abnormal sea area

Bi Xingyi was locked in the interrogation room of the criminal investigation department, and there were two tall sentries standing outside the door, on guard.

People in the criminal investigation department have never seen with their own eyes how the dispatcher patrols the "sea area". The monitoring in the interrogation room is connected to the projector in the department. Qin Ge learned that the people in this room want to watch the live broadcast of his work. Almost passed out.

"I've never heard of such an arrangement." He whispered to the Chief of the Criminal Investigation Section.

Section Chief: "This is what Director Gao means. Our department will cooperate with your department and communicate more, will we communicate more?"

He was smiling, Qin Ge couldn't vent his anger, so he could only let him go.

Only the mediator and his dive partner can enter the interrogation room.The moment he opened the door, Qin Ge felt Xie Zijing gently squeeze his palm.

Xie Zijing also stayed at Qin Ge's house yesterday.Not only did he stay overnight, but he also went back to his home to get a few changes of clothes.Qin Ge's work intensity these days is too great, he really needs someone to accompany him.There are no roommates around him, and no family members like Qin Shuangshuang, so he needs Xie Zijing very much.

He searched for information and documents until after three o'clock in the morning, when Xie Zijing brought him a glass of lemonade.After drinking it, Qin Ge fell asleep in front of the desk, and woke up in the morning lying on the bed.

I don't know if anyone has told Xie Zijing that he is very gentle.It is the kind of gentleness that is not obvious, and sometimes undetectable and unacceptable.Qin Ge turned to look at him, showing that he knew what he meant.At this moment, you need to be calm and not get angry.

Rather than saying that Bi Xingyi was sitting on a chair, it was better to say that he was tied to the chair. Apart from the handcuffs, his feet, legs, back and neck were all restrained by restraints and he could not move.In addition to the tools to restrain him, there are several medical devices connected to Bi Xingyi's body to monitor his various physiological reactions at any time.Seeing Qin Ge and Xie Zijing coming in, he just rolled his eyelids and met Qin Ge's gaze, but didn't say a word.

Doctors from the No. [-] Hospital treated him, injected him with sedatives and made him take drugs.Under the influence of the medicine, Bi Xingyi fell into a drowsy sleep for a long time. Qin Ge saw that he looked tired and indifferent, and knew that he was not fully awake yet.

Xie Zijing released the Barbary Lion.When the lion landed on the ground, Bi Xingyi's body trembled suddenly, and his dull eyes stared at the Barbary lion, turning as it moved.

The lion walked behind Bi Xingyi and squatted down.Bi Xingyi's blood pressure instantly rose, his heart rate became faster, and his breathing accelerated.Standing behind him, Qin Ge found that his muscles were tense.

He is nervous.This was the first time Bi Xingyi had a stress response after being arrested.

In the state of stress response, his psychological defense system will be stronger than ever, the "dam" will be strengthened, and Qin Ge will not be able to enter his "sea area".

"You hate it, don't you?" Qin Ge walked behind Bi Xingyi, stood beside the lion, stroked Bi Xingyi's hair, lowered his head and whispered, "You allow me to 'cruise' your sea area, and I will let you It leaves."

"...No." Bi Xingyi gritted his teeth.

"I won't hurt you, but it will." Qin Ge said, "If you agree to my request, I can let it go away immediately. You know that I am a spiritual adjuster, and I have no ability to hurt you."

After saying this, Bi Xingyi's heart rate and breathing accelerated again.He's scared.Qin Ge was at a loss for a moment, but immediately understood: Qin Ge is a spiritual adjuster, and this is what Bi Xingyi was afraid of - he didn't trust the spiritual adjuster, because he had experienced certain things with other adjusters. some things.

Qin Ge remembered that Xie Zijing said that he would not allow anyone else to enter his sea area except Lu Qinglai.

"I know Professor Lu. You know, he is my work partner. We are very familiar. He mentioned you to me. You are very kind and hardworking, but there are some problems in your heart that cannot be solved. You love your sister Bi Fan, we all know." He said something specious, "If you want to solve this matter as soon as possible, I can be trusted."

After several short breaths, Bi Xingyi's heartbeat finally calmed down a little.

"...I know I have a problem." He whispered, "But it's not a big problem. I love Bi Fan very much, and I want to protect her."

"Yes." Qin Ge patted him on the shoulder gently.

Bi Xingyi finally agreed to his request and allowed him to enter his "sea area".Qin Ge signaled Xie Zijing to take the Barbary lion away, closed his eyes and bowed his head.

There are no two identical "oceans" in the world. Even if there are two people suffering from paranoid schizophrenia, their "oceans" must have changed on the basis of the original one.

It’s just that the “sea” of almost every mental disorder patient with delusional symptoms is full of all kinds of strong and illogical emotional signs, just like Bi Fan’s “sea” that Qin Ge had patrolled before, except for fear, No real details at all.

But Bi Xingyi's "sea area" is different.

Qin Ge fell into a city.He was standing on a narrow street, with towering houses on both sides, the sun was shining brightly from the sky, and the shadows of everything fell straight to the ground.The surrounding houses were not fashionable. Qin Ge set up a pergola to look at them for a long time, and felt a chill in his heart: All the houses were exactly the same self-built houses, and the house numbers were all 603 without exception.

He couldn't see any living things, neither birds nor people.But there was a strange hum in the air, like the voice of people talking, or the sound of wind passing through the room.

Qin Ge pushed open a door beside him and stepped into the house.

But as soon as he entered, he immediately backed out, turned and walked to another door, which opened again.

After opening more than a dozen doors in a row, Qin Ge took a deep breath.

There is nothing in each door, it is all bottomless black.There seems to be something hidden in the darkness, which absorbs all the light, and there are two completely different worlds inside and outside the door.

Qin Ge didn't dare to step in rashly.He thought for a moment and started walking down the street.After walking for a while, the buzzing in my ears suddenly disappeared.Qin Ge felt unaccustomed to the sudden silence, so he couldn't help but raise his head.

A huge eyeball hovered above the building, staring at him.

Qin Ge suddenly thought of Bi Fan's wide-open eyes in the "sea area".

Soon, the eyeballs rose higher and higher.A human face appeared high in the sky.It was Bi Xingyi's face.

Qin Ge's heart was shocked: This is Bi Xingyi's self-awareness in the "sea area"!But its form is too huge.

The gigantic Bi Xing raised his leg and stepped down towards the building.All the buildings instantly shattered like pieces of paper. The pieces passed through Qin Ge's body, turned into fine mist, and dissipated in the air.Qin Ge quickly turned around and followed Bi Xingyi who was striding away.

As he walked, Bi Xingyi's figure became smaller and smaller, gradually becoming as tall as Qin Ge.

All the debris and mist turned into countless mottled shadows, this is a forest with the sound of water.Bi Xingyi was still walking forward, and Qin Ge heard that buzzing sound again.

This time he heard clearly, it was a man's voice.He is asking "have you found it".

Bi Xing made a stop.

"No." he replied.

The forest was shattered again, paper-like debris scattered in all directions.Qin Ge only had time to see countless tiny octopus arms and legs rolling in the black stream.

Bi Xingyi's voice was trembling: "I'm still looking."

As he walked on, debris and mist coalesced again.This time Qin Ge passed through a swamp.

There's no point in going on like this, these are all illogical fragments.Qin Ge decided to invade Bi Xingyi's deep "sea area".He took a few quick steps and grabbed Bi Xingyi, put his hand on Bi Xingyi's chest, and forced it in.

Forcibly invading the "sea area" is extremely dangerous.In the deep "sea area" are memories and important events that have been chewed over and over again, often all of which are the most secret past of sentinels and guides.If permission is not obtained, the dispenser will likely be trapped in it and unable to leave.

But Qin Ge's time for patrolling was limited, so he didn't dare to delay it.

Pressing the palm into the chest of this "Bi Xingyi", it was like pressing into a thick and cold solid-liquid mixture.Qin Ge closed his eyes tightly. He seemed to have passed through this solid-liquid mixture and stood staggeringly in the wind.

When I opened my eyes, there was a small room in front of me.He was lying on a comfortable recliner, and there was a man sitting beside him, but Qin Ge couldn't see his face clearly.

"Did you find it?" the man asked again.

Qin Ge heard himself reply in Bi Xingyi's voice: "No, I can't find it."

"What exactly are you looking for?"

"...family." Bi Xingyi said, "I miss my grandma very much. I have no family."

He sobbed softly.

"It's so pitiful." The man's voice was low and magnetic, and every word and sentence seemed to be reciting rhythmically, "Apart from grandma? Do you want other family members?"

Bi Xingyi cried: "Teacher, help me."

"Where's your sister?" the man asked, "Want a sister?"

Bi Xingyi stopped crying: "I... don't have a younger sister."

"You will have one." The man stretched out his hand and patted the back of Bi Xingyi's hand, "You will love her and protect her. Remember what I said when I was cruising your 'sea area' last time?"

"...You said that I am very good and know how to take care of others." Bi Xingyi replied in a daze, "You also said that I will definitely have a loyal family."

"Yes," the man whispered, "I'll tell you where she is. Can you promise to take good care of her?"

"I can!" Bi Xingyi said immediately.

The man smiled.Qin Ge suddenly felt a shock in his body, and the next moment, he stood on the balcony inside the house.The octopus' arms and legs stretched out from behind him, leading him up the outer wall of the building and onto another balcony on the upper floor.The next step is to open the door and enter the house.Bi Xingyi sat beside Bi Fan's bed, reaching out to pat the shivering quilt.After saying a few words to himself, he got up and left the room.Before leaving the room, he slightly moved the camera on the table so that the camera was directly facing Bi Fan's bed.

This is monitoring and control.Qin Ge instantly understood where the countless eyeballs in Bi Fan's "sea area" came from: they were all Bi Fan's fear, and the fear came from Bi Xingyi.

The ground broke again, and he continued to fall and sat down at a dining table.There were two other people at the dinner table, they were a man and a woman.Qin Ge didn't know how to describe them—or their—looks, they were monsters with blurred and hideous faces, but they were talking to Bi Xingyi in a gentle tone: All right, let's eat.OK, you did well in the exam, Dad is proud of you.Okay, mom bought you tickets to the amusement park...

Bi Xing just glanced at the two monsters and immediately lowered his head, not daring to lift it up.Qin Ge saw his trembling hands, quietly clenched into fists under the table, and the intense fear almost overwhelmed him.

The ground shattered again.

Qin Ge kept following Bi Xingyi down.The memories that occupy the largest number of Bi Xingyi's deepest memories are the days he spent with his grandma, and the memory of him being taken care of by two monsters.Monsters will bring more monsters, they claim to be Bi Xingyi's cousins, cousins, or various distant relatives, but without exception, they all bear a vague and hideous monster's head.

The delusion appeared in Bi Xingyi's mind in a very specific way. Every time Qin Ge saw the monster approaching, panic would surge from his heart almost immediately.He could understand Bi Xingyi's fear and despair. In Bi Xingyi's eyes, all the relatives around him changed.

In order to find a reliable and trustworthy relative, he followed Lu Qinglai's suggestion to create a "sister".

Time was running out, Qin Ge tried to leave Bi Xingyi's "sea area", but found that his feet were tightly entangled by the octopus' tiny arms and feet, and he couldn't move.

The young Bi Xingyi, the boy Bi Xingyi and the current Bi Xingyi surrounded him, all their feet were submerged in the black shallow water, only countless octopus arms and legs were rolling in the sticky water.

"Sister..." They went to hold Qin Ge's hand, "Sister, stay with me, don't go."

Qin Ge found that he couldn't leave.

He went too deep into Bi Xingyi's deep sea and had already fallen into it.

Trying to open those cold and sticky hands, Qin Ge shouted: "Xie Zijing!!!"

The barbary lion that was released again suddenly moved its ears and looked up at Qin Ge.

Xie Zijing held Qin Ge in his arms, and slowly took his hands away from Bi Xingyi.After receiving the order, the Barbary lion bared its teeth and pierced deeply into Bi Xingyi's leg.

The pain immediately awakened Bi Xingyi, he screamed and trembled all over, the pain quickly turned into a sob.

Qin Ge was sweating profusely and woke up in Xie Zijing's arms.His palms were covered in cold sweat, and the sweat dripped from his temples, his eyes were a little loose, his lips were blue and white, and his fingertips were limp.

Biting his lip to stabilize himself, he motioned for Xie Zijing to help him out.Before going out, he wiped the sweat off his forehead, straightened his waist, and pushed open the door.

The chief of the criminal investigation department followed up. He saw that Qin Ge was in a bad state and wanted to reach out to help him, but Xie Zijing took the first step and let Qin Ge rely on him.

Entering another interrogation room next to him, Qin Ge immediately took off all his pretentious calm.

Bi Xingyi's deep "sea area" captured him, which made him attacked by the "sea area" at the moment when his defense was weakest.Qin Ge could barely move, leaning against Xie Zijing, still unable to control his heartbeat and trembling.There seemed to be countless eyeballs around his eyes, Bi Xingyi's fear and Bi Fan's fear were hooked up, shouting loudly in his head.

"You don't look good." The chief was worried.

"Yes." Qin Ge looked at him, "So you got a secret from me."

The section chief smiled awkwardly: "I know why Gao Tianyue doesn't allow you to patrol."

Qin Ge had no intention of saying polite words to him: "You found out that Lu Qing did Bi Fan's graduation test, right? Does it have Bi Fan's address on it?"

"Yes. Bi Fan has already moved out of New Hope's student dormitory before graduation. She is a freelance designer and has a certain source of income, so she can support her to rent an apartment outside. All the results of the graduation medical examination can be picked up by yourself or mailed. Bi Fan Fan's home is far away from the school, so she chose to mail it, and wrote her address at that time on the registration form."

Qin Ge nodded.

Lu Qinglai told Bi Xingyi "you will have a younger sister", and it was he who disclosed Bi Fan's address to Bi Xingyi.

Qin Ge told the chief of the criminal investigation department everything he saw in Bi Xingyi's "sea area".

"We did pay attention to Lu Qinglai, but we didn't expect him..." The chief thought for a moment, and said, "This is not actually abetting a crime. He just gave a hint, without any specific method. And he did it like this." What is the purpose?"

Qin Ge couldn't answer his question.

"I can write everything I see into the report." Qin Ge said, "You can investigate based on my identification report."

"No, Qin Ge." The section chief frowned in embarrassment, "You are patrolling Bi Xingyi's 'sea area', and your appraisal report can only prove Bi Xingyi's situation, and cannot be used as evidence to accuse others. "

"...Then what should we do?!" Qin Ge couldn't control his emotions, he shouted hoarsely, "There is indeed something wrong with Lu Qinglai!"

Xie Zijing quickly patted him on the shoulder, reminding him to calm down a little.

"We will continue to pay attention to Lu Qinglai." The section chief got up and said, "Don't worry, since there is such a person, we can't let him go."

Qin Ge had a splitting headache, and his nausea and vomiting became more and more intense.He pushed Xie Zijing away and rushed into the bathroom in the office, but he retched for a long time and couldn't spit out anything.

After pouring a large amount of warm water, Qin Ge finished writing Bi Xingyi's appraisal report. He didn't feel at ease until he handed over the report to the Criminal Investigation Department.

"I've already contacted Director Gao." The section chief put down the phone and told him, "He still said that before there is no definite evidence and investigation results, you can't make a fuss. But he has already decided to exclude Lu Qinglai from the college entrance examination'sea area' The testing team, the specific reasons are for him to think about, you go back to rest first. Don't worry, we will keep an eye on Lu Qing."

This cruise had a much stronger impact on Qin Ge than the previous ones.

Every time he closes his eyes, he can see countless round eyeballs staring at him in the darkness.Those eyeballs were of different colors, but without exception they were full of malice.

Qin Ge didn't dare to close his eyes anymore. He leaned on Xie Zijing's arms and watched the street scene passing by outside the car window.The taxi driver glanced at him from the rearview mirror from time to time: "Your face is blue, is the young man really not going to the hospital?"

The two returned to Qin Ge's home. When Qin Ge fell on the bed, his teeth were chattering.He was very scared, but he didn't know what he was afraid of.The fear from others penetrated into his body like the winter chill, devouring the body's original temperature in every pervasive way.

Xie Zijing was busy boiling water in the kitchen. Qin Ge lay down for a few minutes, feeling unbearably cold, so he simply turned on the air conditioner.The Barbary Lion walked up and down beside his bed, and for the first time he saw worry in the eyes of this majestic giant.

Qin Ge went to take a bath and soaked in the bathtub for ten minutes.Xie Zijing didn't dare to come in, and knocked on the door several times outside, only to feel relieved when he heard his answer.The Barbary lion got into the bathroom openly, endured the steam in the bathroom, and stood aside watching Qin Ge.

Qin Ge was quite embarrassed: "...you go out."

The lion pretended not to understand, walked up and down in the bathroom, his tail dangling, and his golden eyes stared at Qin Ge.Qin Ge completely submerged himself in the hot water, only showing his head above the water.The hot water relieved his cold, but could not completely calm him.His little rabbit couldn't get out, and there was only a thin, shapeless mist in the palm of his hand.

Back in the bedroom and lying on the bed, he saw a glass of warm water on the bedside, in which two slices of fresh lemon were soaked, and thin bubbles floated to the surface of the water one by one from the fruit slices.

Xie Zijing heard the movement and poked his head outside: "Qin Ge?"

"Ok?"

"Is it better?"

Qin Ge wanted to say something better, but he couldn't tell a lie. "Not good..." He grabbed the quilt and curled up on the bed, "It's bad..."

Xie Zijing squatted beside the bed, rubbing his wet hair: "Sleeping like this will give you a headache."

"It hurts as long as it hurts." Qin Ge's voice came from under the quilt muffled, "I really want to die..."

"why?"

"I don't know..." Qin Ge paused, and then said, "Because I'm useless, I'm trash..."

The other side of the bed sank, and it was Xie Zijing who lay down.He hugged Qin Ge and said in a coaxing tone, "Who said you're useless? You're very powerful."

His breath was approaching, and even through a thin quilt, it swept Qin Ge's consciousness like a strong wind.

Almost instantly, Qin Ge's whole body became hot, making him blush, and he couldn't help but look up from the quilt to look at Xie Zijing.

Seeing his blushing and moist eyes, Xie Zijing felt a little embarrassed for some reason.

"Just hug you for a while." He said, "Don't worry, I won't do anything."

The fiery and dry breath was like hands stroking Qin Ge's skin and hair.At this moment, he suddenly felt that his behavior pattern had regressed, and he became a fourteen or fifteen-year-old boy, looking forward to comfort in fear and sadness.

Qin Ge moved closer to Xie Zijing's face.A familiar longing was growing in him, and he wanted to say it, clearly.

"You can do it." Qin Ge whispered, "Anything can be done."

The man didn't shave in the morning.When Qin Ge's lips were close to Xie Zijing's chin, he touched some stubble.

But he instantly fell in love with these stubbles again, wishing he could kiss and lick them.When the tip of her tongue just came out, Xie Zijing lowered her head and kissed his lips.

The author has something to say: Regression is a psychological term, which means that when people encounter setbacks or negative emotions that cannot be handled, they will give up their existing coping methods and adopt early coping strategies, especially in childhood or adolescence. deal with.It is a psychological defense mechanism often associated with major trauma experienced in childhood or adolescence.