abnormal sea area

Cai Mingyue's first dead baby was completely accidental.

Because of dystocia and umbilical cord around the neck, the child died soon after birth.She was still young at that time, and when she saw the mother's family rushing towards her, she thought she would be scolded or beaten.

But nothing happened.

The old man held her hand and kept whispering thanks.

The child was a baby girl with two fingers missing.Her father was a rapist and her mother was only 16 years old.No one in this world wants her.

"It's fine since you're dead." They whispered, "Dr. Cai, you are a good person, and we will thank you for the rest of our lives."

Gradually, more and more people will come to Cai Mingyue.Disabled babies, babies of the wrong sex, babies of special human beings... They don't want them all.

Cai Mingyue, together with several nurses who delivered babies in the obstetrics and gynecology department, became the keepers and executors.

"Actually, there aren't many of them... We don't always agree to whoever comes to us..." Cai Mingyue's voice was hoarse, the pain that was humiliating her had already consumed most of her vitality, but she was still struggling to defend herself , and still held Qin Ge's hand tightly, not allowing him to back away, "I will screen."

Among them, children who are not expected by their families and children suffering from congenital diseases will easily become the ones who are screened out.

Sometimes it is the mother herself begging Cai Mingyue: she doesn't want this child, because of one or another kind of hardship, she can't add another burden to her life full of hardships and pains.

Sometimes it's the mother's husband, or their family.It's too poor, there are too many people eating at home, it's too difficult, it's too bitter, and the special human beings are too scary... For them, what children bring is not happiness and joy, but foreseeable disasters.

"What's wrong with them?" Cai Mingyue asked tremblingly, "They're all poor people... What's wrong... Even if some children are born, they just suffer...I helped them, and I didn't do anything wrong."

Qin Ge lowered his head and looked into Cai Mingyue's eyes.

He was very tired, very tired, and the bad influence after cruising the abnormal "sea area" was constantly clamoring and clamoring in his brain, ready to move.The resentment and loathing caused by what Cai Mingyue said made him feel like there was blood in his throat, thick and stinky blood, and it was extremely difficult to even speak.

But he had to pull himself together and continue to guide Cai Mingyue to say more.

"If no one is wrong..." he whispered, "what about the children you killed?"

Cai Mingyue let out a low sob in her throat.

"You judged them." He looked directly into Cai Mingyue's eyes, "Because they couldn't make the preconditions of being the master, you judged these children. Who was wrong among them? They were the ones who chose to come into this world alone?"

The old man's cloudy eyeballs began to tremble, and tears rolled down again.

Qin Ge's hand hurt from being held by her: "Dr. Cai, if you really think that you are not wrong, your 'sea area' will not be like this. There are many ways to not want children, and giving up at the right time will never Some people blame... Even if it is too late, if they are born, can they be killed because they don't want it? Dr. Cai, do these children really have no other choice but to die?"

Cai Mingyue wanted to refute: "No... I know, even if such a child is born, it will be very painful. I know too well..."

"Is the child in pain, or is it because other people around the child are in pain?" Qin Ge felt that these words were not spoken by himself, but by another person hiding in his body, using his own voice to reprimand him angrily. His head was so painful that he couldn't control his emotions well, "What right do you have to judge? What right do you have to execute the death sentence? Are you using the child's 'pain' as an excuse to make your actions appear righteous? If you really You are innocent, so what are you regretting?"

Cai Mingyue just shed tears and said nothing.

"It is because you know that you are wrong that you are afraid. All the things in the 'sea' were created by you, and only you can make them disappear." Qin Ge calmed down a little, and his voice became softer, "tell Me, what made you wake up? The child who survived from your hands?"

That was the last time Cai Mingyue was begged to "solve" a problem.

It was a husband who came to her—most of the people who asked her for help were husbands, and Cai Mingyue was used to it.

The man was angry and excited. He was an ordinary human being. He didn't know that his wife was a guide until today when his wife asked to go to the No. [-] Hospital to give birth.

The two did not receive a marriage certificate, and the man never knew that his wife was a special human being.His disgust and fear of special human beings almost drove him crazy: "Is my child born that kind of freak too!"

DNA testing showed that his child was also a chromosomal variant, with a probability of 92%.

The mother wailed and begged her husband not to abandon her, and to let go of the child, but she still wanted to live with him.Both of them obviously didn't welcome the little guide in their belly.Cai Mingyue decided to accept the request after reading all the inspection materials and talking with the two.

According to her standards, this child is obviously a superfluous person who is not blessed and whom no one would expect.

But an accident happened.She obviously covered the child's mouth and nose, and kept watching the child stop breathing, but when she handed the body over to the man, the child suddenly twitched and cried weakly again.

The cry made the man terrified, and as soon as he let go of his hand, the baby who was still in its infancy immediately fell to the ground.

Cai Mingyue had sharp eyes and quick hands, and grabbed the child in her arms, but she even fell heavily on the ground.

Chaos ensued.Cai Mingyue was sent for examination, and the child was put in an incubator.When Cai Mingyue found out that she was two months pregnant, the obstetrics and gynecology staff found that the man had disappeared without a trace.

"I was pregnant with my youngest son, Cai Yi." Cai Mingyue said in a hoarse voice, "The fetal position was unstable, and it took a long time to preserve the pregnancy. I kept taking medicine and injections. I was very scared... maybe the world would It was retribution. Later they told me that the child was really alive and healthy, and was finally discharged from the hospital with his mother. I thought to myself, I should stop helping others.”

The so-called "helping others" is just an excuse.She was always very clear in her heart that she was killing people.

However, it is not the baby who has been resurrected from the dead that wakes her up in the end, but her own child.

Shortly after Cai Yi was born, the nightmare began.

At first, it was just an occasional dream. She stood in operating room No. 6, covering the mouth and nose of a baby, and told the nurse behind her that the baby was "dead."However, as the years passed, the nightmares became more and more detailed and specific.After she retired, there were fewer things on her body, and she had more free time to rest and sleep.

It was also at this time that "Sea Territory" crazily controlled her.

Qin Ge let go of his hand.

The headache made him stagger when he stood up, and his vision was even a little unsteady.

"You're free." His throat was dry and his voice was hoarse, "Go to sleep...if you can really sleep well."

He took two steps back, and Xie Zijing supported him.When he turned to face Xie Zijing, Qin Ge cheered himself up, grabbed Xie Zijing's collar, and asked in a low voice, "Did you hear everything?"

"Understood." Xie Zijing nodded, "I know what to do."

Qin Ge couldn't rest assured.Cai Mingyue was crying, and the crying made him have a splitting headache, and the feeling of dizziness became more and more intense, which could not be eliminated.

"What are you going to do?" He had to force himself to ask Xie Zijing, so that his mind could turn.

Xie Zijing pressed his shoulder: "I will take you home and let you have a good rest. I will write a report on this matter while you are resting. When you wake up, you will guide me, Section Chief Qin."

The door of the ward was opened, Cai Yi strode in, looked at Qin Ge and Xie Zijing, and at Cai Mingyue on the hospital bed.

"What's going on?" He frowned tightly.

"Doctor Cai can sleep well." Qin Ge said, "I promise."

When turning around to leave, Cai Yi grabbed his hand. "What about the 'sea area'?" he asked.

"It will be the dispenser's secret." Qin Ge replied word by word, "I promise."

When the group left the inpatient building, they saw Yan Hong running from the outpatient building from a distance.

Seeing Qin Ge's expression, Yan Hong suddenly became nervous.

"Are you going home?" He pulled Qin Ge and asked, "Are Auntie and Uncle here?"

"There is no one at home. They sent Xiao Chuan to Shanghai to participate in the competition." Qin Ge's face was pale, sweat was all over his forehead, "I'll go back to the apartment."

He climbed into the back seat of the car, leaned against the window, and curled himself up subconsciously.My heart was beating fast, I was sweating profusely, my hands had no strength, and I couldn't make a fist.This was Qin Ge's first cruise in such a seriously abnormal sea area, and the negative impact it brought was far beyond his imagination.

He can resist fear in Cai Mingyue's "Sea Territory", but the abnormality of the "Sea Territory" itself still bothers him, just like a giant clock, even if it stops beating, the humming continues and the sound waves are still spreading.

Qin Ge wanted to release his rabbit, but there was only a cloud of white mist in his trembling hands, which could not take shape.

A honeybee flew in from the half-open car door, nestled intimately on his shoulder, rubbed against his ear, and blew softly.

Yan Hong was worried: "Did he just go to patrol Dean Cai's 'sea area'?"

Xie Zijing: "Yes, he said he was going to do a deep dive, and then it became like this. Will spiritual adjusters work so hard after a deep dive?"

"I only know him as a mediator, and I don't know much about it." Yan Hong reminded, "I can't leave now, please remember to leave someone to accompany him, the negative reaction is too great."

Bai Xiaoyuan, who opened the driver's door, couldn't help but turn around: "Why did Qin Ge react so strongly? This state is very similar to a 'tsunami'."

The "tsunami" is an extreme adverse reaction that can only occur in the "sea area" of the sentinel. Especially when dealing with some difficult tasks that easily touch the ethical margin, the sentinel will have a serious negative emotional tsunami.

But never seen it happen to wizards.

Yan Hong was surprised when he heard the words: "You don't know why Qin Ge became a dispensing teacher?"

The three people in the dispensing department looked at each other in blank dismay: "What's the reason?"

"Qin Ge can absorb the negative emotions in the abnormal 'sea'." Through the car window, Yan Hong looked at Qin Ge, "He will not have any problems cruising the normal 'sea', but if he sneaks into the abnormal 'sea' , he will automatically absorb all kinds of weird things inside. After the cruise, that person's 'sea' will be much calmer, but Qin Ge will be very uncomfortable."

Only then did Xie Zijing understand why Qin Ge told Cai Mingyue that she could sleep well.

"This is Qin Ge's most special ability, and he has no way of controlling it." Yan Hong's eyes flickered on the faces of the three of them, "The next 24 hours are very important. I can't leave, you have to take care of him, follow up more He talks, don't leave him alone."

On the way to send Qin Ge home, Qin Ge leaned on Xie Zijing and fell asleep for a while.

He had slept badly, sweating profusely and clasping his hands tightly.Tang Cuo released his panda and let it lie next to Qin Ge.This innocent spiritual body seemed to be aware of Qin Ge's discomfort, and quietly hugged his thigh, like hugging a tree trunk.

The guide can indeed relieve bad emotions, but whether it is Yan Hong or Tang Cuo, they can't help him resolve them.

Xie Zijing supported Qin Ge's body, and told Bai Xiaoyuan and Tang Cuo about Qin Ge's arrangement and what happened to Cai Mingyue in the shortest words.

Tang Cuo was stunned: "...This is terrible! How can this be concealed! Is Cai Yi crazy!"

Bai Xiaoyuan was much calmer than him: "Qin Ge's brain turns fast, otherwise we would have been cheated by Cai Yi. Xie Zijing, do you know how to write this kind of report?"

Xie Zijing: "To be honest, I don't really understand. You teach me. We have to make a quick decision, and we can't give Cai Yi time to react."

Bai Xiaoyuan looked at him from the rearview mirror: "You are responsible for taking care of Qin Ge, and I will write the report."

After sending Qin Ge downstairs, Bai Xiaoyuan and Tang Cuo planned to go back to the crisis office first. "Tang mistakenly went back to the file room to look for the incident files of the 30 Hospital for more than [-] years. I'll ask something else." Bai Xiaoyuan poked his head out of the car window and said to Xie Zijing, "See you tonight."

Knowing that they were coming to accompany him, Qin Ge quickly waved his hands: "No need..."

Xie Zijing told him to shut up, and after telling Bai Tang and Qin Ge where Qin Ge lived, he helped him into the elevator.

Back in the familiar space, Qin Ge relaxed for a moment, then trembled weaker.He didn't dare to go back into the room, curled up on the sofa, held a cup of hot water in his hand, and shivered while watching the scene outside the balcony.

He knew his vision was narrowing, and the room seemed to be spinning and shaking.The feeling of nausea is becoming more and more obvious, but the stomach is empty and the stomach bag is cramped.The hot blood seemed to be sucked away by something, he only felt cold, and it was getting colder and colder.

The rabbit still couldn't condense into shape, Qin Ge missed the little fire lying on his chest.

"Cold..." he murmured.

But the room temperature had already risen to 25 degrees, Xie Zijing covered him with a quilt and wiped the cold sweat off his forehead.

"Where's the rabbit?" He asked softly, "Let it accompany you."

"...No...it can't come out." For some reason, when Qin Ge said this, he suddenly wanted to cry.The strong sense of loss and depression made him immediately come up with a thought: he must have lost his rabbit... The "Sea Territory" is so abnormal this time, his rabbit might not exist anymore.

It's possible... the worst things happen to people, at the worst time, he thought vaguely.

"Then do you like pandas? Or little sand cats?" Xie Zijing stroked Qin Ge's hair, sat beside him, and tried to get as close to Qin Ge's head as possible, and said, "The two of them will be here soon, and then we can accompany you you."

Qin Ge suddenly thought of Xie Zijing's spiritual body.

"Where's your lion?"

"...It's too big and fierce." Xie Zijing thought he was so confused that he forgot common sense, "And the sentinel's mental body can't comfort you."

"I'm not afraid." Qin Ge looked at him, "I want to see it."

He clearly said it was cold, but sweat had already flowed to his chin, and his eyes were red, like a rabbit that had been soaked by the rain and had nothing to rely on.It is impossible for Xie Zijing to refuse any request from Qin Ge at this moment.

He rubbed Qin Ge's hair roughly: "If you're afraid, hug me."

Thick mist rose from Xie Zijing's body, rolled in this small space, and finally fell heavily on the other side of the sofa, beside Qin Ge.

Qin Ge opened his eyes wide and subconsciously covered his nose.Maybe it was because of weakness, or maybe it was because Xie Zijing's strength was too strong. At this moment, he actually smelled a strange sex pheromone, which was dry and rough, like the hot wind in a blazing desert, coming from the only one here. Exude from the sentinel.

The mist finally condensed into a huge shape, and a feline animal that was bigger than the lions Qin Ge usually saw appeared in front of him.

It has a pair of golden eyes, with a dark red circle embedded outside the pupils, staring at its prey with a gloomy and fierce expression.

At this moment, it turned its head and looked Qin Ge up and down.

Xie Zijing was a little embarrassed: "It...is not very polite."

Qin Ge could no longer smell Xie Zijing's pheromone, which made him calm down a little, and stretched out a hand to the lion.

After a while, the lion shook the unusually thick mane on its neck, raised a paw, and gently placed it in Qin Ge's palm.