This is a dream of mine. And this diary is the source of my spirit, which is the node of this world."

"You should still remember the car accident more than a month ago, right?" Zhang Jing looked at Su Nuo with soft eyes, so that Su Nuo no longer felt fear when thinking of the car accident. Seeing Su Nuo nodded, Zhang Jing continued slowly Said, "At that time, you were injured too badly, and your soul began to show signs of collapse before you came to the doctor. In order to keep your spirit from dissipating, I can only create a This spiritual world, put your spirit here. But my ability is limited, so I can only let this world appear as we know it."

So, when Su Nuo wakes up in this world, what she sees is the same as reality.

"It's just that this world has its rules. As the master of the world, I can't appear easily unless I exist in your spiritual memory." Zhang Jing's eyes flickered with annoyance, "If I am stronger, you You don't have to suffer the pain just now..."

"You love me." Su Nuo looked at Zhang Jing's expression, and suddenly interrupted her unfinished sentence.

Zhang Jing's pale face turned red, and finally looked a little bloody: "I...I..." Zhang Jing, who was talking clearly and eloquently just now, didn't know what to do.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Su Nuo asked again. They are college classmates. They met in freshman year because Su Nuo lent textbooks to Zhang Jing who forgot to bring them. Now they are seniors and spent four years together. time.

"I..." Zhang Jing looked at Su Nuo's puzzled and sad eyes, the original panic turned calm, and she showed a faint smile, "I know...you don't love me."

Su Nuo couldn't refute Zhang Jing's words.

When she touched the diary, she deeply felt Zhang Jing's love, so bottomless, so sad and depressing.

However, apart from being touched, Su Nuo has no other emotions deeper than friendship.

Touching is not love. Zhang Jing and her are close friends, almost family members, but they cannot be lovers.

Silence and embarrassment spread between the two of them, they were so close, yet seemed to be separated by the ends of the earth.

***

At five o'clock in the afternoon, Nanshan Hospital.

Xia Qing came to Su Nuo's ward, knocked on the door three times and entered.

Su's mother, Su's father, and Su Nuo's brother Su Jun were all in the ward, and when they saw Xia Qing coming in, they only showed a forced smile.

"Xia Qing, you're here." Mother Su's eyes were still a little red, as if she had just cried.

Xia Qing's eyes immediately fell on Su Nuo who was still in a coma on the hospital bed, and then looked at Su's mother: "Well, what happened just now? Su Nuo is okay."

Su's mother's eye sockets showed moisture again.

It was Su Jun who answered Xia Qing's question: "Nuo Nuo's situation was a little dangerous just now, but it has calmed down now."

Obviously, Su's mother was frightened.

Xia Qing walked to the bedside and looked at Su Nuo: "Auntie, don't worry, I see that Su Nuo's complexion is much better than last time, she should be waking up gradually."

Her tone was a little light, and she sounded inexplicably confident.

No matter what, Mother Su still wiped her tears and nodded: "Thank you, you are right, Nuowuo is getting better."

"Mom, it's good that you know, Nuowuo will be fine." Su Jun also persuaded a few words, helped Su's mother sit down on the side, and then turned to Xia Qing, "Xia Qing, Dad and I are going to Zhang Jing Have a look there, go back around nine o'clock, and we will send you a meal later?"

The last time Xia Qing came home almost at midnight, Su's mother also mentioned it to Su Jun later, so Su Jun would ask such a question.

Xia Qing shook her head: "No need, there is no class tomorrow, I want to accompany you here tonight."

"Will this trouble you too much..." Su's mother was a little uneasy. During the past few days of the car accident, Xia Qing came to see Su Nuo almost every day. easy.

"No, I also hope that I can spend more time with Su Nuo, maybe she can get well two days earlier." Xia Qing smiled, with a relaxed tone in her tone.

Seeing her insistence, Su Jun didn't say anything more, and after a few more words with Su's mother, he and Su's father left the ward first.

Only Mama Zhang took care of Zhang Jing's place, and because she blocked Su Nuo, she suffered more serious injuries than Su Nuo. The recent situation is not optimistic. Anyway, they also want to do their best.